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CHAPTER 39
~~ ab naam mohabbat ke
(from the movie ghulam)
naina : maan... maan woh... woh... shadi... aaj... woh...
" toh kar lo na shadi... mujhe koi farak nahi padhna chahie... right...?? par kyun mujhe dard ho raha hai... kyun naina...?? kyun...??? "
naina : meri baat suno m -
" kya sunu huh...??? kya...?? wohi jo tumne uss din kaha tha... tum bhool jao mujhe... main tumse pyaar nahi karti... woh sab ek khel tha... jhooth tha... meri naadani thi... hai na naina...??? "
naina : mohit... please meri baat -
mohit : main bhi toh kab se please keh raha hoon... tum kyun nahi sunti meri baat naina... kyun...???
naina : mohit tum hosh mein nahi ho... please go back... bhai ne agar...
mohit : i dont care about your brother... i hate him... do you hear it, i hate that bast**d... i feel like punching him... i know he forced you into this arrangement... tum mujhse pyaar karti ho...
naina : mohit sit here... please... (making him sit on the bed)
mohit : naina main marr jaunga... (trying to hold her hand)
naina : please mohit... please... (flood of tears pooling in her eyes)
mohit held naina's hands and pulled her close and hugged her, his head resting against her stomach...
mohit : main nahi kar sakta ye... i cant marry anyone else... i cant naina... i tried... i really tried it...
naina : tum jaante ho ab kuch nahi ho sakta...
mohit : kyunki tum... (pushing her away) kyunki tum uss maan se pyaar karti ho... you love him... woh mujhse accha hai aur ameer bhi...
naina : what do you mean...???
mohit : cmon how will ms. singhania marry a middle class guy like me... i work in a MNC and that maan khurana is a business tycoon...
naina : mohit tum galat...
mohit : galat hi toh samajh raha tha main... why did you play with my heart naina...??? why...??? why u made me fall in love with you...?? why...?? you always said you would be there, that you would never leave me... well now ms. naina singhania i need you more than anything and all you do now is push me away...
naina : i have to... just go back and dont show me your face ever again... (trying to be rude)
mohit : why god damnit...??? pehle toh sirf hum aur humari khushi matter karti thi na... toh ab kya ho gya...??
naina : it was around a year back... people change with time and so does their feelings...
mohit : but love never dies... i tried killing this love thing... but u know what its still burning in here... (pointing at his heart)
naina : mohit please dont make things difficult... please it has taken me a lot of effort in moving on...
mohit : naina i swear to god if you dont tell me the truth, i will go and jump a cliff right now... i will end my life... i dont want to live like this... dying every minute... better would be ending my life in one go...
naina : you will not do anything... mohit tum -
mohit : dekho naina... maine bahut koshish ki thi tumse nafrat karne ki... tumse door jaane ki... tumhe dard pahunchane ki... par har baar haar meri haar hui naina... meri... dard har waqt sirf mujhe hua... jab bhi tumhare hoothon pe maan ka naam aaya, tab tab dard hua mujhe... jab jab tumhara uske hone ka ehsaas hua, tab tab mera dil toota... jab jab usne tumhe chua (touch), tab tab mera dil jala... aur aaj... aaj i have lost every ounce of patience i have been holding onto...
naina : what do you think i dont love you...??? i love you mohit... i love you way too much... i am away from you so that you can live... do you hear me...???
mohit : i am dying... i never thought naina, but... but the reality is that i am dying without you... i never thought i would ever love someone so deeply... jab hum mile the na... mujhe lagta tha, ye ladki kitni jhalli hai... pagal hai... aur pta nahi kab mujhe iss pagal ladki se pyaar ho gya... aur ye pyaar har pal badhta chala gaya... har ek pal... har lamha... jab hum pehle pehle milte the na, i literally thought that you would hang out, find me boring and leave me... i wanted you to backout...
naina : mohit please...
mohit : but you made me explore the hidden side of my personality... i realised that i can also laugh, i can also enjoy those stupid unending phone conversations though you used to speak all time but still i loved it... i loved listening to your talks... to your dreams... to your silly wishes... i fell in love in just few days and never realised it... i used to wait for your calls... i started thinking of ways to impress you... i did everything... everything that would keep your interest alive in me... i just couldnt afford you losing interest in me... i couldnt think of you going away from me...
naina : i dont want to know that mohit... please... (folding her hands in front of him)
mohit : you made me fall in love with you... you ms. singhania... now please tell me how to forget my first love... please help me... help me forget the girl i loved more than anything... give me some tips so that i can hate her and move on in my life like you did...
naina took a step near mohit when he forwarded his hand signalling her to stop right there...
mohit : you know what for you and people like you, separation is easy; because they don't really know what it is to love someone... people in your society treats love as just another commodity... haan wo kya kehte hain... har dil hai mohra pyaar mein... you also played with me, my emotions and when i failed to entertain you, you left me... threw me away...
