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Is this my the sound of my heart breaking?
The sound of doves crying😭
How can u just leave me standing,
Alone in a world so cold.
U have taught me to live again ,to hope again,want again,desire again,daring to fall in love again.
Why do I feel so cold.🥺
God,i began to believe that u are rebuilding my life again.I decided to let go of my animosity twds u for taking away my dear mom,Aryans disability.I stopped holding u responsible.
I asked u to clear my hulchal and u brought out b4 my eyes what was hidden deep in my subconscious,u showed me I have fallen in love,u gave me a sign that its okay,her dupatta in my hand,a sign from heaven.
When b4 i share this revelation with her,she walks away,leaving me standing,alone.
I leave from there angry with myself,for making a fool of myself,she was never mine.She always belonged to someeone else.
Then why am i so unhappy,so frustrated ,so angry,why did i believe u again.
The slight teasing of the dupatta,on my hand,flying to cover my face,brings me at ure feet again.
The slight flicker of hope,do I still have a chance,As i enter ure presence,what is it I hear,the loud calling to prayer,are u speaking to me,telling me to hold on,to still believe that i am not alone,do i feel warmth entering my body again,peace flowing thru me...
Thank u for the signs from heaven.That this is destiny.
Wise men say only fools fall in love,But I cant help falling in love with u.❤️
AR was amazing today as Sultan,a broken man with shattered dreams,yet standing tall,angry,frustrated ,screaming within,yet not a sound from his lips,questioning God,yet calmly accepting Gods will,seeking refuge at the feet of the divine.He will get his answers from there,for sure.
Thank u CV's,for two beautiful songs picturised on sultan,one symbolising his love realisation and today's song signifying his deep pain.
Anupamaa
