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hey guys
got this idea in my mind so just wrte it down i don't how it turned out just thought and wrote it down.
hoping to get good reviews...
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin Na Kahin.
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin
Loneliness the worst feeling in this whole world and I have a unbreakable relation with this feeling. I kriya ghai whose life was filled with colours of happiness, joy, fun is now colourless. today I am alone, separated from everyone, living here in this deserted land with this feeling of loneliness.
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin Na Kahin.
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin
Loneliness the worst feeling in this whole world and I have a unbreakable relation with this feeling. I kriya ghai whose life was filled with colours of happiness, joy, fun is now colourless. today I am alone, separated from everyone, living here in this deserted land with this feeling of loneliness.
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin
I wasn't a girl belonging to a rich family but I considered myself as the richest one in this world coz I had my dil, dosti , dance and my mom the precious possessions of my life. but today I am the poorest one in this whole world coz I have none of these in my life now except this feeling of being alone.
Kabhi Mere Khwab Sa,
Kabhi Uljhe Jawaab Sa,
Ke Chanda Mein Bhi Daag Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu.
Kabhi Uljhe Jawaab Sa,
Ke Chanda Mein Bhi Daag Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu.
my dad he left me when I was small I never knew who was my dad even whether he was alive or not but today I know that the person whom I considered as my role model is my dad it really hurts that I made him a priority in my life but I was never even a options in his life.
Ke Dariya Ka Ho Ik Sira,
Ke Armaano Ka Silsila,
Ke Sehra Mein Bhi Aab Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu, Mere Jaisa Tu.
Ke Armaano Ka Silsila,
Ke Sehra Mein Bhi Aab Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu, Mere Jaisa Tu.
I never knew that I had a sister even though I met her I couldn't love her what all I did was fighting with her coz I considered her as my enemy and even she does and today she even doesn't remember me.
Tera Hoon Main, Tujhe Kyon Na Yaqeen Hai!
Chaahat Mein Meri Aakhir Kya Kami Hai?
Tujhme Hi Toh Chhupi Meri Khudi Hai.
Meri Khudi Kuch Na Sahi.
Kuch Na Sahi, Kuch Na Sahi.
Chaahat Mein Meri Aakhir Kya Kami Hai?
Tujhme Hi Toh Chhupi Meri Khudi Hai.
Meri Khudi Kuch Na Sahi.
Kuch Na Sahi, Kuch Na Sahi.
my mom she was the only one for me my dad, my sis, my friend everything. she was their for me in every odd and even moments of my life but she also left me that to forever. People say that she died but she would be always there for me but how being with someone physically and being with someone's innerself is totally different.
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin.
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin.
my friends one of the most important part of my life whom I left but for them only and later they left me forever. today I don't even exist in their life, they don't remember that a kria existed in there life but I remember them and would always.
Kabhi Mere Khwab Sa,
Kabhi Uljhe Jawaab Sa,
Ke Chanda Mein Bhi Daag Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu
Kabhi Uljhe Jawaab Sa,
Ke Chanda Mein Bhi Daag Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu
my dil whom made me realize what love means today hates me to a extent once there was a time that only I was in his heart and its today that I even do not possess a small place in his heart while he is there in my heart coz my heart only belongs to him. my first and last love of my life.
Ke Tu Hi Dariya Ka He Ik Sira,
Ke Armaanon Ka Silsila,
Ke Sehra Mein Bhi Aab Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu, Mere Jaisa Tu.
Ke Armaanon Ka Silsila,
Ke Sehra Mein Bhi Aab Sa,
Mere Jaisa Tu, Mere Jaisa Tu.
My dance was my life my dream with which I grew up which became my identity which gave me my friends my dil. the only was to express my joy and sorrows but today I don't have it with me.
Aahatein, Ho Rahin Teri,
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin Na Kahin.
Dil Ke Dar Pe Mere,
Tu Yahin Hai Kahin Na Kahin.
I have nothing with me today my dreams my ambition all got shattered in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything except of crying and why did all these happened? I have a lot of questions in my heart but I have no one with me to give answers to my questions.
Did I do wrong by choosing my dosti between my dil and dance? did I do wrong by supporting my friends? did I do wrong by following my mom's order? did I do wrong by crushing my own desires to fulfill someone's else dream. was I wrong just because I wanted to live my dreams? was I wrong because I wanted to spend my whole life with that person whom I loved? was I wrong because I wanted to be with my friends. was I wrong for thinking about others happiness before mine? was I wrong for everything I did in my life? what I wanted just a life full of happiness but I can't have that also for me.
I am alone today. I don't have my father to support me, encourage me actually I never had him. I don't have my sis to fight with , to share my everything with her. I don't have my mom to advice me when I am in problem, to lave me to make breakfast for me every morning to wake me up with all love. my friends to enjoy my life to fullest with them.
I don't have that someone special to love me, care for me, pamper me and make me believe of his love by his lovely talks. I don't have dance to vent out my pain and to decipher my happiness. the only thing I have is this feeling of loneliness. what was my fault just that I thought about everyone, supported everyone.
Didn't I had the right to be loved, cared, encouraged by someone. you know it didn't hurts me that my dad left me , that I couldn't care for my sis, that I couldn't love my rey but the thing that hurts me most is why didn't my friends understand me. my best friend he promised me to be there in every up's down's of my life then why didn't he even tried to find me he like everyone believed that I was a backstabber was my friendship so weak or was I so wrong in judging friends. I did so much for them what I wanted was just a place in their heart but I couldn't get that also I sacrificed everything for them what I got in return was this feeling of loneliness.
If this is what one's get after sacrificing his life for his loved ones then I would say u should never do this coz this feeling is the worst feeling in this whole world.
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Just Because My Eyes Do Not Show Tears, Doesnt Mean My Heart Doesnt Cry N I Dont Get Hurt.
Just Because I Come Out Strong, Doesnt Mean There Is Nothing Wrong.
Often I Choose To Pretend That I'm Happy.
So I Dont Have To Explain Myself To People Who'll Never Understand.
Smiling Has Always Been Easier Than Xplaining Y I'm Sad...!
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