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Wrote this on my phone in middle of revision for my 2nd year university exams.
I hope you guys like it !! It's long and I have proof read it so sorry for any mistakes.
Pehla Pyaar
It has been five years since I left Bhopal for good. Look at the irony five years on this date I was supposed get married to the man I loved, the only man I ever loved and will ever love woh kehte hai na mohabbat Bas ek baar hoti hai and mera pehla pyaar adhoora reh Gaya.
Today all those memories are haunting me yet again not that they don't haunt me every day but being physically present here is painful but for Phuphi I can do this no for her I can do anything.
Najma emailed me two days informing me of Phuphi ailing health. It was heart breaking to find out I am so close to losing my Ammi yet again. I didn't think for a moment and booked the earliest flight to Bhopal from Mumbai. Yes I am in Mumbai but everyone thinks I am back in NewYork. Aapi was really understanding and she let me stay in Mumbai. My Abbu has a office in Mumbai which I handle now yeah I actually found out about him. I can't thank Tanveer enough for giving me this joy. He might not be the ideal man which I would liked him to be but I have reconciled. He comes every month to see me as we have kept our relationship hidden. I know how the truth would affect Humeira and I wouldn't want anyone to go through what Mr. Rashid Khan's kids have. Though Abbu insisted but I refused to inform anyone.
Oh I am here outside Khan mansion the drive from the airport has just reminded me so much. Long drives are indeed very thought provoking.
I was about to enter the house when I crashed into someone and out of reflex I uttered my trade mark line "Allah Miyan what's wrong with you" and what was surprising was so did the person sorry the kid I crashed into.
And then I looked down to find a little angel . She looked adorable in her tweety tshirts and blue shorts with those two short pony tails . "I am sorry beta. Tumhe Lagi toh nahi" she looked at me and then I saw her light eyes and it struck me its her, Tanveer's daughter. I held hand and asked her " Beta what's your name ?" " sorry Aunty but Abbu says I shouldn't talk to strangers " zoya could imagine Mr. Akdu Ahmed Khan teaching her this. " accha koi baat nahi ..." Before I could finish I could finish I heard Najma calling out "Zoya Zoya kahan ho tum " I was surprised as to how did She find out I was coming and I was here. And then the little girl responded " I am here Phuphi with stranger aunty"
Zoya was frozen Tanveer named her daughter after . Zoya was shocked was an understatement.
Najma came out and hugged me it took me two minutes to react she was crying in my arms. I couldn't hold back either.
We went in and little Zoya clung on to her Phupi as she couldn't see her tears. She may not be biologically Mr. Khans daughter but she was just like him she couldn't see her loved ones in pain.
I left my luggage and rushed to Phupis room she looked so pale. The cancer had done its job. She looked at me and I hugged her and started crying. "Aare mera strong baccha aate hi rone lagi. Maat ro Zoya abh Tum aa gayi ho na main bilkul theek ho jaaungi. Tumhari yeh Ammi itni asani se nahi jaane wali Kahin" "Bilkul Phuphi main aapko Kahin nahi jaane dungi aapko pata hai Maine Internet pe Bahut research ki hai aur itne treatments ke bare main padha hai I am sure aap theek ho jaaogi."
