My Heart Beats 4 U note pg55

Hi I was just thinking of something, and holiday story line came up this will be short and i will hopefully end it before New Years.
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Intro
"Dear Santa n God:
I wish this Christmas i get her, someone that loves me, gives me all the attention, that i desire, and my heart wants. I just want to see her once, i want to be in her arms, i want her to sing songs."Thats my wish thats all i want for Christmas" K.R. W aka (S)
" Dear Santa:I want a buddy, i want someone to boss with that i can bully and have fights with but tie the rakhi, he will be mine, but i will still have to share with sis, but yeah sharing is caring, i wish i get him for Christmas, if they love me they will announce when he will come. Poo said that it takes 9months for him to come from the clouds, they come from the heaven. I have lots of buddies but he will be my sis and mine, he won't go anywhere, he will live under the same roof. Thanks in advice. " K.P.D. uff (P)

"Dear Santa and Dear God, this Christmas I also want, what PDi wants but i also want a buddy who gives us chocolates, plays sports with us, stops di n me from fighting, someone who takes us to games, someone who buys me teddy bears, dolls, someone who calls me Princess😳 Thanks God Your Lovely K J D" (M)
Who are these young voices any guesses?

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Part One "Just Once"

Thousand miles away, far away from home where are, away from the place where is corner is filled with her memories. Crossing the Atlantic ocean, many years have past, but her memories have not vanished from my mind or soul, but each moment, the distance that I am from her, my heart can only do one thing is just love her and keep loving her.

Its very chilly November, the winds are blowing outside. As i get up to close, the balcony door, so the chill winds can not get inside, and disturb the peace of his precious jewel that is lying on the room, the only light of his lonely and darkness world, who is dear to his heart. He closes the door, looks at the bed, he sits back down on the chair, taking the glass filled with Jack Daniel, he takes a sip, and holds the glass in his left hand, his dark brown eyes is looking at the burning fire in the fireplace resembles how each day is heart burns with the pain and sorrow of being lowly even though he has all the power, money fame and glory expect the love of the one and only person he desires, needs and wants.

He leaned his head back on the chair and closes his eyes.

"I wish I could meet her, just once." "Just once, my heart will like to hear her sweet melodious voice", just once I will like to hold her in my arms, feel her petite body against mind, touchy her long silky hair, smell the lavender scent, kiss her those soft tender delicious lips against mine. Just once I will like to her how much she me to me, and give her the reason of my mistake. That is just what I want, that is all the great Jai Walia wants to do, and he needs just needs one day with her. Just once I hope my lucky star is with me, and hears the desire of my heart that I have since the day she left me. Even if she doesn't forgive me but gives me the chance to explain to her and just once she hears me out, I will be happy that the burden of that one dark night, the sin, the crime that I committed, the burden of that dark shadow that lives in my heart will get over my chest. He takes the sip of the Jack Daniel, puts the glass down on the coffee table.

He closes his deep dark brown eyes that are deep as the ocean, and slowly leans his head back lost in her thought.

Index
Part 1 Just Once pg 1
Part 2 Dream Girl pg 3
Part 3A Work and Romance pg6
Part 3B Romance in Office pg 9
Part 4A Options One pg 13
Part 4B Option 2&3 pg 19
Part 5A Oops Wrong Time pg23
Part 5B Limo Ride JW & Lion 😳😆pg 25
Part6 Intro to Bade Diwala Children's Charity Pg27
Part7A Surprise pg29
Part 7B Old Crushes pg 31
Part 7C pg33
Part 7D pg 35
Part 7E pg38
Part 7f pg 40
Part8 pg48

yayyyyyyy u started another ff... im gonna go read it now 😳

mamtaaaaaaaaa its CHRISTMAS and ur making me 😭 that was so beautifully written.. he has a kid??? there's a kid... jai walia has a kidddd.. i mean he closed the window.. cuz of d chilly weather - he has a kid.. his precious jewel 😭 awwwwwwwwwww.. luved the way u described everything.. i could feel everythin as if i was there.. haila... he misses bani.. im sure.. that was mindblowing.. can't wait fo d nxt part 👏

mamta.....
😭 ..that was soo sweet....

now u gotta update soon

Congrats on starting another Fanfic. Good luck.

