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~You are my life~
I was sitting in the central park,dressed in black jeans along with a white and black sweater having a black scarf around my thin neck. I inhaled some air. It was the winter season,and I was waiting for him for our small date.
Yes,I was waiting for my boyfriend Rey. Yup,it's true that the college king Reyaansh Singhania is my boyfriend. Yeah,it's hard to believe that he is dating the college nerd like me,whose second home is library.
The winds were chilly, and I rubbed my palms...they got warm but only for few seconds.
Today, I was feeling damn unsure, damn unsure about my relationship with Reyaansh. Was he really serious about this relationship. I don't know.
His super cool friends always stare at me first and then crack up laughing and he does nothing except passing me a smile.
His ex-girlfriends try to be cozy with him, but he always chats with them all sweet and good and then he will never stop talking with them, till the time I cough on purpose.
Its like I really love him, but does he love me too?
That's the question I will ask him on our date.
Just then I saw him walking towards me. I smiled at him. He looked great in his white shirt and his grey scarf having black worn out jeans underneath them.
Hey,We are dressed in same colours...EEEKKK!
Oops,dont forget Taani, You have to be in control.
Soon he was sitting beside me on the bench and pecked my cheek.
I smiled at him.
"Sup?" he asked me while smirking at me.
"I'm fine!" I answered.
"Cool" he replied back.
I inhaled hard and was just gonna ask when..
"Wanna grab some coffee from Starbucks?" he asked me pointing to nearby starbucks.
"Ok" I said. Damn, I'm such a dork!
"gimme 5 minutes, I will be back!" he answered and left. Is he getting rid of me for some time?
After a while he came back having two americanoes with hime. He handed one to me.
"Thanks" I said. "Your welcome" he answered.
For 2 minutes we quietly sipped our drink. This was it, I had to ask him now.
"Rey?" I called.
"Yeah,Taani" he faced me.
"Do I ever cross your mind?" I asked him.
He stopped sipping his coffee. He stared at the ground for a while. c'mon answer me!
"No!"
Is this true? I stared at him with hurtfull eyes but he was still looking at the ground.
"Do you really like me?"
"Not really!"
"Do you think I am pretty?"
"Nah"
"Do you want me?"
"No"
"Would you cry if I leave"
"Nope"
"Would you live for me?"
"No"
I continously asked him questions. But he was still staring at the ground. No girlfriend in this world will like these answers. Now one last question and we are done.
"Choose me or your life" I muttered in a low tone. My hands shivered unknowingly.
"My life!"
My heart broke apart in millions of pieces. I should be knowing this. I stood up...my coffee was already on the ground. I felt my whole body heavy. My eyes started to get watery but I can't give him the pleasure to see me cry. I turned around and started walking. I only took few steps but just then I felt someone grabbing my arm and in the next second I crashed onto a hard muscular male chest.
I lifted my head to see Rey staring down at me. What does he wants now? My crying face? I should have been knowing him.
"Taani" he whispered softly. I stared at him with teary eyes.
"Leave me Reyaansh" I requested.
"Listen to me Taani"
"Is there still something heart breaking to say?" I asked him. He stared at me. Slowly his hand placed my locks behind my ear.
"Taani...The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason why I don't think you're pretty is because I know you're beautiful.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I'll do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life."
He said to me. I could see one tear flowing from his eye. Damn, is this true?
"Really?" I asked.
But he didnt say a word...I stared at him. Just then I could feel his lips on mine. Softly smooching me he wrapped his arms around my petit figure. I kissed him back. It was slow kiss yet my dream. I always dreamed to be in his arms and kissing him.
Now I knew his answer.
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