"Ms. Farooqi aap" it was the moment I wasn't really looking forward to yes it was meeting Mr. Khan. I looked at him and he didn't look the same. He looked exhausted. "Sorry Mr. Khan main bina bataye aagayi I should have informed and taken your permission" "please Ms.Farooqi don't say that you are always welcome lets go out and let Ammi rest." "Nahi Mr. Khan main yahan Phuphi ke pass rahungi unka khayal rakhungi"
"Ms. Farooqi nurse hai yahan pe aap thak gayi hongi safar se" " Zoya beta Asad theek keh raha hai"
I left the room and before I could do or say anything Me. Khan did the unexpected he took my hand and took me to his room. I was taken aback "yeh aap kya kar rahe hain agar Tanveer ne Dekh Liya toh" I could see my one statement did something to him he stopped and made me sit on his bed. He took my hand in his and sat in the floor. " Zoya tumhari uss din nikkah se jaane ke baad Bahut Kuch hua. When you said I should marry Tanveer as she was pregnant and it seemed the right thing to do I did it. Not for once did I think ki aap pe kya biti hogi" " mr. Khan " " nahi Zoya aaj please mujhe bolne do" I couldn't say any further the man I loved was pleading in front of me. "Aap jan wahan se chali gayin tabhi mujhe ehsaas nahi hua ki kya ho raha hai I was unaware of what was happening around me. Zoya I was supposed to marry you and then the kazi said kya aapko yeh ristha qubool hai I said qubool hai involuntarily thinking of you in my heart. Yes Zoya I do have a heart which thinks a lot about you. Well before I knew I was married to my childhood friend because for once I thought Ms. Farooqi the girl who does everything wrong and doesn't think of it's implications made a wise choice. But it wasn't ... Once again you did the wrong thing. She just wanted my money and power. " Zoya was shocked she pressed Asads hand and reassured him. " but God had a different plan when Tanveer was I'm labour the doctors informed us that she won't be able to survive due to intense blood loss. Tanveer asked the doctor to inform us that she was sorry for all that she did and asked us to name her daughter Zoya." Zoya was really moved and was in tears just like Asad. "You know Ms. Farooqi little angel of mine says Allah Miyan just like you I think Najma taught her that. You know Ms. Farooqi since the day you left I have wondered why you did what you did please tell me "
" I also asked you so many questions but you never answered but today I will answer yours Mr. Khan We both know how hard it is to live without a father figure in our lives. I didn't wish the same for Tanveer I knew you didn't love her but I was sure you would love the child and never let her go through what you did. I am really sorry to hear about Tanveer I wish could have been here to help you guys."
Asad always knew Zoya thought about others before herself he was very well aware how much Zoya loved him and still made the sacrifice he truly did not deserve her she is an angel.
Suddenly the door flew open. Little Zoya ran into her Abbus arms. Asad ruffled her hair which were now open and messed up. "Abbu do you know this stranger aunty" Asad looked quizzically at Zoya. " yes beta but how do you know her " " I saw her outside our house and then Phuphi saw her and both of them started to cry but Abbu like a good girl I stopped Phuphi from crying by saying my Shayari " Asad smiled which really shocked Zoya well a lot of things did because little Zoya was exactly like her and Mr. Khan. Asad whispered into my ear that little Zoya was not aware about Tanveer being her mother therefore I was careful not to mention anything. " Abbu who is this aunty then" " okay baby Zoya meet aunty Zoya" " aunty aapka naam Zoya kyun hai ?" " well shayad mere parents ko yeh naam pasand aaya ho" " aur Aapka naam baby Zoya kyun hai" to which Asad responded " kyunki baby Zoya ke parents ko aap Bahut pasand ho"
Zoya looked at Asad and could see his emotionally challenged Akadu Ahmed khan for the first time praising her in all seriousness. Baby Zoya interrupted their eye sex!!
" stranger aunty Zoya kya aap mere saath iPad pe kehlengi" " zaroor khelungi "
Asad realised what a killer combo he would have to deal with now Zoya squared ! But he was ready for this for his whole life if Zoya agreed to it. Yes I want to marry Zoya Farooqi my first and last love. I want her to be baby Zoyas Ammi. Yes I was her to be Ammis bahu and Najmas Bhabi. Yes I want her to be my wife, Mrs. Zoya Asad Ahmed khan oh I not sure if she will agree to change her surname knowing her. But what's important is that I love her.
Dilshad watched them and thanked Allah that last time she made them realise there love for each other by faking illness and this time her illness in reality has got them together. She made a promise to Allah that she will now get them married and have two three four more grandchildren and then only come up to him.
