#WesupportKSG - SS : Dil Se - Last PART updated - 10/Feb/2014 - Page 10

Originally posted by: Ramlath

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Originally posted by: indu333

the story is really interesting...

in the flash back scene asad was really sweet...😊

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Originally posted by: hurya112

love ur story😳 keep writting..continue soon😊

Part 3

Asad had packed his bag for 2-3 days and had informed Dilshad that he would be back in few days and he had gone out. He did not know where he wanted to go but he wanted to go far away from his house which constantly now reminded him about his mistake and Gaffur's death... He decided to go to Ajmer and offer his prayers in the famous daragah over there requesting allah to forgive him for his mistakes...He remembered the famous quote which he had read from the famous Novel The Merchant and the Alchemist's Gate by Ted Chiang - "Nothing erases the past. There is repentance, there is atonement, and there is forgiveness. That is all, but that is enough."

Zoya had to attend a Medical conference in Delhi for a week. Adya had now got used to her mother's conference visits and staying away for few days but Zoya was in a confusion since Asad was back. She did not want to disturb his family life nor she could afford to loose Adya...

Faroouqi Mansion

Dilshad : Zoya.. Asad nahin hain.. Wo wapis aane se phele zaroor call karega.. Tab mein ya Rashid yahan is ghar mein Adya ke saath ajayenge..

Zoya : Ammi... aap please samaj ne ki koshish kijiye...Mein Adya ko kisi bhi wajah se khona nahin chathi hoon... Please ammi...Agar Asad ko patha chalega ki Adya unki beti hain to na hi wo kush rehpayenge aur na hi unke parivar.. Please ammi...

Dilshad : Accha baba teek hain... Mein aur Rashid yahi rahenge... jab tak tum wapis aa nahi jati.. Teek hain ??

Zoya hugged Dilshad.. She loved both Rashid and Dilshad for being there for her always. Though she had left Adya with them several times, this time she was not comfortable...There was a constant fear in her if Asad would take away Adya from her... !!

Adya : Ammi.. Aap kyun ro rahi hain ?? Apko patha hain mere school mein ma'am kya kehti hain ? Acche bacche rote nahin hain... !! Aap pehle bhi muje chodke conference gayi hain na ?? Aap strong girl ho na ?? Muje bahut saare toys chahiye...

Zoya smiled at her 5 and half year old daughter and hugged her...

Zoya : Take care baccha... I love you !!

It was now 3 days since Asad had gone out... Dilshad was worried. She had tried calling Asad a couple of times but it was not reachable...

Dilshad : Ye ladka hamesha koi na koi pareshani deta hain... Kya karein Rashid.. Asad ne phone bhi nahin kiya...

Rashid : Dilshad.. Wo chota baccha nahin hain ...Manta hoon ki usne jo bhi kiya wo galat tha... Lekin wo Gaffur ki maut ke barein mein sunkar pareshan tha... Usse todha waqt do.. Wo Zaroor ayega... Wapis aneke baad hum kahenge ki wo US chalejaye.. Wo bhi apne parivar ke saath kush rahega aur hum bhi...!!

Khan Villa

Asad had spent time in Ajmer for the last 3 days and had returned. He knew that he could not fill up the loss of Gaffur in either Rashid's life nor Zoya's life...but he wanted to speak to Zoya one last time and whole heartedly say sorry to her before returning back to US... His job as a Senior Architect in one of the prestigious construction companies over there was still there... He was not sure if he would be forgiven and he wanted to know about Zoya before deciding about the future...Tears formed in his eyes as he decided what he would be doing...

Though it was nearly 3 hours since he returned, he noticed that his parents were not to be seen at home...

Asad : Wajid Chacha.. Wajid Chacha...

Wajid : ji ...

Asad : Wajid Chacha... Ammi kabhi bhi ghar se door itni dher tak nahin jati hain.. Kahan gayi hain wo ??

Wajid : Patha nahin Asad beta...

