Past midnight yet two eyes kep awake, sleep had evaded them long ago... those eyes which twinkled were now unfathomable,
sharp as obsever they were...
but they held a fire unknown.
It is said that eyes are the windows of the soul...
so wouldn't one who stared deep into them,
know how much tattered his soul was?
His pain reflected in his eyes, no doubt..
but they also held a plethora of other emotions...
love, longing, guilt, sense of loss, determination, anger keenness, compassion and so many unnamed feelings..
but there was this one...
which gave him the strength to live this purgatory called life.
it fuelled his anger to such an extent that it threatend to snatch away his humanity.
and this... was his dire need of vengeance... Revenge!
Revenge from the beast who made his existence a living hell.
he was aware that his loss was too big for vengeance to satisfy his raging heart.
his eyes screamed out every moment how they had to pay for noticing things a bit more.
he had lost his only own... his only family
the light of his soul...
without whom, he was incomplete.
she was the only reason his heart used to beat,
and violently so, at her sight...
but now... it was nothing but stone.
just the blood pumper,
but not his heart, where dwelt his love.
As his mind turned over the pages of their happy but short journey,
his eyes welled up causing a teardrop to descend down his cheek...
his shut his eyes as his heart pained excruciatingly.
a feminine hand caressed his tigtened fist, and he felt weight on his right shoulder.
he slightly smiled
but then realization made his eyes flew open.
Had she come back..?
he looked around to find nothing but darkness..
screamed out her name in agony.
It was, but another figment of his imagination.
He was running behind hope,
hope to see her, to feel her again, hear her sweet voice...
but he had yet to embrace the truth that she wouldn't come back... never!
There was no flaws in his love..
he had truly wanted her, cherished her
he needed her more than he needed to breath...
what was his fault? she was gone now..
she had left him all alone...
He had forsaken everything, even himself,
he had thrown himself into madness just to get her back again...
but one who leaves doen't return... he knew very well
niether were at fault but this was a punishment which only he had to bear..
he yearned to find solace in her arms again..
he just prayed for another day with her..
let alone day.. even a moment would suffice..
a moment in togetherness...
where hearts would reconnect...
and silence would do the talking..
he wished for another moment in eachothers arms...
with their breaths mingling..
acting as a balm on his wounded soul..
just a moment.. to eradicate his suffering...
A moment full of love
A moment to satisfy his yearning...
A moment in which he would lose himself in her eyes
Eyes full of life...
Her eyes which mirrored his thoughts...
Her eyes, which held immense love only for him..
Her eyes, whose light lightened up even his darkest moments,
which resolved his deepest despairs..
her beautiful EYES...
ā¤ļøthe endš
Edited by Sumu4JayD - 11 years ago
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