FF - Untitled is now The sins of the father (Epilogue Page 112) - Page 13

that was a great update

very emotional

i'm proud of Zoya to say the least

she's been there only a couple of hours and has already make a drastic change

Ammi was right, only Zoya can save them

i loved reading about Asad and the baby

those moments were very sweet

hopefully with a little more time Zoya can make things better and in the process improve things for herself as well

continue soon and thanks for the pm😊

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waiting for the next part

Not loving the current track :( the mood on the forum describes mine perfectly. It is so depressing that it has actually effected my imagination :(

I am really hoping for some comments to give me the kick I need...hint hint, lol..

Below is Chapter 4.

Please do read and comment. I do apologise for what I wrote, cos I honestly have no idea what I wrote after watching yesterdays episode, my story board went out the window..

Please please do comment and keep the title suggestions coming..

Loads of love and trying to keep the positivity

Deen..

PS : Please ignore any errors - not proof read.

Chapter 4 :

..."Why didn't you trust me Asad? Why, why did you let me go"...

"Zoya Farooqi sab jaante hai" said Asad with a slow smile. Asad felt Zoya smile against his chest. Asad had always wished Zoya never left. "I do trust you Zoya more than I trust myself but why couldn't you see I was bound by my guilt, I have a responsibility" said Asad softly still holding Zoya to afraid to loosen his hold on her, she might disappear again. Zoya lifted her head and looked straight into Asad's teary eyes "Asad, even after what I saw I still believed you. You were not to blame for what happened I never blamed you, you could will never betray me like that I told you everything about how Tanveer plotted against us, the attempts on my life, the acid mendhi and the most important fact and why I know you are not to be blamed she challenged me that she would spend our suhag raat with you, you still didn't trust me enough to believe me" said Zoya teary eyed and continued, "that's what made me leave Asad, not what had happened that night in the factory" Asad's guilt was eating him up from the inside. "I left, so no one would doubt your character or have anything to say if what happened in the warehouse did ever come out or accuse you of cheating on your wife. I couldn't stand to see ammi hurt again, I didn't want anyone to question her upbringing or blame you of being your father's son. We made ammi win her challenge, but I didn't want her to realise the curse had come true. Even after everything you still choose Tanveer over me" cried Zoya. Zoya stepped away from Asad "but above all I could not stay where I was not trusted and that to by my own husband, you had accepted that you are do be blamed for everything you didn't even want to investigate, you still can't remember anything all you remember is Tanveer being kidnapped and then you waking up next to her – can't you see that right there that's not right. You are to noble to even think that you might have seduced by your best friend and she actually planned everything. What was the point then of even staying here and fighting for you, when you yourself had already given up. I told you once before, that when I get married I will fulfil my marriage till I die. I am doing just that but I could not stay here watching you die a million deaths of guilt every time you looked at me. I told you repeatedly Tanveer set everything up. I am also sure that you did not sleep with her and everything was staged. But why would you not believe me. You only believe in the proof. And to you what you saw when you woke up was the truth" shouted Zoya.

Asad pressed his forehead. "Not all this again Zoya" said Asad exasperated and continued "In Ajmer, I told you Zoya that I am sorry and that I love you. I wanted you to come home. But you insisted on blaming everything on Tanveer, Zoya which girl would deliberately in their right mind would do what you are accusing Tanveer I know her from childhood and she is not like that. Why couldn't you just leave Tanveer out of our lives" Asad took a step towards Zoya and held her hands. "Zoya so much has happened since Ajmer" said Asad. Zoya looked at Aakheer on the bed. Zoya removed her hands from Asad's and looked in him the eye and said "Yes , it has. But one thing hasn't changed you still believe you friend over your wife. I tried you leave Tanveer out of lives Mr Khan but you kept bringing her back. And look at where that got you. Loving me and wanting to be with me is nothing when you don't trust me. Love is nothing without trust. I will fulfil this marriage till I die. I will be the perfect daughter in law that ammi's always wanted me to be and once she okay. I am done I will be gone again. I will always be Mrs Zoya Asad Ahmed Khan, but I will be that wife, who doesn't know how it feels to wake up next to her husband. I will be your wife but not your bride. Good night Mr Khan" cried Zoya and walked away. Asad wanted to run after her, but he couldn't just like the last time. Asad looked at his wedding ring "Zoya, I wish I could tell you what happened in Ajmer after I saw you, after I had half convinced you to come home. Zoya, I will also fulfil this marriage till I die , Zoya only because I can't see anyone in my life but you, my heart is yours. Love is not how I would describe how I feel for you. People get over love, they fall in and out of love, they move on. What I feel for you is forever and so much more than love" whispered Asad.

