Blast from the Past Thread #21 !!Holi ki Dhadkane!! pg114, epi 218 - Page 47

Episode-200

After fluttering on the road for a while, Arnav finally finds Khushi on the top of the temple's altar. Khushi gets baffled to see him; she tries to hide from him.

Khushi

He calls her. but she fled seeing him, Arnav comes to the mandir to get her. But he can't get Khushi, as she keeps hiding from him. When he finally sees her he asks her, what she is trying to do? He tells her to go with him right away. When Khushi doesn't answer him and still tries to run away from .His temper raises to see her temerity. He screams at her,

Khushi I'm talking to you.

All the people at the mandir get flummoxed to hear such loud scream. Arnav also feels a bit awkward. He charges her, what she is doing. A guy wants to interfere, but Arnav makes him stop by telling him that it's their personal affair. Khushi also retorts him for the way he is talking to her! Arnav forbids her to do drama and tells her to go and sit in the car. She refuses to go and tells him that he can't force her. If he has that much of courage, he can pick her up. Arnav replies her grimly that he can do it also. But khushi still refutes, so Arnav grabs her hand. Khushi protests him. A guy again intervenes them, condemns him for his uncivilized act! Arnav retorts back and tells him to stay away from their personal matter; she is his wife and he is taking her home. He asks everybody sternly, will anybody stop him? He immediately picks her up in his arms. They both look at each other intently, with veiled thoughtful expression. It seems like, he was dying to touch her. When he got the opportunity, poor man couldn't resist himself I guess.

Arnav starts to walk carrying Khushi in his arms and Khushi keeps starring at him with bewilderment. Her tears brims over and streams down her cheek. She is contemplating him, trying to read the complex mind of this mystery man. With so much possessiveness he is holding her right now, as if there is something behind the facade of this hate. While he was descending from the stairs, he pauses for a moment and looks at her with a glint of steel in his eyes. What does he wants to say by his look?

Don't you dare run away from me ever, though I hate you so much, but I'll not be able to breathe without you.

Payal and Akash are taking a leave from the Gupta house. Akash assures babuji that his family will accept Khushi soon. They are satiated on Akash for taking care of their daughter. Amma returns the gifts what payal brought and she gives her gifts for her in laws. Amma gives Payal her wedding DVD. Before they leave amma gives a gift for khushi also. Though they can't forgive her, but they also can't deny the fact that it was the day of her pag phera. I'm glad that they still consider her as their daughter.

In the car Khushi again starts to fight with Arnav. She tries to get down from the car, but Arnav locks the car. She antagonizes him, how can he does it? Arnav admonishes her to do drama on the road. She knows that he doesn't like this kind of behavior. Khushi also retorts him, he picked her up in front of the people, wasn't it a drama? Arnav just warns her to keep her mouth shut, but doesn't forget to tell her to fasten her seat belt. Did I just see a glint of compunction in his eyes. or i can say some kind of compassion and contemplation. He certainly felt a pang of pain when Payal told him, what happened with her in GH. He knows very well that though Khushi is guilty in his eyes, but she has been suffering a lot because of this forced marriage.

At the threshold of the house Arnav stops and looks at khushi. She asks him, whether he wants to pick her up to get into the house too. Arnav tries to hold her hand. But khushi refuses. But he holds her hand forcefully and tells her that, he is doing it for his di, as she is not well. He doesn't want to give her tension in this stage. He wants to show her that everything is fine between them and her pag phera also was done properly. Khushi asks him does he want her to tell lie? He quips with a mocking repartee,

It shouldn't be difficult for you. After all telling lie is your habit.

Khushi again gets bewildered at his insolence. Arnav pulls her in a jerk to make her stand beside her.

Mami opens the door

Bhelcomes back, Arnav bituya and extra bahu rani.

Anjali also comes to hear the door bell. She asks mami who is it? Mami derides them,

Gutur gutur, love birds ayi gayi hai.

Anjali asks Khushi was the pag phera done properly. Mami says in teasing tone, can't she assume by seeing her empty hand. She didn't bring any gift with her. Her bua said hello hi to the gifts and bade phati saree bye bye. Arnav agitates to hear mami's banter. when Khushi intends to speak, Arnav tries to say something. He was scared whether khushi tells her everything or not. He relieved when Khushi didn't say anything, instead tells her that everything went well. Arnav tells Khsuhi to come to their room, as he has something important to talk. Khushi follows him.

Anjali is relieved that everything went well. Mami is surprised why her DIL, khoon bhari tang didn't come yet?

Gifatka khali bag ekhatta karte karte late hoi gayi...she smiles derisively.

In their room Khushi asks Arnav what does he want from her now. Showing her the phone, Arnav says her in imperative tone,

It's called phone, KKG, next time I call, you better answer. And don't again leave the house without letting me know. Cause every time I will not search you like crazy. Don't you get it?

