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harshita gangwani

@harshita1996

Voyager

Posted: 11 years ago

Hello guys mi bck wid another trial i hope you all will like it..😊 toh mai aaj jyada bakwas nae karugi so lets start...

ANTARA'S DIARY..

- RANTARA OS

29th oct 2013

TODAY Yes today it was to be the most important day of my life bt it turned to be the worst day of my life the day i never imagined..(a tear rolled down her eyes)he murdered my papa yes he did he wasnt the culprit.. no he wasnt he was jst a victim it was nt his fault aman tried to made me understand.. he told me he is a terrorrist even Raghu got to know abt wat he did unknowningly today itself with it also the true face of his mai whom he always worshipped.. yes she was a terrorist n moreover he was numb he was the person who changed my life!!!! his jaan's life i called off the wedding at the very moment i got to know i slapped him hard on his face.. if Aman would nt be der i would hav misunderstood the person i love the most after papa.. yes Raghu.. how can he?? y did he?? bt dil kehta hai uski galti nae usse anjana mai hua tha par papa ko anjana mai mujhse chine wala isan bhi wohi hai jisse mai apni zindagi manti hu..(she was crying fresh tears were forming n wetting those pages)

meri zindagi chine wala woh hai jo meri zindagi hai... I will take time to recover i cnt forgive this how cn i??? i cn forgive him after some time bt right nw its not possible..

Fr nw i m gng bck widout informing anyone bck to kashmir were i belong all alone again widout any mard in my life.. atleast that life doesnt require any.. fr nw.. i cnt trust anyone...

29TH OCT 2014 train(kashmir - mumbai)

I left mumbai it has been quite a time nt quite i guess 1 whole year..

yes i was alone mumma's treatment ishu's studies i dnt want all dat to go.. i requested mami n noor appa to take care of them.. i am always thank fully to them here bck in kashmir i used to teach music to kids n then tutions to students n dat money i used to send to mumbai.. i still do.. bt nw i have to bck its big day fr ishan. He has been awarded the best student fr the year n the best mathematician fr d year my ishu n maths wow ..!! i m so happy fr him... bt hw will i face him..

yes Raghu thats wat everyone calls him.. der nw basti is in his under how do i knw noor appa hw much i tell her i m fine bt i m nt i miss him i love him even more madly then i did bfre.. yes he was nt at fault i understood. I want him badly par kya woh mujhe accept karega esa kisisko jisne usse par barosa nae kiya vishwas nae kiya.. Raghu se uska sab kuch cheen chuka hai ab.. aur maine uska saath kaise chod diya how cn i..??!!! galat kiya iska liye Raghu mujhe kabhi maaf nae karega kabhi nae.. aur shayad ab toh nafrat karta hoga mujhse.. maine aaj nae shayad usse din apna apko kho diya jab Raghu ka saath maine chod diya .. meri zindagi hai woh mai uske bigaar ek pal bhi nae jee sakti saans hai woh meri toh uska haal kya hua hoga..?!mai uska layak hi nae hu.. usse toh koi bhi mil jayegi par mai

(a lone tear fall down fr her eyes)

the night was shinning may be it was also waiting fr the morning to rise..

Morning 5 am

Train arrived at mumbai junction Antara hired a taxi n went to d basti yes she remembered everything d cool breze mad her realize dat yes she was in Raghu's mumbai.. a smile came on her face after long time..😊

she stepped down it was 6:30 nw looked at naik sadan there he was in his charpai bfre gng to mami she slowly opened the door of naik sadan climbed up d stairs she saw him her Raghu after 1 year.. 1 year was more like one whole decade fr her tears made their way she bent down caressed his hair making sure he doesnt wake up nd den she kissed his forehead.. she hear someone coming she ran down bfre Raghu culd make out wat happened here... well he didnt as after so long he had a peaceful sleep maybe bcoz she had arrived may be he can still sense her..bt he was smiling maybe sensing that she kissed him in his dreams...😳

Antara met everyone in her family everyone was happy to see her she got freshen up nd dressed up in beautiful white anarkali she was ready fr d function..

Antara - mujhe ishan ka liye atleast chocolates karid ne chahiye.. she went out wid her hand bag n suddenly bumped into someone her bag fell n her diary was out wid some photos..

Antara - sorry sorry mujhe maaf kar dijie maine dekha nae widout luking who was it she started her talk..

Nd wen she luked up she found him yes him..Raghu..

Antara - Raghu..😭😳

Raghu had become d same old Raghu bt he took very good care of Antara's family

Raghu was shocked to see her dey were at the end of the basti so no one could see them.. she was at a distance..

Antara ran towards him n hugged him tightly fr few moments he was numb didnt respond bt after few moments he responded equally fr few moments dey remain d same.. she kissed him on his cheecks n ran off.. widout d diary..

Raghu was shocked yes hell shocked how can she jst come n go.. den suddenly he saw d diary n the photos yes their engagement photos der confession day photo he was shocked to read the last page of her diary she knew he was nt guilty.. d last line mai uske layak nae hu... hw cn she even think dat i m nt worth to her he had to talk to her any how...

(After d function)

Raghu went to Antara's house balcony was open..

Antara was searching fr her diary

Raghu - Antara yeh dundh rahi ho..?? showing her d diary

Antara - tum..?? aur yeh haa mai woh..

Raghu - yeh lo..(lending her d diary)aur ek baat yaad rakhna meri ms.call ka baare mai koi kuch bhi bolae mujhe pasand nae aaj bhi uska liye jaan de sakta aur jaan le bhi sakta hu uska jisse ladki ka layak mai nae hu.. par woh mera layak hai thi aur rahegi hamesha..

tears made der way..

Antara - maaf nae karoga apni ms.call ko..??

Raghu opened his arm she ran n gave him a tight hug she also wanted to be there..

Antara - tume pata nae hai tum mera liye kya ho..!!😭😳

Raghu - janta hu,manta hu,samjh chuka hu aaj bhi mai tera sab kuch hu.. sab kuch ab tujhe kahi jaane nae duga meri zindagi hai tu.. n he kissed her on her forehead..😳

yeh hai raghu antara ki kahani jo sirf yeh hai do dil ek jaan...<3<3

the end

okh chappal tamatar welcome hai ji...😆 why is forums so dead common guys..

pms on its way😊

-harshita