FF - Untitled is now The sins of the father (Epilogue Page 112) - Page 50

Chapter 18

Asad looked towards his angels again and then heaven's "Thank you Allah..."

Asad stared at his own personal angel all night. It was time for sehri. Dilshaad saw Asad's light on and went to his room. She knocked on his door and entered, she saw his laptop on his lap and was about to scold him for working so late, when she saw his expression, she knew he wasn't working Asad had tears in his eyes and a smile on his lips that you could see came straight from his heart, he had one hand on Aakeer and the other on the laptop screen. Dilshaad didn't have to guess what her son was looking at. She closed her eyes and offered a prayer that her son's love lasts not like hers. With that she smiled and closed the door. Asad did not even notice his ammi at the door. He was too lost looking at his sleeping angel. Just then he heard a knock on Zoya's door and saw the door open, who could be going into Zoya's room so early in the morning. The figure came closer to Zoya and Asad's heart started to beat faster " he wanted to shout at her to wake up. The figure came into view, it was Siddiqi sahib. He couldn't see Asad as the display on Zoya's iPad was off but the webcam was still on. Siddiqi sahib sat next to Zoya. He saw the music box next to Zoya's iPad, he smiled sadly and closed the box, he then noticed Zoya was holding something, he removed the frame from her hand, he frowned a little. Asad who was watching all this was very curious to see what Zoya was holding and why didn't he notice that she was holding a frame. Siddiqi sahib placed the frame next to the iPad. And loving touched Zoya's head. Asad saw a tear form in his eyes, the same tears that Asad had in his eyes when he was watching his angel sleep. "I am sorry beta" said Siddiqi sahib to a sleeping Zoya. Asad was now very curious he turned the volume up on his laptop. "I am to blame for all the pain you experienced in your life. I am a weak man and a selfish man and you were caught in the middle of everything. I never wanted to give you up. Please know that. I wish I could give you all the answers you want. But if I do you will hate me. I just found you I can't lose you. I understand that as much I want to stay with me forever and I hate the fact that you are married to Asad " I can't ask anything of you especially ask you to leave him, I was hoping that after staying here and showering you with all the love I had reserved for you would not want to go back to Asad but I know you are happy with him and my bachi, your happiness is all that I want. Like I said I am weak man, and beta right now your happiness makes me weak, I will for your sake and just to keep you in my life except the fact that Asad Ahmed Khan is my son in law. I have no ill feelings against him. In fact all that he has done in his life is admirable but I couldn't ignore the fact that he is Dilshaad's son " the one woman who has all the power to take away all my sisters happiness. I resented him for that. But beta, seeing how you turned out and how much love you receive from that home, it humbles me and makes me realise how wrong I was in treating that family that way." Siddiqi sahib wiped his tears and saw Zoya's burn, Asad saw Siddiqi's reaction to the burn and he looked almost guilty. Asad was in shock at all that he heard, he didn't know how to react or what to think. More tears began to flow from Siddiqi Sahib's eyes "I am so sorry Zoya, I was supposed to protect you. I am sorry, please forgive me." Siddiqi sahib wiped his tears, "Zoya meri bachi, maybe I can never say this you when you are awake, but beta, I love you very much. And I wish you and Asad all the happiness in the world. Tomorrow when I hand you over to him, I will be a proud father in my heart I will be doing your rukhsati" Siddiqi sahib wiped his tears and bent down to kiss Zoya on her head. Asad actually felt sorry for this man and he felt a little guilty for listening to the conversation. But Asad was glad he did, it showed him another side to man whom he hated all his life. Asad was surprised that he actually had tears in his eyes after listening to his Siddiqi Sahib's confession, Asad wiped his tears and looked at the screen again, he noticed a shadow on the wall " someone was listening to their confession. Asad saw Zoya stir, Siddiqi Sahib wiped his tears quickly and smiled at Zoya. Zoya looked surprised, she rubbed her eyes and said "Salaam abbu" she said smiling. Gaffur Ahmed Siddiqi smiled like he was handed the world, he touched Zoya's head and said "Salaam beta". Zoya smiled "you here abbu, did you need anything" asked Zoya sitting up, "No Zoya, I just came to wake up for sehri" said Siddiqi sahib. "Okay, abbu " give me 10 minutes I will be down shortly". "Take your time beta" said Siddiqi sahib walking out of Zoya's room closing the door. Zoya raised her in dua and rubbed her hands over her face. She looked at the frame and said "good morning hubby and my baby boy" as she kissed the frame. Asad was mesmerised by her, she always did look beautiful but this morning she looked like she was radiating sunshine. Zoya smiled at the frame and said, "I hope you did get some sleep Mr Khan. Looks like my iPad battery died, oh well. Wish granted my hubby, love you lots" and she jumped out of bed and ran into the shower. Asad decided it was time he got out of bed too. He kissed a sleeping Aakeer and said "Your ammi is mad" and smiled as he walked to the bathroom.

