AyRa OS - Believe me Humeira I love you - Page 5

Originally posted by: vaishnavi31

hey guys🤗 hows everyone? after todays episode i was so sad and caught up and ofc, i decided to write😆 soo this is my first ever OS on AyRa. I hope i do justice to them. I just LOVE THEM❤️

I cried while writing this 😭😭😭 so you guys might cry too but dw, i think its worth it😉 so read and i hope you enjoy. My heart was in pain for Ayaan and Humeira so i wrote this to relieve myself as well as to write something on them for you people so let me know what you think okay? okay. enough talking vaish, time for the OS, lets get down to business😆

lots of love from me 🤗

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AyRa OS - Believe me Humeira, I love you.

'Humeira! HUMEIRAA' Ayaan shouted, looking around frantically in her room again.

'Ayaan, kya hua?' Rashaid and the others came to see what was the matter.

'Abbu, I don't know where Humeira is'

'Ya Allah!' Razia felt faint.

'But she was here wasn't she? Weren't you here with her?' Shireen asked.

'Ji Ammi, she was sleeping and I was here on the chair, I don't know when I fell asleep and I just got up and can't find her anywhere'

'Please Humeira! Stop this childishness!' he shouted.

After finding out about her heart problem, he was even more concerned about his love. He needed to see her, to know she was okay but this pagal ladki, where did she go? That too in the night.

Everyone looked around the house, She was nowhere. Nikhat and Nuzzhat called a few of her friends but to no avail. At last Ayaan, couldn't take it anymore.

'Ayaan! AYAAAN!! TUM KAHA JA RAHE HO!' Rashild yelled at his son, making him finally pay attention to him.

'I am going to find Humeira' he said, tears forming in his eyes, his pain evident.

Before anyone could protest or say anything, he stormed out the house, racing to his car and sped off.

'Humeira tum kaha ho? Please aap... Ya Allah , please keep her safe' his frustration multiplied as he aggressively drove.

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'Ya Allah why are you doing this to me? Mera pehla pyaar...' Her tears cut her off.

'I loved him, loved him more than I can love anyone else, and he betrayed me. He lied to me. He led me on. I hate him. He's my childhood friend but...' she bawled incoherently.

'And now that that's over, this is what I've found out. All along I had this ailment. Now I even know that Ammi really forced Ayaan to such an extent. Now what can I do? And Ayaan wants to start over but he can never love me , hain na? Now he'll feel even more pity towards me. I don't want to be a burden to anyone, iss liye, I'm going to do this. When my love doesn't want me why live? When fate is handing me my way out to my death already, why not end all this misery sooner.' She spoke looking out to the whole of Bhopal..

She wiped her tears, and started taking a few steps forward, closer to the edge.

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Ayaan drove recklessly, dialing her phone number a million times. He checked all her favorite places, dhabas but what more could he do. It was night already, most places were closed, and still Humeira was nowhere to be found.

'What do you mean you don't know where she is? This girl in this picture, App' he grunted as shouted at the old man he had stopped to ask, holding him by his collar.

He realized what he was doing and stopped, apologized to him and headed back to his car. Slamming his hand down on ths car, he cursed his faith.

He started thinking of places Humeira liked to go.

'Ya Allah' his eyes opened wide as he got in the car and sped off.

'I hope she is there!' he thought hopefully, as he drove, praying to God to keep her safe wherever she was, and that he would find her there.

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From experience from times before when he and Humeira would come here, he had known the lookout was a bit tricky, in that he had to park his car and then walk up due to the incline. He quickly got out of the car, running up to the lookout.

He felt himself go cold and shiver inside, fear engulfed him as she came into sight. He literally felt his heart drop and skip a beat.

'I'm sorry, but I have to' she cried out before closing her eyes and taking the last step forward, to bring herself to her own end. She braced herself for the impact of the fall and her death, but instead felt an angry grip on her hand pulling her out of her doom. Before she could understand what was happening, she was engulfed in a tight hug, those familiar arms around her. In her misery, she sought the comfort, gripping his arms tightly.