Asad : Wajid chacha.. aap phele Gaffur sahab ke ghar pe kaam kartein the na.. aap yahan kaise ??

Wajid : Wo...and he put his head down...preferring not to answer...

Even at night, Rashid and Dilshad had not returned... He took out his phone to try ringing them up and it was then he noticed that his phone was completely dead...

Faroouqi Mansion

Zoya returned from Delhi in 3 days since her work had completed earlier than expected.. She wanted to surprise her daughter and so she had not informed anybody about her arrival...It was around 8 PM when she walked in and what she saw going on in the drawing room brought a smile on her face...Adya was sitting on Rashid's back and playing...

Adya : Chal mere gode ... !! Daadu.. teez se chaliye... Aur teez se Daadu...

Rashid : Adya beta.. apka ghoda buda hogaya hain.. aur teez se nahin chal sakta hain...!!

Dilshad was running around them and making Adya eat fruits...

Zoya : Ghode ko bhi fruits dijiye daadi.. tab teez se dhodega...!!

As soon as Adya heard her mother's voice, she jumped and ran towards her and hugged her leg... Zoya put her bags down and she lifted her daughter up... kissing her ...

Zoya : I missed you baby...

Adya : I missed you too ammi...

Zoya : Ammi... Adya ne apko zyada pareshan nahin kiya na ??

Adya : Nahin ammi.. Adya good girl hain... !! aap Delhi se mereliye kya leke ayi ammi ??

Zoya : Adya ka favourite Doremon doll... Aur ek Barbie doll bhi...

Next Day Post Breakfast Time, Khan Villa...

Asad was really upset . He did not know where his parents were and when they would be returning. He was sitting in the drawing room and reading the News paper when both Rashid and Dilshad walked in...

Dilshad : Asad.. Tum agaye beta.. Tumhara phone bhi not reachable tha ...

Asad : Ammi... Mein kal subah hi aya... apka phone bhi to nahin lag raha tha...

Rashid : Hum ek rishtedar ke ghar gaye the...

Asad : Ye kaunse rishtedar hain abbu .. jinhe mein janta bhi nahin...??

Rashid and Dilshad looked at each other and just walked inside ignoring Asad's question... It hurt Asad very badly... He knew he had done a mistake but pushing him away from everything was not acceptable... He pressed his head with his fingers hoping that his headache would reduce...

The next 2 days passed quietly ... Asad had tried couple of times to go and meet Zoya but somehow his courage would go down thinking about Gaffur and he did not know how to face her but he knew he had to before returning back... He was literally getting bored and so he decided to visit Rashid's Hospital...

Asad : Wajid Chacha.. Abbu ka Hospital kahan pe hain ??

Wajid : Asad beta.. Wo Badi Masjid ke paas hi hain.. Adya Hospital...

Asad did not know that Rashid owned the hospital .. He just took a taxi and reached Adya Hospital...As he got down, he noticed that it was quite a huge hospital and looked like a new one...He went to the reception to enquire about Rashid's room and as he was approaching, he saw Dr. Salim Mallik , another friend of Rashid instructing something...

Asad : Assalam Walikum Salim uncle

Salim : Asad... Walikum Salam... Tum kab aye US se ?? Tumhare abbu ne bataya nahin..

Asad : Bas do teen din pehle aya uncle...

Salim : To tumhe time milgaya apne abbu ke hospital dhekne keliye... Agar tum yahan hote to shayad tum hi design kartein...

It really hurt Asad to know that Rashid owned the hospital and he did not know anything about it nor had Rashid disclosed about his arrival to anybody.. Of course he was also at fault.. He had neither sent out any letters nor had he made any calls to them during the last 6 Yrs . So what else could he expect from them ??

Asad : Uncle Abbu kahan milsaktein hain ??

Salim : Aaj to Friday hain na ?? Tumhare abbu yahan kahan milenge ?? Aaj to Adya ka din hain... Haan Zoya se mil sakte ho...

