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Part-39
Tu jahaan main wahan sang sang you chalu tere, Jaise tera aasmaanJo dhoop nikli chaya bann jaaunga
Jo ho tu akeli saaya bann jaaunga
Jo uljhan main ho mann main behlaunga
Next morning Shlok was sleeping on sofa when suddenly he listened
some voice from Washroom...he opened his eyes and found Astha was not there...
Astha? He looked worriedly...and then followed to
washroom...
Astha was having morning nausea and was vomiting in
washroom...he took towel and moved forwards for her help...
Astha, are you fine? He caressed her face in tension
wiping it with towel...
She smiled and nodded in yes meanwhile again she felt
suffocated and turned to washbasin...
After few minutes, as she turned back after washing her face,
she was looking pale...
Shlok moved ahead to help her, holding her in his arms
brought to bed and made her rest there...
Don't worry Shlok, its daily routine...Astha gave a faded
smile and closed her eyes...
But Shlok was too much worried, he immediately called Gauri...
Yes Shlok, so early in morning? Everything fine? Gauri
asked in a lazy voice...
Ya, Astha is having nausea, what should I do? Shlok sked
worriedly to her...listening Gauri burst into laughter...why are you worried,
you even didn't need baby na?
Don't start early in morning yaar, I am worried for Astha
not for the bab... Anyway levae it, tell me what should I do? Shlok spoke
irritatingly...
Give her lemon water with salt only without sugar...Gauri
smiled...and relax...its normal thing in first trimester...she will be fine in few
moments...saying she cut the call...
Shlok immediately moved to kitchen, made lemon water for Astha...as
he came back, she was half asleep...
He moved closer and helped her to sit wrapping one arm around
her for support and fed her lemon water with another hand...slowly Astha drank it
and placed her head on his chest for support...
Tum aa gaye ho toh jina aaya hain
Khooshiya ka tumne yeh jaal bichaya hain
Khoya hain khoodko yah sab kutch paaya hain
Tu jahaan main wahan sang sang you chalu tere
Jaise tera aasmaan
He slowly caressed her hair and back sitting near her on
bed...soon he was half laying with his back on bed and Astha was in his arms
keeping her head on chest closing her eyes...
Why Astha...Shlok whispered...
Hum? She asked with closed eyes...
Why are you suffering so much? What's the need? He
caressed her pulling closer into his arms and placing soft kiss on her hair...
Because I love you stupid and i need you forever in my
life... She smiled softly.
Why don't you leave this stubbornness? I don't have
enough time to be away from you...I want to spend every moment with you jaan...
But not fighting like this...
Ya, I too want same Shlok...I want to spend every moment of
my life with you... Not fighting like this too...but together we can fight with
our destiny...moreover our baby will be with us Shlok...
Its not possible Astha...he had almost tears in his
eyes...
Then let's make it possible dear...Astha raised her face
and looked into his eyes...
Shlok didn't say anything and just got up form bed
leaving the room...
Soon you will agree Shlok, I know, you
can't be away from me for long, moreover when I am here with you...Astha smiled
to herself...
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While Shlok had been running on the track in the jogger's
park lost in his own thoughts...
Why Astha, why are you trying t make me confused? I have
accepted, I am going away from you just in few months...
You know, how much I love you...how much I need my
family...but I can't be with you and our baby Astha...I want to be with you, but
I can't till you leave your rigidness...I want to feel my baby...I want to touch
our baby... But I can't, because i know, once I feel it in your body...once I
feel it as part of our life...I will never be able to stand on my decision...you
know Astha... how much I loved children...how much I wanted our baby after our
marriage...
Why did you come back? Why could not
you go away Astha? Why are you making me wish to live...to live long? I want to
carry my baby in my hands, I want to feed our baby...I want to play with our
babies, I want to laugh with them, cry with them, scold them, teach them... I
want to see each and every small moment of our baby...he sighed with tears...but I
know, its not possible in my life..then
why? Why are you showing me those dreams which can never be fulfilled...
he wiped his tears...
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In the afternoon, Astha called Ramu kaka... Ramu kaka, please
brig juice for me from market...while shlok was sitting on sofa watching TV..
Yes madam.. but money is finished with me ...he spoke
hesitatingly...
Oh no problem... Astha smiled and picked her clutch...Omg,
my money is also finished, ... Let me call Gauri, ...and he tried to dial Gauri's
number, Shlok immediately got up and pulled phone for her hand cutting the
call...
No need to ask anybody for money...
But I am not working now...so what should I do? She made a puppy
face...
Shut up Astha and leave your entices..he took his wallet
and handed it in Astha's hand giving her angry look...no need to ask me
even...ask for anything you want, got it?
