Before he put that ring on her finger, he stopped. His heart was crying out loud that-Tell her!!! You are doing a mistake!!!' But his innocence, his blind trust on DM's words overpowered his own judgment and he ignored his Dil Ki Awaz!!!
MM was absolutely right. Those who are loved by Raghu are lucky because Raghu doesn't let them set their feet on earth. But Raghu did not notice that. He was so distracted as if nothing did matter now!! Guilt was giving moti moti bites from inside. He was continuously trying to tell her. But he was interrupted every time.
This truth killed Raghu from inside!! When Sattya became mitthaiwala and was forcing mithai in his mouth, he didn't protest. Is this the same Raghu who said yesterday that he would kill Sattu if he tries to mess up things again?? I just have to say to him that-
"Your conscience is the measure of the honesty of your selfishness. Listen to it carefully." Richard Bach
When Antara touched his hand, he could not bear that!! I might be wrong but I think he was thinking himself unworthy of Antara's touch until he tells the truth!! Even Antara also noticed his changed behavior!!!
Ayaz was so good with his expression when Antara asked him whether he had killed someone!!! His looks made me so emotional. When Geetaji asked him why he was so silent, whether there was any mistake in the arrangements and finally about Antara's father, tears was almost going to fall from his eyes!!!
Antara ka Papa agar aj yaha hote, to wo tumhe jamai nahi beta bana lete. Sagai to tumne kar liya, par shaadi unke aashirbaad ke bina nahi karna!!!
This broke the last chain that was making him to hold his emotions. He couldn't stop himself any more.
Waisa hi hoga!! Unki aashibaad ke bina main ye shaadi nahi karunga!! Maafi paane ke baad hi...
This was a very serious promise which Raghu gave to himself. Mentally he decided that he would marry Antara only after she forgives him. That needs guts. He will no longer wait for his so called mai's signal to tell Antara the full truth!!!Hats off to you Mr. Raghunath Naik.
It made Antara confused!! She kept looking at him but later she became busy to take care of her mommy!! I am glad that she noticed. Later it will help her to understand that he tried to tell her in the sagai itself but couldn't!!! I just hope that she will be able to connect the dots very soon. I can't watch him like this!! His silent cry was piercing my heart!!!
Ravan ka dahan!!! The CV gave clear indication that Ravan's death is in Raghu's hand only!!! He is today's Ram who will put an end to all the evilness, injustice and inhumanity by killing Sattya. Whatever the circumstances it will be, I am just amazed at the fact that Ram killed Ravan to get his Sita back just like Raghu will kill Sattya to free his Miss Kaul. What an awesome similarity!!! I loved it!!!
Then came Phattu's foolishness which gave us a lot of benefit today!!! Raghu was feeling so sick. Still he was thinking of telling her everything in that night itself. How honest he is!!! I fell in love with Raghu Bhau today in a new way!!!
The last scene was one of the most beautiful scene till now!!! Here comes the explanation of their lovemaking!! Raghu wanted an assurance from Antara that she will never stop loving him. She will never leave him. Whatever happens, her hand will always be in his hand. And most importantly, after listening to him she will not hate him. His desperation to know her answer was so watch worthy and heart breaking!! This scene proved that Antara is everything for him now. Everything means everything!! He will die if she starts to hate him. His breathing will stop if he loses her. Antara has become his source of energy, his growth mediator. And the mere fear of loosing her was killing him from inside today. He became so weak and vulnerable. And watching him in this way, so scared of loosing his love of life, so afraid of becoming alone again, what will any girl do in the place of Antara??? She will do everything that will make him calm, remove his insecurity (yes, to Antara it's his insecurity, because she doesn't know the real reason) and confirm her loyalty to him. And Antara exactly did that thing only. She gave herself to him showing her immense love and acceptance for him. By her gesture, she tried to tell him that- my everything is your and your everything is mine. Then why do you think that we are separate individuals?? How can I leave myself behind?? How can I live without breathing??' And Raghu was convinced!!! His every emotion for her broke their chain and came out. And after that alcohol effect, it was even more obvious!!! Thanks to the ultimate Phattu!!
I want to praise Ayaz Ahmed for his tremendous performance!!! Ayaz, u know what?? You are awesome. You are a superstar!! Just carry on your superb work.
In the last scene Raghu was literally crying. His voice was broken and he was shaking in anticipation that how Antara will react after knowing the truth. Thanks to Ayaz and also Nikita for making this scene so touching!!!
I am quite happy with CV's justification of their lovemaking. The situation is completely logical and realistic!!! Now I am eagerly waiting for the upcoming twist and turns!! Hope that I will not regret for praising them so much!!
I want to stop here with a quote for Raghu-
Sing like no one is listening, Love like you have never been hurt, dance like no one is watching and live like it's heaven on earth.-Mark Twain
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