Bejan dil ko

This lifeless heart,

Bejan dil ko , bejan dil ko , tere ishq ne zinda kiya

This lifeless heart , this liefeless heart , your love had brought it alive

Phir tere ishq ne hee is dil ko tabha kiya

And then it was your love, that made it distraught

(Tadap tadap ke is dil se Aah nikalti rahi

pining, pining, From the tortured heart came deep sighs

Mujko saza di pyaar ki , aisa kya gunha kiya ?

I am punished for falling in love , what crime did I

To lut gayeee, haan , lut gaye, To lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mein

Then,I have lost everything ( been looted) ,yes , lost everything for my love for you)- 4

Ajab hai ishq yaaraaa,

This love is a strange kinda oh dear intimate(friendship -intimacy)

pal do pal ki kushiyan,

fleeting moments of happiness ,

gum ke khazane milte hain phir

and then comes the treasures of full of sorrows

milti hain tanhayina

you get aching seclusion of tensions

(kabi asoon , kabi ahen , kabi shiqawe , kabi nale ,

sometimes tears , sometimes sighs , sometimes complaints(beratings), sometimes wailful

hummings(songs)

tera chehar nazar aye

your face appears everywhere

tera chehar nazar aye , din ke ujale me teri yaden tadapaye

your face appears everywhere,in the light of day your memories(thoughts) haunt me

teri yaden tadpayen raton ke andhera me , tera chehara nazar aye

your memories in the darkness of night too , your face I see(appears everywhere)

machal machal ke is dil se aah niqalti rahi,

rippling rippling from this tortured heart come the tormented sighs

Mujko saza di pyaar ki , aisa kya gunha kiya ?

I am punished for falling in love , what crime did I

commit ?

To lut gayeee, haan ,lut gaye, lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mein) x3

Then,I have lost everything ( been looted) ,yes , lost everything for my love for you

Agar mile khuda to , puchunga 'khudayaaa,

If I meet God , I will ask him, oh 'God

jism mujhe de ke mitti ka , shishe sa dil kyun banaya ?

having giving me a body of earth ( clay) why did you make my heart of glass ?

aur us pe diya fitrat ke wo karta hai mohabbat !, wah re wah teri kudrat !

and on top of that you gave It the Tendency to fall in Love,

(made its habit, so that it falls in love)!oh how remarkable are you nature!

wah re wah teri kudrat ! us pe de diya kismat ,kabhi hai milan , kabhi furqat,

how glorious your handiwork, oh nature! and on top of that you gave fate , sometimes

meeting(encounters), sometimes separations ,

kabi hai milan kabi furqat hai yehi kya wo mohabbat ?, wah re wah teri kudrat !'

sometimes meeting, sometimes separations is this what is to 'love'? how remarkable/glorious are you nature!'

sisak sisak ke is dil se aah nikalti rahi, mujko saza di pyaar ki

whimpering whimpering(with quiet sobs), from this heart come sighs,I have been punished for falling in love,

aisa kya gunha kiya

what sin have I commited?,

To lut gayeee, haan ,lut gaye, lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mein

Then,I have lost everything ( been looted) ,yes , lost everything for my love for you

Tadap tadapke is dil se aah nikalti rahi

pining pining, a sigh ripples from this broken heart,

Mujhko saza di pyaar ki, aisa kya gunaah kiya

I have received punishment for love, what kinda sin have I committed?