She smiled and took some notes from wallet giving to Rau
kaka for juice... as Ramu kaka left, she looked at shlok with smile and caressed
her stomach...see baby, how much your papa is worried for you and how much he
love you?
Stop it Astha...shlok spoke again irritatingly...and went to sofa...
After few minutes, ramu kaka brought juice... Astha took a sip and
left...chi, its nt good...
Let me check...shlok spoke taking glass form her...its
fine...
Ya, its fine, but t good...i didn't like it...I want another
one...
Ramu kaka was about to go when Shlok stopped him... leave
it Ramu kaka, I will bring...saying he left from there and after half an hour,
came back with some juice...
Ya, this is good, Shlok form now onwards you will brig
for me, ok? she smiled...
Ok meri maan...shlok joined his hands
I front of her...
Ho gam ke badal mujhpe tham jaane de
Bechainiyo ko mujhse takrane de
Dukhti ho koi baat mujhpe aane de
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It was night when Shlok gave her medicines, took his own
medicines and went to sofa for sleep...
What? Astha looked at him...you are going to sleep on
sofa?
Of course...he muttered and laid there... Astha immediately
picked pillow and laid on ground...
What is this nonsense Astha? Get up from ground and go to
bed...Shlok shouted at her...
Only when you will sleep on bed with me... Astha too spoke
loudly...
Its not possible but you are not lying on floor, saying he
picked her in his arms and softly laid on bed. While Astha too pulled his arm
and made him lay on bed...
Let me go yaar...its...difficult for me...Shlok spoke
almost pleading...
Difficult? But why? Astha spoke with naughty smile...
Shut up astha...shlok was irritated...you know , I mean
how will I manage sleep near you on bed, how m I supposed to control myself...I mean...no
way...he spoke...
but Astha pulled him closer placing her head on his chest
and wrapping her arm around him...ummm...as you were controlling yourself in the
police station on the way to Pune...remember? She smiled...
Humph...Shlok sighed..nahi manogi? He looked at her...
Uhuun...either we
both on bed, or I will be on floor... Astha spoke naughtily...
Demn...why I have to lose all the time from
you...speaking shlok too wrapped his arm around her pulling her closer... While
Astha placed a good night peck on his cheek sleeping into his arms with a smile...
Dil sochta tha ke koi apna ho
Koi raaz na ho jo uss se rakhna ho
Aankhein na kholu main shayad sapna ho
Tu jahaan main wahan sang sang yu chalu tere
Jaise tera aasmaan
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Few days passed like this, both fighting, shouting on
each other while caring for each other...Shlok was not getting time even to
remember he was not well as Atsha was not letting him sit for single
moment...she was making him run away for one thing to anther ...and moreover she
was not allowing him to have anything that was not prescribed by Doctor for
him...
One evening, when Gauri and varun had been there...while Astha
was resting in the room...
Varun, comeback yaar...I am fed up...shlok spoke
irritatingly...
Kyon? She is your love, now your responsibly to handle
her...what can I do? Varun winked at him.
Ya I didn't know, it will be too difficult to handle her at
times...Shlok made a puppy face...
Anyway leave, how is your health? Varun asked...
My health? Mujhe kya huya hai? I m perfectly fine...shlok
spoke carelessly...
What? Both Varun and Gauri were surprised at his reply,
this was after months, he was speaking so carelessly anything otherwise, he
used to give negative thoughts only...
Ya, I am fine... He spoke again... Actually mujhe sochne
k time nai milta ke muje bhi koi problem hai...at moment, I think pregnancy is
bigger disease than blood cancer. He sighed...
While both Varun and Gauri giggled...astha has brought him
out of trauma of his disease that was more dangerous than disease itself...
When astha shouted from the room...Shlok, I didn't know,
your problem is making you suffer with memory loss too... where is my ice
cream?
See, madam is going to order something else...shlok
signaled Varun...ek suggestion, free of fund Varun...when you two get married,
avoid pregnancy,...even if Gauri gets pregnant for god sake send her to her or
your parents...otherwise your condition will
be like me in few days...Shlok sighed...ok you people sit with her , I am going
to bring ice cream for madam...and he ran away form main door of flat...
While Varun and Gauri went inside room...so Mamma Astha
in full mode to irritate papa shlok? Gauri smirked at her...but must say, its
really working Astha...he is more worried for you these days than himself,
actually he has forgotten, he is suffering from some disease...and moreover your
love...that Is making him forget everything...
I told you Gauri... I knew, once I will be back in his
life, he will forget all his pain... she smiled...but its just because of your
support, otherwise I could not do anything alone...
Anything for friends yaar... Varun smiled and we too need
our Shlok back with bang...
HE will be...very soon... Astha
smiled...
Edited by jeenia123 - 10 years ago
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