written by me😳
1- Anxiety and pain that wear soul, no one stands out the one who feels every time when that heart is lonely ! Always tried to hide but until when? No one is around ... everything's wilderness. Only resentment and sadness is all you get out of life ! Is it worth living , knowing that you never have to have that what you wanted ? .. A Weeping soul and drained heart where feelings are not going to be ever!
2 - Indeed, after all this time I realized that not worth anything! ... A person without identity and soul ! ... no matter how you try you can not buy love with two beautiful words and a few hidden thoughts , actions take place in everything about you ... and they talk about yourself what kind of person you are! I was wrong , but now only matter if was with or without my will ... because they do not care of others already , or maybe they never cared nor will interest them really my life! The question posed in the soul .. Does it deserve to be alive on this earth? or stay ... there's always room for a sign? ... I do not wanna talk , I do not want pity but I do not feel like I want to live ! Than alone in a world of bitter taste better to be forgiven and forgotten in a world where you have to get someday !
3 - The only thing that frees me is that you can write that in my soul hurts ... always writing part of me ... I'm not a poet and I did not want to be , do not do that to impress but only for free myself when I feel the need ! ... Before there sheet and pen now life has changed ... There is only a piece of paper but the keyboard device that helps you can open your heart ! ... maybe sometimes it is better to keep secret only for you feelings without sharing them with the whole world ! ... but I'm not interested in this , maybe this world is also found someone ... who find themselves in my story, or maybe not ! anyway ... I do not write this for anyone ... just for myself .. maybe someday someone will find these words and read them !
4 - If I could turn back time ... I would come back from the moment I opened my eyes for the first time ! , So I can in the next moment to cage free to walk in this world!
5 - * I have one missing ... let me die on the outskirts of delusion , sleep and dreams to witness my flower ! ... I do not want a litter where to sleep , do not want , that no tear be shed for me ... because when I decided to die I don't had asked nimik nothing just
that moment to be the end of me !