naina : no... just shut up... if you dont believe in me, there is no use of me giving you any sort of explanation... i wont mohit... if you think that i am a heartless bitch, then you are right... just get out... get out of the room before i call everyone here...
mohit : apne bhaiya se pitwaogi mujhe...??? hai na...??
naina : dekhiye... apke yahan chalta hoga... par humare yahan koi ladka aise kisi ladki ke room mein aadhi raat ko nahi aata...
mohit : jaa raha hoon... dekhna chahta tha ke iss pathar ki murat mein dil hai ya nahi... meri naina ki saansein chal rahi hai ya nahi... aur maine dekh lia...
naina : kya dekh lia huh...?? yahi na ke i am heartless... mere paas dil nahi hai... haan nahi hai...
mohit : dekh lia that you still love me... yes you do not have a heart, because that heart is beating here... in my chest... its mine... your heart belongs to me... please sach bol do naina... come back to me jaan... i promise... promise i would do everything you say... i will never shout on you... never ever... i will listen to everything you say... please... (broken and shattered and falling on his knees)
naina was getting weaker and weaker... mohit's pain and his love for her was making her weak... his yearning and loving heart was pulling her towards him... his eyes were screaming loudly that he loves her... only her...
naina ran to mohit and hugged him wrapping her arms around him and gathering him, letting her tears flow from her eyes...
naina : i love you... i love you mohit...
mohit : i love you too... i really love you... main tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon... (holding her protectively)
mohit kissed her forehead and engulfed her in his arms... he was dying from months to be close to her... to be able to hug her... to love her...
mohit : thank you... thank you for coming back... i love you...
naina : mohit i cant...
mohit : shhh... everything will be okk...
naina : nothing can be okk... i have to marry maan...
mohit : no... no naina... nooo
naina : i have to... (separating herself from him)
mohit : why naina...??? why...??
naina : because i love you...
scene shifts
rishabh was unable to sleep. something was disturbing him. he was thinking how his life changed... his life was just perfect once and now... and now when compared with the past, his present was nothing more than a trash... it was nothing when compared to the time he had everything... manvi n her love, naina, happiness, satisfaction but today he has nothing... all he has today is a hope that naina would find happiness one day... one day his sister would be happy, one day he would get her naughty bubbly sister back... one day he would get to see that smile on her face, one day he will be able to get his nainu back.
rishabh switched on the lamp of his side of the bed feeling restless.
madhu : arghh... why are you disturbing my sleep rishabh...???
rishabh : shut up madhu...
madhu : i will... first switch off the light...
rishabh : i wont...
madhu : why are you so stuck up...???
rishabh : did i ever ask why are you so annoying and disgusting...???
madhu : you want to argue with me... right...???
rishabh : dont give yourself that much of importance...
madhu : argghh... why did i marry you...???
rishabh : for everything you have right now... luxurious lifestyle and lots of money honey...
madhu : wish you could ever see the love-
rishabh : dont gimme that shit... i wont buy it...
madhu : your love is love... but my emotions are nothing but shit... bullshit...
rishabh : go off to sleep... just.. just sleep...
madhu turned around and closed her eyes.
rishabh smiled as he loves annoying and taunting his so called wife... it gives him a different sort of happiness which he doesnt even feel when he takes over a new company or recieves an award.
after sometime, rishabh got out of the bed and went towards naina's room. he found the door to be locked and was about to go back when something stopped him... he heard a sobbing sound and immediately brought the duplicate key of the room. he opened the door and saw that the lights were off and naina was in her bed. he took large steps and reached the bed. he sat on the bed and looked at naina who was acting as if she was asleep. rishabh carressed her hair and kissed her forehead.
rishabh : i love you nainu... i am sorry baby...
naina : i love you too bhai... (turned unable to control her emotions anymore)
rishabh : naina i...
naina : i trust you bhai...
rishabh : i promise... i promise i wouldnt let anything go wrong with him...
naina : hmm...
rishabh : i am sorry... i should have accepted your choice...
naina : bhai dont start it all over again... just listen to me... we just cant let anything get ruin... you are the rishabh singhania... you can do anything in the world bhai... we will win... we will...
rishabh : how can you love me soo much after what i did to you...???
naina : because you are my brother... my protector... my everything... mom dad are there with us but you know what, for me you come first... even before my parents... you gave me everything bhai... everything...
rishabh : wish i could give you your love...
naina : i have your love... i will be fine... now lemme sleep...
rishabh : okk... goodnight...
**** time for precap ****
manvi : arrgghhh... this is not done...
virat : all is fair in love and war...
manvi : badla le rahe ho na mujhe...
virat : yes honey...
Edited by naina927 - 12 years ago
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