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His POV

'so desperate to sleep with another guy'? I heard the nasty voice.

'yes she is! Get out of her life', I heard a much familiar voice this time. I jsut came here 10 minutes back ordering my coffe. The last time memories were still there in my mind and all of a sudden these voice broke my thoughts.

I turn around to search the source of the familiar voice got the shock of the day! It was her. The feeling was as if freezing me.

'you Bi**h' i heard the guy yelling and over whom? Ria!!

'Ahaan, say a classy one ' she replied. Her guts enthralled me. That guy was abusing both the woman and no one is even stopping.

'she is the one teaching you alll this right'? Said the guy grabbing the hair of the lady standing next to Riya.

'ahh! Leave me you ba***rd', lady cried out. Next moment he slapped her. But surprisingly Riya was calm and was watching it. I was to watching the scene instead of helping them. I cursed myself and rushed towards them.

The woman was constantly tell him to leave him but he wasnt! At a moment the woman stopped pleading and managed to slap him right across his face .

'you heard her right, Get out of my life Thomas', said the woman. So the man Thomas now looked at Riya furiously and made a move towards her . I was preparing myself for a fight if he'd dare touching her . I was about to jump over him.

'aahhrrrggg', I heard him scarem aloud laying on the floor curling up his body and she was giving him death glares. She was sure Thomas wouldnt become a father of any child ! How unfortuante for a man but he deserved that kick in his groin.

That when she noticed me and what seemed she was too frozen like me when I saw her again. Our eyes met and the tingle feeling in stomach was back ! I could say ,if i am happy or shocked or sad but this was a whole different moment, a moment I was longing for days.

'Aauucchhh' she cried in pain and looked down to notice Thomas was attacking her with the broken glass pieces bleeding her feet and hand.

Instantly I grabbed his hand and pushed him away from Riya giving two more punches over his face and he passed out.

I rushed back to Riya asking her if she is fine or not. Liza made her sit on the chair. She was wincing in pain but not too aloud, may be trying to calm herself and her heart beat. My heart beat was more faster than hers. What if this man would have attacked her so severe? The moment I felt a pang in my body seeing the blood coming out of her arm.

I cupped her face and made her look into my eyes. She was numb , and didnt do any moment, then I asked, 'Are you okay'? She just nodded assuring me this time completely.

'You know her'? Asked the woamn with Riya who was looking worried for friend.

'yes, but I was sure we wont meet again ', she said in a confusion.

' there must be something ...anyone your hand and feet both needs dressing' she said very caringly and requested the Cafe boy for the firstAid box.

' Liz, listen dont worry About me, I will be fine..you just go back and talk to your parent first', even at this time she was thinking about Liza and not about herself.

Once again I regretted every word I said last time. She was not a selfish and intovert ? Never!! I hate it when I am the one to be proven wrong.

'but Rii', Liza tried to convince her but she was sttubborn as hell.

' No buts and if, Go back to your parents , I will first call this police and send him to the public uncles house', she said pointing at Thomas who was now surrounded with many people of Cafe keeping him away from these two woman.

'but Riya you are not okay, you need injection and Antiseptic treatment' I glared back to her.

'you wanna help'? She asked thinking something. I am sure she was planning something and gonna utter something I couldnt even thing.

'yes' i said praying for my luck.

'drop Liza to her parents, I am not a kid not to handle such minor wounds' she repeated again. But me? How could she say that?

'Look Arjun, I think I could trust you.. Drop her please..' that was enough for me to obey what she was asking.

'But promise you will get it all done and wont mess up again', I asked looking directly into her eyes and she assured me with her looks again.

'Bye' she waved at us when we both made out exit. Liza was was still not normal for what happened there and was in a little shock may be. Riya was right, she needs her parents support.

'you like her'? I was about to slip the bike from my hand when I heard her say that!

' like? whom'? I pretend not getting her.

'Riya, you duffer', she rolled her eyes. Woman woman woma! She just broke up with her boyfriend but all she is thinking if I like her best friend or not?

