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Title: Inferno
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction adapted and based on other works of fiction .I only hold the copyrights to my imagination
Characters: Asad / Zoya / OC (Other Character)
Genre: Romance/ Drama
Summary: Love is ignited and so is anger, but when the latter stirs the former suffers. Both emotions create and both destroy but for how long can one blame their love for their anger.
Authors Note (A/N): This does not follow the Current Track and Characters will be slightly OOC (out of Character)
A/N 2: I do not speak Spanish but Google Translate does!
*Constance/ St. Judes is a fictional Prep School in New York City found in the Gossip Girl series, I just borrowed the idea from Cecily Von Ziegesar...
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CHAPTER 5
They are here in New York! Why are they here in New York? When did they arrive in New York? What could they possibly want? Maybe they are here to take you back...' a small voice in her head had spoken but the voice of her scepticism and fears had squashed that thought before it developed further Even if you want to, you can't go back. You have to think of Maahir as well now...' her mind was in turmoil as she placed a drowsy Maahir in his crib and before her inner demons could further torment her, a servant had approached announcing that Isabella was chatting to the guests and if the guestrooms were to be made, after giving him a positive reply Zoya had then told him to have their luggage brought in from the hotel they were staying in. I should at least return their hospitality, Aapi would not be happy if I don't play the gracious hostess.' After listening to his instructions the servant left leaving Zoya to her thoughts once again. She looked at the crib and saw her adorable nephew smiling up at her already eager to get out; there was no way that he was going to sleep without seeing his parents so Zoya had walked over to the dresser, pulled out a small laptop and placed it on the table. She then removed her nephew from what she called his baby cage' and made her way over to the couch near the table. She had seated herself and placed Maahir on her lap, she then found the required file on her laptop and pressed play'. The screen had changed to an image of the Late Anwar Faarouqui who, armed with a paint brush donning workman's overalls was busy painting the very room that Zoya was sitting in... Zoya had stared at the screen lost in her memories while Maahir had recognised the figure on screen, pointed to it and called out... "Abbu"
Zoya: "Yes Maahi, that's your Abbu... let's watch and see what he's up to..."
The video recorded version of Anwar had turned to the camera and spoken
Anwar: "Zoya, your Aapi said we must work together to finish the nursery..."
Zoya (Who was not seen in the frame because she was behind the camera): "We are working together Jeeju, you are painting and I am supervising... By the way Jeeju why are you painting the room light green and white?"
Anwar (Who was chuckling at Zoya's reasoning): "Well it's a beautiful colour and it will look nice whether the baby is a boy or a girl..."
Zoya: "So did Aapi decide on the shade of green?"
Anwar: "No not really...I thought I'd surprise her"
Zoya: "So if she doesn't like it, we get to have front row seats to another pregnancy tantrum?"
Anwar: "Yeah Kinda..."
The On screen Anwar was oblivious to the fact that his noticeably pregnant wife had appeared behind him and was watching along lovingly as he decorated the nursery. Off-screen their son had noticed her presence and began happily pointing to the screen as if telling Zoya that the woman was his mother. The onscreen Zoya had spoken again...
Zoya: "I'm sure she'll love it..."
Anwar: "How would you know?"
Zoya: "Coz, she's standing right behind you and she only cries like that on happy occasions like when I graduated from high school and MIT..."
Onscreen Anwar had turned around and put down the paint brush just in time to take his wife in a big hug, the screen stayed on them for quite some time until it swivelled around finally letting the person behind the camera be seen, on screen Zoya had now addressed the viewer, who she had assumed at the time the recording was made would be her niece or Nephew.
Zoya: "Ok little one, let's give them some privacy. But on the bright side your new room is really taking shape and I can't wait to get to meet you..."
But before the on screen Zoya had continued, off screen Zoya had noticed that Maahir had dozed off, so she shut off the laptop and carried Maahir to his crib and settled him in. After kissing him goodnight Esmerelda had walked in to the nursery
Esmerelda: "Nuestros huspedes son refrescarnos, cena est lista" (Our guests are freshening up, Dinner is ready)
Zoya: "Gracias Esmerelda..." (Thank You Esmerleda)
Esmerelda: "Zoya, te conozco desde que eras una nia, algo te molesta" (Zoya, I've known you since you were a little girl, something is bothering you...)