Asad walked out of the bathroom in his jeans only towelling his hair he looked at his laptop screen and dropped his towel. There was Zoya in a towel only, her hair still wet dancing in front of the mirror singing "I am rock chick in a in a hard rock world". Asad almost tripped on his tongue when she started playing the air guitar still singing "and nothing rocks like a rock chick girl" Asad smiled at his wife's crazy antics. She picked up the hair brush and began brushing her wet hair still singing. Asad's heart swelled with love for Zoya. The same heart stopped beating the very next second when she removed the towel that was covering her; she was in all your glory oblivious the world. Asad felt all the blood in his body move down south. His breath almost stopped. She was beautiful and she was his. Asad was conflicted, should he switch off the laptop or continue being a peeping tom. No, he was not a peeping tom " she was his wife. Whilst his eyes never moved from the screen and his heart and brain was having in the middle of a war. Zoya was already dressed. She looked at herself in the mirror adjusted her duppata and smiled. Asad decided to have some fun with his wife. He dialled her number. He saw he pick up her phone look at her phone and smile broadly. "Good morning Mr Khan" said Zoya cheerfully. Asad touched the laptop screen and said "Good morning Mrs Khan." He smiled. "Did you sleep well Mr Khan? I slept like a baby I felt like I had a guardian angel watching over me" giggled Zoya "How is my baby boy is he still asleep?" asked Zoya. "Why don't you see for yourself Zoya?" asked Asad smiling. "My iPad battery died, I can't see" said Zoya confused. "Maybe you try moving or touching the screen Mrs Khan" said Asad seductively. He watched Zoya scrunch her eyes in confusion and touch the screen. Zoya was shocked, her mouth was hanging open " she looked at Asad smiling at her almost teasing her and he had no shirt on, she could see the water droplets on his 6 pack. "Mrrr Kkkhhaann, don't you have no shame, go put on a shirt" stuttered Zoya. Asad in all the hurry to tease Zoya forgot about his shirt, "Oh really Mrs Khan, am I too distracting for you" teased Asad. Zoya's mouth formed an O; she was shocked at her husband's blatant teasing. "Okay, Okay, before you eat me up with your eyes, let me go put a shirt on" teased Asad. As he disappeared from the screen, Zoya saw Aakeer asleep and touched the screen as if to touch her baby boy. She missed her baby so much. She was snapped out of her longing when she heard Asad whistle "I am rock chick in a hard rock world and nothing rocks like a rock chick girl". Zoya blushed 100 shades of red. "Allah Miya, please please please tell me Mr Khan didn't see all that" prayed Zoya. Asad heard Zoya praying and said "Oh Mrs Khan that was a brilliant performance. I would love to see a live performance someday" teased Asad. Zoya could not believe her luck and ears, if it was possible to blush even more Zoya almost turned maroon. Asad laughed and Zoya's expression. Zoya finally snapped out of it "I cannot believe you Asad. You were watching me dress?" she asked shocked and continued "Like a common peeping tom. What happened to your tameez and tehzeeb? I can't believe you were watching a girl change. What else don't I know about you?" Zoya was furious now. Asad stopped her "Excuse me peeping Tom, I am your husband and you are my wife. I was looking at my wife not any strange person so what does tameez and tehzeeb have anything to do with this. Besides it not something that I haven't seen before" said Asad equally furious now. "Thing! Mr Khan? You called my body a thing. All you men are the same" shouted Zoya furiously. "Excuse me, all you men? How many men have seen your body?" Asad was livid now. "No one besides you and you will never be seeing it again" shouted Zoya. Asad was now stumped but he was not going to apologise for looking at his wife's body. There was silence as they were waiting for each other to apologise. Zoya finally gave in when Humera came to call her; she looked at the screen and said to furious looking Asad "when you decide to apologise " call me. Have a good day. Allah Hafiz" and she ended the skype call on her iPad. Asad looked at the screen which was now blank " he was not going to apologise because he did nothing wrong, she should apologise to him for all that she said, so much drama before the sun is up " could only happen with Zoya Asad Ahmed Khan.