Before Asad could ask who Adya was, a nurse rushed to Salim and requested him to join her to attend an emergency...

Asad's thoughts : Ye Adya kaun hain ?? Hospital bhi usi ke naam se hain... Zoya bhi yahin kaam karti hain.. Iska matlab Zoya abbu se roz milthi hain... !!

Asad walked towards the Board which was put up in the reception with all the doctors name working in the hospital and after seeing Zoya's name not only caused him to raise his eyebrows but also brought a smile on his face...He read it again Dr. Zoya Asad Ahmed Khan, Gynaceologist...

That only meant that nobody here knew about the divorce... The decision which he had taken to return back wavered now.. With numerous thoughts in his mind, he walked towards the OT where the receptionist had told Zoya was...He could see a very happy Zoya speaking to may be family of one of her patients...He stood at a distance where he could not only see them but also he could hear the conversation... Zoya however could not see him since her back was facing him...

Patient's Mother : Doctor.. apka bahut bahut shukriya... Muje ab bhi yakeen nahin ho raha hain ki meri beti ka delivery normal hua hai.. itne complications ke baad bhi... Aap sach mein bahut hi kabil doctor hain... Bhagwan apko har kushi de...

Zoya : Shukriya.. aunty.. apki beti aur poti dono bahut acchi hain...

As they were speaking, another doctor walked out of the OT...probably Paediatrican...

Paediatrican : Zoya... Meine sister ko bata diya hain ki bacchi ko saaf karke inhe de...

Zoya : Thanks.. Shahid.. !!

Dr. Shahid : Arre... Sab complications tumne handle kiya right.?? So Congratulations to you.. and he hugged her...

Unkowingly, Asad's hands formed to a fist and an angry look crossed his face...

Dr. Shahid : Zoya.. tumhe patha hain.. is bacchi ko dekh kar muje Adya ka delivery yaad agaya... Bahut hi pyari ...

As soon as Asad heard Adya's name, he stopped himself from going forward hoping he would get to know who Adya was whom even Zoya and Shahid knew...

By know the patients relatives had left leaving Zoya and Shahid alone...

Dr. Shahid : Zoya... Aaj ka shift bhi hogaya.. chalogi meri saath lunch keliye ??

Zoya : Nahin Shahid Thanks.. Mein ghar chalti hoon... Shaam ko ek aur delivery case hain...

Dr. Shahid : Kya yaar... hamesha tumhare paas koi na koi excuse hotha hain.. Aaj to Friday hain.. Adya bhi apne Daadu ke saath hain.. to tum free ho Na ??

Zoya : Phir kabhi Shahid.. Excuse me... and she walked away...in the other direction...

What Asad heard made him loose the ground below him... It did not take him much time to realize that Adya was his daughter.. Unkowingly tears were flowing down...and he made no attempt to stop it... He slowly walked out of the hospital... He wanted time alone to sort out the various emotions he was going through ...He went into a coffee shop and took a corner seat after ordering a cup of coffee... He was angry on everybody for hiding about Adya from him... but the next minute, he realized how much pain Zoya might have gone through to loose her dad, his support and to raise a child alone along with her studies ... He closed his eyes and allowed the tears to flow down freely... His thoughts drifted back to the past

Flashback

After lunch and before going away from Zoya's house when he had first met her, he had fixed up an appointment for the next day with Zoya with Gaffur and Rashid's permission. He was supposed to pick her up from her house around 10 AM...

Next Day 9.30 AM, Faroouqi House

Gaffur : Zoya utho beta... Asad saath baje se call kar raha hain... Shayad kuch dher mein yahan pe ayega.. aur agar tum sothi rahogi to accha nahin lagega... Utho baccha...

Zoya : Abbu please do minute aur...

Gaffur : Teek hain.. Mein Asad se kehdoonga ki tumhein utne mein aur dher lagegi...

