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Posted: 11 years ago
nice update...
loved it...😊
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Posted: 11 years ago
Gotta say first thanks for three updates in row wow
I really was missing this story
But OMG no no no all was going so well between them
He was finally gonna propose n tell her the truth
They were flirting n everything
He was becomin more relaxed in himself letting loose loosing ASR
I mean khushi didnt even both about his mistake of staging the robbery b4 her accident all she could think about was his confession
But now because of that bi*ch she thinks he's playing her again
No no he can't let her go ...he needs to stop her
Kicker is he's gonna do another plan so she will leave for good n he thinks this is the best for her happiness NO he's where her happiness lies n he needs to realize it b4 its too late...sorry getting worried here
N to top it off next chapter might be last
Oh ho I hope we are gonna have a happy ending ...plz plz plz wanna see him wooing n winning her back
On a downer not I'm really gonna miss this story when its finished I loved they're wee flirts n arguments throughout both as stubborn as the other
Thanks for pm plz keep em comin n continue real soon
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Posted: 11 years ago
Nice update poor Arshi both are in pain. Thks for the pm dear.
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Posted: 11 years ago
Just came across this ss
loved reading all the parts so far
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Posted: 11 years ago

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Kushi was busy packing her things. She wanted out of this house, this place, this city and country. Staying in the same room as Arnav has become suffocating for her. Every time she sees him she couldn't help but feel ashamed that she trusted him. But also she realized that her eyes and heart seeks only him. If there were a million people in the room, her heart would only look for him. How is it that she was so stupid to fall for him? Was she so careless? So in need that she fell for him? She dint know. But every time he entered the room, her heart would jump from its place. Without anyone telling anything, she would know who it was. Kushi knew she was hopelessly in love with him but along with it she knew that she could never have him. He was like the moon. Beautiful, desirable but unattainable. She had to leave this place soon. If not she knew she would break and would just go to him like a thirsty person. When that time comes she knew she couldn't stop herself. So it was better to leave now than to be humiliated later. She was lost in her thoughts when her phone rang

Hello is this Mrs Raizada? Came a voice

Yes who is this? Kushi spoke into the phone

Ma'am your husband has been in an accident. He is in city hospital. The voice said. Kushi felt the floor slip from her feel. She forgot she was on call and just ran out.

Nani ji, Anjali Bhai.. she screamed. Arnav is in city hospital. She cried out. But her voice was breaking. He was in an accident. Hume jana hai. Saying she rushed out followed by other. Within the next half hour everyone was present outside the ICU. Kushi was feeling horrible. How could I hurt him? She cursed herself. She felt guilty for saying all those things to him. If anything happened to him, she would never be able to live with it. She would never forgive herself. She prayed that he should be fine.

Anjali was crying on Kushal and both Nani and Mami were in similar conditions. After one hour, the doc came out and assured everyone that he was alright. He was shifted to the room and all can see him. Kushi wanted to talk to the doctor alone as she herself was one. She decided to check on him before seeing Arnav. She followed the doctor to his cabin while others went to see Arnav.

Thank you doctor. This was a great help. Said Aman, Arnav's trusted man. Kushi could recognized his voice anywhere.

But why did Mr. Raizada want to tell this lie anyway? The doctor asked him

Sir you know bade log and their thinking. Aman smiled as he shook the doctor's hand and left the room. Kushi hid behind the wall so that Aman wouldn't see her. She couldn't believe that Arnav was at it again. Why the hell was he playing again? she thought as she moved to his room. There she saw how his family were hovering around him.

Kushi Dekho Bhai remember everything. Anjali squealed in delight. Kushi looked confused from her to Arnav and then it stuck her. Oh so this was why. He was playing again with everyone's feelings so that he can get off the hook from me. How selfish and heartless can a man get? she thought as her face crunched in disgust. Luckily everyone was busy with him to notice her.

After sometime the nurse came and asked everyone to leave. Nani stopped Kushi as everyone left. She took her to Arnav

Beta, she was there as your support when you needed her. Tho now think abt it. She told Arnav. Jo problem me sath detha hai wo sucha hota hai and aj kal suche log milna mushkil hai. I just hope ki tum acche decision loge. Nani said and left with a smile.