Humera could see that Zoya was upset "Baji, everything okay" asked Humera. "Just fine Humera, just never get married" said Zoya and walked off leaving a giggling Humera who understood that her baji and jeeju was in the middle of a love spat. At the table everyone was seated for sehri. Siddiqi Sahib said he has an announcement to make "The day after Eid, Rashid and I have decided to have Ayaan and Humera's nikaah". The table was silent for awhile. Then everyone started congratulating the soon to be wed couple. Humera was now blushing as Zoya, Nikhat and Nuzhat was teasing her. Siddiqi sahib smiled, his heart was happy seeing both his daughters so happy hugging each other, the love was evident in their eyes for each other. Razia was perplexed; she didn't know how to feel "Ji, after Eid. How are we going to arrange all the functions so soon and invite everyone" asked Razia. Siddiqi sahib looked at Razia and said, "Don't worry about all the functions. Rashid and I have arranged everything. The mendhi will happen today at home, tonight is a holy night and is perfect. We want a small family function" said Siddiqi sahib sternly. "But Ji, it's our only daughter we have to have a grand wedding". Siddiqi sahib was getting annoyed with Razia now. Zoya could sense the tension around them building, Humera held Zoya's hand like she was afraid of your parents soon to begin argument. Zoya squeezed Humera's hand to reassure her "Ji, abbu can I suggest something that would make everyone happy" asked Zoya politely. Razia was now irritated and snapped at Zoya "You stay out of this, this is between me, my daughter and my husband, we don't need any outsiders suggestions" said Razia angrily. "Razia!!" shouted Siddiqi sahib, "don't you forget you are speaking my eldest daughter, Humera's sister and Rashid's daughter in law". Everyone was surprised at Siddiqi sahib description of Zoya's relationship to everyone. Rashid walked to Zoya and touched her head "What is your suggestion beta?" asked Rashid. Zoya looked at Rashid, then Razia and the her abbu, who nodded his head prompting her to speak, "Ji, I know you want to have a private family nikaah, tomorrow is Eid and Mr Khan, sorry I mean Asad is hosting the Eid function tomorrow where all of Bhopal will be attending, so I was suggesting we have the Sangeet tomorrow at the function" Zoya said softly. Rashid was impressed with Zoya's suggestion. He could see Razia was fuming, Razia looked at her husband expecting him to be outraged at Zoya's suggestion, "Ji, this girl is gone mad. Over my dead body will I let Asad Ahmed Khan host any of my daughters functions, I don't want their shadow to even fall on my daughter" said Razia disgustedly. Zoya's eyes were filling with tears, Humera was already crying. Siddiqi sahib walked to his daughters and wiped their tears and looked at his selfish wife "Razia, Asad is my son in law. And Ayaan's brother he has every right to take part in Ayaan's nikkah" said Siddiqi Sahib calmly. Rashid was shocked at Siddiqi Sahib's statement and smiled to Siddiqi sahib as if thanking him. "But bhai-jaan," said Shirin finally finding her voice "do you even know what you are saying. You are inviting that woman and her family into our lives. You know that woman always wished bad for me and my children" said Shirin. Siddiqi sahib looked at Shirin "No, Shirin. You are very innocent and you are easily swayed "he looked at Razia and continued talking to Shirin "have you ever with your own eyes seen Dilshaad do anything to harm you or your children? Has Dilshaad ever said anything bad to your face? No, nah..infact she gave you all her happiness and never said anything and we were so insecure that we only hurt her and her children". Zoya looked at her abbu with pride in her eyes. Siddiqi sahib smiled at Zoya, he heart swelled to see that pride for him reflect in her eyes. Siddiqi sahib looked at his daughters smiling faces, this is where his happiness lays, Ya Allah, please don't the sins of their father affect their lives. "Okay, so enough said, girls the mendhi will start this afternoon so go get ready and Zoya will you speak to Asad see if he is okay to host the sangeet?" smiled Siddiqi sahib. Humera hugged her father. "Thank you abbu" whispered Humera.