Zoya: "No es nada" (It's nothing...)
Esmerelda: "Pas algo en la India" (Did something happen in India?)
Zoya: "s, pero fue hace mucho tiempo que he pasado en" (Yes but it was a long time ago, I have moved on...)
Esmerelda: "Venga vamos a ir a cenar" (Come let's go for Dinner)
Zoya: "Ha comido Maahir?" (Has Maahir eaten?)
Esmerelda: "S. Yo le daba de comer antes de que llegaras" (Yes. I fed him before you arrived)
And with that both women had exited the nursery and made their way down the Grand staircase to the dining area.
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Dinner was interesting... The only person who remained silent was Asad. Zoya was openly laughing and joking with Najma and Isabella while being civil to Dilshad (there was a certain distance that Dilshad was still not comfortable with...) Asad, she had not said a word to, she just gave him a nod in acknowledgement and left it at that. Asad on the other hand was mesmerised with Zoya and was hanging on to her every word, waiting for an opportunity to ask for forgiveness.
Najma: "Wow Zoya, I had no idea you spoke Spanish..."
Isabella: "Well Mama taught her when she was little..."
Dilshad: "So what other languages are you fluent in?"
Zoya: "Well I studied French and Italian at Constance* and picked up Japanese from a foreign exchange student at MIT..."
Najma: "That's pretty cool, no wonder you never had time to learn Urdu..."
Dilshad: "How did you manage? I mean isn't Cambridge quite far from New York City?..."
Zoya: "Yup somehow Jeeju talked Aapi into getting me an apartment in Boston, the commute to campus was easier..."
Isabella: "I don't know if Mrs. Faarouqui was more upset at seeing Zoya go or the fact that she might become a Red Sox fan..."
Dilshad: "Red Sox?"
Zoya: "It's the baseball team in Boston; they have a longstanding Rivalry with our baseball team the Yankees..."
Isabella: "So which is the baseball team in Bhopal?"
Najma: "Baseball is not popular in India, Cricket is..."
Isabella: "oooh, Mahendra Singh Dhoni is sooo hot right!!"
Najma laughed, clearly living with Zoya had rubbed off on this girl and Najma really enjoyed her company, they had begun chatting about sport which had lead to schools with Najma, Zoya and Isabella comparing the Differences in the education systems of India and America
Zoya: "So, how's college Najma?"
Najma: "Going great, one more year before I graduate..."
Zoya; "That's nice. Maybe your habits can rub off on Isabella; she seems to have taken my approach to studying..."
Najma: "And that is not studying at all..."
They all burst out laughing; turning slightly red Isabella had begun to defend herself
Isabella: "Well Zoya you used to leave everything to the last minute and things worked out fine for you... I swear we all thought you cheated on your SATs..."
Zoya: "I did not cheat... it just comes naturally to me so I don't have to work as hard as everyone else which tends to give me a lazy persona..."
Isabella: "Said the top graduate of MIT, do you still have your class ring?"
Zoya: "probably, its lying around here somewhere..."
Asad who was listening intently to the conversation could not believe that Zoya was so highly qualified, his surprise might have stemmed from all the crazy ideas and schemes that he was subjected to while she lived with him in Bhopal since he always knew that Zoya was well educated but today he got a glimpse of what Zoya's life was like and from what he had seen, it was poles apart from what his life was like. The evening drizzle had turned into a full blown storm by the end of dinner, and while staring out the window at the tumultuous winds and dense rainfall Asad had begun to reflect on his and Zoya's relationship. Sure it looked bleak and dark now but like the storm, it will be bright after it is over. We're going through our storm phase and after this is over we can finally be happy together...' his thoughts were encouraging his fantasies but Asad Ahmed Khan should know better than to expect things to be easy, after all a love as epic as Asad and Zoya's will not be complete without some sort of drama but as the night progressed, Asad was being lulled into a false sense of Security... She'll forgive me, Zoya will forgive me. She said it herself that she can't stay angry at someone for long...besides I'm her Mr. Khan...She can't stay mad at me...' but little did Asad know that even though he was her Mr. Khan', Zoya was no longer his Miss Faarouqui'.