Kushi knew what she was pointing at. But she would never agree. He was a heartless monster. There was no way she was getting stuck with him.

You know. Tum yeh sab deserve nahi karthey. She sneered at him. You are a heartless jerk. Firse family ke emotions ke sath khel kar tume kya mila? How can you be so insensitive?

Aur kitne joot bologe Arnav??? Don't you realize ek joot chupane keliye hazar joot bolne padte hai.. and our lives are the best example for this. When will you realize it..?? she asked

Tum kabhi nahi sudhroge.. never.. saying she turned around and left..

Arnav looked at the retreating back of Kushi with pained expression knowing well that this would be the last time he would be seeing her...

It was nearly one week since Arnav was back home, but things were very different, at least for him. Kushi had left as he had told everyone that she was only a friend. Kushal seemed upset but things have settled down. Everything was same but for Arnav it was different. He felt empty and pointless in the activities he did. It was like his life had lost the inspiration to do anything. For him living now was getting up and doing his activities mechanically. Every time he closes his eyes, her eyes that were drowned in pain flashed before him. He knew he would never forget that night. It was both the best and worst day of his life. Till now he thought he controlled his fate, but after that incident he knew that it was fate that controlled everything. He realized he couldn't for once control anything that happened that day. He felt useless, he felt helpless like a puppet and this killed him. He so wanted to break everything and run to her and hold her close so close that she would never be apart from him. But alas he too knew that would never be possible. Not that he dint know where she was but cos he dint want to do anything that would bring her more pain than she is already in.. He dint want her to suffer. Pyar dene ka naam hota hai and if his love asks him to be apart and live with a bleeding heart then he would.

Six months have passed since Kushi has left his house, but for him not only did she leave his house, Kushi has left his life also. He worked like a maniac every day. The family were also very worried abt him as he had stopped talking or going out except for meetings. His health was also deteriorating. His face showed some reaction when Kushal would talk abt Kushi but that was only sometime. He refused himself any sort of happiness, as thought punishing him for hurting Kushi. He Dint know how to live this life anymore without her. But he knew well that she dint want him in her life.

Six months have passed but the pain has not reduced. Kushi dint know how to stop it. She was unable to sleep at night as memories of their togetherness would flash through her mind. She made sure she worked herself to exhaustion. One time she was ordered by her senior to go home as she refused to take rest for 2 days. She just dint want to go home. She couldn't move or even mingle with other male doctors. She felt guilty. It was as though she really accepted Arnav as her husband and even looking at other males was like committing some sin. She couldn't bring herself to do anything. Kushi knew all this would affect her health and that is what happened one day when she fainted. She very well knew if this continued, she would fall in depression but still she dint want to do anything. There was no point of living this vacant, empty colorless life anyway. Days and nights would pass by with her working and thinking if things would ever be normal but nothing of that sorts ever happened. She dint know how long she could continue like this? Was this how she wanted her life to be? What was she waiting for? She asked herself numerous times but the answer for this was one name, that name which she hated and loved so much in the world. Arnav. Yes she knew and accepted the fact that no man in the world could ever make her happy as this man. No one could make her heart beat like this guy, no human alive could control her senses like this man. What was stopping her from going to him she wondered so many times. Her heart was already hurt. She knew that she was destroyed for anyone else. Then why not get destroyed completely? What was she saving herself for? She asked herself. It would be heaven in his arms. She would like to live in that for minutes rather than live a lonely life forever. But whenever such thoughts came to her, her self-esteem would condemn her for such thinking. It would put her back in place and tell her that what she has done and is doing is correct. But as days flew, Kushi knew that her control was failing. Soon she would be running to him and nothing could stop her from doing that. She shamefully accepted that her heart was so blindly in love with him that the whole world disappeared with a mere thought of him. Irrespective of what he did, she would willingly die in his arms rather than stay alive elsewhere. Seeing her like this, Kushi's brother and Anjali were both worried. But no one knew what was troubling them. Or so she thought.