His stridence acerbates khushi. Like a bravado khushi retorts back with full volition,

I heard or not, you remember one thing, next time you will not hold my hand like this, nor talk to me like this. And I intentionally didn't answer the call, cause you were calling and I don't want to talk to you, nor I wanted to come back in this house.

pause: I can understand, Khushi's frustration. But she does want to come to this house.After the diwali night, when Arnav was riven asunder her heart, she still came to the house. In the mandir when both of them promised not to see their face ever, still khushi came to RM. Why? Just to see Arnav. Though we know she came for some other reasons, but if she wanted she could averted those reason. every time her love brought her in RM. Today by telling this, she not only increased Arnav's resentment, but increased his suspicion too.

Payal and Akash also came back from GH. Mami is enthusiastic whether they got enough gifts from there or not. When Akash gave Anjali their wedding DVD, mami gets excited to watch the repeat telecast of the wedding. She takes it with her to watch it in the home theater system. Akash asks Anjali, did Arnav and Khushi came back and how was Khushi? Anjali gets incredulous. Akash says her that Khushi's pag phera couldn't complete, so obviously she might be upset. Payal tells her what happened in their house, bua and amma scolded Khushi and Khushi called arnav to pick her up. Anjali and nani both get upset to hear this.

Anger is rising in his vein. He says her disdainfully,

I don't care about what you think and wish for. We have to continue this drama, so that our family doesn't suspect anything.

Khushi is also implacable today. She antagonizes him tersely,

Why? Why should I do this drama? Why the thing always has to be done in your way? I want this, I want that, me, me, me, me. everything has to be as per your wish. Did you ever think, what do I want? What about my feelings? Do you know how much I got hurt by your actions, by your words?

Arnav can't control his rage any more. He holds her arms , says her in a voice laden with contempt,.

Aur jo chot tumhari bajase mujhe pouche, uska kya.?

What about the wound what I got because of you.

His eyes become steel with resentment. Khushi gets flummoxed. His accusation gives her a tremor.

What? What have I done that made you upset to that extent? When did I hurt you?

Arnav turns back from her. His Adam's apple vibrates as he swallows in an attempt to thwart a rising wave of emotions. Khushi is in sheer disbelief,

When did I hurt you? What kind of sorrow I gave you? Tell me.

Arnav doesn't want to continue this discussion and intends to leave. Khushi blocks his way, this time she will not let him go without answering her. If his accusation is so big, then he has to tell her, what is it?

Arnav doesn't answer her and goes towards the door to leave. Khushi demands his answer again. But they can't continue, as Anjali is at the door. When she gets in Arnav leaves without telling anything. By looking at Khushi's crestfallen face, Anajli thinks she is upset because of her bua and amaa's misdemeanor. She tells her that payal told her everything. Khushi says her, why bua and amma only everybody is upset with her.

Everybody is mad at me, and it's not their fault, all hates me cause..

Anajli cuts her words and tells her that she didn't have any problem with her, moreover all of them used to like her a lot. But all are hurt because of the hasty decision she and Arnav took.

I don't understand what did you gain by hurting all of us, your parents, Payal.

Khushi can't bear her hostile accusatory tone anymore. She leaves the room, crying. Anjali seems feels bad for hurting her again.

Anjali, plz stop hurting her.You guys are too much. How much this poor soul will endure?

Khushi is in tension and depression as well. To relieve her stress, she starts to make jalebis. Her amma and bua's disdainful words are reverberating in her mind. And then Anjali's accusation to hurt all. She doesn't have any answer of anybody's question. Tears start to flow from her eyes. What answer she would've given to Anjali, her jiji, where she herself doesn't know the answer. Or whoever got the answer, he is silent. She thinks, why Arnav feels that he doesn't need to answer her, it's really important to tell her the reason. Suddenly a question raises in her mind, why he said that she hurted him? when? She gets precarious, whether he came to know about Shyam and her alliance or not!. Her ambiguity now frightens her.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=Cl-mmN_-_8g[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to Zoha

gifs credit goes to tumblr.

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-200

After fluttering on the road for a while, Arnav finally finds Khushi on the top of the temple's altar. Khushi gets baffled to see him; she tries to hide from him.

Khushi

He calls her. but she fled seeing him, Arnav comes to the mandir to get her. But he can't get Khushi, as she keeps hiding from him. When he finally sees her he asks her, what she is trying to do? He tells her to go with him right away. When Khushi doesn't answer him and still tries to run away from .His temper raises to see her temerity. He screams at her,

Khushi I'm talking to you.

All the people at the mandir get flummoxed to hear such loud scream. Arnav also feels a bit awkward. He charges her, what she is doing. A guy wants to interfere, but Arnav makes him stop by telling him that it's their personal affair. Khushi also retorts him for the way he is talking to her! Arnav forbids her to do drama and tells her to go and sit in the car. She refuses to go and tells him that he can't force her. If he has that much of courage, he can pick her up. Arnav replies her grimly that he can do it also. But khushi still refutes, so Arnav grabs her hand. Khushi protests him. A guy again intervenes them, condemns him for his uncivilized act! Arnav retorts back and tells him to stay away from their personal matter; she is his wife and he is taking her home. He asks everybody sternly, will anybody stop him? He immediately picks her up in his arms. They both look at each other intently, with veiled thoughtful expression. It seems like, he was dying to touch her. When he got the opportunity, poor man couldn't resist himself I guess.

