FF - Begin Again - Ch#25 Updt. - Page 14

Poor Khushi...He s hurtng her...
Feelng bad 4 her...
Cntinue soon

nice POV of Khushi !!!

Loved the part

Poor khushi, she's been pushed into the hell of her dreams without any fault of hers.., though she will be wid a guy she is attracted to, but will be acting!
I dunno why, why shud she agree to this marriage..? Just cuz of payal, but aakash lovess her and wud marry only her.. If its abt her family, then they wud be happy if she marries a guy who atleast wud care for her..!

Arnav is sucha bid a** and jerk..! Telling all those thngs to khushi wich she doesn't deserve all cuz of dat kamini lavanaya..!

Chapter#8

Khushi's Dairy- Present time.

Night 11:20 pm.

When they came, in the evening, I was forced by Payal to come outside. I had no power remaining in me to face them. I just couldn't do it. I had been strong all these years after my parent's death but now I couldn't. I wasn't even in love with him...properly. Or maybe I was, I don't know!

I wore beige and a blue long dress which had a little work on it. I let my hair loose, because I was forced by Payal. Payal was very excited, I know she was excited for her wedding but for my wedding she was extra excited. I went out but didn't raise my eyes, I have no energy. Not even a single drop. I could sense he was here and had his eyes on me. I looked up and he was there sitting and glaring at me with hatred, lots of hatred. I looked down at the fruitless floor again. Ugh...how I hate my life. It had changed in a matter of days.

Nani jee asked me to sit next to her and I did as I had no choice. The whole Shagun thing went normal but his eyes were filled with so much disgust that I was scared of him now. If I disgusted him so much why did he agree? I hate him for this. He could do anything as he had the money but he was a man with power. I was a girl who could do nothing but just bow down before my parents who were happy.

My Dadi is slightly sick and it was her wish that we'd, me and Payal, would get married in the same house. This evening the families got closer and the hatred between me and Arnav jee began to get deeper. I had to fake my smile for my family and his family. His family was sweet. I don't know from where they got this Laad governor who had no feelings. He had a heart of stone that was what I got to know in these few days I've spent around him.

Faking a smile means lying from Payal. She is my best-friend before my sister and she is very aware of my slight change in my mood. I didn't want her to suspect anything or else she would do anything to get me out of this mess. I had to hide it from her till the right time had come. Later this evening I went to the kitchen to get the sweets. I started to mumble to myself.

"I should say no. They didn't even ask for my opinion. Yes, I'll talk to Payal. I'll tell her everything. She'll get me out of this and save me." These were my words to myself when I felt someone spin me around.

It was him.

"Arnav jee what are you doing? My hand!" I tried to struggle but to no avail.

"You will not say no or tell anybody anything. You know how Payal and Akash are happy. I will force Akash to reject Payal and he can do anything for me. So you better think before you do anything wrong. These are going to be the worst six months of your life...Khushi Kumari Gupta! And I bet on that. I will make them the worst of all. You will suffer. You're so damn fake in front of others. How can you even smile normally?" He said, gritting his teeth.

I couldn't take it anymore. He was hurting me, from inside. My tears started to loose out.

"You make me sick!" He bit out his last words and pushed me against the counter and left.

Fake! I was fake? I was faking my self, my feelings in front of my loved ones so that they'd be happy. Nobody ever asked me how I felt.

Nobody. I was broken when that accident happened but I built a shield around me. This shield was broken now. I was in love with him maybe. I don't understand this weird sensation when he is close to me, however the situation is. The more he gave pain to me the more I fell for him.

I wiped my tears and went outside to present the sweets. I saw Payal looking at Akash and smiling. I couldn't tell her now. He was too clever and heartless. How could he do this to his own brother? Just a heartless freak!

He smirked at me when I was looking at Payal with sad and helpless eyes. I looked away with disgust but he drew me to himself. If he hated me so much then why did he agree to marry me was something to be found out and I will question him after our marriage.

I was stronger than him. Maybe he had all the physical needs and a sharp brain but I had something stronger and it was my heart. My heart was stronger than him in any matter.

Tomorrow, the Haldi and a little engagement in the presence of a few people were set. The Raizada family got up and was ready to leave. I was glad they were going no actually not them but he was going. They could stay, I liked them but him he was just... Forget it.

I and Payal have decided to go to the mall tomorrow, early in the morning so that we'd get something to wear. My dream wedding, I had planned it all but everything was going opposite.

Life never fails to surprise. When ever you get something fruitful you should be ready for something fruitless to be coming your way..

That was the story of my life.

Lets see what surprises are set for tomorrow.

What the hell is Arnav's problem..? Why is he blaming khushi for evythn she hasn't done..? She didn't propse the marrige! She was even ready to refuse.! She didn't want to interfere in his life! She is being pushed to hell widout any of her faults!

And why doesn't she says all this to him dat she is not interested in marrying him!

Hope tht arnav realises soon abt the mistake he's done in judging khushi!:)

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