Zoya : Nahin abbu.. and she immediately got up and sat in her bed... Good Morning abbu and she hugged him as she looked at the time in the wall clock...and as she saw the time, she screamed... Abbu aap ne muje phele uthaya kyun nahin... Saade nau baje hain.. and she ran towards the bathroom...

Asad had spent a restless night and though he was eager to meet Zoya as early as possible, he knew he should not be rushing and so he patiently waited and reached her house at sharp 10 AM but he had to wait for another 30 minutes before Zoya came down from her room... Asad was sitting with Gaffur in the drawing room and speaking but his eyes would were always towards the stairs and the moment he saw her, he unknowingly stood up with a huge smile on his face ...She was wearing a white salwar and looking very beautiful ...Gaffur had to clear his throat to get Asad back from his drooling session...

Asad : Good Morning...

Zoya smiled at him and nodded...

Gaffur : Zoya breakfast karlo beta... baad mein aap dono nikal saktein ho...

Asad : Nahin Gaffur Sahab.. Meine bhi nahin khaya hain... Hum bahar hi khayenge..

Gaffur just smiled and nodded his head : Teek hain.. lekin Shaam tak ghar aa jana...

Asad : Aap chinta math kijiye.. Zoya ka khayal rakoonga aur jaldi ghar leke aoonga...

Zoya was sitting quietly . She did not know where he was taking her but she trusted her dad and Rashid uncle and more over she did not know what to speak. Her dad had told her that Asad was a very good guy and since she knew Rashid and Dilshad from a very long time, she adored the couple and it was really strange that she had not met Asad all these years. She found Asad stealing glances at her as he was driving...

Asad : Arre... apko Gaffur sahab ne koi punishment sunake bheje hain kya ?? Aap itni chup kyun hain ??

Zoya : Mein aisi hi hoon...

Asad : O.. to apki saari batein sirf panchi aur janwar se hain !!

Zoya got irritated with his taunt and she gave an angry look at him and started looking out of the window...

Asad smiled looking at her how angry was and how her nose had turned red with anger...which he had noticed the previous day as well when she had got angry on him...After driving for few more minutes, Asad stopped the car and went up to her side and opened the door...

As Zoya got down, a smile came up on her face displaying her dimples... and she ran towards the water fall.. Asad had taken her to a small water fall which was near the out skirts of Bhopal and luckily had not yet become a tourist spot.. There was a greenery all around and lot ofdifferent coloured birds were also to be seen... Zoya ran towards the water admiring its beauty ...

Zoya : It is beautiful...

Asad : Mein janta tha ki aap bahut kush hogi yeh dekh kar...!!

Zoya turned towards him with smile still on her face : Kaise ?? aur is jagah ko aap kaise jante hain ??

Asad : Kal apne jab us kabootar ko bachaya tab hi mein samaj gaya ki aap ek nature lover hain.. !! Mein apne friends ke saath kabhi kabhi yahan atha rehta hoon... !! Kya hum bait kar baat karsaktein hain ??

Asad guided Zoya to a spot where they could sit.. Asad removed his shoes and sat down putting his leg in the water while Zoya also did the same and sat next to him...

Asad : So ?? Apne kya socha ??

Zoya : Aap mujse nikaah kyun karna chathein hain ??

A smile formed on Asad's face for her direct question... He turned towards her and nodded...

Asad : Actually mein itni jaldi nikaah karna nahin chatha tha.. Muje MS karna hain... Apne pairon par kadha hona hain... I want to make a name for myself... I need my own identity...In sab keliye muje aur chaar ya paanch saal lag jayega... Pehle ammi ki zidd ki wajah se apse milne agaya lekin jab apko us kabootar ko bachate dekha tab apke chehre ki kushi ko dekha kar muje laga ki jo ladki ek kabootar keliye itna kush ho sakti hain.. tab apno keliye kitna pyar sakti hain... Abbu hamesha kehthe the apke barein mein Gaffur ki beti bahut hi pyari hain, bahut hi pyar karti hain apne abbu se aur apne Rashid uncle se bhi... So I am being a little selfish here not loose a lovely girl's love !!

