wanna run away

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Wanna run away

Note- ----- means pov ends

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Asad-pov

At an orphanage asad saw zoya..completely lost..no life no happiness..no smile..jst a white pale face'.this make him feel more guilty..a valley of anger,guilt rose in him & flows out from his eyesin the form of tears'..wht I has done to this full of life girl , to my love zoya..

He say zoya..putting a medicine & & antidote on a child feet as he is got hurt wd an accident...jst a scratch on his feet'

After she left to her room'

Full of darkness no sign of light..light of hope, light of happiness'.she jst hv a mat to pray & to sleep..

When asad saw her in tht condition his heart breakdown into million pieces'.is this the same zoya..who take over whole bed to sleep'who looks like an angel when she sleep'..although she is still my angel..i love her..i love to end of my last breath..but I can't see her like this..i want her back..the same MY MS.newyork, Musibat.. zoya '.MY ZOYA'.a life..

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Zoya pov

While applying antidote on that child foot..i can sense he is around me'HE'the person I love the most. , HE ...the person I trusted'HE 'the person I can give my life without any question,he- who betrayed me

he- my world,my life.

I love him the most & I do hate him d most.

HE- ASAD AHMED KHAN'.this name has changed my life

I knw he is here..but wht he wants from me nw..why he is here'I can't see him..once I meet him..once I look at him brown eyes..i melt yes I knw I will melt'.he hs smthing over me..i can't stand for quiet a long..still after he betrayed me..i can see him around me..everywhere..i run away from my home..no MR.khan's home'.jst to stay away from his memory..but see..

The more I run..the more these memories follow me..his memories , his smell, his voice'is like a shadow of mine nw'.but I hv to go away from him'no matter wht'.i can't stand him nw..he cheated me..he betrayed me'.his million time insult ,harsh words never hurt me like his one act of betrayed have killed me..i have to go yes I have to go'

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Asad pov

Should I call her'wht if she run away'.again..but I need to talk to her'I have to say sorry to her'.i knw I don't deserve her forgiveness this time..but jst once I want to say'tht I love her..YES..i love her..i never hv courage to say..this earlier..i regret at time why I wasn't be able to tell her tht hw much I love her'.but 2day I tell her all''

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Asad- zo'Ms.fa'..rooo..( call her from her back)but zoya cut him inbetween..

Zoya- PLS Mr.khan..i don't want to listen any thing 4rm u..i have seen wht I hv to ..i get to knw wht I have to get to knw earlier'wht I meant to u'pls leave

Before asad could say anything she jst shut the door of her room'& hide herself in the darkness to hide her tears from him

Asad knw why she run away'but he can't do anything'.he commit a crime..& he has to pay 4 it..he hs to give her time..& space to compose herself..

An old man from orphanage,.to asad

Old amn- janab aap itni raat ko yahan nhi ruk sakte'.aap ko agar kisi se milna hai baat krni hai toh aap kal morning mein ayega'( u can't meet orphanage people at night come 2mrw morning if u want to talk to smone)

Asad-ji ( i'll come 2mrw..to meet her agin..jst to see her again..may be this will give me sm peace..or may be 2mrw she will talk to me'she will listen to me..tht whtever happen I didn't did tht intentionally'.may be she will forgive me..she will love me again''may be tomorrow. Will be a new sunrise')

Asad left'.& zoya saw him leaving tht orphanage ..from window of her room..a tear draw from her eyes'she knw he will come back'she knw hw stubborn is her MR.khan'..but she can't meet him..she can't face him as if she saw him again..she may shatter ..image of tht horrible night may take over her brain..although her heart still don't believe wht she saw'but ..may be he doesn't love me..thts why he never say it to me'..all memories run into her mind' she cn see hw much he is hurt..he not tht usual MR.ASAD AHMED KHAN>.who roar like a lion all time..but a little different..but she can' t face him'can't

She has to GO..yes I have to go..tears r still drawing from her eyes like an ocean which as no end..

Next morning

Asad get up early as he never slept all night..but get up..dressed himself with grey shirt & like black jeans.. & run out of his house to meet HER'yes HER his zoya..may be 2day she will talk to me..may be 2day she will listen to me'.may be 2day she will come back..

He remember her words..when she was not able to find her abbu'.but she still hope 2 meet him ..

NA UMEEDI GUNAH HAI MR.KHAN'MAY BE AAJ MUJHE NHI MILA WO KAL MIL JAYE'..HUMEIN UMEED NHI CHODHNI CHAHIYE

He reached orphanage jst to see her..more excited like a kid is going to have his lost toy..

When he enter her room..she is not there'where is she'where she gone'all weird fears come to his mind & he jst run away like maniac at tht orphanage'.& he collide wd d sm old man he meet him last night

Old man- aap asad ahmed khan hai( r u asad ahmed khan?)

Asad-shocked'ji( yes)

Old amn- yeh apke liye(this one is 4 u)

He gave a letter to asad'.& said yeh us mohtarma ne diya hein jinse kal aap milne aye tha..(the girl u want to meet last night have given this to me to give it you)

Asad took the letter wd heavy hurt..she run away again'from me'his heart again..start crying..& he open the letter to read

MR.KHAN

Mein janti thi aap jarur ayenge'.mein bas apse itna kehna chahti hun..mein theek hun aap phoopie aur najma se keh dijiyega meri fikar na kre'meine apne aap ko allah ke barose chod diya hai..aab wo hi meri kismet ka faisla krenge'phoopie aur najma se kahiya apna khyal rakhe aur '''''..

( I knw u will come here..i jst want to say pls tell phoopie & najma tht I m alright , I have left my fate into allah's ahnd..he will decide...pls tell phoopie & najma to take care of themselves & ''..)

Allah hafiz

zoya

asad- tears start flowing through his eyes'..&'at the end she want to say smthing but'..she has not said anything to me'she hasn't give me any chance to say anything'to ask 4 her forgiveness..

she is running 4 me'.NO..she can't NO..

she is not running away from me..she is trying to run away from her memories'not her , our memories..memories of love'memories of life tht we have'.

Zoya allah has decided '..tht ur fate lies wd me..no matter hw much u try to run away 4 me..from my memories..frm my love'u still belongs to me.yes u u r mine'after so much we still love each other..still cn feel each other pain'..fate has decided tht we are meant for eachother'.if not thn I make fate to be make us one I promise'.i won't let u run away from me my life..i'll bring u back..i 'll get ur forgiveness at anycost'.no matter wht I hv to do'.i will bring u back..'to my life, to my home'our home'.for forever'

being a positive person i m expecting asad will break all walls to bring his zoya back..

pics creadit goes to IF..not me

my other os-

Os-asad confession to zoya/asad kidnap zoya.-

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/qubool-hai/3604276/os-asad-kidnap-zoya

this os become a part of a serial epi...same as i written at metro shower...

How was it''?...all love,jutta,chappal,tamatar eggs-sorry I m veg'.r invited'.

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PARI

This was so heart touching 😭 The Asad pov almost made me cry. He is longing so much for Zoya.

I wish CVs could display their emotions so nicely as it is here

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hey i m glad u like it...

This was beautiful. The way you portrayed their longing for each other, their pain. Very nicely written. please continue it! I'd love to see a happy ending since It's gonna take AGES to get one on the show 😛

hey i m glad tht u like it