Toh lut gaye, haan lut gaye, Toh lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mein

I have been completely robbed, yes completely robbed, I have been completely robbed in your love

With these thoughts in their head Asad and Zoya went to bed. Sleep was the last thing from their minds, it was a rest less night for both of them knowing the person they loved was a few steps away from them. The next morning Asad was the first to leave to the house. Zoya dreaded this morning but she know she would have to tough it out for ammi. Zoya showered and made her way to the kitchen and there was Tanveer playing the dutiful daughter in law again. Zoya wanted to hit her so badly, but she composed herself smiled and walked upstairs to Dilshaad's room. Najma had already showered and was helping ammi get ready. Zoya joined in and helped Dilshaad get ready. "Tamatar, I am taking ammi to a doctor , do not tell anyone not your bhai jaan or bhabhi" said Zoya with a heavy heart when she mentioned bhabhi. Najma and Dilshaad was confused. "But Zoya, you are my bhabhi "said Najma confused. Zoya smiled at the Najma, ah she loves me so much that she doesn't accept Tanveer as her bhabhi thought Zoya, "Najma, I was referring to Tanveer" explained Zoya. Najma first looked shocked and then looked at Dilshaad who was smiling and then Najma burst out laughing "Zoya, do you really think bhai jaan would marry anyone else. He loves you and married you. Do you really think bhai jaan would think of any one else" asked Najma. Zoya was stumped. She thought wrong. With the way Tanveer was acting, Zoya thought other wise. Zoya smiled. "Come ammi".

Tanveer saw Najma and Zoya helping Dilshaad down stairs and walk to the door "And just where do you think you are taking khala" asked Tanveer. Zoya looked at Tanveer and smiled "Where I take my ammi is none of your business. You are a guest in my house, I suggest you act like it. I don't have to give you any explanations" And with that Zoya banged the door and left Tanveer fuming with anger. "How dare you Zoya? You just wait and watch" said Tanveer to no one in particular. Zoya and Najma reached the hospital and met with Dr Mehta, Zoya explained her suspicions and asked that blood tests and all relevant tests be done discreetly no one is to know about it. "I have explained all this to Mrs Khan's daughter in law, that there was high levels of arsenic in Mrs Khan blood" explained Dr Mehta. Zoya was not surprised. "Dr Mehta, I am Mrs Khan's daughter in law and I just back from being away for a awhile. But I am back now I would prefer to you talk to me not any one else. I assume the person you are referring to is Tanveer." Explained Zoya. Dr Mehta was confused. Tanveer was her patient as well and he told the doctor that she was Mrs Khan's daughter in law. Dr Mehta thought I even delivered her son. Zoya could see the doctor was confused. "Dr Mehta, will you please proceed with your check up. I also have a consultation with the physiotherapist. Dr Mehta was impressed with this girl. She was taking her own initiative and doing everything that she had advised Tanveer Mrs Khan's so called daughter in law to do. Najma went with Dilshaad into the consultation. Zoya was exhausted already how much more would Tanveer lie. Zoya was playing with her iPad when he phone beeped. Zoya looked at her phone it was a message from Ayaan. Zoya put her iPad on the table and read the message :

Welcome back Mona. I knew you would come back and set everything right. If you need any help I am always here J

Your partner in crime Raabert

Zoya smiled "I might just take you up on that Raabert" she said. Zoya picked up her iPad and noticed a file Tanveer Khan. No way thought Zoya. Zoya opened the file and laughed, yes this was Tanveer's file alright, she had Asad down as her husband and Khan mansion's address as home. Zoya flipped the pages. It had all of Tanveer's consultations and treatments down. It even had a report on her supposed burn case. No major burns. Zoya smirked, Off course I knew that thought Zoya. Zoya then saw the report from Aakeer's birth. Aakheer was carried for the full term. Zoya did the calculations in her head. That means Tanveer was already pregnant when she "supposedly slept" with Asad. Zoya's head was beginning to pain. Everything she assumed so far was wrong. Mr Khan cannot be so stupid thought Zoya, but then again this is Tanveer and he so blindly trusts his Tannu. Something did not sit right. Mr Khan is hiding something...

How could you stop there, how could you leave me hanging like this. please tell me you will update this soon, i don't think i can wait too long i might fade away with anticipation.😉

Zoya now has prove and she can show that to Asad...Ahhh Great chapter...loving thos FF...Up-date soon...😊