Arnav starts to walk carrying Khushi in his arms and Khushi keeps starring at him with bewilderment. Her tears brims over and streams down her cheek. She is contemplating him, trying to read the complex mind of this mystery man. With so much possessiveness he is holding her right now, as if there is something behind the facade of this hate. While he was descending from the stairs, he pauses for a moment and looks at her with a glint of steel in his eyes. What does he wants to say by his look?

Don't you dare run away from me ever, though I hate you so much, but I'll not be able to breathe without you.

Payal and Akash are taking a leave from the Gupta house. Akash assures babuji that his family will accept Khushi soon. They are satiated on Akash for taking care of their daughter. Amma returns the gifts what payal brought and she gives her gifts for her in laws. Amma gives Payal her wedding DVD. Before they leave amma gives a gift for khushi also. Though they can't forgive her, but they also can't deny the fact that it was the day of her pag phera. I'm glad that they still consider her as their daughter.

In the car Khushi again starts to fight with Arnav. She tries to get down from the car, but Arnav locks the car. She antagonizes him, how can he does it? Arnav admonishes her to do drama on the road. She knows that he doesn't like this kind of behavior. Khushi also retorts him, he picked her up in front of the people, wasn't it a drama? Arnav just warns her to keep her mouth shut, but doesn't forget to tell her to fasten her seat belt. Did I just see a glint of compunction in his eyes. or i can say some kind of compassion and contemplation. He certainly felt a pang of pain when Payal told him, what happened with her in GH. He knows very well that though Khushi is guilty in his eyes, but she has been suffering a lot because of this forced marriage.

At the threshold of the house Arnav stops and looks at khushi. She asks him, whether he wants to pick her up to get into the house too. Arnav tries to hold her hand. But khushi refuses. But he holds her hand forcefully and tells her that, he is doing it for his di, as she is not well. He doesn't want to give her tension in this stage. He wants to show her that everything is fine between them and her pag phera also was done properly. Khushi asks him does he want her to tell lie? He quips with a mocking repartee,

It shouldn't be difficult for you. After all telling lie is your habit.

Khushi again gets bewildered at his insolence. Arnav pulls her in a jerk to make her stand beside her.

Mami opens the door

Bhelcomes back, Arnav bituya and extra bahu rani.

Anjali also comes to hear the door bell. She asks mami who is it? Mami derides them,

Gutur gutur, love birds ayi gayi hai.

Anjali asks Khushi was the pag phera done properly. Mami says in teasing tone, can't she assume by seeing her empty hand. She didn't bring any gift with her. Her bua said hello hi to the gifts and bade phati saree bye bye. Arnav agitates to hear mami's banter. when Khushi intends to speak, Arnav tries to say something. He was scared whether khushi tells her everything or not. He relieved when Khushi didn't say anything, instead tells her that everything went well. Arnav tells Khsuhi to come to their room, as he has something important to talk. Khushi follows him.

Anjali is relieved that everything went well. Mami is surprised why her DIL, khoon bhari tang didn't come yet?

Gifatka khali bag ekhatta karte karte late hoi gayi...she smiles derisively.

In their room Khushi asks Arnav what does he want from her now. Showing her the phone, Arnav says her in imperative tone,

It's called phone, KKG, next time I call, you better answer. And don't again leave the house without letting me know. Cause every time I will not search you like crazy. Don't you get it?

His stridence acerbates khushi. Like a bravado khushi retorts back with full volition,

I heard or not, you remember one thing, next time you will not hold my hand like this, nor talk to me like this. And I intentionally didn't answer the call, cause you were calling and I don't want to talk to you, nor I wanted to come back in this house.

pause: I can understand, Khushi's frustration. But she does want to come to this house.After the diwali night, when Arnav was riven asunder her heart, she still came to the house. In the mandir when both of them promised not to see their face ever, still khushi came to RM. Why? Just to see Arnav. Though we know she came for some other reasons, but if she wanted she could averted those reason. every time her love brought her in RM. Today by telling this, she not only increased Arnav's resentment, but increased his suspicion too.

Payal and Akash also came back from GH. Mami is enthusiastic whether they got enough gifts from there or not. When Akash gave Anjali their wedding DVD, mami gets excited to watch the repeat telecast of the wedding. She takes it with her to watch it in the home theater system. Akash asks Anjali, did Arnav and Khushi came back and how was Khushi? Anjali gets incredulous. Akash says her that Khushi's pag phera couldn't complete, so obviously she might be upset. Payal tells her what happened in their house, bua and amma scolded Khushi and Khushi called arnav to pick her up. Anjali and nani both get upset to hear this.

Anger is rising in his vein. He says her disdainfully,

I don't care about what you think and wish for. We have to continue this drama, so that our family doesn't suspect anything.

