see as it have show that by mistake jhoda put color on mm
and she may try to kill herself
so think that she do it because she may think first also happen and her family face it because of her now she do not want again to face this problem it better she die
because she may think that akbar may not kill her but give pain to her family to which she may get pain and see it he may feel happy
so may be she may think that she kill herself
by getting scared she may take step