Part 2 Dream Girl
He leans his head back and closes his deep dark brown eyes that are deep has the ocean.
Din Dhal Jaaye, Haye Raat Na Jaaye
Tu To Na Aaye Teri Yaad Sataaye
The voice of Mohad Rafi saab singing in his black ipod, that reflects how the life of the great Jai Walia is each day.Those attracting eyes have seen it all, but mostly his eyes have since pain and had misunderstood the person whom he left. Once those eyes had hatred for a stranger that he married 8years ago, then it showed loved, then those eyes were guilty of a mistake that happened on a one black dead, that he hates himself for rest of the life, oh how he wished he could have killed himself. The Jai Walia that was great business man, became a devdas after he found out that the person he loved wanted the divorce when she was first time pregant but he didn't know the reason until it was too late, to late to go and change time, too late to undue what is already done. Some happiness came back after she torn up the divorce paper, but that one mistake that he felt ashamed of came back and shattered his marriage life into pieces, it destroyed not only his happiness, also the person who he loved and he meant the world to. The person who worshiped him has a god, that day he saw a different form of her, not a bubbly cheerful person, not of a caring doting wife, not of caring mother who she was of to her sisters, but he saw a hatred in her eyes, coldness, no tears at all, she didn't cry, she was like zombie. After that day the happiness of the Walia Mansion was gone, that house become dull, life less, its empty after the two laxmi's of the house left. Everyone went their separated ways, they only visit the WM only when their is a barsi in the name of Uday Walia or Krishna Walia, the family that was happy, that they prayed together and ate together, the family that shared laugh and sorrow with each other acted like completely strangers with each other like they were nothing like they were acquaintance from a business party. If there was wished his heart wished that he didn't believe the words of his scheming sister how his wife could have abort their Krishna, that's what started all the distance in their relationship, that how he started to hate her, and that's why he was so drunk and heartbroken lost in the memory of his wife, and precious child Krishna that that evil deed happened, and he was taken advantage in the situation where is heart and soul was lost, he wasn't in right sense, just because he was drowned with their memory and drowned in alcohol.
As Rafi saab voice sings this lines
He leans his head back, and has the surroundings become silent he
can only hear the soft voice of Rafi Saab fading in the back ground.
Pyaar Mein Jinke Sab Jag Chhodha
Aur Huye Badnaam
Unke Hi Haathon Haal Hua Yeh
Baithe Hai Dil Ko Tham
Apne Kabhi The Ab Hain Paraaye

He sees the person who is far from him but yet so close, her almond shape brown eyes appears right in front of him. Her eyes have haunted him in his dreams for many years and it will continue to haunt him for the rest of his lives until he lives. Her eyes can attract anyone to her, many times he had found it to be addicting like the bottle of alcohol at he can obey her just like that, on a snap of a finger. Her eyes could understood him even without his mouth talking, they were something unless even with a age difference of twelve years, they seemed to share a chemistry that people could adore and awww of
most of them could say that they had a love marriage but that wasn't the truth. Jai n Bani eyes had a language of their own they spoke has what their hearts felts, they understood what the lips couldn't say it was something else.That only happens to lucky people who are in deeply in love. Then he sees her smiling lips, that small lips that he ran a finger over, that lips that tasted so good when he mouth covered her. Her straight long silky black hair that covered her face when she was sleeping, that always manage to fall in front of her face, that sometime his figures curved to touch to put it behind her ears, and run his fingers through them, smell her hair that smelled of jasmine or coconut oil. When it was wet how it stick to her oval shaped small face with a wheatish complex, she was is wife, his soul mate his sweetheart the person he loved like anything in the world the person he loved from the whole heart. His dream girl was no other then his wife his soul mate. A dream girl that he meant on a rainy night, his dream girl that continued to haunt him, with her smile, with her voice, how his heart and mind wish to forget her but that was impossible for him to forget, because each day the love only grew stronger and his heart could only love her.
Din Dhal Jaaye, Haye Raat Na Jaaye
Tu To Na Aaye Teri Yaad Sataaye
Aisi Rimjhim Aisi Puhaaren
Aisi Hi Thi Barsaat

He goes deeper into his thoughts, as he remembers how he meant his dream girl his wife Bani dixit that latter became Bani Walia. It was eight years ago that he meant her inside the study room,
she was wrapping her small arms around her, to keep herself warm from the rain water that welcomed her into Mumbai, her blue n white salwar kameez wet, but that day he saw a determination of a young girl around the age of 22. Her eyes were full of
confidence even though her voice was shaky and scared of speaking to a completely stranger who was only acquaintance to her. Her eyes were full of hope a hope that she could give her younger sister a better life and education.

As the song lyrics continues
Khud Se Judaa Aur Jug Se Paraaye
Hum Dono The Saath
Phir Se Woh Saawan Ab Kyon Na Aaye
Then he remembers how her face was sacred and frighten when he opened the veil on their wedding day to put the sinndoor on her face, she was crying and frighten. His anger and ego was in his way that he didn't recognize the stream of tears rolling down her cheeks, and how her body was shivering in marry her sisters husband and substituting for her. He is happy that is infatuation loved ran away from the mandap and was replaced by her elder sister, who just didn't became a substitute for her but who went through his hatred, and made a room in his heart. Then he thoughts goes to the sweet moment he shared with her in their marriage of one year. As the sound brings him to reality has it changes, and he goes to the happy moments that he spend with his dream girl.

Din Dhal Jaaye, Haye Raat Na Jaaye
Tu To Na Aaye Teri Yaad Sataaye


Thanks for your wonderful comments don't forget to leave your comments as it will encourage me to continue.
PS Navs i hope this was long enough?
Take Care
Mamta

You must continue. 😊 👏 Have too read more. 😆

Originally posted by: nyzbabigyal

yep yep i know y.. i luved it.. ahem i believe it was TOO short

Sorry madam that was the first chapter that i had written, i posted chapter 2 i hope its long enough it took me one hour to write that part😭 Something has to be done with your cold, is their a cough medicine that you can take to clear your throat😆😆😆

Originally posted by: Sannu_726

lovely 👏

Thanks Dear😛

Originally posted by: mandu

waiting for more...... mandu

Thanks Mandu, i have updated part 2 i hope you like it😛