'but why did you ask'? I didnt showed anything like she should think I like Riya.

'because she thinks she trusts you and its not normal..you both are lucky'! She said sat behind me on my bike.

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I pressed the break really hard thanking god that our bones are still safe. She climbed down and started yelling on top of voice as how irresponsible I am and a bad driver I am. Can I blame her? No!!

I god down to clam her down but I know she aint gonna calm herself this soon.

'Riya listen, I am sorry..I was just..', I tried to explain but what will I say? That I was just thinking about her? No! She is gonna pollute the area with her sound box.

'you were just what Arjun'? She was giving me those unbelievable looks. She was standing still holding onto the bike.

'okay, Lets get back to your hostel, I am turning the bike..' , but she didnt move. Now what she want?

'You will carry me there and not with your bike' , she said in a tone as if ordering me and I cant escape.

'is that a punishment'? I asked like the last time she have asked me.

'yes', I didnt have any option but to carry her again in my arms and started walking towards her hostel. I mean wow, this lady is truely a unpredictable one. Just minutes before she was calling it fimly and now she herself is asking for it.

We were silent again and I thought to finally ask her this. I couldnt take this confusion anymore.

'umm...she said I like you'! I said exactly what her best friend had said.

'she who'? She turned towards me looking at my face.

'Liza'!!

'Any may I know why'? She questioned ever so calmly.

'because I really do and she also said because you think you trust me..' I said it all, really not knowing how will she react. I just wanted to see her fickleness this time. The woman is full of surprises.

'No You are having a crush upon me..or may be you are infactuated', she said still looking at my face. I was amused my her reply. I havent really expected this answer from her.

'How could you say that? I have a very strong feeling..and I think you have too', I said. Yes I know I am effecting her but she didnt want to accept.

'I am still sticking to my words..', she said not ready to accept my words.

'but You said you trust me..', I repeated again.

'I trusted Liz and I like her too', she tried to avoid my question.

'what Do you want'? She was always spot on.

'I want you in my life', I said directly and tried to look into her eyes but only if she would match.

'you wil get over of this infactuation soon..I understand', she said talking like a lovologiest. Come on she was never been in a relationship and how could she say I was infactuated?

'how do you understand Riya? Liza said you never were in a relationship', I instantly regretted what I said. I know she is not gaonna take it easy.

'I better understand it because people who are in a relationship only try to understand each other but never try to understand what the feeling is... And why Liza was saying it all to you? Get your head out of my personal life' , she said like sptting poison. What she said earlier about relationship was true .

'You never trusted Karan and didnt like him too.. And what did you mean by ''Stop doing this'' in Cafe? Because you too knew I could see through you..I may not be your mirror but I could be your reflection Riya' , I said this from my heart. Now I am not more confused about my feelings. Yes she is the woman I want in my life.

'yes I trust you.. So what? I couldnt trust relationships..I couldnt trust your words.. You could not assure me Arjun, I know You'll get over it believe me', she said in the ernest way that I could not offend her.

She struggled to get out of my hold and I landed her down seeing her hostel sign board. She couldnt still walk and I was still holding her by her arms.

I encircled her arms around my nape and held her by her waist pulling her closer. The atumn night sent a chilled shiver down my body finding her this close to me. She wasnt uncomfortable , and this time she looked into my eyes.

'I know you could see through me..but did you see the curtains? Can you go beyond that'? And that was the moment changed everything. Now I wanted to talk something else. I didnt have the answers of her question.

I pulled her more closer both our forhead touching, 'Can you feel that tingleness in your stomach? Liked those butterflies...trust me Riya I am falling for you and you too'!! I said what I felt.

'Those are not butterflies, they are Bees and theyare stinging you hard ... And what are you trying to do? Seduce me? Seriously Arjun? I would blame the hormones', she laughed at her own statement. Well I was kinda trying to show the intimacy may be she will feel something or may be any of her tongueslips but nothing like that happened instead she started talking about hormones.

