Hey guys this is just a short OS for swaron please do read 😳
Ho Kaun Tum Meri?
It was a dark nigh, even the moon was in hiding, leaving the sky peach black with no light and no sign of hope. Sharon lay in bed, her knees pulled up to her chest trying to surpress the hurt she felt in her heart. "Ho kaun tum meri?" Echoing inside her. She had never imagined swayam of all people to ask her this. The question had hurt her deeply even though she knew that it was superficial, that he only asked her that because he was feeling bad and he had to vent his anger. But it had hurt her none the less.
She layed there staring at the dark sky. Her mind thinking about the day over and over again. Even though she had let him speak his mind she haden't gotten past the question of his and it was now eating her from the inside. She wouldn't have been this effected if she hadn't loved him this damn much she thought twisting and turning in bed.
"That's it!" She said grubbinh her car keys. She had put on the white dress she had worn when she confessed, trying to feel closer to him, trying to remember his love that would make it all better. She run down the stairs ignoring her shouting kaka alarmed. She got in the card and started driving,with tears that threatining to fall. She drove past the place where swayam had given her a ride when her car had broken down and stopped the car. "Hum to tumhara wait khar rahe the socha ki we'll give you a ride" she remembered swayams face and her laughing at him. She went to the car and drove off thinking to herself how her feelings had changed, how swayam had stolen her heart without her even knowing.
When she got there, she rang the doorbell and was greeted by a confused swayam.
"Tum yaha is waqt?" He asked. For the first time that evening sharon looked at her watch. It was midnight already.
"Woh..me..i.." She felt imbaressed not sure of what to do she grabbed his hand and led him to his room. She locked the door and turned to see a shocked swayam unaware of her intantions. So she asked him the question she had asked before standing at the very spot.
"Swayam..do you still love me?" She said lowering her gaze and finally her tears started flowing. "I know ki I have hurt you a lot.. And i don't deserve your love but when you said ho kaun tun meri i felt you going away from me once more and i felt breathless.. me saanse nehi le payi seayam.. I couldn't breath" she said looking straight into his eyes when she said the last part. Her eyes full of hope and fear. Waiting for his reply, aching for his love.
" sharon i.." Swayam said turning away from her. Sharon felt her heartbreaking at that moment. He hadn't even whiped her tears like he used to.
"I understand" she said turning away. She walked to the door feeling all alone and rejected.
"Sharon wait.." It was all she needed to hear she turned and run to him. Cupping his face. "Swayam i love you, i love you so much it hurts. I don't know how or when but i love you.. Mein tumhe pyaar.. Tumse pyar kerti hoon me.. And when you asked me who i am to you it broke me apart.. I felt ki tum mujhse door jaoge.. Phir se..swayam i need you..i..i"
"Shhh..sharon look at me" he said wiping her tears. "I'll never leave you, even if you aske me too.. Tum meri pehli aur akhri pyaar ho..no one can make me stop loving you." He said bringing her into a bonecrushing hug.
"Swayam i love you" sharon said feelig as if the weight of the world was lifted of her shoulders.
After they broke the hug swayam looked at the time and sayed "you should go home now, we'll talk tomorrow.. Did you drive here or should i drop you he asked" still not letting her go complitally.
"I drove here but swayam.. Could you drop me on your bike?" She asked with the sweetest smile making it impossible to say no even if he wanted to.
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Edited by Swaron93 - 12 years ago
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