OS: Love's Obession; A Story Abt Undying Love (16+

[CENTER]The Reason
The reason why he
loved her was unclear
to her even more then
her own reason for
loving him but she
loved him none the
less, was it destiny,
fate or was it just
how it was ment to
be. In his point of
view how could he not
love her she was
everything he had
been searching for
everything he
dreamed about
somehow to him she
was a dream come
true and all he knew
was that he would
never love another for
as long as he lived. At
first he felt that she
did not beleive him
when he would say
forever to her, but in
his heart he know it
would always be her
and had always been
right from the very
beginingThree years
to be exact.
He was too young to
know what the
feelings he had for her
were all those years
ago but now he did
and he finaly realished
what he had to do to
have her by finishing
what he had started,
what he wanted to
do when she looked
so beautiful and
sweet. Just looking at
her on that day three
years before made
him melt inside, if only
he had succeeded
with that kiss, he
knew that they would
have been together
still today but after
the one he loved said
no he wrote it off as
a crush that would go
away. As athree
yearspassed he never
thought of her in that
way but when his
feelings came back he
realised that he
wanted her but the
question remained
was it lust and would
It end if he had sex
with her was it a
craving to have her in
everyway or was he
like a lot of other guys
that just wanted sex,
so fear of the
unknowen made him
keep it to himself no
one would ever know
these thoughts ever
existed not his friends
and not her. Months
went by like they
always did he could
not control his
thoughts everytime
he thought of her he
thought of having her,
he thought of sexual
things he would like to
do to her, for some
reason he wrote one
of those thoughts in
his phone next to her
number not realising it
would be found soon.
The kiss
It would be almost six
months when he got
a new phone and the
new owner of his
phone would become
her, by now he had
forgot putting a
thought in the phones
memory and before
long after he was in
town and on his way
to her place he found
out that she had
found something on
the phone and
straight away
remembered, making
his heart slow down.
He had fear that she
would not want
anything to do with
him after writing
what hewanted to
doin the phone, he
was scared of a
certain somone else
finding out, it did not
happen and and
before long he found
himself thinking about
her more and more
and it moved from
just thoughts to
dreams of kissing her
and making love to
her, his mind was in
overdrive he knew he
had to do
somethingbefore it all
came out to
everyone, a secret
that could not come
out. He wanted to see
her everyday and the
days he did see her
were painful to him he
was too nice and too
scared to try and
make a move, then he
could finally not stop
himself anymore and
it happened the first
kiss his first ever real
kiss he was surprised
when she kissed him
back, his heart almost
stopped and he could
feel his breath being
taken away the kiss
was not a long kiss
but to him it felt like
itlasted hours.
He had not planed to
kiss her, A second
before he was going
to tell her that he
could not hold back
any longer on his ever
growing feelings
toward her but
instead the kiss that
still to this day it
stays in his mind and
everytime he thinks
about it he
remembers the taste
of her lips and tongue
as for what she was
wearing that was all a
blur but the kiss was
sure to stay with him
forever. Day's after
'the kiss' he felt their
relationship as friends
was as strong as it
could get but all the
while he wanted to
spend every second
with her, still not sure
if it was love or lust
for he had never felt
love for anyone
before it confused
him but still all he
could think about was
her, the dreams
started to get really
intense and more real.
The Day Of Extreme
Closeness
November was the
month thatwould
change his life
forever, by now he
had kissed her in a
passionate way a
few times and then
one day they were
making out on the
lounge which then
lead to the bedroom,
he finally got to see
and feel what a
woman's breasts
were really like, he
was nervous the
whole time always
thinking that he could
not satisfy her or last
long enough. He was
turned on more then
he had ever been in
his life, she climbed on
top of him and when
he first wentinside of
her it felt amazing,
comfortable and
strange all at the
same time, she
started moving while
he was inside ofher,
by now his heart was
beating the fastest
he had ever feltit
beat, the whole time
she asked him if he
was okbut truth be
told he was more
then ok his feelings
were becoming clear
and he knew that
what he felt for her
was more then a
crush, in his head he
lost track of time he
had almost came a
few times but he held
it in. each time he held
it in it made him want
to let go more and
more.
He let himself go
after holding it in four
times, he could barely
hear her letting go let
alone himself, by the
end of it he felt like he
could not move he
wanted to stay inside
her longer because he
felt like nobody could
touch themwhile they
were one. After they
were both dressed his
heart still had not
slowed, before long
he fell asleep in her
arms listening to her
heartbeat then he
knew it was not an
end like he had
thought aftter
making loveto her but
instead it was like a
beginning and he
wanted her even
more, he was sure he
was falling in love
with her. Eventually he
met another girl on a
onlie chat room and
straight away they
got on really well
which began to
confuse him, hedid
not think about her in
that way at all, all it
was was that they
had a lot in common
but a bit too much
she was like the
femail version of him
ok yes he thought she
cute but nothing
compared to the one
he was falling for
more and more
everyday, in time he
was starting to get
scared of her
boyfriend finding out
that he was in love
with her and the fact
that she had a kid
toher boyfriend.
The Fear Of Losing
Eveything
He was scaredof
everything going
wrong so he thought
that the only way to
stop it was to let her
go,it was not him
giving up it was him
trying to figure if he
would ever really be
with her completely,
he hated being the
other man in any
womans life so he
told her that he
couldn't be with her,
saying that hurt him
really badand what
hurt him more was
that he had hurt her
as well. Not to
mention it came
across like he had
ended it so he could
be with the girl he had
metin the online chat
room then finalyin
person but it
hadnothing to do with
that he found it hard
to explain that it was
not the case, later on
he thought the only
way he would get
over his first love
would be to move on
and find someone
new but it did not
work he realised that
he should not have
ended it and he could
just not stop thinking
about her, he thought
that it was too late
to fix his mistake, but
when he asked if they
could start over she
said yes even though
he still thinks about
how he almost lost
the love of his life.
The Heart He Gave To
Her To Keep Forever
What more could a
man need, want, and
crave from a woman
as beautiful aas her,
there were times she
would not agree with
him or think he was
crazy to see beauty in
her when she had
convinced herself that
she did not have any
beauty. What she
needed to realise was
true beauty is only
seen by a man that
has let a woman have
his heart and the
heart of this man
was all hers till the
end of time and
beyond and he kept
telling himself that his
love will never die and
his way of showing
that was to shower
her with gifts and
write her letters, not
just for her but for
himself he just
wanted to show her
that that is just who
he is.
Not Love But Love's
Obsession
Everyday his love
grew stronger and
stronger and it never
stopped, everyday
that passed even
when he was not able
to see he his love just
kept growing and
getting stronger he
was in love and he
was in deeper then he
ever thought possible,
he had no idea that he
could love one person
so much but he was
glad it was her. He
loved her so much
that he began to
write in pen (I Heart
Her, I love her, and I
love her 4ever) on his
skin and whenever it
begain to fade he
would write it again
but unlike ink his love
for her would never
fade away it would be
branded on his heart
and stay there even
after he dies. Love
was just not a big
enough word to
describe how he felt
about her, Love was
just the start of his
obsession with her
heart and he waited
for the day hewould
find out that love is
not love without
obsession you need
both to understand
what love really is
because love is on the
path to true love and
without the love being
true then you will
never understand
Love's Obsession...

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