'More Than Love...'
Aarti continued typing-
It was my 1st morning in Mumbai house.when I again opened my eyes with Yash's voice.
Me-what's ur problem?why r u again doing hurry today?
Yash-I'm being late for office.plj wake up and have breakfast.
Me-I'm tired,I had bad sleep last night.i'll take later.u go on.
Yash-oh,sorry.u've to get up.i always need someone to have meal with me.i don't like eating alone.
Me-so?
Yash-so,mean what?u wont change ur habits for me na?i too don't.so,get up ,hurry.just in 5 mins.
i felt to kill him.though,I kept an irritating smile and finished breakfast with him.before going,he said-I've something for u.Me-what?he took a gift box,I gave him an uninterested look.he opened it,I saw a small,soft,cute,white rat.i shouted-My Pufi.
Yash-who's Pufi?its a rat.
Me-I know.actually,I had a rabbit,I used to call it Pufi.i lost it,I thought to keep my next pet's name Pufi.
Yash-if u lose it too.
Me-I wont.i'll take care of it very well.
then I took it from his hand and went to room.i had nothing to do.i was playing with it.very soon,it became fond of me.it got hungry,I wanted to give it food.i went to kitchen.i saw a room,there I found a large library.i got so excited.i love reading.i really forgot last time when I got so excited.at once,I took 4/5 books and went to my room dancing.for a moment,I forgot my all pain and started reading.in lunch time,Yash joined me.i was reading a book in the dining table too.Yash-it has so sad ending,u'll cry.
Me-hey,shut up.dont u spoil my interest telling its story.
Yash-ok,u read it.
suddenly,I felt happy thinking our similarities.at night,I felt very awkward sleeping beside him.i meant in the whole house,we were alone.i didn't trust him.i made a sound and told-why don't u sleep in the another room.i've a habit of sleeping alone.
Yash-oh,ok.i'll.but,change ur habit soon.u know its not good.i mean we r married.
i kept hands on my ears and shouted-ok,enough.u go,plj.he gave a naughty smile and went to next room.i felt a great relief.though I couldn't forget his disgusting face.that night,I was thinking of him.we both love reading,silence and we both r stubborn.my days were passing well.i was slowly changing for him.i hated him most as he used to give silly reasons and I had to tolerate him.his attitudes were like it was his right.i maintained a distance from him, I accepted myself as a cursed girl.i felt it was better for him to stay away from me.but the truth was the more I got to know about him,I liked him.one day,I went to terrace.there were many plants of roses and other flowers.i couldn't believe someone had so many hobbies.i felt his life was full of joy.he asked me one day-why don't u use mobile?
Me-why?any problem?its my wish.
Yash-Pari called me,that's why saying.now talk to her.
Me-say her I'm alright here.i don't want to talk.
Yash-hey,u tell her whether ur family'll think I'm torturing u here.
Me-yaah,u r doing.
Yash-excuse me,say again.
Me-ok,give me ur mobile and plj leave me alone.i talked with my lil Pari,mom and dad.i complained much about Yash to them.i was surprised ,I thought parents would be worried,but they seemed happy.actually they wanted me to think of anyone except Soham.i cut the call,was about to got to Yash's room.i found him standing behind me.i just shouted-I told u to leave.
Yash-I went away,then I heard my name,I thought u might be praising of me.i came and what heard I cant believe.anyways,do u want to go to ur house in weekend?
Me-no,not at all.if u r missing ur family,u go.i'm happy here with my books and roses.
Yash-what?its my roses and books.
Me-yaah,its urs.
Yash-u can say our.how can u live here alone without me?
Me-like I always do till evening.
Yash-u r so mean,forget it.i don't want to die.
Me-what?
Yash-if I go alone,my family'll kill me.so,leave it.
Me-ok,I'll go.
Yash-I know u r so good wife.