Khushi is also implacable today. She antagonizes him tersely,

Why? Why should I do this drama? Why the thing always has to be done in your way? I want this, I want that, me, me, me, me. everything has to be as per your wish. Did you ever think, what do I want? What about my feelings? Do you know how much I got hurt by your actions, by your words?

Arnav can't control his rage any more. He holds her arms , says her in a voice laden with contempt,.

Aur jo chot tumhari bajase mujhe pouche, uska kya.?

What about the wound what I got because of you.

His eyes become steel with resentment. Khushi gets flummoxed. His accusation gives her a tremor.

What? What have I done that made you upset to that extent? When did I hurt you?

Arnav turns back from her. His Adam's apple vibrates as he swallows in an attempt to thwart a rising wave of emotions. Khushi is in sheer disbelief,

When did I hurt you? What kind of sorrow I gave you? Tell me.

Arnav doesn't want to continue this discussion and intends to leave. Khushi blocks his way, this time she will not let him go without answering her. If his accusation is so big, then he has to tell her, what is it?

Arnav doesn't answer her and goes towards the door to leave. Khushi demands his answer again. But they can't continue, as Anjali is at the door. When she gets in Arnav leaves without telling anything. By looking at Khushi's crestfallen face, Anajli thinks she is upset because of her bua and amaa's misdemeanor. She tells her that payal told her everything. Khushi says her, why bua and amma only everybody is upset with her.

Everybody is mad at me, and it's not their fault, all hates me cause..

Anajli cuts her words and tells her that she didn't have any problem with her, moreover all of them used to like her a lot. But all are hurt because of the hasty decision she and Arnav took.

I don't understand what did you gain by hurting all of us, your parents, Payal.

Khushi can't bear her hostile accusatory tone anymore. She leaves the room, crying. Anjali seems feels bad for hurting her again.

Anjali, plz stop hurting her.You guys are too much. How much this poor soul will endure?

Khushi is in tension and depression as well. To relieve her stress, she starts to make jalebis. Her amma and bua's disdainful words are reverberating in her mind. And then Anjali's accusation to hurt all. She doesn't have any answer of anybody's question. Tears start to flow from her eyes. What answer she would've given to Anjali, her jiji, where she herself doesn't know the answer. Or whoever got the answer, he is silent. She thinks, why Arnav feels that he doesn't need to answer her, it's really important to tell her the reason. Suddenly a question raises in her mind, why he said that she hurted him? when? She gets precarious, whether he came to know about Shyam and her alliance or not!. Her ambiguity now frightens her.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=Cl-mmN_-_8g[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to Zoha

gifs credit goes to tumblr.

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Originally posted by: Horizon

Indi, first fab pics and stupendous edits.

I totally understand your sentiment here. And agree to some extent that if story was set proper we have a powerhouse character and actor to make it look convincing. I recall I said this long time ago itself that I didn't quite like him in that vest and couldn't wait for him to come back to RM to his 3 piece suit. (Durga made a funny post almost the very next day "when ASR came back home"). But yes for the despair and adverse situation he was in at that time, that is abduction, that is the only option for us to have him surviving even. So I will take it. Same with the bike. If he had to chase, flee way from there, some where for that matter and bike is the only option, yes that works. He could do it if Khushi demands incessantly too. But NOT he having a bike parked outside that RM along side of those cars, and deliberately wanting to go on a joy ride. NO!

ASR wouldn't do what a regular 26/27 yr old would do. He is mature/ responsible beyond his years ... a bike ride feels too liberating...free spirited... Khushi kind... He is some one very bottled up which makes him very passionate and interesting for me.

I can't even talk about those drums and hi fi s... I barely

watched after sept 28th... They don't even exist for me!

Sorry. :(

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Cynthia 😊

the chemistry of Barun and Sanaya.

http://youtu.be/uZBXf2xPGcM

Thnx for sharing.Cute one.Star parivaar awards one is acute moment

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-200

After fluttering on the road for a while, Arnav finally finds Khushi on the top of the temple's altar. Khushi gets baffled to see him; she tries to hide from him.

Khushi

He calls her. but she fled seeing him, Arnav comes to the mandir to get her. But he can't get Khushi, as she keeps hiding from him. When he finally sees her he asks her, what she is trying to do? He tells her to go with him right away. When Khushi doesn't answer him and still tries to run away from .His temper raises to see her temerity. He screams at her,

Khushi I'm talking to you.

All the people at the mandir get flummoxed to hear such loud scream. Arnav also feels a bit awkward. He charges her, what she is doing. A guy wants to interfere, but Arnav makes him stop by telling him that it's their personal affair. Khushi also retorts him for the way he is talking to her! Arnav forbids her to do drama and tells her to go and sit in the car. She refuses to go and tells him that he can't force her. If he has that much of courage, he can pick her up. Arnav replies her grimly that he can do it also. But khushi still refutes, so Arnav grabs her hand. Khushi protests him. A guy again intervenes them, condemns him for his uncivilized act! Arnav retorts back and tells him to stay away from their personal matter; she is his wife and he is taking her home. He asks everybody sternly, will anybody stop him? He immediately picks her up in his arms. They both look at each other intently, with veiled thoughtful expression. It seems like, he was dying to touch her. When he got the opportunity, poor man couldn't resist himself I guess.