Zoya blushed hearing what Asad told...

Zoya : Aur apke sapno ka kya ??

Asad : Zoya.. Mein nahin janta ki apki jawab kya hoga... Mere bahut sarein friends hain college mein ladkiyan bhi.. lekin aap un sab se alag hain... baar baar gussa honewali.. lekin phir bhi masoom aur bholi... Mein apko khona nahin chatha hoon... !! Agar aap mera saath dethi hain... to mein kushi se aap se nikaah karnekeliye tayyar hoon... Lekin mein do saal MS karnekeliye US jana chatha hoon...I hope you will support me on this !! Tab tak apki padayi bhi hojayegi... apka plans kya hain aghe padne keliye..??

Zoya : Mera ek aur saal baki hain MBBS complete karnekeliye.. uske baad muje bhi MD karna hain.. I respect your decision to do MS and also to make an identity of your own... !! Aap MS karnekeliye US hi jana kyun chathein hain ??

Asad : Zoya mein wahan ke prestigious university mein isliye jana chata hoon kyunki I want to be the best ... Mera sapna hain ki mein khud ki company shuru karoon yahan... To become THE BEST, I need to be trained from THE BEST... !!

Zoya :hmm... I understand.. !!

Asad: Apke barein mein kuch batayiye...

Zoya : Mein ek Gynecologist banna chathi hoon... Actually jab mein payda hui.. tab meri ammi guzar gayi... Abbu ne kaha ki ammi ki kuch complications thi aur doctor ammi ko bacha nahin paye wo sirf muje bachapaye... Abbu ko bachpan mein dekh kar muje bhi unke jaise doctor banna chathi thi... ek Orthopaedic Surgeon.. Lekin kuch saal pehle muje ammi ke barein mein abbu ne kaha.. Isliye muje ek acchi Gynecologist banna hain... and little drops of tears fell down from her eyes which she quickly wiped away...

Asad noticed it and placed his hands on hers...giving her the moral strength to calm down.. : Mein samaj sakta hoon... You are a strong girl !!

Zoya smiled and thanked him... before continuing.. : Mein nikaah ke barein mein kabhi socha hi nahin tha.. Mein hamesha se apni duniya mein kush thi.. Lekin achanak se jab apne muje nikaah keliye poocha tab muje bahut gussa aya.. Lekin baad mein abbu ne mujse kaha ki aap bahut hi acche hain aur bahut hi straight forward bhi... It is so strange.. abbu aur Rashid uncle college se friends hain.. Aur mein apke abbu aur ammi ko bachpan se janti hoon.. lekin aap se kabhi mulakat nahin hui...and she looked at Asad for an answer...

Asad : Bachpan mein jab bhi abbu ya ammi ke dost ghar pe athethe tab mein apne room mein chip jatha tha...Phele ammi danti thi.. lekin baad mein muje force nahin kartein the... Aur mein zyada hostel mein hi tha.. Meri schooling sab Mumbai mein hua hain...Sirf engineering yahan Bhopal mein kiya meine.. !!

Zoya : Oh ok !! Agar aap yahi pe rahein hote.. to shayad hum bachpan se friends hote... !!

A smile formed on Asad's face now... : So do I take it for an YES ??

Zoya smiled and nodded her head in a YES.. Asad was very happy .. He took her hands and kissed her hand ...They spent few more hours discussing about their childhood, likes and college days... Finally they decided to return back home and let their parents know about their decision. He was happy since she understood his decision and promised to support his decision to study abroad for 2 yrs... He was so very happy that he took her face in his palms and wanted to kiss her... Zoya understood what he was trying to do

Zoya : Please Asad !! and she looked down...

Asad easily understood and left her.. Though he was disappointed for few seconds, he respected her thoughts and later he was happy !!

With a contented smile on each other's face, they walked back to the car hand in hand...

End of PART 3

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