Arnav was sitting in his study and typing something in his laptop. Just then Anjali entered the room and happily handed over a marriage card to him. Bhai take this card. She said smiling.

Who is getting married? Arnav asked as he took the card and opened it. But he couldn't process what she was saying after seeing the name.

Kushi. Damit the brides name was Kushi? he couldn't digest it. He quickly saw the groom's name it was Shyam Jha.

Yeh kon hai? He asked pointing at Shyam's name

Wo. He is the boy who she was supposed to marry before said Anjali. Her face was suddenly serious.

Samaj nahi ata why she is doing this. she said. He is some unpad gawar yaar aur suna hai he is local gunda. But kya karen. She is not listening. She is saying he is best for her. Anjali said as she shook her head in disappointment.

Damit shadi tho kal hai. Arnav got up frustrated. He just couldn't believe Kushi would do something like this. Mana she was angry with him but marring that guy was not a solution. How could she? Did she hate him so much? Was this time away from him mean nothing to her? Was this gunda better than him? His anger that was absent all these months flared up. That stuipid brainless girl he swore as he took the key of his car and marched out. It was time he took what was his. No more mourning here. He decided. He would get her if she liked it or not. He was wrong in leaving her. He should have never let her go. He thought if she left, she would understand him and come back, but no. Here instead of understanding, she is going to do another foolishness and there was no way he would let that happen.

Bhai where are you going?? Anjali called him.

I have a wedding to attend to. Don't wait up Anji. I'll be late saying Arnav dashed out of the room

He stepped on the gas pedal and zoomed off. He needed to be somewhere soon. He dint knw what he was going to say, but he would defo stop this wedding. He would not allow her to marry someone else. No way. He decided as he drove to Lucknow. It was nearly 7 to 8 hrs drive which he reached. The Sheesh Mahal was decorated with beautiful flowers and lights. It was morning already and so it's actually beauty couldn't be appreciated. The marriage was today so the decorations were still going on. Arnav got down from the car and walked into the magnificent palace. He was stunned by the beauty of the place. He dint imagine that this was the Gupta's house. And here he had thought he was rich and they were behind his money. He felt like a complete idiot. He stopped a guy and told him he wanted to see the bride. He was asked to wait in the lawn as it was quiet for now. Arnav nodded and went and sat down.

Just then he heard footsteps and saw a very angry Kushi marching towards him. How dare you. Tum yeh sab kese kar sakte ho. She shouted holding his collar.

It was again a tired day but today Kushi dint feel well. She saw Arnav everywhere and this made her feel miserable. She wanted to go to him but also knew she couldn't. She wanted to forget and forgive but dint know how to do so. She knew she loved him but the point was did he? She dint know. She reached home only to find Kushal waiting for her.

Bhai what a pleasant surprise? She hugged him.

Arrey Kushi come on get ready. You are coming with me to Lucknow. Kushal announced after sometime

Kya? Kyu?

It is Arnav's marriage saying he gave her a card. Kushi took it with shivering hands. She was shocked to hear this. He was getting married to someone. She couldn't digest this. She read the bride's name and this was the second shocker. It was Sheetal. How can he? She thought. Was he mad? Why would he do it??

Bhai why would he do this? Kushi asked still coming to terms with this news

I dono yaar. But he said he deserved her. Kushal said in a glum voice. That is when it stuck Kushi. She had told him this that day. Was he doing it to prove something?

Bhai I'll come. when is the flight?

It's in another 5 hrs. challo. Saying both packed for the flight.

All along the flight, Kushi couldn't rest. She was feeling guilty for doing this to him. But what she dint understand was why HE doing this? Why would he marry that woman? She felt hurt that he had decided to marry someone else. All their memories of togetherness flashed before her. At that moment she decided that she would face him. Ask him what he wanted as she defo wanted him. She would bare her heart and see if he was ready to do also. Making a decision, she had got down in India and had reached Lucknow. But when she saw the decorated Sheesh Mahal something broke in her. She felt anger surge through her.. How could he? Was the only thing going in her mind. When she saw him sitting in the lawn, she rushed towards him to tell him what she thinks of this arraignment

How dare you. Tum yeh sab kese kar sakte ho? She shouted holding his collar.