'Humeira, tum...Tumhara dimaag karab ho gaya kya? What do you think you're doing' he screamed.

This question brought her back to reality and she pulled away angrily and shouted.

'WHAT DO YOU CARE! YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY! Please go away from here'

'Are you mad? Do you think I'll leave you here? Stop all this drama, let's go home'

'Ayaan, you left me already, so why not leave me now?' she spat at him.

She saw his already tensed and frustrated face fall and decided she was being too hard on him.

'Ayaan please, I know you know about my ailment. Please let me go. I can't take it. The only person I lived for was my love, and he doesn't want me. I don't want to make my family and you sacrifice anything for me. Don't worry, Ammi won't have to force you to marry me again. Please just go' she pleaded, tears spilling down her cheeks.

'Humeira You're mad. You're not a burden to anyone. Just please stop it. All that was in the past. We can start over. Please' his tears rolled down.

'Ayaan stop it'

NO! You stop it Humeira! Everyone is worried and waiting home for you. I almost died looking for you.' She felt her breath hitch at this statement.

He saw her expression change and decided that since he got her attention it was time.

'Humeira yes. I almost died when I couldn't find you. You don't know what I went through and have been going through ever since that whole Rajni episode. I know I caused you a lot of pain in the past but trust me, And this is what I've been trying to tell you in the past few days, humeira I love you.'

Time went still for a moment. The only sound was that of the wind. Humeira was astounded. The fear and hate and depression in her subsided for a split second as she drank in the pleasure of hearing these words she had been waiting for all her life. But before she could let her heart lead her wrong again, her vengefulness came back.

'STOP ITTT' she blowed up, her hands on her ears and she yelled. Her antagonism ate her. He had to be mocking her. If she thought she hated him after what he did before, she didn't know what to think now.

'Ayaan! You have played with my feelings enough! Not anymore. At least let me die in peace now please' Her eyes reflected resentment and Ayaan was unable to bear it.

;Humeira don't say that .Don't dare talk about your death.' He covered her mouth only to have his hand removed forcibly and hers, her roughness breaking his heart into more and more pieces.

'Don't touch me'

'Humeria how do I make you believe that I love you?'

'Ayaan first you agreed to marry me because my Ammi forced you. I think that was the worst you could've done. Please don't further insult me by showing me how much you pity me.'

'Humeira... please...' That was it. His courage and all his strength sank together with his feet as he kneeled on the ground.

His eyes were red.

'Humeira, what I did was wrong but believe me, I want to fix that now. I love you. I LOVE YOU HUMEIRA. I always did but I never realized it. Please, it's not too late. We still have time. I will make it ,up to you, just please, stop all this. When you couldn't recognize me when you thought you were Ragni I was devastated. But as Humeira, when you look at me with this anger, I can't take it. And I can't live without you'

'Ayaan...tum...' She knelt down with him. No matter how much she could say she hated him, her heart would never allow her. Seeing him like this broke her.

'Humeira please just give me a chance' he cried, holding her hand.

'Ayaan, im sorry. I don't know if you telling the truth or not but I can't believe you. I won't let myself go through that pain again. And anyways, don't let your pity for me make you think you love me. And now, I have no reason to live, please go from here'

'How do I prove it Humeira. Just shut up and believe me'

'Ayaan, if you want to do something for me...'

'Anything'

'Just leave from here. Go far away from me. Please. Go so far away that I don't have to see you again. Seeing you makes my wounds open again. Please leave me alone'

'Acha. That's what you want' he gritted his teeth and wiped his tears. Humeira furrowed her eyebrows in confusion as he pushed her away and stood up.

'Humeira this is what you want, I will go far away. So far away you will never see me again. I love you and I will do anything for you and to make your life easier. Just promise me you won't pull this stunt again'

'Promise me Humeira'

She nodded.