Zoya was still upset with Asad, so she didn't know how to call him. She didn't want to be the person that gave in first. Meanwhile, Asad was at his office still thinking about this morning. He was not going to call her, he didn't do anything wrong damn it. Zoya knew she had to tell him and then and idea struck her. She rushed into the room where Ayaan, Nikhat, Nuzhat and Humera were discussing things about the nikaah. "Ahem" Zoya cleared her throat to get their attention "so Zingo Hotties, I was thinking we should all break this wonderful news to Mr Khan together " she announced. "Wah Mona, that is such a brilliant idea, you are such a considerate wife. Humera learn something from your sister" said Ayaan. Humera looked at her sister and giggled and thought Ayaan, if you only knew the real story you wouldn't have said that. Zoya giggled right back at Humera conspiringly. Zoya sat on the bed and dialled Asad's number. Asad saw Zoya calling on his cell and smiled, so finally she gave in. He smiled and said "Hello Mrs Khan" seductively and what he received he wasn't expecting - a chorus of "Salaam bhai-jaan". Asad moved the phone from his ear and looked at the caller ID, it was Zoya's number "All of you" asked Asad, "Ji bhai-jaan" said Ayaan, "We have some wonderful news for you" said Nuzhat, "Really" asked Asad very curious now "Ji Bhai-jaan. Ayaan bhai-jaan and Humera's nikkah date has been finalised" announced Nikhat. Asad was now ecstatic "Congratulations to the both of you. Wishing you all the happiness" said Asad getting emotional "my baby brother is getting married Wow". "Achha, bhai-jaan. Don't get so senti, Mona is listening" teased Ayaan. Asad smiled, he knew his wife was listening but she is too stubborn to say anything. Humera decided to come to her sister's rescue "Vaise jeeju, baji wanted us all to share this with you, she knew it would make you happy, vah kya mohabat hai" said Humera. Zoya pinched Humera for teasing her. Asad heard Humera's "Ouch" and understood what happened. "So when is the big day?" Asked Asad, "The day after Eid" said Nikhat, "so soon?" asked Asad "Yeah bhai-jaan why wait? My life was meant to end sooner or later" said Ayaan. Humera hit Ayaan with the pillow. Asad could almost imagine what was going on. "Bhai-jaan, mamu-jaan and abbu want a small intimate wedding, so today is the mendhi" said Nuzhat. "I have an idea guys" said Asad excitedly "we can have the Sangeet tomorrow at the Eid function that I am hosting". There was silence. "Hello, you guys there. I know the elders will have problem with me hosting the Sangeet but we will take care of that later..hello, am I talking to myself" asked Asad. There was silence. Zoya was looking at their shocked expressions, it was hilarious and she started laughing. Asad heard Zoya laugh and smiled "Zoya?" he said and that brought everyone back to reality, Humera spoke first "Jeeju, baji suggested the exact same thing" said Humera, and they all said together "wah kya mohabat hai" Asad and Zoya blushed "And Bhai-jaan the elders have no problem with it" said Ayaan. Asad was now shocked and asked again "What they don't have a problem with it?" "Ji Bhai-jaan" said Nuzhat and Asad's sibling went on to tell him what went on today at sehri. Zoya kept quiet and watched the siblings interact. She was glad she could give Asad this, his siblings. When all was said and the tears were dried, Asad said "okay I am going to call the party organisers and arrange the sangeet for tomorrow as well." "Bhai-jaan don't you want to speak to Mona" asked Ayaan. "It's okay Ayaan, I can hear her heartbeats with mine, we don't need to speak to understand how the other is feeling" said Asad softly. There was a chorus of Awww.."Allah hafiz you guys" said Asad and cut the call. After teasing Zoya they got back to plans of what they were going to use for the mendhi. The girls pushed Ayaan out the room and told him to report back to the elders about the sangeet arrangements. The girls choose their lehenga's for the mendhi. Zoya chose a red lehenga, she remembered Asad liked her in red. If only he could see her tonight.