Me-u r also good in torturing.now go and sleep.and again,I was forced to go in his house.this time,I enjoyed there.his mom was thanking me to take care of him properly as she felt him more happy.i was laughing at myself.who knows he was caring about me.at night,while sleeping,I made a pillows border middle of our bed.Yash as usual laughed at me like he expected it from me.though I didn't go to my house,I felt I would face my past again.my family came to his house.i really enjoyed spending time with them after a long time.in a couple of day,we returned back in our house.one night,I might be thought of my past,I dreamt that accident.my sleep broke and I was shivering in scariness.i didn't know what to do.i felt to shout and call Yash.but I couldn't.so,I went to his room.he didn't sleep,he was reading book.he looked at me,felt something wrong.he stood,came near to me.he hugged me tightly and said-r u alright?i was crying and barbering 'I saw that accident.he might be understood.Yash-u don't need to say.he made me lie on the bed,was caressing my hair and saying-try to sleep.i couldn't sleep.he asked-did u read this ?Me-no.Yash-ok,then I'm telling u this story.u close ur eyes and hear.ok.i followed his words ,slowly I slept.in the morning,his normal behavior made me forget what happened at night.in the evening,he came to my room and told-surprise.close ur eyes.when I opened my eyes,I found admission papers in my hand.i was shocked, I asked-what's this?
Yash-u'll complete ur graduation.
i got so angry,I couldn't control my anger.i asked-who r u to decide my everything?dont I have right to live by myself?what's ur problem with me?he never expected it.
Yash-I'm none.why r u living with me?
Me-I wont.i'll go to my house.fix my tickets.he silently left my room.after 1 hour,he came and said-here's ur ticket.if u want to run away from ur past,then go.it was an accident,u cant control someone's live and death.it can be happened anytime with anyone.if it happens with me..i just shouted-shut up.i'll go to college.i really didn't want to hear any worse.i said him yes.but I was nervous,I couldn't sleep at night thinking of it.what would all say,why I left my studies etc.i went to Yash's room to give him my all tensions.he was sleeping peacefully.he had disturbed my sleep and having sweet dreams.i shouted-Yash.Yash,help me.he at once awoke and said-what happened?again bad dream?i'm here.dont worry.then he opened his eyes and found me laughing.he angrily looked at me and suddenly his anger got vanished.he sighed me to sit beside him.i sat,he whispered-do u remind when u smiled last showing ur teeth?i kept silent.he slightly messed my hairs and told-hey,u've come to me.say what's troubling.Me-I'm nervous.what'll I say if anyone asks me.he made me stop by his finger and told-what do u think?all r self-centered,people have not that time to interfere in ur life.by chance,if any of ur friend asks,u'll say u had personal issues.whats the big deal?i think u cant think it as an accident.
Me-u wont understand.it happened with me,not with u.u wont understand how much I love Soham?how perfect was our relation.
Yash-I really don't want to understand.after an accident,the love becomes a burden,lover becomes cursed,what kind of love it is?his parents can cry as their son's no more,but ur parents cant cry,they don't know their daughter is alive or not.if u r so guilty of that incident,why didn't u suicide?it would better than living like this.
i felt to die hearing this bitter truth.i embraced him at a jerk saying-enough,I don't want to hear more.he balanced himself and removed my tears,he slowly said-ur family's with u,I'm with u.why u fear to face urself?its ur right to live happily.if u r thinking u r sacrificing ur love,u r wrong.coj u r sacrificing ur life.love cant be life,love is only a part of life.
From that day,I understood that accident was not my fault.i was trying to forget it,came out of my past and live present.Yash asked me he was planning to go any other place for holidays.i agreed.i felt I should spend time with him to move on.next day,he didn't come for lunch.i was worried coj he never did so late,I thought he might be busy in work.i got a call in land-line.i received it,I couldn't believe what I heard.i was so shocked,felt to faint.there was none accept me,I got little sense and rushed to hospital.i went to his cabin,Doctor told me Yash had an accident.he got injured in his legs and in a hand.he wont walk till 1 month,he needed one week's complete bed rest.my eyes were stuck on his lying body.i was crying and crying.'why I'm so unlucky?' I sat beside him and hold his hand,was waiting for his sense.i woke with his touch when he got sense.i felt to shout in joy and thank to god.though I only smiled and said-r u ok?
Yash-yaah,I'm fine.god has fulfilled my wish.