Thanks for reading this long OS
I hope you guys like it !! It's long and I have proof read it so sorry for any mistakes.
Pehla Pyaar
It has been five years since I left Bhopal for good. Look at the irony five years on this date I was supposed get married to the man I loved, the only man I ever loved and will ever love woh kehte hai na mohabbat Bas ek baar hoti hai and mera pehla pyaar adhoora reh Gaya.
Today all those memories are haunting me yet again not that they don't haunt me every day but being physically present here is painful but for Phuphi I can do this no for her I can do anything.
Najma emailed me two days informing me of Phuphi ailing health. It was heart breaking to find out I am so close to losing my Ammi yet again. I didn't think for a moment and booked the earliest flight to Bhopal from Mumbai. Yes I am in Mumbai but everyone thinks I am back in NewYork. Aapi was really understanding and she let me stay in Mumbai. My Abbu has a office in Mumbai which I handle now yeah I actually found out about him. I can't thank Tanveer enough for giving me this joy. He might not be the ideal man which I would liked him to be but I have reconciled. He comes every month to see me as we have kept our relationship hidden. I know how the truth would affect Humeira and I wouldn't want anyone to go through what Mr. Rashid Khan's kids have. Though Abbu insisted but I refused to inform anyone.
Oh I am here outside Khan mansion the drive from the airport has just reminded me so much. Long drives are indeed very thought provoking.
I was about to enter the house when I crashed into someone and out of reflex I uttered my trade mark line "Allah Miyan what's wrong with you" and what was surprising was so did the person sorry the kid I crashed into.
And then I looked down to find a little angel . She looked adorable in her tweety tshirts and blue shorts with those two short pony tails . "I am sorry beta. Tumhe Lagi toh nahi" she looked at me and then I saw her light eyes and it struck me its her, Tanveer's daughter. I held hand and asked her " Beta what's your name ?" " sorry Aunty but Abbu says I shouldn't talk to strangers " zoya could imagine Mr. Akdu Ahmed Khan teaching her this. " accha koi baat nahi ..." Before I could finish I could finish I heard Najma calling out "Zoya Zoya kahan ho tum " I was surprised as to how did She find out I was coming and I was here. And then the little girl responded " I am here Phuphi with stranger aunty"
Zoya was frozen Tanveer named her daughter after . Zoya was shocked was an understatement.
Najma came out and hugged me it took me two minutes to react she was crying in my arms. I couldn't hold back either.
We went in and little Zoya clung on to her Phupi as she couldn't see her tears. She may not be biologically Mr. Khans daughter but she was just like him she couldn't see her loved ones in pain.
I left my luggage and rushed to Phupis room she looked so pale. The cancer had done its job. She looked at me and I hugged her and started crying. "Aare mera strong baccha aate hi rone lagi. Maat ro Zoya abh Tum aa gayi ho na main bilkul theek ho jaaungi. Tumhari yeh Ammi itni asani se nahi jaane wali Kahin" "Bilkul Phuphi main aapko Kahin nahi jaane dungi aapko pata hai Maine Internet pe Bahut research ki hai aur itne treatments ke bare main padha hai I am sure aap theek ho jaaogi."
