When you come home tired, exhausted and angry of the outside world, you feel like quiting. But every sorrow seems disappearing when someone sees the smiling face of their children. But it call it destiny or anything else, our Jeevika can't conceive and our Virika can't have their own baby.
This news broke the ever so smiling couple from inside and tears couldn't stop flowing from their eyes. They became quiet, ignored every conversation happening in the house, tried their best to be alone and especially jeevika, she hadn't said a word from the moment they heard the news. She was all broken, from inside, all her desires broke into pieces.
It's been more than a week since the family came to know the bitter truth, and its night time now, the digital clock was showing, 8 p.m. and that means dinner time, according to the Vadhera rule book, Viren supported Jeevika till the dinner table and served her food as everyone ate their own food.
Jeevika just sat there, with her head straight, looking at a perfect picture, a picture of Viren's childhood which hung on the wall in front of her, how she wished she could give the best husband of the world, a carbon copy of his, his own baby.
Viren could sense what Jeevika feels, we can 'do that with our soul mate. Can't you? Because if you can't you aren't made for each other but Viren and jeevika are.
He simply kept his hand on hers and she looked at him and nodded with a lone tear still in her eye.
Viren took a spoon full of rice and started to feed her, she looked at him and nodded in negativity saying a NO but Viren ignoring to what she says took the spoon near her mouth.
V: Please, for me?
This time, Jeevika couldn't say No and ate the food.
She from his hand took 4-5 spoons when they heard,
Vanshika: Manvi, eat this. These laddoo's are good for your pregnancy. You need to eat and rest good for the next 9 months after all you are giving birth to the new generation of Vadhera family.
Hearing this, Jeevika couldn't contro herself and tears rolled down her eyes and she ran towards their room,
V: maaa
Viren stood up and starting walking towards their room,
M: Jiju, I'll come with you.
V: No Manvi, you eat, I'll see her.
Viren walked towards their room, when he stopped in front of the door, and tried to compose himself thinking how is he gonna calm his lady down.
He knocked the door to get no response, then he slowly opened the door of his room to find it all dark in the room. But he could clearly hear her soubs, the voice that only had pain right now. He went forward to see her sitting on the floor beside the bed, her posture of hugging her knees, her head digged on her knees. His heart wrenched seeing her in such state. How he wished that somehow he can change their destiny and they could hold a baby, their baby in their hands but right now its important for her to come out of this shock.
*Jeevika, you can't become a mother, IVF too isn't working out in your case, I am s0rry* This was all roaming around in her head.
He went near her, sat beside her on the floor and tapped her shoulder, she didn't had the guts to face him and she just crashed in his arms, the arms of her love, the arms of her husband, not letting go for even a moment. He placed kissed on her forhead and hair, trying to calm her down when he suddenly felt her soubs getting louder, he simply tightened his grip over her.
V: Shush Shush, Jeevika chup
J*stammering*: V-V-V-Viren J-Ji
V: Shush kuch bolne ki zarurat nahi hai, chup, shant ho jao.
Jeevika took quiet some time for calming down and she didn't even realize when she was asleep in the arms she felt safe in.
But Viren still had his eyes awake.
V: Why god? Why? Why do you have to do this to my jeevika?
We didn't asked for anything, only one thing our baby, our part.. But why do you have to do this to us?
Listening to him speaking Jeevika woke up and lone tear escaping her eye. She tightened her grip over him and he cried her heart out.
After 5 minutes Jeevika broke the hug,
J: Viren Ji, I want to say something to you.
V: hmm
J: Viren Ji, I can't give a child to you, but you can be a father.
Please marry another girl and fulfill your dream please.
V: Jeevika have you gone mad? I love only and only you!
I can't even look at any other women like the way I look at you and I never will.
Please don't talk rubbish.
J: Viren Ji, please, everyone in the family wants to see the face of your baby but I can't fulfill this dream, I'm real-l-ly so-rr-rr-yy. She said stammering.
V: Jeevika I swear if you say that again I won't talk to you ever.
J: Viren Ji, please you go marry any other girl and be happy, you have the right to be happy, you deserve it please.
V: jeevika enough is enough, I can live without a baby but I can't live without you!
Jeevika just hid herself more in his chest, tears rolled down their eyes,
J: Kyu? Viren Ji hum inte bure h ki bhagwan hume itni badi sazaa de rhe h?
They both just sat their hugging each other, taking in each others emotions and being their for each other.
But hope never dies……..
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