Gustakh Dil..
The whole day passes..Riya get successful in ignoring Arjun..they have finished almost all work..& they were about to leave to home..it's too late night now..
Shree:-Riyu..tuze Arjun sir ne bulaya he..
Riya:-kyo..?
Shree:-don't know..shayad fir se sikandar ke bare me kuch puchna ho..
She take a deep sigh & turn to his cabin..
He was sitting on his chair..she come infront of him..
Riya:-yes sir..you call me..?
Arjun(he get up..& come close to her):-what you are hiding from me ..?
Riya(look him suprizingly):-what..?
Arjun:-tell me..?tum muzse kya chupa rahi ho..?
Riya:-nahi..mein kyo kuch chupaugi..?
Arjun:-stop lieing to me Riya..
Riya(somewhat angrily):-I am not lieing..
Arjun(angrily):-don't check my patience Riya..
Riya:-mein sach keh rahi hu..
He hold her & push her to wall..placed his both hand around her both side..so that she can not move..
Arjun:-agar sach keh rahi ho..toh tumhari aakhe tumahra sath kyo nahi de rahi..woh toh kuch aur hi keh rahi he..
Riya:-plz..let me go..
Arjun(shout):-no..i wont..tell me the truth..
Riya:-I have told you everything..
Arjun:-tum aise nahi bataogi na..ok..muze zoot pasand nahi he Riya..aur sach ugalwane ka mera tarika logo ko pasand nahi..
Riya(angrily):-toh..ab aap muze interrogation room me le jakar muze marege..muze torture karege..aur muzse sach ugalwayege..?
Arjun(emotionally):-nahi..(he hug her) no Riyu..tumne aise kaise soch liya ke main tumhe maruga..mein tumhe hurt karuga..(he broke off hug & smile..)par kya baat he ye toh mein janke rahuga..lekin alag tarike se..(he come closer to her..his lips are inches away from her..both can feel each other's breath..)soch lo..abhi bhi nahi bataogi..?
Riya(trying to control her self,angrily):-ye kaisa tarika he..?aap baki ladkiyo se bhi aise hi interrogation karte he kya..?
Arjun(holding her waist..):-no..way..you are the first one..Riyu..now tell me..otherwise be ready(his lips are dangerously close to her lips..)for whatever will happened ..
She suddenly starts shaking..
Arjun:-Riyu..Riyu..kya hua.?.kya ho raha he tumhe..?
He manage to take her to sofa in his cabin..make her sit there..give her glass of water..she drink it hurrily as if she is very thristy..he take glass from her hand & put it on table..hold her hand..
Arjun:-Riyu..kya ho raha he tumhe..?doctor ko bulau..?wait mein abhi call karta hu..
Riya:-no..i m ok..
Arjun:-chup raho..i know tumhe firse drugs...
Riya:-no..i m fine..
Arjun(angrily):-if you are fine then why the hell happened just before..?
Riya:-mein darr gayi thi..
Arjun:-kya..?kisase..?
Riya:-woh..aap mere itane pass..muze darr lag raha tha..
Arjun cup her face in his plam..
Arjun:-Riyu..tumhe muzse darr lag raha he..
Riya:-nahi..aapse nahi..woh aap muze..kuch nahi..let me go..
Arjun:-no..(he hold her hand tightly..)first tell me what happened to you..
She started crying..
Riya:-plz..Arjun..let me go..
Arjun(emotionally):-plz Riyu..tell me..what is hurting you so much..?why you are so upset..why you get feared..tell me dear..plz..tell me..
Riya(she cryied out heavily):-he..he..Sikandar..he..(she again started crying..)
Arjun(worrily):-what..?what he did..?
Riya(sobbing):-when you caught "Rustam.."..he becomes very angry...he was very angry as you caught his man..(started crying..)he kissed me...he kissed me forcefully(she started crying heavily..Arjun just shock hearing this..he hug her immigiately..)he kissed me forecelly..very harshly..very badly..until my lip started bleeding he..
she cried,Arjun hug her tightly,he just want to kill Sikandar again & again.. he hug her tightly..
Riya(sobbing):-he told me..if I don't want him to go further..if I don't want that he do something wrong with me then..then I have to hurt myself..I have to give punishment to myself for whatever you & our team did..he give me his knife & told to cut my wrist..
Arjun shockly broke off hug..& look to her wrist..it has wound of cut by knife..
Arjun(mutter):-that's why you ware this thick bracelet all the time..
He suddenly look to her another hand's wrist..& see there is also a wound..he look to Riya & hug her..
Riya first time saw a fear in his eyes..
Arjun(mutters):-Riyu..
Riya:-when you caught..ambar..Chota ambar(tears again starts coming down from her eyes..)he again did the same thing..
Arjun(his eyes filled with tears..):-Riyu..
Riya:-he again kissed me..& told me to cut my another wrist..
Arjun's tears started flowing..he hug her tightly..
Riya(sobbing & crying):-and when he told you will to come to meet him..but he got information that ETF team is also following you..he escaped from there..but he becomes very angry..he again..(she remember the incident that Sikandar kissing her harshly..she started crying..)he again ...he told me that this is last chance for me..& for my husband..if I want to save myself..if i don't want him to do wrong with me then..i have to kill myself..this time I have to stab in my stomatch by myself..i stab to my stomatch myself but don't make deep wound..
(crying..) & you know what happened next..you come there..
Arjun:-Riyu..Riyu..(his eyes also having tears..)
