A leaf from Vikrant Suryavanshi's Dairy: Jeene Laga Hoon
I never thought of writing dairy, what is there to write in dairy, there is nothing special or beautiful about me to record in the dairy... Life was never kind to me; it is full of disappointments and blows without any true friend or companion. I use dairy just to note appointments, remainders, business lunches, dinner parties, targets, deadlines, takeover's and balance sheet,...in a word dairy is extension of my PA's desk.
After many years, now I want to write dairy, I want to express my overflowing emotions in words so that one day I could read them to HER. I am not a poet but still I want to write, the feelings she evokes in my heart wants to flow as words. She has brought this change; with her presence my life has changed so much; changed for good. SHE, a delicate looking placid beauty walked into my life as an angel. She is SARITA...an epitome of simplicity, beauty and goodness. She is everything a MAN would die for. Life was never so beautiful, serene and happy until she came in. I must have done something good, something really good to have her in my life
With her by my side every dawn is enthralling and dusk is endearing. Never before I have watched sunrise or sunset, what is there to see in rising or setting sun, a mundane activity. In her presence sunrise and sunset has become extra mundane. Trust me; I'll give up half of my empire if needed, to watch the beautiful sunrise sipping coffee with her. She has brightened my life, like the first ray of sun that illuminates the world. Sunsets no longer mark the beginning of endless lonely nights, but unwinding me in her presence, melting in her warmth to catch up for the coming day full of new hopes.
What on earth, I would have done to have this beautiful woman on my side in thick and thin who constantly supports me, regardless of the pain I gave to her. I wonder is it out of her strong love or ever dying hope, that gave her strength to shoulder my burden, she is a perfect companion to have. I never had the luxury of living a simple life with a happy family, which she has fulfilled effortlessly. I wonder her audacity to stand up against me; she know to get me on way like a mother, She wipes away my tears and fears with her comforting touch as a friend, she controls my anger with a stern glare and authoritative pitch like a father, she fills in the shoes of a sibling while teasing, the naughty glint in her eyes and arms crossed over her chest accomplish dream of having my girl; I have longed for companionship all my life till she came...I am not ashamed to express my needs or I won't shy away exposing my vulnerable core to her...as she is my soul mate
Can you believe bland tea tastes delicious and bitter gourd is lip-smacking with her by side...even I never believed that before; whenever I think of her, my lips curve into a smile, my eyes get heavy with her dreams, my heart slams against my chest ready to break. My heart never forget to skip a beat in her smile, the naughty glint in her eyes never betray my senses. Watching her beauty, feeling her touch, hearing her giggle has become my routine, like oxygen to live. If this calls for mad, I'll happily declare myself as mad. For the first time in my life I have started dreaming; day dreaming about her. Should I ask more from life? She doesn't love me...but still her companionship is enough to drench my deserted life. If she loves me with all her heart...that day will I be able to live?? May or may not be? However I love this phase of life with her by my side with the richness of her laughter filling the void in my heart, she is beautiful and serene as dew drops on the flower in December month chilled weather.
Jeene Laga Hoon...Phir Ek Baar
Tere liye...Tere saath
Har Pal Ek Nayi Ehsaas Se
Har Din Ek Nayi Umeed Me
Jeene Laga Hoon...Phir Ek Baar
Tereliye...Tere saath
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