i dont know wheatehr this si allowed to post or not.....but just wanted to share this....many people dont knwo here but 2day i will tell u all i do rite poems and i relally wanted to share my this poem with all of you .....and i dont mind if no1 commnets also its just wanetd 2 share my thsi poem....as till now i havent shared ne of ma poems here ......and till nwo i ahf ritten mroe dne 40....but i really wnated 2 share dis poem.............
this is one is ritten deep from ma heart.....
Why life is so absurd…
Is it always our mistake that it leads us to undefined world…?
It has always been way ahead for me….
I have been 22 immature for that situation and I agree on it…
I was really weird that time I agree on this also…
But as time passed out I grew in maturity….
I grew with more changes…
Which was kind of shocking for my friends too…
They weren't able to understand what they should do to explain me…
I know I have irritated them enough …
But they were so understanding that they were always there with me…
I know I wasn't able to understand what my feelings are why I m behaving so ….
It's been like heaven for me sometimes and hell the next moment…
It was my unfortunate destiny which has always followed my footsteps…
Everyone was tired explaining me but I was indeed waiting for an answer…
But the day I got my answer I realized those ignorant moments…
I realsied that I am good for nothing …
I cursed myself…
But my friends said why you are toturing yourself …
It's not your mistake….
It was just little immaturity….
But it's good you grew mature soon…
Today whatever has happened you doesn't have to pay for it….
But I don't understand why it is so …
But why it is always me in this unexpected destiny……
But finally I told everyone….
That all my feelings would always be now limited only to me and no one else…
I don't want to hurt anyone even indirectly….
And I don't want to be problem for anyone ….
This could be only solved when I keep my feelings buried deep in my heart where no one can even find…
So finally it ended with my defeat….
I don't know weather this defeat would turn into victory or not….
But now I will remain as I am keeping my thoughts to myself…
That's how I would live my life….
The end ….or …????
luv ash