"Ms. Farooqi aap" it was the moment I wasn't really looking forward to yes it was meeting Mr. Khan. I looked at him and he didn't look the same. He looked exhausted. "Sorry Mr. Khan main bina bataye aagayi I should have informed and taken your permission" "please Ms.Farooqi don't say that you are always welcome lets go out and let Ammi rest." "Nahi Mr. Khan main yahan Phuphi ke pass rahungi unka khayal rakhungi"
"Ms. Farooqi nurse hai yahan pe aap thak gayi hongi safar se" " Zoya beta Asad theek keh raha hai"
I left the room and before I could do or say anything Me. Khan did the unexpected he took my hand and took me to his room. I was taken aback "yeh aap kya kar rahe hain agar Tanveer ne Dekh Liya toh" I could see my one statement did something to him he stopped and made me sit on his bed. He took my hand in his and sat in the floor. " Zoya tumhari uss din nikkah se jaane ke baad Bahut Kuch hua. When you said I should marry Tanveer as she was pregnant and it seemed the right thing to do I did it. Not for once did I think ki aap pe kya biti hogi" " mr. Khan " " nahi Zoya aaj please mujhe bolne do" I couldn't say any further the man I loved was pleading in front of me. "Aap jan wahan se chali gayin tabhi mujhe ehsaas nahi hua ki kya ho raha hai I was unaware of what was happening around me. Zoya I was supposed to marry you and then the kazi said kya aapko yeh ristha qubool hai I said qubool hai involuntarily thinking of you in my heart. Yes Zoya I do have a heart which thinks a lot about you. Well before I knew I was married to my childhood friend because for once I thought Ms. Farooqi the girl who does everything wrong and doesn't think of it's implications made a wise choice. But it wasn't ... Once again you did the wrong thing. She just wanted my money and power. " Zoya was shocked she pressed Asads hand and reassured him. " but God had a different plan when Tanveer was I'm labour the doctors informed us that she won't be able to survive due to intense blood loss. Tanveer asked the doctor to inform us that she was sorry for all that she did and asked us to name her daughter Zoya." Zoya was really moved and was in tears just like Asad. "You know Ms. Farooqi little angel of mine says Allah Miyan just like you I think Najma taught her that. You know Ms. Farooqi since the day you left I have wondered why you did what you did please tell me "
" I also asked you so many questions but you never answered but today I will answer yours Mr. Khan We both know how hard it is to live without a father figure in our lives. I didn't wish the same for Tanveer I knew you didn't love her but I was sure you would love the child and never let her go through what you did. I am really sorry to hear about Tanveer I wish could have been here to help you guys."
Asad always knew Zoya thought about others before herself he was very well aware how much Zoya loved him and still made the sacrifice he truly did not deserve her she is an angel.
Suddenly the door flew open. Little Zoya ran into her Abbus arms. Asad ruffled her hair which were now open and messed up. "Abbu do you know this stranger aunty" Asad looked quizzically at Zoya. " yes beta but how do you know her " " I saw her outside our house and then Phuphi saw her and both of them started to cry but Abbu like a good girl I stopped Phuphi from crying by saying my Shayari " Asad smiled which really shocked Zoya well a lot of things did because little Zoya was exactly like her and Mr. Khan. Asad whispered into my ear that little Zoya was not aware about Tanveer being her mother therefore I was careful not to mention anything. " Abbu who is this aunty then" " okay baby Zoya meet aunty Zoya" " aunty aapka naam Zoya kyun hai ?" " well shayad mere parents ko yeh naam pasand aaya ho" " aur Aapka naam baby Zoya kyun hai" to which Asad responded " kyunki baby Zoya ke parents ko aap Bahut pasand ho"
Zoya looked at Asad and could see his emotionally challenged Akadu Ahmed khan for the first time praising her in all seriousness. Baby Zoya interrupted their eye sex!!
" stranger aunty Zoya kya aap mere saath iPad pe kehlengi" " zaroor khelungi "
Asad realised what a killer combo he would have to deal with now Zoya squared ! But he was ready for this for his whole life if Zoya agreed to it. Yes I want to marry Zoya Farooqi my first and last love. I want her to be baby Zoyas Ammi. Yes I was her to be Ammis bahu and Najmas Bhabi. Yes I want her to be my wife, Mrs. Zoya Asad Ahmed khan oh I not sure if she will agree to change her surname knowing her. But what's important is that I love her.
Dilshad watched them and thanked Allah that last time she made them realise there love for each other by faking illness and this time her illness in reality has got them together. She made a promise to Allah that she will now get them married and have two three four more grandchildren and then only come up to him.
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