what i am trying to figure out here, is why did saras become sooo upset over the letter when he already knows that his mother committed suicide and that his father was involved with guman?? he already went through the business of grieving his mom and hating his dad...then later he dealt with his childhood demons (with dukba's help) and reconciled with his dad after kumud brought them together. so what's new here? how come he is suddenly behaving as if he didn't know that:
a) his mom committed suicide, and, b) that his dad was involved with guman while married to his mom, and, c) that that was the reason which led to the suicide.
i mean why else did he think his mom committed suicide?? and why would LN have married someone like guman if he wasn't having an affair with her (surely not for her motherly qualities!) it just doesn't make any sense to me and i feel like i'm watching a flashback where saras first discovers the reason for his mother's death, when i thought he already knew and accepted everything. otherwise what was the point of all those endless episodes dealing with saras' past?? it feels like either i'm missing a great big chunk of logic here, or the story has just jumped backwards in time. this show is kinda confusing sometimes... 😕 anyway if anyone could explain to me what's going on then it would be very helpful!! 😊