Arnav starts to walk carrying Khushi in his arms and Khushi keeps starring at him with bewilderment. Her tears brims over and streams down her cheek. She is contemplating him, trying to read the complex mind of this mystery man. With so much possessiveness he is holding her right now, as if there is something behind the facade of this hate. While he was descending from the stairs, he pauses for a moment and looks at her with a glint of steel in his eyes. do you see a dead me? What does he wants to say by his look?

Don't you dare run away from me ever, though I hate you so much, but I'll not be able to breathe without you. egg...zact...lee

Payal and Akash are taking a leave from the Gupta house. Akash assures babuji that his family will accept Khushi soon. They are satiated on Akash for taking care of their daughter. Amma returns the gifts what payal brought and she gives her gifts for her in laws. Amma gives Payal her wedding DVD. Before they leave amma gives a gift for khushi also. Though they can't forgive her, but they also can't deny the fact that it was the day of her pag phera. I'm glad that they still consider her as their daughter.

In the car Khushi again starts to fight with Arnav. She tries to get down from the car, but Arnav locks the car. She antagonizes him, how can he does it? Arnav admonishes her to do drama on the road. She knows that he doesn't like this kind of behavior. Khushi also retorts him, he picked her up in front of the people, wasn't it a drama? Arnav just warns her to keep her mouth shut, but doesn't forget to tell her to fasten her seat belt. Did I just see a glint of compunction in his eyes. or i can say some kind of compassion and contemplation. He certainly felt a pang of pain when Payal told him, what happened with her in GH. this is that crazy detailed acting that made me go crazy, he's being really loathesome yet you can't hate him, he is hurting himself, he loves her crazily, how did this actor convey so much all the time? hardly any dialogues, really mean acts, yet he gets my empathy, i feel for him. He knows very well that though Khushi is guilty in his eyes, but she has been suffering a lot because of this forced marriage.

At the threshold of the house Arnav stops and looks at khushi. She asks him, whether he wants to pick her up to get into the house too. Arnav tries to hold her hand. But khushi refuses. But he holds her hand forcefully and tells her that, he is doing it for his di, as she is not well. He doesn't want to give her tension in this stage. He wants to show her that everything is fine between them and her pag phera also was done properly. Khushi asks him does he want her to tell lie? He quips with a mocking repartee,

It shouldn't be difficult for you. After all telling lie is your habit.

Khushi again gets bewildered at his insolence. Arnav pulls her in a jerk to make her stand beside her.

Mami opens the door

Bhelcomes back, Arnav bituya and extra bahu rani.

Anjali also comes to hear the door bell. She asks mami who is it? Mami derides them,

Gutur gutur, love birds ayi gayi hai.

Anjali asks Khushi was the pag phera done properly. Mami says in teasing tone, can't she assume by seeing her empty hand. She didn't bring any gift with her. Her bua said hello hi to the gifts and bade phati saree bye bye. Arnav agitates to hear mami's banter. when Khushi intends to speak, Arnav tries to say something. He was scared whether khushi tells her everything or not. He relieved when Khushi didn't say anything, instead tells her that everything went well. Arnav tells Khsuhi to come to their room, as he has something important to talk. Khushi follows him.

Anjali is relieved that everything went well. Mami is surprised why her DIL, khoon bhari tang didn't come yet?

Gifatka khali bag ekhatta karte karte late hoi gayi...she smiles derisively.

In their room Khushi asks Arnav what does he want from her now. Showing her the phone, Arnav says her in imperative tone,

It's called phone, KKG, next time I call, you better answer. And don't again leave the house without letting me know. Cause every time I will not search you like crazy. Don't you get it?

His stridence acerbates khushi. Like a bravado khushi retorts back with full volition,

I heard or not, you remember one thing, next time you will not hold my hand like this, nor talk to me like this. And I intentionally didn't answer the call, cause you were calling and I don't want to talk to you, nor I wanted to come back in this house.

pause: I can understand, Khushi's frustration. But she does want to come to this house.After the diwali night, when Arnav was riven asunder her heart, she still came to the house. In the mandir when both of them promised not to see their face ever, still khushi came to RM. Why? Just to see Arnav. Though we know she came for some other reasons, but if she wanted she could averted those reason. every time her love brought her in RM. Today by telling this, she not only increased Arnav's resentment, but increased his suspicion too.

Payal and Akash also came back from GH. Mami is enthusiastic whether they got enough gifts from there or not. When Akash gave Anjali their wedding DVD, mami gets excited to watch the repeat telecast of the wedding. She takes it with her to watch it in the home theater system. Akash asks Anjali, did Arnav and Khushi came back and how was Khushi? Anjali gets incredulous. Akash says her that Khushi's pag phera couldn't complete, so obviously she might be upset. Payal tells her what happened in their house, bua and amma scolded Khushi and Khushi called arnav to pick her up. Anjali and nani both get upset to hear this.

