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It is 2"o clock at night and Ashu entering in his Bedroom.Nidhi was fast asleep in sofa after waiting for him.He went to her and wanted to wake up and wanted to opolize but he refused and went to wordrobe to take out a nightdress. Usne dekha toh Nidhi ke dresses ke neeche kuchh book jaisa tha.Curiosity ke mare ashu ne woh nikali toh dekhta hai ki woh Nidhi ki diary thi jisme nidhi apne dil ke jajbaat likhti thi.Ashu ne last wala panna khola jo Nidhi ne abhi abhi likha tha. "Dr Ashutohs ko MD bane pure teen saal bit gaye.Main kitni khush thi unki tarakki dekhkar?aaj unhone wada kiya the ki hum saath me dinner karenge.Lekin pure do mahine ho aye hume saath dinner kiye.Aaj bhi main akeli hoo. Aaj bhi unka intejaar karti hoo aur sochti hoo,ki woh kaise din the jab hum ek dusreko dekhneko taraste the.Fir milaneko taraste the lekin fir bhi ek didaar bhi dil me sukun bhar deta tha.Aaj zindagi me toh woh hai lekin khuda ne waqt chheeen liya humse.Saath rehkar bhi saath nahi hai hum.Ek hi ghar me rehete hai hum fir bhi do do din tak baaten nahi hoti aamne samne baithkar.Sirf hi,hello aur kuchh nahi.
Aaj bhi hospital me unke cabin ke aage gujarate waqt dil ki dhadkan ruk jati hai.Kabhi toh woh muze bulayenge.Kya woh din the na?jab hum ek hi saath cabin me baithkar khana khate the.Ekdusreko khilate the.Ghar par saath me aate jate the.Lekin aaj mahine me 15 din toh woh conference,seminar me bahar rehete hai.Main shikayat nahi karti lekin fir bhi sochti hoo ki ,"kash woh mere pas hote?mere balome apni ungaliya ghumake meri aankhome dekhte."main aaj bhi unki god miss karti hoo.Unke muh se Hey doc sunaneke liye kaan taras jate hai.Kitchen me kaam karte sochti hoo ki woh aayenge aur peechhese muze pakadenge lekin fir yaad aata hai ki woh toh jaldi nikal gaye.Fir dil udas ho jata hai. Aise kitne pal hai jo main unke saath gujarna chahti hoo.Unhone promise kiya tha ki subah uthkar woh mera chehera dekhenge,raat ko bhi mera chehera dekhkar soyenge.Aur kitne haseen the na woh lamhe?pyaar hi pyaar tha lekin aaj?unke takiye ko seene se lagake soti hoo.Jisme unki khushbu hoti hai.Unkee gairmoujudgi me bhi unke kapado ki khushbu me unhe dhoonti hoo.Apne shadi ke Album me unhe talashti reheti hoo.Aur dil yeh sochta hai ki main soti hoo aur woh aakar muze kaske pakad lete hai aur kehete hai ki,"hey doc!I missed you my sweetheart."Lekin fir khali bistar aur usme main aur meri yadein." Ashu's eyes wet and he just started to looking at his wife.Kya dard hai uski aankhome jo main samaz nahi paya?Pyaar toh maine kar liya.Lekin maine nibhaya.Kitne armano se woh yahaa aayi thi,lekin kya maine uske sapne pure kiye? Ashutosh ne purane panno par najar dali jahaa nidhi ne Kerala trip ke bareme likha tha.Ashutosh ne woh panna khola aur padhne ke baad toh woh bechain ho gaya. Next part is Nidhi's thought and her status of mind after kerala trip. art 2:kerala trip ki yadeien
Part 2 Itne bade accident ke baad Dr Ashutoshe ne chalna shuru kjiya hai.Woh theek ho gaye.Ab muze baba ka promise kiya tha ki dr ashutohs theek ho jayenge aur main dr ashutosh se nahi miloongi.Ladki hoo na?baba ko aur DB ko bhi toh dukhi nahi dekh sakti. Kearla aa to gai lekin lagta hai dil aur dimag Lucknow me bhul ke aa gai.Unko bahoot yaad karti hoo.Unki fikar karti hoo.Dil ke dard ko kaise sahoo?Baba muze kerala ki khubsurati dikhane laye the aur mera mun behelane.Lekin unhe kaise samazaooo,ki mun toh mera tut chuka hai. Khidki me khadi reheti hoo aur unko khidki ke bahar pati hoo.Muskurate,mahekate.Sochti hoo ki sare bandhan tod doo aur unse lipat jaoo.Andheri rato ka muze dar nahi lagta,lekin unka kya haal hoga yeh sochkar dar lagta hai?pehele se hi duniya ne unhe itne dard diye.Abhi toh sambhale the aur maine unhe ek aur dard de diya.Main unke pyaar ke kabil nahi hoo. Bahar jati hoo aur woh violin bajate najar aate hai.Samundar ke kinare jati hoo aur woh meri raah dekhte hai.Unki yadon se kaise peechha chudaoo?mera mun kyon nahi manta ki woh nahi hai,kahi nahi hai.Lekin woh suchmuch aa gaye.Unhe dekhkar itni khush hui thi main?ki ja ke lipat gai unse.