Me-what?
Yash-when I had accident,I felt to talk with u.i thought it was my last time.my eyes were getting closed,i wished to see ur face ,opening my eyes.and now u r front of me.
i sighed him not to talk more.i got my answer from god.i was feared of accidents.i thought accidents only take our everything.today I felt some accidents teach us to live,to fight for survival.next day,I took him in the house.he was totally dependent on me.i got to know how much I ignored him till our marriage.i had to feed him,take care of him,exactly what he used to do for me.i didn't let him alone for a moment.somehow I was praying for his early recovery.at night,I was lying beside him as he needed me.he seemed very happy.i asked-r u enjoying ur injury?
Yash-what do u mean?
Me-why u r smiling?
Yash-oh,I'm thinking of its advantage.u r with me all-time,now sleeping with me.
1st time,I felt happy to see his teasing.i wanted to beat him.though I didn't.i only said-u better sleep now.call me whenever u need anything.ok.
Yash-ok.u too sleep.u must be tired.
i didn't want to sleep though my tiring eyes got closed automatically.at midnight,I heard a sound.i woke up saying-Yash,r u ok?
Yash-yaah,I'm trying to get up from bed.
Me-r u kidding?r u thirsty?ok I'm giving u water.
Yash-no,I need to go washroom.u cant take me alone.call servents.
Me-I can.trust me.
Yash-ok.i hold him tightly by his shoulder,(it was really tough,though I felt servents'll laugh at me)slowly took him to washroom.Me-plj don't close the door.i'm here,closing my eyes.
Yash-ok,I don't have any problem.u r my wife.u can see my everything.
Me-hey,shut up.u wont change ever.
he laughed.that day,I didn't felt angry,I felt something else like I wanted him behave such cheerfully.then he again leaned on me and I took him to bed.he was searching something.i asked-what?
Yash-where's my mobile?u informed my parents?
Me-no,I didn't.if I told them,they would rush here now.i didn't want to trouble them.i can take care of u.u r my responsibility.i'll call them as soon ur health improves.
Yash-r u sure?u can handle everything alone?
Me-yaah.i can.now,u sleep peacefully.
it was not so easy.i used to take him in the garden by using wheel chair,giving him medicines in time,taking proper care of his needs were tough for me.i couldn't remind last time when I cared so much for someone.whenever I thought to call his parents,as I was worried about him,his bright smiley face used to remove my all anxieties.what I would say him,he used to console me saying-I'll be fine soon.few nights,I couldn't sleep thinking of him.after 7 days,Doctor checked him and told he was improving.that day,I felt so relaxed,I slept properly.in the morning,I opened my eyes and found myself sleeping on his chest.i felt embarrassed.i went to washroom to fresh up.it was a new morning for me.i got to know what he mean for me.i loved someone,I know what's love.love's full of expectations and demands.he never expected from me neither he had any demands.he only wanted me to live my life.he had changed me,that was needed for me.he did everything like he has full right to think of me,my well-being.he has made my life more beautiful.when my family lost their hopes,he believed in me,cared for me and gave me a normal life.its not just love.its more than love.i never asked him what he feels for me.i feel his every feelings r related to me.i always feel myself lucky to have him.now,sometimes,I feel irritated of his caring attitude.but what to do?he's so adorable person,I cant angry on him.
"what r u doing in this midnight?"said Yash.Aarti saved the note and closed her laptop.'u woke up.nothing.i didn't feel sleepy.thats why I was passing time.'
Yash-call me,I would tell u stories.u know na,u need proper rest now.
Aarti-oh,plj.just today,I got to know about my pregnancy report,its positive.and u've started taking care of our baby from now.dont u feel bore caring so much?
Yash-do u feel bored of me?
i didn't reply.i smiled and hugged him tightly.
[if we fear something,it doesn't mean we dont have to face it again.Fear is nothing,just a weakness.Face it once,u'll feel u r ruling over ur mind]
[hope,i dont disappoint u and u'll like it.do Press Like and comment,what u felt about this OS,it means a lot to me]
[ignore the typing mistakes and my limited knowledge.]
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