'Goodbye Humeira' he uttered before backing up, towards the edge of the cliff.

'Ayaan stop it'

'Humeira I'm leaving you alone.'

'Ayaan just stop it. You ... what are you doing'

'I love you Humeira.'

'Ayaan'

'AYAAANNN' she bawled as his left foot stepped backwards, resting on air. She ran, holding her chest and yanked his arm hard, pulling him down next to her as they fell back on the ground.

'Ayaannn! Are you mad?'she slapped him on his chest. They sat up, both had teary eyes.

'Now do you believe me?'

'Ayaan..'

'Humeira please

'Ayaan, I ...'

I''m in love with you'

Humeira looked up with renewed faith in her eyes.

Ayaan nodded to her silent question. She launched herself into his arms, weeping. Weeping away her past, her pain, and inviting him to make her believe in love again. He held onto her, thinking of his foolishness for letting her go.

'Humeira, I promise you, I will make up for all the pain I gave you. I will make sure you are always happy. I won't lie to you. I... will just love you and keep loving you. I never said this to you before. Perhaps I should have said it many years back but now I am saying it and I'm going to keep saying I love you until you get fed up of it and believe me'

'Ayaan, I believe you.'

'Try to understand, I know it would be hard but you have to bel...' he started without taking the time to understand her reply and then looked up to her, a smile playing on her lips.

Both laughed at this. Ayaan wiped Humeira's tears and hugged her again.

'Ayaan, I love you'

'I know' he smirked. She slapped him across his arm playfully. He pulled away slightly and rested his forehead against hers. Humeira unconsciously closed her eyes.

'I was such an idiot. I didn't know what I was missing'

'Mmm. Took you long enough'

'Humeira, promise me something'

'Mmm?'

'Don't ever leave me, okay?'

Humeira opened her eyes and found his over flowing with tears. She realized what an impact her stunt caused on him.

She wiped his tears with her dainty fingers and caressed his cheek. 'I promise I won't ever leave you'

She moved her fingers up to his forehead where she hit him.She moved forward to kiss the spot. Ayaan smiled as she pressed her lips on his head, but frowned when he felt her withdrawing from his embrace.

'Humeira, kya hua?'

'My heart... vo... My heart problem...it can't be fixed.. are... are you sure..' Ayaan understood her before she could complete what she was going to say.

He took her in his arms, stroking her hair.

'The doctor said it can be controlled. There's no cure.. But Humeira I promise you, I will always keep you happy. I won't stress you out. I'll try my best to make sure you always keep well and I won't fight with you. Just be with me. You'll be okay. I give you so much love you won't even have time to think about your problem. I'll make sure I give you your medicines. Just try not to hit me' he chuckled and pouted at him.

'I'm sorry' she murmured.

'It's okay.'

'You'll really take such good care of me?'

'Yes, I will. And don't think you'll be a burden. You'll be my responsibility and my wife. It's my duty. I want to take care of you.'

'WIFE?' she was taken aback and stood up.

'Uhh, sorry Humeira begum, I skipped a few steps' he flirted and she crossed her arms.

He moved out of his sitting position and knelt on one knee.

'I don't have the ring with me, but still I need to do this. Humeira, I know I'm very late and I know I have treated you unfairly but please, will you give me the rest of our lives to make it up to you? To cherish you? To love you? Will you marry me?'

Totally overwhelmed by the moment, all she could do was nod.

He stood up and opened his arms wide, smiling at her.

She blushed through her tears at his gesture and ran into his arms. She snuggled into his chest, the placed she always wanted to be. Ayaan looked up and thanked God he had her. He promised he would never leave her. He would give her all the happiness. She tightened her arm around his neck and he held her waist, pulling her further into him. He bent his head and kissed her shoulder and with his other hand he ran his fingers through her hair.

After they embraced each other passionately, he led her back to the car and both headed home, where their lives would begin again. A life without bad memories from the past. A life filled with love. A life filled with each other.