Baba ke pas aaye the woh mera haath mangne.Lekin maine bhi unhe nakar diya.Dil ko kaise sambhal pai yeh toh main hi janati hoo.Apne pyaar ko apne se dur jate dekhna kitna takleef deta hai yeh koi muzse puchhe?hey bhagwan, tu muze meri mohobbat de de.Tab maine faisla kiya ki main Dr Ashutosh ko is zuthe rishto ki ummeed se aazaad kar dungi.Unki ummeede tod ne ka faisla kiya maine. Aaj humne ekdusrese humesha ke liye bichhad ne ka faisla kiya.Lekin maine ek wada apne aapse bhi kiya,Ki kuchh bhi ho jaye,main shadi nahi karoongi.Mere dil par dr Ashutosh ke alawa kisi aur ki dastak nahi hogi.Mere dil par dimag par aur ruh par wohi naam rahega.Main unse itna pyaar karti hoo ki shayad ab main kisi aur ko woh haq na de paoo.Us din mera hausla tut gaya.Tabhi dil kiya ki kahi jaoo aur jor jor se ro padu.Ya apni jaan de du!ek tu na mila sari duniya mili bhi to kya hai? lekin ek beti ka pyaar bich me aa gaya.
Kerala me meri saree khwaisho ne dum tod diya.Main kaise rahoongi unke bina?kya har pyaar ka anjaam yahi hota hai?kya pyaar sirf adhura rhehene ke liye hota hai?pyaar ko manzil milne me itni takleefe kyon hoti hai?Agar aaj bhagwan muzse kuchh mangne ke liye kahe toh main yahi kahoo,"Muze mera pyaar wapis do warna meri sase hi chheen lo."Dr Ashutosh ko toh main zindagi bhar nahi bhuloongi,na abhi na kabhi,na apnee zindagi ki aankhri saas tak. Haa,pyaar toh unse karti hoo,bahoot bahoot.Dr Ashutosh,I love you.I love you more than anything.Like my breath,like my life. Dr Ashutosh ne woh panne padhe.Un panno me unke pyaar ki har dastaan thi.Nidhi apne dil me kitne toofan leke jeeti hai?humne kya kya nahi sahaa hai apne pyaar ko pane ke liye?aur aaj,kya main suchmuch apni jimmedari se chuk gaya.Woh Nidhi,jo chhoti si chhoti batome muzse khush ho jati thi,aaj andar hi andar ghut jati hai?kyn?Nahi yeh theek nahi hai.Yeh toh pyaar ki tauheen hai. Ashutosh ne woh diary sambhalkar rakh di aur usne nidhi ko bed par uthane ke liye jagaya,"Nidhi,chalo,bed par so jao." Nidhi,"Hmmm,aap aa gaye?thak gaye honge na?chai coffee bana doo?
Ashutosh,"Nahi doc !bus muze kuchh nahi chahiye.Bus tumhara saath aur tumhara pyaar chahiye.Meri wohi hansti khelti nidhi wapis chahiye.Woh nidhi jo khuli kitaab ki tarah thi.Aur main tumse kuchh kehna chahta hoo.Hum dono thode dino ki chhutti par ja rahe hai.Wohi kerala,jahaa humne humara pyaar khoya tha.Lekin is baar purani yado ko nayee khubsurat yadome tabdeel karne.Aur ab se har mahine me kam se kam do din toh hum out of station jayenge.Aur saath me waqt gujarenge.Aur saal me ek baar lambi chhutti par.Bus tum khush raho nidhi. I love you my doc,very very much. Nidhi,"main bahoot khush hoo ji.Bus muze aap mil gaye aur main khil gai.I love you too. Hope you like it
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