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It was 10 pm.. still there was no clue of kria. Nobody knew where is she. Rey was getting restless with each passing moment. The fear of losing her once again was eating him from inside. He was trying very hard to not show his feelings, to supress his feelings. after all that is what he had been doing since last two years. Kria Ghai had made such a big influence in his life. She broke his shell and introduced him to himself, to the rey within the dazzler reyansh singhaniya. she was his first love. Everyone says dance is his first love and its true.. but nobody ever understood that dance and kriya are interconnected. Dance is the reason why he fell in love with her. When he can never forget dance how can he forget kriya. When kriya left, rey was lost somewhere. He locked the real rey deep down and arose as a new rey, the one who wanted to forget kriya forever.
He again fell in love in the process of trying to hate kriya. He succeeded but could never love taani the way he loved kriya. There is no doubt that he did'nt pive tani but somewhere it was incomplete. May be thats the reason he wanted to change taani and somehow make her like kriya.. or atleast close to her.. which he coul'nt and thus their relationship did'nt work out..!
But now when kriya is back, all his feelings are coming out. The real rey wants to come out. No matter what he just can not see those eyes of hers sad and vulnerable. He knows something is wrong. She is not the same kriya ghai. Lot of emotions, stories, truth, pain is hidden in those eyes.. which he can read but his big fat egois not allowing him to do so. He is fighting within himself.. between the real rey and the new rey.
As he was passing the store room he heard a girl crying. And the next what he saw left him numb. Kriya was sitting there crying and the moment she saw him immediately ran and hugged him. The feeling of having her in his arms was probably the best feeling ever. He felt something pricking him very hard when he saw her in that condition.. that vulnerable state. He dropped her home without saying a word.
At his house he kept on analyzing the things happening over the time. he realised she is not the same neither is he. But those eyes.. which always hypnotise him are deprived of happiness.. he could very well understand atleast that much..!! for once he decided to keep his ego aside and try and understand her.. may be then it will solve some of his confusions.. time has changed.. but his feelings arent..!! He can never hate her.. and now it will take him some time to love her.. but His feelings will never change..!! maybe a bew day will bring new solutions for their this wierd relationship..!!
ok now.. this was something utterly crap.. but as i had promised madhu that i ll write something here it is .. my take on rey's feelings in he present scenario.. i hope u like it madhu.. u know m not a writer so sry if u dnt like it.. :)
pls leave ur likes and comments..!!
sanju :)
He again fell in love in the process of trying to hate kriya. He succeeded but could never love taani the way he loved kriya. There is no doubt that he did'nt pive tani but somewhere it was incomplete. May be thats the reason he wanted to change taani and somehow make her like kriya.. or atleast close to her.. which he coul'nt and thus their relationship did'nt work out..!
But now when kriya is back, all his feelings are coming out. The real rey wants to come out. No matter what he just can not see those eyes of hers sad and vulnerable. He knows something is wrong. She is not the same kriya ghai. Lot of emotions, stories, truth, pain is hidden in those eyes.. which he can read but his big fat egois not allowing him to do so. He is fighting within himself.. between the real rey and the new rey.
As he was passing the store room he heard a girl crying. And the next what he saw left him numb. Kriya was sitting there crying and the moment she saw him immediately ran and hugged him. The feeling of having her in his arms was probably the best feeling ever. He felt something pricking him very hard when he saw her in that condition.. that vulnerable state. He dropped her home without saying a word.
At his house he kept on analyzing the things happening over the time. he realised she is not the same neither is he. But those eyes.. which always hypnotise him are deprived of happiness.. he could very well understand atleast that much..!! for once he decided to keep his ego aside and try and understand her.. may be then it will solve some of his confusions.. time has changed.. but his feelings arent..!! He can never hate her.. and now it will take him some time to love her.. but His feelings will never change..!! maybe a bew day will bring new solutions for their this wierd relationship..!!
ok now.. this was something utterly crap.. but as i had promised madhu that i ll write something here it is .. my take on rey's feelings in he present scenario.. i hope u like it madhu.. u know m not a writer so sry if u dnt like it.. :)
pls leave ur likes and comments..!!
sanju :)
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