Whilst Asad was busy with the Sangeet preparations, Arjun PA's called to tell Asad that Arjun will see him at the Eid Function tomorrow. Meanwhile at the Khan mansion, Dilshaad had also got phone call. "Salaam Dilshaad" Dilshaad was shocked "Salaam Siddiqi sahib" said Dilshaad. "I am sorry to have disturbed you, I actually called you invite you to Humera and Ayaan's nikkah" said Siddiqi sahib politely. Dilshaad was in shock, she couldn't say anything and all that came out was "Ji" Siddiqi sahib continued, "The nikkah is the day after tomorrow. We have not invited alot of people just family" and he stopped at family. Dilshaad's eyes filled with tears at the word family, Siddiqi sahib could hear Dilshaad was crying "Dilshaad, I don't think an apology is enough for everything I put you through in the past few years, but all I can say now is I am sorry. And I pray that you don't let my Zoya pay for the sins of her father" said Siddiqi sahib sadly. Dilshaad finally found her voice "Zoya is my family's angel, she is the heart of my home, she is my daughter Siddiqi sahib. I will die protecting her" Said Dilshaad firmly. "Thank you Dilshaad for giving Zoya everything that she deserves all the love, I could never give her. Anyway, today is the mendhi. And tomorrow Asad is hosting the sangeet" said Siddiqi sahib. Dilshaad was shocked and at the same time proud of her son "Please do come" continued Siddiqi sahib. Dilshaad was still in shock "Ji, shukriya for thinking of us. I will send Najma to the mendhi. But I will not be able to make it. I have some people coming over tonight to help prepare stuff for the function tomorrow. I am really sorry. But I will definitely come for the nikkah. Thank you once again Siddiqi sahib" said Dilshaad. "Ji, Allah Hafiz" said Siddiqi sahib and cut the call only to turn around to a fuming Razia. "Ji, are you gone crazy. Inviting that woman into our home?" said Razia. "Razia!!" shouted Siddiqi sahib, "Have you forgotten all that I had said this morning" asked Siddiqi sahib. Razia knew she should shut up now before things got worse. She was about to turn when she saw the will on table. She picked it up and read it, what she saw shocked her. She turned to face Siddiqi sahib "What is this?" she asked in a rage. Siddiqi sahib looked at the will in her hands, "You know what that is, so why are you asking? He asked. "Yes, I can see it's your will. But why is Zoya in your will" asked Razia furiously. Siddiqi sahib was now furious "she is my daughter how many times do I have to tell you that? I am returning what is hers. What we illegally took from her so many years ago. All this is Zoya's. Have you forgotten how we got all this?" asked Siddiqi. "No, I did not forget. I worked too hard to get all of this, my hand has blood on it and because of that we have all of this. This belongs to my daughter and all you are giving Humera is 40%? "Asked Razia disgustedly. Siddiqi Sahib looked at Razia "I have made my decision and signed my will. Nothing will change. You better get used to it if you know what is good for yourself" declared Siddiqi sahib as he walked out of the room with the will in his hands. There is no way I am going to get used to it, thought Razia. I have to do something about this said Razia in her mind. She dialled a number and said "We have to get rid of Zoya now" said Razia evilly to the person on the other end.

The mendhi had started and all the guests started coming in. Zoya looked at her reflection in the mirror. Nikhat came to fetch Zoya. "Wow bhabhi, red suits you. You look beautiful. If we didn't know better we would say you are the bride" teased Nikhat. Zoya, Nikhat, Nuzhat brought Humera downstairs and made her sit on the cushions. A lady asked who Zoya was, and Rashid announced that is my bahu and Siddiqi sahib added that she is his daughter. Rashid placed his hand on Siddiqi sahib's shoulder in support. Zoya seated Humera down and suddenly a blur of yellow almost pushed her down to the ground in a bear hug. Najma was excited to see Zoya, she crushed her in hug and Zoya returned the hug with equal enthusiasm. Nikhat and Nuzhat hugged Najma as well and took her to Rashid, Rashid smiled and hugged Najma and he wiped away her tears and kissed her forehead. Najma was so happy to receive this love from Rashid. Najma returned to the mendhi stage and set with her sisters. Najma held Zoya's hand and said "Only you could have done this Zoya, thank you so much for giving us each other" said Najma and hugged Zoya. Zoya asked her where Aakeer was and Najma explained how Siddiqi sahib had called an invited ammi and all that was said. Zoya was so proud of her father. She looked around for him and when he looked at her she smiled as if thanking him and he returned her smile. Zoya was so proud of her father. Zoya asked about Asad and Najma said that he was going to the Sangeet venue and then home cos ammi is alone with Aakeer. The mendhi celebration continued and Humera and Zoya were getting the mendhi on their hands done. Zoya saw Ayaan and Humera share the secret looks and was reminded to her mendhi. She missed Asad now even more. The mendhi lady asked her husband's name Zoya said "It's already on my hand and in my heart, Asad..". The girls started teasing Zoya and Humera, there was happiness on their faces. On look at Zoya and Humera would make any one happy. And that was exactly how Siddiqi sahib was feeling as he looked at his daughter. He had a heartfelt wish for them...