Riya:-I remember that incident..when you come close to me..&..
She wipe her tears..& push him..& run out of his cabin..
Rathod who was leaving for his home at the same time saw her leaving from Arjun's cabin with tears in her eyes..Shree also saw her ..he cluched in finger in anger..& run after her..
Rathod(angrily):-damm it..iss Arjun ko toh mein..
Arjun also come from his cabin..& he look to everywhere for Riya..
Rathod(angrily):-Arjun..kya kiya tumne..?kya kaha tumne usase..?kaha tha na stay away from her..
But when Arjun look back to him he understand that Arjun's eyes is filled with tears..he just get shocked..
Rathod:-Arjun..?
Arjun hurrily leaves from office..
Rathod(frustrated tone):-kya ho raha he ye sab..?(he also leaves)
Arjun is driving the car very fastly..
Arjun(in mind):-what is this..?why all this happened..?oh..no.Riyu..shut..uasne kitana kuch saha..sirf mere wajah se..oh..god..ye sab kyo hua..?shut..sari meri galati he..?sab mere wajah se hua he..agar mein pehale hi din Sikandar ki sari baate maan leta toh woh Riya ke sath aisa nahi karata..(he remember her innocent,smily face..)sab kuch bigad diya he meine..(tears slightly rolled down from his eyes..)sab kuch..aur mein usaka thik se sath bhi nahi de sakta..damm it..
He come to home & lost in Riya's memory..feeling guilty..
Roshni:-hey Arjun tum aa gaye..?
He look her..& immigiately hug her..
Arjun(mutters..):-I am sorry..I am sorry..I am really sorry..all this happened just because of me..just because of me..plz forgive me..
Roshni (broke off hug..):-why you are saying sorry to me Arjun..?aur ye kya tumhari aakhe itani red kyo ho gayi he..?
Arjun look to her..he suddenly get that it's not Riya..it's Roshni..
Arjun(in mind):-no..no..really I have to go to her..i have to..she needs me..
He leaves to Shree's house..
Roshni(calling him from back):-hey Arjun tum kaha ja rahe ho..?
But he has already leave..
Shree's home:-
Arjun comes to Shree's home..
Shree:-sir plz..she is very upset..plz..sir..usako aap..
Arjun(somewhat angrily):-muze pata he..
He goes inside the room..& shut the door behind him..
Riya:-aap..?
Arjun come to know that she is still crying..he sit near to her..hold her both hands..
Arjun:-Riyu..I am sorry..I am really sorry..whatever happened to you is just because of me..
Riya:-no..sir..isame aapki koi galati nahi he..mein hi khud ek ETF officer hote hue apne aap ko kidnap hone se rok nahi payi..
The first time Arjun realize that the incident has not only make her heart crushed but also it also crushed her confidence..
Arjun(cup her face,& wipe her tears..):-no..Riyu..aisa nahi he..pata he jis tarah itana ghayal hote hue bhi tumne Sikandar ke goons ko marne me hamari help ki..i was suprized..you are the most brave officer I ever seen..I am just proud of you..
She smile a bit..
Arjun:-Riyu..dont think about whatever happened..sab bhul jao..
Riya(innocently,sobbing):-kaise bhul jau..?i never dreamed my first kiss will be like this..?
Arjun(smirked..)so..how you dreamed it..?
She remember her dream(plz..guys..try to remember her dream in the very starting of this ff),she blushes somewhat..but look to Arjun he is smriking..
Riya(somewhat angrily):-he ruined my first kiss..& you are smiling here..you really don't care..go..i don't want to talk to you..
He hold her hand..look to the wrist of left hand where she has wound..his eyes filled with tears..he places wet kisses on her wrist..she just get shocked by this..he hold her right hand..& again places wet kisses on that wrist also..
He look to her..she is shockingly looking to him..
Arjun:-mein chahta hu Riyu tum hamesha khush raho..mein tumhe aise tutate hue nahi dekh sakta..i want you see you as you were before..full of life..full of happiness..just forget everything which hurts you..which gives you pain..
She just keep looking him..
Arjun(smrik):-aise kya dekh rahi ho Riyu..?meri bate samaz me aa rahi he ya nahi..?
Riya(innocently):-Riyu..?why you are calling me Riyu..no..you cant call me Riyu..?
Arjun:-why..?
Riya(innocently):-it's only Shree..only he can call me Riyu..
Arjun raised his eyebrow..
Riya:-it's only for him..ok..?
Arjun(angrily,crushing his teeth..):-ok..ok..nahi bulauga tumhe Riyu..thik he..?
But when he look to her his all anger just melted away..
Arjun:-but..what were you saying before..that you dreamed of your first kiss..(she lower her gaze..)..well muze aisa lagata he shayad tumne bilcul aise imagine kiya hoga ke..
Riya:-ke kya..?
He come closer to her ..their lips are just inches away from each other..his eyes are fixed on her lips..she has closed her eyes..he also closed his eyes.. & about to kiss her..
Suddenly the room's door get open..
Roshni:-Arjunnn..
He come to reality..Riya also open her eyes suddenly..& look to door..Roshni was standing there & looking very angrily to both of them..
Roshni angrily leaves from there..
Riya:-go..go..(Arjun who is looking to the direction of Roshni..& still had not come out of the fact that he was trying to kiss Riya...)Arjun..Arjun..
He look to her..
Riya:-go & catch her..go..go..
He ran after Roshni..
Riya look to the way where he gone..& her eyes get filled by tears again..

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