Anger is rising in his vein. He says her disdainfully,

I don't care about what you think and wish for. We have to continue this drama, so that our family doesn't suspect anything.

Khushi is also implacable today. She antagonizes him tersely,

Why? Why should I do this drama? Why the thing always has to be done in your way? I want this, I want that, me, me, me, me. everything has to be as per your wish. Did you ever think, what do I want? What about my feelings? Do you know how much I got hurt by your actions, by your words?

Arnav can't control his rage any more. He holds her arms , says her in a voice laden with contempt,.

Aur jo chot tumhari bajase mujhe pouche, uska kya.?

What about the wound what I got because of you.

His eyes become steel with resentment. Khushi gets flummoxed. His accusation gives her a tremor.

What? What have I done that made you upset to that extent? When did I hurt you?

Arnav turns back from her. His Adam's apple vibrates as he swallows in an attempt to thwart a rising wave of emotions. Khushi is in sheer disbelief, this is one of those moments i'll never forget. and the inflection in his voice on that tumne mujhe jo chot pahunchai hai... it hit all four valves of my heart.

When did I hurt you? What kind of sorrow I gave you? Tell me.

Arnav doesn't want to continue this discussion and intends to leave. Khushi blocks his way, this time she will not let him go without answering her. If his accusation is so big, then he has to tell her, what is it?

Arnav doesn't answer her and goes towards the door to leave. Khushi demands his answer again. But they can't continue, as Anjali is at the door. When she gets in Arnav leaves without telling anything. By looking at Khushi's crestfallen face, Anajli thinks she is upset because of her bua and amaa's misdemeanor. She tells her that payal told her everything. Khushi says her, why bua and amma only everybody is upset with her.

Everybody is mad at me, and it's not their fault, all hates me cause..

Anajli cuts her words and tells her that she didn't have any problem with her, moreover all of them used to like her a lot. But all are hurt because of the hasty decision she and Arnav took.

I don't understand what did you gain by hurting all of us, your parents, Payal.

Khushi can't bear her hostile accusatory tone anymore. She leaves the room, crying. Anjali seems feels bad for hurting her again.

Anjali, plz stop hurting her.You guys are too much. How much this poor soul will endure?

Khushi is in tension and depression as well. To relieve her stress, she starts to make jalebis. Her amma and bua's disdainful words are reverberating in her mind. And then Anjali's accusation to hurt all. She doesn't have any answer of anybody's question. Tears start to flow from her eyes. What answer she would've given to Anjali, her jiji, where she herself doesn't know the answer. Or whoever got the answer, he is silent. She thinks, why Arnav feels that he doesn't need to answer her, it's really important to tell her the reason. Suddenly a question raises in her mind, why he said that she hurted him? when? She gets precarious, whether he came to know about Shyam and her alliance or not!. Her ambiguity now frightens her.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=Cl-mmN_-_8g[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to Zoha

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Originally posted by: indi52

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Originally posted by: indi52

episode 207

i could have kissed shyam on his lying snout today.what a man. how well he chooses his moments. how utterly he fails 😆and yet he succeeds and brings us moments most divine.

Said it right. but kissing shyam eww, no way.

what would we do without shyam twitching and saying he needs to put holi gulal on khushi ji.

what if he hadn't.

what excuse would the writer have come up with for asr to veer all the way from i hate you to "pati jo hoon," husband that i am, with my right to put gulal on my bride first.

But he would do it, I know, whether Smyam provoked him or not. But I loved how he claimed himself her pati.

no shyam, i will not curse you today. evil has always had its uses. you have yours. i only feel bad that a character with the potential to have a real story, became meaningless in a tale. that's all. and abhaas thought he was doing a brill job perhaps, but no, it just wasn't really so.

true, I also didn't like his acting.

a lovely interpretation of holi, the day of colour, to explore all the shades of a feeling. today, floating light red to deep red its colours in focus. colour became the metaphor for their love i felt. if on diwali, the darkest night, a searing flame of overwhelming awareness had come into being and an exploding attraction split the night... then today, on this spring day, another side of love came to visit.👏

it was all about the heart and its erratic beat... and diwali about the gut and its visceral stirrings.

there they were man woman... sexual, sensual, predatory.

here, boy and girl, gorgeous, loving, exciting, embracing.

oh there was something animal in it too, a marking of territory by a man pushed to the edge, and the wonder filled acceptance of this claim by a girl who so wanted him to be her churi giver, her bindi giver, her eternal lover.