'Leave me and go back Arjun..I still think we shouldnt meet ever..' she said getting out of my hold again.

'but you cant judge any relationship on the basis of one spiled relation' I again regretted what I said.

'Get out'!!! And I had to leave .

Edited by Vampire-queen - 10 years ago

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I somehow managed to get back into my room. The warden was very concerned about me. After all I am her favourite. I changed into Kurti and Pajama and ordered my dinner.

After some minutes there was a knock on my door and shouted aloud telling the person that the door is open and she can enter. Woah! The warden herself came here with my dinner and a wraper.

I was still on my bed and she seated beside me. She has always been there for me , since the day I started my new life. She is a mother figure for me. And I dont miss my mother anymore. May be because she have never had a daughter. She was at time rude and very strict but her softness is only reserved for me may be. Sometimes she'd just come into my room asking how is my study going on or would listen to me what happened in my college , with my friends and what not? I could not still understand how she manages to stay patience with me. And now she is feeding me with her own hands. She must have seen the stitches in my arm.

Sometimes we would just sit in silent like this time as we both love peace. I couldnt ask her more , she have given me a shelter and most importantly, I am not missing home. Well there was never a home , only some white painted walls and furnitures , inside working robots.

Later she opened the wraper and took out some tablets?

'open your mouth beta', she said holding the glass of water in front of my face.

'But Ma'am? Tablets.. See I am perfectly fine'? I asked confused. One more thing I hate after the C grade films. MEDICINES! Ughh

'Well I could see it, but someone was just too worried about you so I have to take care of you...', she said smiling.

'someone? Who? Who gave these medicines ma'am'? I asked guessing if it would be him? Huhh!

'you know beta... He seems a nice boy uh I mean a nice friend ! Isnt he'? She asked all the time smiling. Whats wrong with Ma'am ? I will ask what black magic he did to ma'am.

'Ma'am he is just.. I wont meet him again..I am sorry', I bowed down my head. I still dont know what she is thinking about me but I surely dont want to kicked out of hostel for him.

'Sshhh, I understand..he is still waiting down there.. Go'!! She caressed my cheeks after making me gulp the tablet and kissed my forehead.

I couldnt trust my ears? What did she just say? To go and meet him? Really! Sint she the one to kick out my other room mates who barge here in with their boyfriends? Then whats wrong today. I so wished the security to kick him out so that he wont interfere in my personal life ever.

What he knows about me? Just nothing ! How could he question me like that? He isnt pitying me by liking me. I am happy as single. There were only two people I have begged to stay in my life, Mom and Dad, but they didnt! And I dont want more persons like them in my life.

Its again I am thinking about him? Yes! Why is he affecting me too much. The way he looked into my eyes in the Cafe, I never felt that uncomfortable before. I felt exposed, I felt those walls breaking , each and every piece of bricks shattering..the wall I have created around myself.

The way he said he is falling for me. It seemed the ultimate truth of my life! I trust him but not the words he said. I know all the time I was lying to him and to myself too. But what can I do? How could I trust he is harmless? That he wouldnt hurt me? Relationships never go smooth and happy always. And he consider me as a disaster in his life, then how could he afford me in his life?

Within all insecurities in my mind , I still wanted to go down there but I could only walk to my window and peeped outside. And there he was standing staright looking up at my window . He waved his at me and I shut the window tight.

Thats it! He was right I am too falling for him but I cant be reckless like him. I will have to control my feelings. I will have to drag myself out of this feeling before I fall deep inside irrevocably.

Mom dad were deeply in love , they got married and what happened next? They accused each other for the changes happened in their life . They regretted the love they had in between ! In between where was I? Did they care for me? If they always wanted to stay indepentent and alone why they even started it? How mercilessly they fought to snatch me from the other! I am still a human, nope a piece of property they could divide in two. Yeah they couldnt tear me into two! How easily love faded from their life!

I dont want a life like mom & dad for myself. Its better to stay alone rather than expecting everything from the other person.

Edited by Vampire-queen - 10 years ago