I am back with my new fanfiction! Nearly a month after i promised though :p I just wanted to clarify this is a very sad fanfiction, but I am trying my best to make it as beautiful as a Naksh fanfiction...after all, Naksh is a precious couple š Also, it will be a very short fanfiction, possibly it will have one or two more chapters at best...Also I am sorry if there is little less Naksh scenes in this first chapter, but as the story will progress, there will be more Naksh, I promise š Do review and like :) It starts off after the Bikaner trip's accident and so Naksh is our little Bani :)
Akshara Naitik Fan fiction 2
Part 1
When Akshara woke up, it was still very early. She tried falling back asleep, but she couldn't. After a little while, she gave up and saw Naitik standing beside the window, motionless.
"Naitik..." she called him softly, worried. "Aap itni raat gaye waha kya kar rahe hain?" She gets up and walks over to him and soon she feels the cold wind blowing over her, coming from the open window.
He turns at her in haste, possibly not expecting her to wake up now."Aise hi..." he smiles at her. "Neendh nahi aa rahi thi."
Akshara, unsatisfied with his answer, tries to put her hand over him but he jerks his hands away, noticing what she was about to do. This leaves Akshara even more confused. "Kuch hua hai kya?" This time, she's even more worried than the last time. Something definitely happened. He is not telling her. But he shakes his head in a no again.
"Aap so jaiye..." Is all that he tells her as he himself goes over to the bed. Akshara still stands near the window, not able to go back to bed. Naitik doesn't call her the second time when he notices Akshara isn't coming. She sighs. This has been going on for the last two weeks. Naitik has been acting distanced around her...she wants him to share everything with her, but he doesn't. She is also afraid because she had a feeling everyone knows about it. Everyone at their house has been behaving weird around her. Gayatri always gives her a sympathy look and she has noticed she does this especially when she mentions Naitik. Daddaji, Bhabhi Ma, Bauji, everyone seemed so sad, as if something big happened. But if everyone knows about, why doesn't anyone tell her about it?
Instead of going back to bed, she goes over to the small crib they brought for Naksh. Naksh always used to sleep with them, but from the past two weeks, Gayatri has been insisting to let Naksh sleep in the crib. This made her even more suspicious, but she didn't say anything.
Naksh was sleeping peacefully and her son's face brought back a smile to her. She was tired too, so she unwillingly got on the bed and pulled the covers over her body.
"Naitik..." she called him again.
Naitik's eyes were closed, but he nods his head anyway. "Kuch nahi," she can't find anything she can tell him. Naitik opens his eyes then, "Aap confuse hai na?" He asks her.
He said that so calmly, and she realized he was finally going to say something he didn't in these two weeks. She nods, but he doesn't respond. "Aap ko pata chal jaye ga Akshara." He gives her a fake smile.
The way Naitik said it made her stomach tighten. Does she want to know? Because she had a feeling whatever it was, it was not something that would bring happiness in her life.
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"Bahu...!" The knock on her door jerk her awake. She turned to see the clock. It was half past seven. "Itni der kaise ho gayi mujhe utne main," she gets up immediately and notices Naitik is not there sleeping beside her. Her eyes go over to the crib, but her son is still fast asleep, so she gets up and opens the door.
Gayatri is outside, smiling at her. But Akshara could not help thinking her smile felt fake.
"Ut gayi beta? Jaldi se taiyaar hole...hume bahar jana hai."
"Bahar jana hai? Kaha ma?"
Gayatri does not reply. "Kuch hua hai kya ma?" Akshara asks, this time a little frustrated.
"Nahi...tu taiyaar ho ja...Naksh ko Bhabhimaa ke paas chor jayenge."
Gayatri doesn't give her any more time to ask questions as she goes downstairs.
Akshara quickly changes to sari and goes downstairs, when Gayatri is already waiting for her.
"Naitik office chale gaye hai kya?" she asks, hesitatingly.
Gayatri's face dims. She nods, nevertheless.
Akshara does not say anything but simply walks over to the car.
A little while later, they arrive at a hospital and Akshara finds thousands of questions in her head. But she doesn't ask, because she knew no one will tell her anything.
Before their number came, Gayatri whispered to her. "Sun...doctor tujhse kuch sawal puchenge...unka jawab dena thik se..."
Even this time, Akshara does not say anything. Asking questions for two weeks and not getting an answer was tiring her down.
Gayatri does not enter with her, so she enters the cabin alone.
The doctor is a young man, and she realizes he has a file of her name, which confuses her. Is she sick?
"Akshara Singhania," the doctor smiles at her and indicates her to sit. So she does.
"Kya mujhe kuch hua hai?" she asks bluntly as she sits in front of him.
The doctor nods his head in a no.
"To phir main yaha kya kar rahi hu?" she asks nervously. Why is Naitik not here with her? If she's sick, he should be here with her. She suddenly feels her anger towards him.
"Aapka do hafte pehle ek accident hua tha, aap ko yaad hai?" The doctor asks her gently. Akshara shakes her head. She doesn't remember. Is she having a memory loss. Now, she does not feel mentally okay. If she does not remember an accident that happened with her, how come she is normal?
"Kya main pagal hu?" She asks desperately.
"Nahi," The doctor is still smiling at her warmly. "Aap ke zindagi main kuch hua tha...aapko yo yaad nahi hai..."
"Matlab?" her voice cracks.
He does not reply.
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When they return, she feels frustrated. The doctor did not tell her anything. But he only made her more afraid. She does not remember an accident that happened to her. The thought of it was tearing her down. Gayatri came up with her and took Naksh down with her, telling Akshara to get some rest. Akshara tried to ask Gayatri about the accident, but she didn't want to discuss about it.
As she enters her room, she finds Naitik leaning against the wall, smirking at her.
"Mujhe kya hua hai Naitik?" she asks him with a helpless tone.
Her tone of voice stuns him. He probably didn't know about her visit to the doctor. But is that possible no one would inform him?
"Tumhe kuch nahin hua Akshara," he tells her firmly.
"Mera ek accident hua tha na?" She asks while putting a lock of hair behind her ear, swallowing, afraid of his answer. He nods. "Phir mujhe yaad kyun nahi hai?"
Naitik sighs as he comes over her. "Kyunki tum usse yaad nahi karna chahti," he answers her simply.
She stares at him, noticing how different he looked. He looked pale and his eyes seemed sleepy. But he was smiling at her so lovingly, like she is his everything.
She turns to touch him, but he backs away again.
"Main pagal hu?" she asks one last time to confirm the fears rising in her.
He shakes his head in a no.
"Nahin...tum mujhse kuch zyada pyaar karti ho," he says with a light smile.
"Kya hua tha?"
"Hum Bikaner gaye the, yaad hain tumhe?" he asks her and she remembered the whole trip. It was a short 2 day trip, just with her and Naitik. She nods. "Waha se ate waqt, humara ek accident hua tha," he says this thing so sadly. But she does not remember that part, so she keeps quiet. Naitik looks down on the floor now, not wanting to meet her eyes. "Hum jab tak hospital pauhche, main mar chukka tha Akshara," he looks at her in the eye now.
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