You were flirting with me and now decided to marry that chudail? Tumne mujhe payal pahnaya and now you are planning to spend life with tat snake?

You proposed to me and now you are marrying her? Kese kar sakte ho?? How could you?

Actually you cannot. I will not let you. Do you get it? she shouted at him. Anger gave her the energy and guts to spit out all those feeling she had in her heart.

You cannot marry anyone apart from me samjhe... she yelled again shaking him through his collar

Arnav dint know what was going on. From the minute Kushi came her words were flying off from his head. He was getting married? When the hell did this happen he wondered as he heard her say things that were completely off the charts for him.

Kushi he called her softly

Don't you call my name moron. Pehle tell me how can you marry Sheetal. She screamed at him

That was going on? Pata nahi where she got this idea and why is she howling like this. He was supposed to be the one shouting here. She was getting married. He was getting pissed by this.

Kyu It is a free country. I can marry anyone. Tume kya farak padta hai he shouted back removing her hands from his collar

Farak padta hai bohot farak padta hai. She yelled back. Koi mere cheese ko apne bana le tho farak padta hai. Koi mere sapne ko apne banatha hai tho mujhe farak padta hai koi mere zindai ko apna banatha hai tho farak padta hai she cried out. Tears of anger and frustration fell from her eyes.

Arnav dint knw what to tell. He was shocked to listen to this. so she feels for me his heart hummed. She doesn't hate you it sang

You don't have the right of thinking yourself with someone else Raizada she shouted., furiously rubbing her tears from her face

But I deserve her na Kushi. You told me that day a w***e for a w***e is perfect.

No no.. she cried out. You deserve me. Only me. Mere kyu nahi ho sakte. Why dint you come for me. Why dint you say anything to me. Use din bol diya hota. Use din you should have said ki I'm yours. Why dint you??? She cried now slowly breaking.

Kushi.. he whispered as he cupped her face

I cannot. kya hak hai mera tumpe. I hurt you. Given you so much of pain. tume kitna humiliate kiya. I made you hate yourself he spoke with so much remorse that it pinched Kushi's heart

But you are the only one who can be the medicine to this pain Arnav. Tumare alwa there is and will never be anyone. Who can heal me. But tum kyu nahi aye?

I'msorry.. but me kis hak se ata. You hate me. He spoke in sadness.

Nahi.. I can never hate you. Hating you mathlab hating me. Hating everything. How can I live if I hate you? Har din, har minute I'm thinking of you. How can I hate you. She cried

I love you Arnav. I have always loved you. I waited. But you never came...

mujhe ana tha na? he asked cuetly I shd have apologized. I should have healed you. I'm sorry jaan. Par me dar gaya. Mujhe laga you hate me. You dint want to see me.

How could I hate you jab ki meri har dadkan tume bulathi hai. har sans tumse suru hoti hai har ahat tumari yadh dilate hai. how can I hate you. She cried hugging him.

I'm sorry jaan. Pls forgive me. Don't cry... me ab se nahi karoon ga. I'm sorry for everything. I dint want to lose you so only I lied. Pehle tho it was for my bruised ego then I was scared for Anjali but then when I realized ki mujhe tumse pyar hai tho I just couldn't let you go. I was scared ki you would leave me. I'm sorry... he pleaded.

You love me?? She asked in shock.

Of course. I love you. I loved you jab tum Kushal ban ke ayi thi. I loved you jab tum NK ki fianc ban ke ayi I loved you jab you left me and went with your brother. I love you now also and would love you till my last breath.

Then why did you want to marry that Sheetal? she asked coming up from his hug.

Me marry sheetal? No way. I came here to stop your marriage with Shyam. He said showing her the card. Kushi stood surprised by this. she saw the card and dint know what to think of it.

Meri shadi? I dint know. I mean why would I get married? Kushi asked confused.

