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I usually post Arnav and Khushi's romantic scenes or gif. But the episode was so heart breaking that thought to post a sad gif.
Episode-186
Agar aap ke liye ye rishta koi maine nahi rakhte, to aaap yeh shadi tor kiyu nahi dete.
Chor dijiye Anjaliji ko.
If this relationship means nothing to you, then why you are not breaking the marriage? Leave Anjali.
After hearing Khushi's malevolence for Anjali, Arnav became stuporous He can't believe his eyes and ears. He is utterly shocked, ghost of pain gnawing at his heart. He turns around, starts to traipse towards the hall. shyam hugged Khushi and telling her that he doesn't consider Anjali as his wife, he just loves Khushi. and the shocking words of Khushi to leave Anjali. The scene is reverberating in his mind. Her words must be creating debacle in his heart. His mind is swirling in a vortex of turbulent emotions.
Pause: I wonder why Arnav just didn't go there to charge Shyam instantaneously. Why he just moved back? We know he confronted Shyam later, but why not at the spur of the moment? Obviously this was the game plan of cvs to create MU between Arnav and Khushi.
Shyam and Khushi, both are silent for a moment. Then shyam cups Khushi's face, (what I just hated, I thought to kill CVs for this) and tells her that if she wants so, he is ready to leave Anjali. He will forget her. in a jolt Khushi extricates his hands from her face. She antagonizes him not to think about it. He is married or unmarried; he would never marry such vile person. She tells him, the man who couldn't respect such a nice woman like Anjali, won't be good for any girl.
Why you, but Anjali should leave you.
He again moves forward towards her. Khushi admonishes him to touch her and warns him not to dare to touch her ever. She huddles away from the place.
Pause: I wish if Arnav would stay back to listen to their full convo. But sigh, he went without hearing the whole thing and made his judgment. As a result both of them had to go through ocean full of grief.
There are lots of bouquets in front of Payal Who sent those flowers to her? Akash?. Khuahi comes there, she is panting in embroilment. Shyam words are reverberating in her ears. Payal asks her if she is alright. She hides her anguish. But Payal says her she is getting tensed in every single moment. She wishes to meet Akash. Both sisters hug each other. Khushi thinks to tell Arnav about Shyam. She scurries fast to meet him. Payal also gets worried to se her perturbation.
Anjali makes a phone call her roguish husband. Shyam's gets happy in premonition that it must be the call to let him know about Anjali's accident.
It seems like the moment is finally arrived what I've been waiting for.
But he gets flummoxed to hear her voice. He thought she is dead by now. She tells him to look up as she is up there. Shyam turns and see Anjali safe and sound standing and smiling at him. The phone drops from his hand in bewilderment. He thinks how he survived after what he did with the car. He gulps his fear to see Anjali moving towards him. Anjali is overwhelmed to see her husband after the accident. She hugs him. shyam pretends to be worried. She tells him in quivering voice that she met a minor accident, but she got so scared to lose him. She expresses her immense love for him and hugs him again. Shyam face became taut in anger; his nostrils are flaring. Anjali asks her how the decoration is. he tells her as she did it, it has to be good. HP intervenes them and tells Anjali that the pandit is asking for her.

Arnav comes back to his room, pacing back and forth in embroilment. Repercussion takes him to the sweet moments of Anjali and shyam, his showcase of love for her, her reliance on him and then the horrible scene on the terrace where he hugged Khushi and Khushi's words to abandon Anjali. A raging inferno threatening to burn everything in it's wake. He is in an impasse. He begs Anjali's forgiveness. he makes up his mind to reveal Shyam's truth to her.

Barun was amazing in the scene. He beautifully emoted the tempest in his heart.
Arnav is searching Anjali everywhere. He asks HP, where is she. He tells him that, she is with shyam. Arnav's face gets taut to hear his name. He goes to meet them. He exasperates to see Shyam, he clenches his fist as if to beat him black and blue right then.. But Anajlai is not there. Shyam smiles at him and tries to act normal. Arnav wishes to talk to him.
Khushi is groping everywhere to find Arnav, but he is nowhere to be seen.
Anjali, nani, amma and bua are discussing about some rituals. Anjali gets a phone call from a clinic. Nani gets frightened in anticipation. Anjali tells her that nothing to be worried, she went to the clinic few days back for a regular check up. Nani sighs a relief and appreciates her.
Arnav brings Shyam to his room. He shuts the door. Shyam asks him why he is so angry. Arnav says him sternly that he knows it. Shyam gets scared whether he knows about the car break thing or not. He avoids looking in his eyes and asks him, what he knows. Arnav replies grimly that he saw it.
What do you mean that saw it.
I saw you with Khushi. in the terrace.
You saw...shyam is in impediment.
You must have misunderstood something.
I didn't misunderstand anything...he retorts back with gritted teeth.
I've seen it with my own eyes and heard it from my own ears. So don't even try. Don't even try to justify yourself.
Ok, as if you heard everything, what can I do!
Shyam replies acquiescently.
I can't deny and don't want to deny as well... he gradually changes his tone to show his determination.
Arnav becomes temerarious to see his knavery. He moves towards him to grab his shirt. His anger spurts out
How dare you? You deceived the woman who respected you like a god? You cheated her?
Shyam smiles devilishly. Arnav rankles more to see his effrontery,
I will not spare you. You have to pay back what you did. I will not let you go so easily. Neither you nor that Khushi Kumari Gupta.
Shyam realizes that Arnav thinks khushi is also with him. arnav threatens him not to dare.
His anger pulsates more to think about Khushi's deception. He throws him to the wall. But shyam is instigating his anger.
Stop it, sale sahab, your empty threat doesn't make any difference to me. Stop spoiling my clothes. What will you do? Will you ruin me? Even then you can't prove mine and Khushi's love as fake. What will you.
Arnav's eyes get teary in pain and rage simultaneously. He wants to ravage him for his blasphemy. He lifts his hand to hit him. But shyam banters
You will tell the truth to Anjali? Won't you? Come on, go and tell your di, that the person whom she loves immensely, actually loves somebody else. Come on go. He gives him a derisive smile. He tries to manipulate him,
No sale sahib, you won't be able to tell it to her. Just assume for a moment that you told her everything. Then? What do you think? She will believe you? I don't think so. Let's bet it for 100 Rupees? Oh no I forget it that you are rich people. Let's make a bet for a bigger amount.
He is using all filthy tricks to jest him. He continues,
Now I think I should not call you sale sahib, Arnav?
My sister and my family gave you so much respect! But you and Khushi deceived our family in such a way, that I will never
Arnav retaliates angrily with gritted teeth.
At least use proper words arnavji...he mocks him.
What you are calling deceit, that is my love for Khushi. jo humari rago mei sama chuki hai. What already submerged in my vein. Give a little respect of my feelings.
Khushiji humari zindegi baan chuki hai. Hamra pagalpaan, humara deewanapaan, humars sab kuch.
Khushi has become my life. My craziness, my madness, my everything.
Arnav can't bear his words any more. He shuts his eyes in convulsion.
Aur ab hum dodno ki bich mei serf ek rukavat hai. And there is only one obstacle between us.
He turns towards him and tells him with volition,
rani saheba.
Arnav's eyes are reddening in rage. He turns towards him gradually.
Arnav's rancor was justified, how he delineated Khushi to him was unbearable. There was something sinister about Shyam, what frightened me. it was really torturous to write the analysis. But no matter what Arnav will not leave Khushi ever.
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plz ignore typos and mistakes, I didn't proof read.
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