Babul ki duaayein leti jaa

Taking your father's prayers, go

Jaa, tujhko sukhi sansaar mile

Go, may you make a happy world

Maike ki kabhi na yaad aaye

May you never remember your parents' home

Sasuraal mein itna pyaar mile

May you receive that much love in your in-laws'

Babul ki duaayein leti jaa

Taking your father's prayers, go

Jaa, tujhko sukhi sansaar mile

Go, may you make a happy world

Naazon se tujhe paala maine

I brought you up delicately

Kaliyon ki tarah, phoolon ki tarah

Like a blossom, like a flower

Bachpan mein jhulaaya hai tujhko

In your childhood you were swung

Baahon ne meri jhoolon ki tarah

By my arms like a swing

Mere baagh ki ae naazook daali

Oh delicate branch of my garden

Tujhe harpal nayi bahaar mile

May you get a new springtime at every moment

Maike ki kabhi na yaad aaye

May you never remember your parents' home

Sasuraal mein itna pyaar mile

May you receive that much love in your in-laws'

Jis ghar se bandhe hain bhaag tere

In whichever house your luck is tied

Us ghar mein sadaa tera raag rahe

In that house your melody will always remain

Honton pe hansi ki dhoop khile

May laughter's sunlight bloom upon your lips

Maathe pe khushi ka daag rahe

May the mark of happiness remain on your forehead

Kabhi jiski jyot na ho pheeki

One whose flame is never extinguished

Tujhe aisa roop singaar mile

May you get that kind of beauty as a decoration

Maike ki kabhi na yaad aaye

May you never remember your parents' home

Sasuraal mein itna pyaar mile

May you receive that much love in your in-laws'

Beete tere jeevan ki ghadiyaan

May the moments of your life pass

Aaraam ki thandi chhaon mein

In the cool shade of peace

Kaanta bhi na chhubne paaye kabhi

May thorns also never be able to pierce?

Meri laadli tere paaon mein

My daughter, in your feet

Us baar se bhi dukh door rahe

May sorrow remain far

He walked up to his daughter and hugged them. Zoya and Humera cried in their fathers embrace. They could feel everything he was trying to say to them. It was like their hearts were speaking. There was not a dry eye in the house everyone could feel this fathers emotions

Jis baar se tera baar mile

The time at which your time comes

Maike ki kabhi na yaad aaye

May you never remember your parents' home

Sasuraal mein itna pyaar mile

May you receive that much love in your in-laws'

Babul ki duaayein leti jaa

Taking your father's prayers, go

Jaa, tujhko sukhi sansaar mile

Go, may you make a happy world

Babul ki duaayein leti jaa

Taking your father's prayers and go...

As the song faded into the background, Rashid hugged his daughters as well. Daughter are truly are gift from God. Everyone was making their way home the Eid Chand was sighted. Everyone retired to their rooms as they were very exhausted. Zoya stood infront to the mirror and reflected at everything that happened today. All the love she felt and received from her father and family. She looked her mendhi and gently caressed Asad's name on her palm. "I wish you were here" said Zoya wishing Asad was there with her. Zoya went into the washroom room to wash her mendhi. Meanwhile outside a black clothed figure stood outside Zoya's room window, watching her enter the bathroom. As Zoya closed the bathroom door the figure jumped through her room window and hid behind the curtain. Zoya walked of the bathroom admiring her mendhi. "Wah Mr Khan, you love me so much that my mendhi is actually almost black" giggled Zoya. She was so engrossed in her mendhi that she didn't see a figure behind her. Zoya gasped when a hand went around her waist and blocked her mouth. Zoya could not person that was holding her. She tried to scream but the hand blocking her mouth blocked her scream. Zoya was trying really hard to get out of her capturers hold. She could feel her capturer's breath on her neck and could feel his heartbeats on her back. "Allah Miya please help me" prayed Zoya.