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Dilshad Ahmed Khan could not sleep, she kept tossing and turning because of a feeling she could only identify as guilt. Zoya's civility at dinner was unexpected and although the younger woman was civil she still kept Dilshad at a distance which told the Ahmed Khan Matriarch that Zoya had forgiven and forgotten but something else was making Zoya keep her distance and this frustrated Dilshad to no end. Millions of explanations for Zoya's behaviour had swarmed through her head throughout the night but at dawn her mind had landed on the notion that maybe Zoya didn't trust her Phuphi anymore and this unnerved Dilshad, she felt like she was losing one of her children and she had to do something to stop it. With this new resolve and realisation that sleep will be eluding her, she got out of bed and prepared for the day. After getting ready she ventured downstairs and did a little exploring while the other residents were asleep. The grandness of the penthouse clearly showed how different Zoya's lifestyle was but even though the girl was materially wealthy she was poor when it came to family so unlike Asad' Dilshad thought because while they were poor while Asad and Najma were growing up at least they had each other but Dilshad had admired Zoya's resolve and her ability to adapt to any situation. Zoya had become like a second daughter to her and then it suddenly struck Dilshad by throwing her out, I took away a family from her... she probably doesn't want to open herself up again because she's afraid of getting hurt...' this saddened Dilshad, Zoya deserved to be happy and it was time she had her share of happiness and with this Dilshad had decided to put Zoya's fears to rest and bridge the gap between them. While thinking she had wondered into the kitchen, and suddenly she remembered how much Zoya had loved the Kheer she used to make. Perfect...I'll make some Kheer for her, she'll like that besides the weather calls for something nice and hot...' she smiled as she began withdrawing the ingredients for the sweet dish, as she began making the dish Esmerelda walked in, looked at her and then the unfinished Kheer said something to her in Spanish and walked away immediately after Isabella walked in with a confused expression on her face.
Dilshad: "Hello... How did you sleep?"
Isabella: "Fine thanks and you..."
Dilshad: "Not so well, so I decided while I'm up I should make something to help us get through this horrid weather..."
Isabella: "So then why was mama telling you not to bother because Zoya won't eat?"
Dilshad: "that's what she said? I think you might have to teach me basic Spanish..."
Isabella: "Not necessary, mama can speak English..."
Dilshad: "What??? She hasn't spoken to me in English since I arrived..."
Isabella: "Interesting... She only interacts with someone in this manner when she's angry with them... I remember this one time when Zoya helped me sneak out with my friends after curfew, she refused to speak to Zoya for a month, unless the conversation was in Spanish... I don't understand why but Mama just does it..."
Dilshad: "So she's angry with me?"
Isabella: "I know weird right? Mrs. Khan you just arrived, what could you have possibly done to offend mama?"
Dilshad: "I have a vague idea... how close is your mama to Zoya?"
Isabella: "Put it this way... Zoya is like mama's first born... she's the favourite... but she's also a cool Big sister... why?"
Dilshad: "because I think your mama is angry with me because of Zoya..."
Isabella: "but Zoya is not angry with anyone... ok maybe with Arbaaz for not being here... but other than that she's not angry with anyone..."
Dilshad: "Zoya may not be angry but she is hurt and probably that's why your mama is angry with me..."
There was something in Isabella's statement that sent Dilshad's mind reeling... it was a name, Who is Arbaaz?'
Dilshad: "umm Isabella who is Arbaaz?"