Wait lets go inside and ask. Saying he pulled her with him. They entered the Sheesh Mahal and saw that people were working everywhere. That is when Kushi's eyes feel on a big board. It was being decorated with flowers. She called Arnv and both were shocked to read it

The Raizada family welcomes everyone for the wedding of their son, Arnav Singh Raizada with Kushi Gupta.

Both were both happy and surprised by this.

Hello guys are you going to stand here all day or are you going to get ready for the engagement?? Came the voice of Mami. Both Arnav and Kushi turned around to see the whole family standing and giggling there. That is when they realized this was all set up by them.

Tum ne yeh sab kiya Arnav accused looking at Anjali

Bhai don't blame me. It was Kushal's idea. He understood something was up aur he talked to everyone. We all were worried for you both tho hum ne aapko milaya. Anjali said pouting.

Bhai you too... Kushi asked surprised.

Kya Karen choti. I had to do it for my sister. He said with a smile. Moreover it was fun to get you both worked up. Kitna fool banaya tum dono ne. so I just think you shd take this as payback saying he winked at Arnav.

Kushi ran towards him and hugged him. Thank you so much Bhai. She said as she cried tears of happiness.

Ok now let's get going. Engagement 2 hrs me hai, Shadi to kal hai but we need to get the arraignments done. Nani and mami ushered everyone inside. Kushi stole shy glances at Arnav but Arnav was lost in thoughts.

Reaching the room, Anjali helped Kushi to dress up. She left her to get ready herself. Just then the window opened and Arnav jumped into the room

Arnav what are you doing?? Kushi asked shocked to see him here.

Kushi I wanted to ask you something imp. He said coming closer.

What is it?? Kushi asked but fear was growing inside her. He doesn't want to marry you she thought. DM pls esa math karna. She pleaded

Kushi.. wo.. are you ok.. I mean do you want to marry me?? He asked doubtfully. He dint know what he wanted.

Kya?? Nahi I mean. If you don't want to get married its ok Arnav. Kushi tried to smile but she couldn't her heart was sinking

No no Kushi. I mean. Hum I mean.. he dint know how to ask her. So he just went closer and took her hand in his.

Kushi, I think ki you are too good for me. And I also know that I'm not perfect for you. But I'm very selfish aur mujhe sirf best chahiye so pls tell me kya tum mujhse sadhi karoge and make me the happiest man alive? He asked looking into her eyes.

Kushi felt happiness grow in her. She kept staring at him unable to believe her ears.

Kushi don't you want to marry me? Arnav asked getting a bit nervous as she was silent

I would love to Arnav. She said as happy tears fell from her eyes. Arnav hugged her. This is what he wanted. To belong and to make her his for life.

I love you Kushi Gupta he said in a husky voice

I love you too Raizada Kushi said shyly. She couldn't control the blush that spread through her cheek as she hugged him closer.

This is how they liked it. This felt complete and soon they knew that they would be bound for eternity.

Ok people. This is all. The last part is done. Epilogue will come up soon.

Forgive mistakes. Typed in a hurry

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Posted: 11 years ago
HAAPY NEW YEAR
like really
these two are just urghhh
man what didnt their siblings and family have to do to get them together
he didnt stop her thinking she hates him
and she didnt stay back thinking he was just using her
but the fact was without one another they were miserable
and yet neither did anything
even though they were not doing well
hey bhagwan these two are just crazy
no really they are no wonder they drove one another crazy
waise good plan
that was the only way they would go to one another
that was funny how she just lit into him
thats more like it
ahhh could it get any more fun than this
so he asked her to marry her too in the end
woohooo and all is okay thankfully now
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Posted: 11 years ago
nice update...
loved it...
thanx 4 d pm...😊
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Posted: 11 years ago
wonderful update
loved it
thanks for the pm
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Posted: 11 years ago
Brilliant update...can't wait for the epilogue...
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Posted: 11 years ago
Nice end.
Will miss this soo much..
I've read this before joining IF. Then I lost track of it..
Now, reading it feels awesome & sad that you ended it..
Thanx for PM..

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