👏👏👏

krishna coloured radha in his rang, his colour, on this day. i wasn't there to see it. but i was here when asr reached out with flaming red gulal in his hand, a flagrant rampant right, haq, in his eyes, below that a tender melting question, to streak khushi's cheek. something ethereal in the act.

once... twice the red went on, the colour of love was on her.

and she looked with bemused eyes only to return this feeling with her nervous yet eager hands, her eyes full of questions and a certain wonder.

nani ji had to say the most significant thing that could be said, love melts huge mountains, this is but our little one, our chhotey.

but today really was all about that which cannot be said or found words for, a feeling that floats in bursts of gulal misting the air, in the sound of the drums, the touch of fingers, the looks of bewilderment, the locking of gazes and the silences that murmur sweet love.

if shyam brought two lovers together, his wife was instrumental in making them step right up to each other and she made sure khushi was united with her family. anjali loved her brother and knew in khushi's happiness somewhere lay her brother's peace of mind, his joy.

she called bua ji and garima ji over for their daughters' first holi... a break with norm, for she wanted then all to meet and reconcile and blow away the bad blood created during the wedding.

when garima ji and buaji demurred she urged them to forgive and forget. for khushi, her mother's embrace was like life returning to her bothered heart. how complete her hug, and garima too so relieved she can express love for teh one she loves perhaps more than herself.

later, when anjali's brother might have walked away after making his claim, she pushed him to take the step he must take... you can't leave this way today, she said, a tone of authority in her voice, a spirited woman in evidence, not the snake's charmed one... he listened to her as always, but perhaps his heart really wanted to anyway, which is why he had to refute nani ji's words with a it's nothing like that.

the family was as key to holi as were the lovers. for the two of them the family was always most important. on diwali everything happened without anyone's knowledge. today, the barriers fell before all. love was ready to come out perhaps. that night it needed the seclusion of tumultuous attraction, a thing you only share with the other. (wish the kiss had missed my sweet mano's, bless her sensible skin, hawk eyes and was not included in her gushing cooky sangeet song.)

You made me guffaw. Strange, naa, how mami came to know about poolside missed kisswa? I assumed ARnav said it to NK and Nk rvealed the secret while preparing songs for the sangeet.

frame by frame the creatives worked with love and style and undestanding to give us pure fascination. there was the colour of love, the air of possessiveness, laughter and joy, and even a note of sddanger, all balanced perfectly to a heady concoction. even before khushi ran to fix bhang i was drunk and teetering with joy.

same here, the whole episode was intoxicating.

earlier in the day, the gullak broke and said, enter the magic. soon the bhang will take away the restrictions of rational thought. thoughts that make our anger create walls. instead love will flow, through all the resistance. liquids reach places solids never can. love seeps in where anger cannot enter.

she made friends with her family, there too love had its way. then in the most charming way ever she pacified nani ji. khushi needs family, everyone to be happy, for festivals to mean something. and she's determined today her world will come back to normal.

is there any other actress i know who could have pulled off that nana ji dance quite so charmingly? she was fun, cute, loving, and absolutely endearing... sanaya looks years younger than her age and she moves like a gazelle, light on her feet, her arms flow lissome and smooth, her smile reaches her eyes...for a moment you forget this is a show, it is a young woman doing all she can to make someone she loves feel better, her grand mother in law.

love you for saying those words for Sanaya. She is my absolute favorite. I love her more than any other bollywood actress. what she doesn't have, pretty face, perfect height, perfect body, glowing complexion, fabulous dancing skill and above all outstanding acting skill. Really, no other actress could have done this with so much vibrancy.

nani ji perhaps saw a lot of herself in khushi. and khushi perhaps sensed, this was a great role model, some day she'd like to be like nani ji when she's old. just my little mutterings to self i share.

i also think so and I mentioned it before. And nani became fond of her since the day they met. She always wanted a bride like khushi for Arnav.

it all started with a lovely family sequence. great acting all around. bua ji's apology may have been in that yellow colour she rubbed on kkg's face. a strange bond the two share, sanka devi is part of bua ji's heart. perhaps that's why so much anger she feels if the girl does anything wrong.

ajeeb indeed is love. and how it makes us ponder. why hate isn't hate, why you are not my own is you can't be anyone else's but mine.

to appease nani, comes missy in a turban as nana ji.. i am so reminded of another time and a very handsome actor called balraj sahni wooing his simpering shy biwi, achala sachdev, oh a grand tale told by a grand film maker. waqt.

humri gulabo... khushi and sanaya are both a scream and fantabulous in this scene to use sohara's word. bas.😆

"khushi? kaun khushi? kaheki khushi...?"

he enters frame from left, head tilted, eyes a little narrowed, looking at the spectacle. he's wearing a white shirt. the faintest smile on his lips. paagal she is, and he adores her for it.

she's going nuts. i have to repeat... is there any other actress i can think of who can look so sylph like in a moustache or so lovely, so nutty and so sexy... plus she can dance.

nobody, nobody, only our barbie doll, sanaya can do it.

he is definitely smiling now.

Omg, I'm dead, what an edit.

she dances with filled pichkari... about to take the risk of being royally snubbed in front of everyone.

a curtain of colour passes before his face.

"nani ji!!! holi mubarak...!" she's spraying nani with nana's pichkari.

nani looks up agahst.

tension.

"holi mubarak aapke liye hai... humre liye nahin." nani ji's terse, maybe holi mubarak for you, but not for me.

he looks tense. is he concerned for her?

she takes off her moustache.

he looks a bit sad as though feeling her disappointment.

she turns her face the other way.

nani stands with rigid back.

