PART 4
I entered the house which i dreamnt of being mine at one point of time. The house i dreamnt of spending my life in... The house in which i thought i would have children , the house in which i thought i would die... But no... A single change of emotions ruined everything... It crushed every innocent and cute dream of mine... I moved towards baba's room n he was overwhelmed on seeing me n he blessed me. While all this was happening, shabbir was standing there looking at us n soon arohi came n took him with her... " May be arohi will knock some sense into shabbir..." I thought this n giggled. Arohi came back alone after sometime n i knew that what i was thinking was absolutely right. When me n arohi were reliving our beautiful childhood memories with baba, arohi's mobile started ringing n she blushed after looking at name on the display. I knew that it was arjun bcos arohi just told me she is soon to get married to arjun... Her childhood crush... Or her first love i could say. After 15 minutes, i got up n told baba that i will just go n call arohi. I was walking towards her room when i felt someone holding my hand n forcefully pulling me. I closed my eyes in fear n found shabbir pinning me to the nearest wall. I struggled a lot avoiding looking at him.
Manvi : leave me...
Shabbir : i wont repeat that blunder again...
Manvi : leave me right now shabbir... (struggling to free my hand from his grip)
Shabbir : pyaar ka natak kia tha kya mere saath...??? (he asked looking straight into my eyes)
Manvi : leave me... I dont get what u are saying...????
Shabbir : aisa kya hai usme...????
Manvi : huh...
Shabbir : aisa kya hai tumhari pati mein jo mujhme nahin...???
Manvi : ye kya keh rahe ho...??? Shabbir please...
Shabbir : i m sorry maan... I love you... Love u soo much... come back to me manvi... i regret my decision... i rejected you n see now i am nothing without you...
Manvi : just stop it shabbir... please mujhe jaane do... chod do mera haath...
Shabbir : yaad hai tum hamesha kehti thi k tum mujhse itna pyaar karti ho... utna pyaar karti ho... aaj din aa gaya hai uss pyaar ko prove karne ka... (leaning close to me)
Manvi : i am married shabbir n that was all in the past... (i turned my face on the other side with my eyes closed)
Shabbir : you are worried about your daughter... right...?? dont worry maan... i would love her like our own daughter, i promise...
Manvi : apni bakwaas band karo aur jane do mujhe... (i looked at him with disgust)
Shabbir : kyun jaana chahti ho...?? bolo manvi... kyun...?? oh yeah... ur husband is one of the top businessmen of india...
Manvi : so u think i love virat because of his money n status in society...?? i never thought u could think like this about me...
Shabbir : ye kya kar diya hai usne tumhe manvi...?? ye tum nahi keh rahi ho... meri maan aisa kehna toh door soch bhi sakti... bhool jao usse... mere paas laut aao please... please manvi... main akele nahi jee sakta... i want my love back... ek galti toh har insaan maaf hoti hai... mujhe bhi maaf kar do please...
(the more i was trying to push him away, the more he was coming close to me and tightening his grip)
Manvi : shabbir... meri shadi ho chuki hai n trust me i am very happy in my life... i have moved on...
Shabbir : moved on matlab...?? itna asaan hota hai kya...?? bolo...??
Manvi : dont come close to me shabbir... i am warning you...
Shabbir : kyun...??? because you fear i can make u weak with our proximity... because you fear that i can make u feel the way that husband of yours never made you feel...
Manvi : samajhte kya ho tum khud ko...?? (i held the collar of his shirt n now the tears i was holding back also started flowing from my eyes) kya lagta hai tumhe...?? yahin na ke ye ek khel hai... this is not a f**king game shabbir... zindagi hai ye meri... you cannot leave me one day n now after 5 years come n apologise... you hurted me the most because i loved you the most... i myself gave u the power of hurting me n breaking my heart... but u know what i trusted you that you would never hurt me... but u did... u did it shab... u did it... (i broke down in tears n fell on my knees)
i continued crying until i felt shabbir holding my hand, i looked at him... he was crying too... he cupped my face n wiped the tears flowing from my eyes with his thumb n i donno why it happened... but i hugged him n cried in his embrace while his hands wrapped around me the way it used to be earlier. i suddenly felt the same happiness n comfort i used to feel whenever he took me in his arms.
Shabbir : i wont let you cry from now on... i promise... i love you... i really love you... mujhe kuch nahi chahie ab... mujhe tum mil gayi ho na... i dont want anything now... i am contended n satisfied... thank u maan... thank u for giving me another chance... i wont disappoint u this time...
Manvi : (listening to shabbir, i separated myself from him) shabbir...
Shabbir : shh... ab kuch nahi... shh...
Manvi : you are getting it wrong... i dont love you any longer... i cant love you shabbir... i can never think of coming back to you because even the thought of leaving virat kills me... he is the air i breathe... i am only his... i cant live without him... i cant leave virat... i worship him shabbir... he is my everything... my love, my husband, the father of my daughter and this small life taking shape inside me... i am pregnant... u know what shabbir... you are the first one to know about this... virat also doesnt know about this... i thought i would tell him n everybody after reaching delhi...
Shabbir stepped away from me the moment he heard this n banged his hand on the mirror breaking it into pieces n blood started oozing from his hand.

Manvi : shabbiiirr... its bleeding...
Shabbir : go away... just go manvi... kyunki agar tum thodi aur der ruki toh shayad main tumhe jaane na doon...
i turned around to leave when he called my name.
Shabbir : maan... agli baar humare beech kisiko mat aane dena aur na hi mujhe khud se door jaane dena... iss zindagi mein tum virat ki ho lekin iske baad ki har zindagi mein tum sirf meri hogi... promise me...
Manvi : i promise... shabbir... i loved you n i will always cherish u in my heart... mera pehla pyaar tum hi ho aur tum hi rahoge...
Shabbir : mrs. manvi virat singh vadera congrats...
Manvi : thank u...
i opened the door more n saw arohi standing there with tears in her eyes... she placed her hand on my shoulder n i tried to smile at her...
Arohi : congrats mannu...
Manvi : thank u arohi... bandage his hand... he's hurt...
Arohi : hmm...
i didnt only leave that house, i left all my memories, my past, my pain n moved towards my house with no emotional baggage that i was carrying moments back. i smiled with tears in my eyes because i knew this encounter was needed... needed for me to get areality check... needed for me to realise the depth of my love for virat n now my love for virat has even strengthen more...
" i love you virat " i said n continued walking towards my house...
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Edited by naina927 - 12 years ago