she feels digusted and at the same time in shock, cuz its she wasn't married
and obviously her first was gonna be with Lakshya but now she feels like she
betrayed him. Shes basically stuck in a corner
sheis running away from lakshya now cuz if she finds out that shes been
raped she'll probably think he'll leave her which he wont..but at the same
time shes in a state of shock