"khushi!!!"

and nani sprays her... "yeh hai humri holi!" this is my holi!

a burst of relief, joy, laughter all around and the holi music comes in...

he smiled. i think, uff, he fell again.

shyam fumes... the perfect anti-happy is he and the contrast makes the moment only richer.

heartbeats everywhere... below the colour, between the colour... of a mother, a sister, a husband and a wife, two lovers, two people meant to meet...

he smiled when he saw his nani and khushi embrace. that morning perhaps when he he heard her talking her innocent prattle in her sleep, and saw her stunning khsuhi smile, something melted in him... perhaps this asserted itself over the scene on the terrace he carried in his mind. then he saw her shying away from shyam. suddenly that faraq padta hai of his had hold of him it seemed.

uff, barun's expression was price worthy.

Loved your take.

"khushi bitiya, bua ji ne aapko sahi naam diya hai.. sanka devi." khsuhi, bua ji has given you the right name, queen of craziness. despite all her mistakes, and her nasty words, bua ji loved this orphan child of hers, and khsuhi loved her right back, a funny unique bond.

nani ji said khushi had to have colour on her.

"sahi kaha nani ji aapne..." on cue said snake, right you are. oh what timing, come let me hug ya, slither.

he was about to leave. he heard shyam's voice and stayed back.

a face turned hard, jawline set, eyes became steel. that lip dragging down to the right looked more pronounced. arnav singh raizada's gussa had arrived. how dare shyam. this is his wife.

shyam approached. asr stood grappling with rising fury.

thanks to shyam asr had to feel his feelings and make khushi his in front of everyone. tell her she was his.

he started walking toward khushi.

oh that walk... face dark and determined... loping long strides. i want to watch it again and again.

hehehe

shyam stood with red in hand, khushi cringed. a hand entered frame and held shyam's wrist. stopping him.

she opened her eyes, saw who was standing there... and slipped behind him. her protector he. he may hurt her, he may hate her... but he is hers and she his... some things don't have to be said.👏

lovely the way she sought him as he called out... the rock between her and any harm that might come her way... ( a thought strays in... even he doesn't know whom he was trying to protect when he married her, does he.)

"ek minute, jeeja ji... khushi ko rang main laga loonga," one minute, bro in law, i'll put the colour on khushi. nani is thrilled to hear that.

'PATI JO HOON," i am her husband, after all. "rang" in hindi has as many connotations as colour in english, if not more. there's a certain passion pulsating in its sound.

he turned and in one fluid motion, reached out to put red on her face.

the touch of colour.

on her self, her heart and her soul...

hey hey... there seemed to come a magical connection in that sacred moment.

he had put red on her before, her sindoor... this felt as sacred, as connecting, as timeless.

he was lost in that moment too, she opened her eyes and looked at him with all her heart in her gaze. his hand rose again. the other cheek.

and in the shower of colour they stood. vis a vis. spring awakening them.

and nani asked khushi to put rang on chhotey. he started to leave. she was in a quandary.

again it was his sister that stopped him... she won't let him go like that. he must put colour...

nani insisted.

he was looking away, but as her fingers touched his cheek he looked straight at her. rabba vey had to enter frame.

what is in his eyes. why are my cheeks flaming? that undertow of the ocean...

they both began to turn away from each other. then he touched his cheek, her colour on it... felt like they were touching each other intimately, entangled, lying close, hands roaming, stroking, caressing, desiring, breath haywire... felt as though i should look away.

he touched her and looked back to see her. what was in his eyes. what did he want?

and she touched the place he'd put rang, her pati.

this is one of my favorite scene of IPK. And I absolutely loved how you wrote it with so much emotions and expressions.

"anjali bitiya... pyaar toh bade bade paharo ko hila dete hain... yeh toh chhote hain."

"bilkul sahi kah rahe ho, nani."

the rabba vey ascended... and they looked at each other... what got said?

"aisa kuch nahin hai, di..." it's nothing like that, di, said he.

aisa kyun hota hai, thought i. nice touch that "aisa" in both their sentences.

he was hazy behind the phag, teh powder of colour.

she touched her rang and remembered her rang maker.

and oh the slightest smile on her face. "hum bhi aap se nafrat karte hain," ia lso hate you, it said.

next minute she in happy sanka mode went into the next thing of holi... bhang. she apparently the queen of cannabis of lucknow with several bhang ke kisse. stories of bhang.

sanya looked stunning in her holi chridar, very much the khushi of teda choti and mojri fame. now she's donned a colourful "bhang maker" turban along with the lingo of such folk.

"aur, bhaiya, kaisan ho," and how are you, bro, smiled the goddess of craziness, no need for no canabis sativa, thank ya.

and he watched her... hey hey... bemused... i hate you...😃

he had to smile at miss nut case's screw looseness.

pagal, but cute.

khushi said how all dil ki baat comes rushing out after bhang, shyam appeared leering and said, then i must get you to drink some of that stuff. he makes evil face. i want to hug him and bless him... but really, must i see him on the end frame?

another awesome edit. Sanaya sure was looking pretty and sexy.