But the younger Latino had already left the kitchen and the servants had piled in to make breakfast, Dilshad had finished make the Kheer and carried it out to the dining area where her son was reading the paper, her daughter animatedly chatting with Isabella as the both simultaneously cooed over Maahir and Esmerelda supervising the place settings. There was no sign of Zoya. Najma was enthralled with the youngest Faarouqui an Isabella seemed to be equally attached to the youngest Khan, both were comparing their escapades with one Zoya Faarouqui trying to determine whose stories where more outrageous. Dilshad once again began scanning the room for Zoya and judging by her son's eyes peeking over the morning Newspaper, Asad was doing the same. Zoya walked into the kitchen dressed in business formal, something Dilshad and her children were clearly not used to. She grabbed some toast, placed some coffee in a thermos, kissed Maahir on his forehead, greeted said her goodbyes and left. To say Dilshad was disappointed was an understatement but she took it in her stride she probably didn't even see the Kheer' was what she thought to console herself, Asad however was livid at Zoya's snub. His eyes turned dark with rage and once again he let his anger get the better of him.
Asad (mumbling to himself): "Ill mannered girl..."
Dilshad: "Asad, leave it..."
Asad: "Ammi how can I just leave it... she blatantly ignored you..."
Dilshad: "She was probably in a hurry..."
Asad: "Don't defend her Ammi..."
Dilshad: "Asad please..."
Asad: "how can she just snub you like that?"
Suddenly Najma spoke up, her anger rising but not at Zoya but at her Bhaijaan.
Najma: "just like how you threw her out all those years ago..."
Isabella was watching the Khan family argue, and decided that her presence was not needed so she picked up Maahir and discreetly left the dining room and even though she was intrigued by what was happening she knew that Zoya must have kept this from her for a reason.
Asad had turned to face his sister, his anger increasing
Asad: "Najma how dare you side with Zoya? Doesn't Ammi mean anything to you?"
Najma: "Bhaijaan, Ammi means everything to me but once again you are only seeing what you want to see, if Ammi doesn't have a problem with Zoya's behaviour then why are you so worked up?"
Asad: "What Zoya did was wrong-"
Najma: "No Bhaijaan, what you are doing is wrong. Or did you forget why we are here? Zoya was probably rushing to get to work..."
Asad: "in this weather?"
Najma: "So? You don't stop working if there's a little rain so then why should Zoya?"
Asad: "Najma..."
Najma: "Please Bhaijaan stop making a mountain out of a molehill."
Asad: "I'm not; Zoya shouldn't have treated Ammi like that..."
Najma: "If Zoya did that to Ammi today Bhaijaan, it's because of you..."
Asad: "What?"
Najma: "Yes, if you didn't constantly hurt her while she lived with us then maybe she would have been more forthcoming of our apology, instead she's distancing herself from us because she's afraid to get hurt again. There's only so much a person can take and by you constantly hurting Zoya you finally pushed her to her limit so because of your constant mistakes Ammi is being harshly punished for her first. You would think that after all those times you had hurt and nearly lost Zoya you would display some sort of learning curve..."
Asad had opened his mouth to argue but slowly realised his sister was right...'I did hurt Zoya...Did I push her too far? Will she ever forgive me? And when did Najma become so insightful?" Asad is about to say something to Najma but she got up and left the room.
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Najma had ignored him for the entire day, his Ammi had busied herself with something or the other in the kitchen and occasionally both the Ahmed Khan women had played with Maahir. The youngest Faarouqui sure knew how to hold one's attention with his adorable smile and cuteness and as the day subsided Asad resumed daydreaming about his future with Zoya. He was on the balcony of the Faarouqui penthouse, looking at the Manhattan skyline, the clouds were once again overcast but something about this had added a certain beauty to the concrete jungle of Manhattan and Asad was just admiring this when his mother had interrupted his thoughts.
Dilshad: "She hates me Asad..."
Asad: "No she doesn't Ammi... she's just angry"
Dilshad: "This is all because of Tanveer... if Tanveer hadn't done that I wouldn't have slapped Zoya and threw her out..."
Asad: "Ammi I'm also to blame, I took Zoya for granted and now I'm losing her..."
Dilshad: "Najma was right all along...but it's not going to be easy to win Zoya over, but let me make this clear to you Asad, I need Zoya back in our lives and in our home... promise me that you will do whatever it takes to bring her back home, where she belongs..."
Asad: "I will Ammi, I will"
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