pratigya loves krishna with her heart , soul and her body...............exactly in the same order..........
she started to see him in a different light at the adda, she was fasinated by him for the first time then.......but she just couldn't forget what he did to her, so she tried to understand him better and give herself time and requested for a bond of friendship then, but her stupid father almost ruined their bond by forcing her not to divulge the kidnap by angad incident, she was worried how he would react but when she knew the truth has to come out she chose to say to him so that he understands her and don't get angry with her or worse suspect her............u don't think so much about the consequences if u r merely attached to a person physically............
but as fate would have it krishna learned about the kidnap incident the worst possible way, and she was concerned about his state of mind.............and instead of turning back and go with her family when she knew the path in front of her is full of thorns she chose to go forward and she voiced what she wanted ' that she has to tread this long path alone, no need of her family now' ...........its her and krishna now...........no third person is needed...............
when she was thrown out of the house brutally covered in ashes he brought her inside the house and declared in front of his family that he will do the needful as she is his wife...........and she was astounded by his love and support............she gave her heart to him at that moment and she let him wash away the dirt on her face and was in truth washing away her doubts, a nagging question in her mind 'is he my destiny' and she emerged pure at heart and walked up to him and crumpled at his feet .............
when she saw him gutted she couldn't take it and she revealed to him why she married him(though krishna was not listening) and was shocked to hear that he doubted her purity.........again she understood him as he made himself very clear that he wanted to believe she is pure but knowing angad who was a kaneena he just can't bring himself to believe it no matter how much he tried.............she didn't ate the whole day when he went out of the house wandering the streets of alahabad and she knew she has surrendered her soul to him when she had a dream of him during dawn..............in the dream she never saw her getting physical with him but she was like a thirsty soul finally reaching its destination.............she defied all the odds to go in search of him, she didn't care whether she died or not when the snake bit her, she was more concerned about his life , was pleading to him to come home..............
she silently endured all his taunts and misbehavior as we saw and even ate chilli rice, she took vrata for him, and atlast when she knew what she should do from kesar she decided to give herself to him..............but when he rejected her, she just didn't grovel at his feet to accept him, but she clearly told him what she thought of those men who thought of women as an unwrapped gift........or envelope.........if she was desperate for physical intimacy why would she walk away at that night...............and she stopped only when he said he would be there for her, she has to stay for him..............and we all know she gave herself to him................☺️
she never let him touch her when he was behaving disgustedly that night when he ignored her whole day and tried to have her at night..................if it was all about physical attraction she wouldn't have minded..........would she? and also if she would have agreed what would it mean? that she loves him immensely-----sorry but that's not love------she won't let him step over her self respect in the name of love...........and never did pratigya had stepped over his self respect after she fell in love with him...............
pratigya and krishna love each other with all their being ...................don't mock their love..........their' love is as real and as pure love could get.........................😊