FF - Begin Again -Thread#2 Ch#33&34 updt - Page 16

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Chapter#29

He saw it.

He saw the pictures.

He saw her tears.

And his heart ached.

He was never good at words. He didn't know how to express himself appropriately. Whatever he had wanted to say came out really wrong and whenever he tried to apologize he'd say something different, hurting the person more in result.

He saw her hastily wipe away her tears as her locks covered her face. She sat uncomfortably on the wooden chair and he gave her space as he went inside the room. He didn't want to scare her out or run away from him.

And something pricked his heart.

Run away from him?

Why does it matter to him so much? He thought.

Didn't he want this? Apologize to her, make her happy and let her free? Why couldn't he bare the thought of letting her go? His heart wasn't even listening to him anymore. He didn't understand anything. He couldn't even comprehend his feelings.

"Am I... Do I... like her in that way?" -He whispered to himself, his eyes widening at the realization, as he stood by the open cupboard with his night shirt in his hands, staring at the grey, empty wall.

His heart screamed in agreement but his mind kept denying it.

Well of-course if you didn't like her then why would you agree with Nk on winning her? A part of him argued.

There was one man, and his body was divided into two as both the parts were on war arguing if he loved her or not. He was so puzzled.

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Khushi saw him enter inside the wash-room after a few minutes. She didn't miss him standing by the cupboard and staring blankly at the wall. He seemed... confused, Khushi guessed.

She sighed. I don't care. She thought. He wouldn't realize what's going on in my mind...

Only if he knew what she was going through.

She took the chance as an opportunity and left for downstairs in the garden with the pictures and on her way she grabbed some juicy, orange Jalebi's as stress relievers.

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When Arnav came out of the wash-room, he just felt that she wasn't in the room anymore. He thought this was ridiculous. I'm probably going mad or she's driving me crazy. Ridiculous that he felt her presence. As he shook his head and peeked out the pool-side he realized he was right, shockingly.

She wasn't there.

How can it be? How did he just know if she wasn't in the room?

Sometimes everything scared him.

He let it be. He wanted her to think about whatever was bothering her. He went up to the bed and lied down with his hand at the back of his head as he stared on to the blank ceiling.

He was restless.

And in that one minute he realized that he couldn't let her go, let her away from him.

He figured out how much her presence mattered to his heart. He figured out how lonely he felt when she wasn't present. He figured out how their room lost all the charm and the liveliness when she wasn't present. He smiled... how it had become from his to their room.

Arnav felt so lucky at the moment; like a man on top of the world. He had her. And that's all he needed.

He hated it when other men talked to her. He admitted he was jealous. He knew it before but it was hard for him to accept it. As he now did accept it, her image clouded his mind.

She was unbelievably beautiful. And extremely child like.

He smiled again. And she was crazy. Only she could find out ways to annoy him. Only she would look so beautiful even in the simplest set of clothes. Only she could make him smile, make him feel jealous, make him go crazy.

"I love her." -He said to himself, making himself believe.

"I really love her." -He got up with a jolt.

He chuckled.

Arnav Singh Raizada loved crazy Khushi Gupta...Singh Raizada.

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Hey there dolls! I hope you haven't forgotten me?😕 I'm this girl who puts up an EXTREMELY lame FF. :P You know I realized I suck at writing. Lol. :P But I'm still continuing it and God knows when this crap will end. 😆 So... did you dolls miss me? :P Merry Chrismas dolls! Hope you enjoy your winter holidays. Loads of love! Hope you like the chapter. :') Toodles!

took him long enough to realise that didnt he

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Finally you updated...

Thanks for the pm. Atleast arnav accepted to himself that he loves khushi. Thats awesome. Happy new year and merry christmas.

fabulous update !!! arnav confessed to himself that he loved khushi and that he won't let her go away from him.. so mr arnav singh raizada you have to work hard to get crazy khushi gupta singh raizada to agree to be your wife as she is very sad and angry with you.. loved the update..

Awesome update!!! Merry Christmas and Happy new year 😊

Awesome...

Now waiting for arshi confession