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PART 32

It was night when geet called maan. Maan was busy in his file and his phone was on silent thus he was unaware of that. Geet held phone tightly when it disconnected after 5 long rings. "khi so to nhi gye" she thought, but then looked at the watch which showed 11 at night, "umm itni jaldi to nhi sote, he had said he have some hectic time in office, phir kyu'. Let me try again"

She again rang the cell and it again remains unanswered. "lagta hai so gye, chal geet tubi so ja" she looked at meera who was busy texting yash at night, "ye bhi busy hai, lagta hai so na hi paddega". Cribbing she slipped into bed keeping her phone next to her looking at it expectantly, expecting him to call. "ek baar aur try karu, just last time pakka" she again rang the bell and she got the same result again, sighing she kept back the cell on bed.

"so much I wanted to talk to him, to tell him about the results and phir exam scheme bhi batani thi and ha wo rohan wali baat bhi, but ye hai ki koi fikar hi nhi hai, so rhe honge aram se aur ek mai hu ki'" she twisted her lips and covered herself with the duvet.

["so much I wanted to talk to him, to tell him about the results and about the exam scheme too, and ha about that rohan too, and see him, he doesn't even care at all, must be sleeping peacefully keeping me awake here"]

Then thinking something she called suhana. Suahan and ishan were just about to go to sleep, when ishaan's cell rang. Ishaan droopily opened his eyes and saw geet's number. He passed the cell to suhana whose sleep flew away hearing its geet's call. "geet this time, is everything alright beta", suhana said worried as she looked at the time.

'ha dii, sab theek hai, aap so gye the kya', geet said hoping to hear no. "nhi bas sone ja rhe the, you tell me aaj akhir hamari yaad kha se agayi" suhana said as she settled back on bed. "see you didn't sleep yet, even meera too didn't sleep till now, bas ek wo hi hai jo so gye huh!!" geet said grumpily. "wo kaun???" suhana asked surprised with the sudden complain. "aur kaun dii, maan'"

"maan!!!" suhana's ear stood up as she said a little loudly. Ishaan too sat up as he heard his wife saying something about maan. He looked at suhana signaling 'what's-the-matter' while she pulled him closer pressing his ear on the other side of the speaker so that he could hear too.

"ha, pta hai I had called thrice but he didn't even picked once, lagta hai so gye aur ek mai hu jo unse baat karna chahti hu' dekhna when he will call next time I won't even pick his call" she gritted her teeth in anger.

[ha, you know I have called him thrice but he didn't even picked once, it seems he is sleeping and here I am who just wants to talk to him at the moment'. Dekhna when he will call next time, I won't even pick up the call"]

"Some one seems too desperate to talk to maan" suhana said her voice full of teasing as she looked at ishaan with glowing eyes. "aur nhi to kya, pata hai aaj hamare first monthly test ke result and I wanted to tell him, full day I tried to talk but yha pe network wasn't working, ab aya hai to he isn't even picking'. Mujhe nhi baat karni ab unse bas!!!"

[yup I am, you know today our monthly test's result came and I wanted to tell him first, full day I tried to call him but network signal wasn't catching, and when it finally connected he isn't even picking' I won talk to him now bas!!!]

"oh result aya hai, aj tak to you had always told your results firstly to me aur aj dekh, itni der se baat kar rhi hai but result nhi bata rhi, pehle maan ko batana jo tha '. Ab tu mujhse baat mat kar" suhana said giving a wink to ishaan.

[oh result came, till today you had always told me your result firstly and see today, you are talking from so long still you didn't told me your result after all firstly you will tell maan na'. now you don't talk to me" suhana said giving a wink to ishaan.]

Geet was about to say something when suhana's words registered in her mind, making her speechless. She didn't know what to say now, she bit her tongue try to think of some reply but none came.

Suhana could feel the turmoil of geet, after all she had seen her growing up in front of her eyes, though she isn't her mother, but she had brought up her like a mother, she could feel about her every emotion even before she herself understands. She looked at ishaan with moisten eyes as he took her in his hug. "dii, I will talk to you tomorrow, I am feeling very sleepy" geet disconnected the call without even hearing from suhana.

Suhana hugged ishaan tigthly while he patted her back whispering sweet noting in her ears. "I am so happy for her, atleast she is realizing what is right for her, and for him too. Dekha na aapne how desperate she is to talk with him, uska call na uthana isko kitna gussa dila diya. Wo geet who used to show her feelings for only to the people with whom she is attached has shown some emotion for him too'. i hope wo samay rehte samajh'"

"sab theek hoga, wo tumhari behen hai, aur mujhe uspe pura vishwas hai" ishaan said patting suhana as he too wished for the best for both of them.

Please listen to the lyrics to get the real feel

SONG

Madnooo
Mashukoo
Hai Dil Ko Teri Aarzoo
Par Mein Tujhe Na Pa Sakun

Geet kept the phone away as she rethought about suhana's words. "ye kya ho rha hai babaji, ye kaisa badlav hai, ye kaisi bechaini hai' wo ladki jiski jindagi sirf uska parivar, uski behn uski chachi thi aj sirf ek insaan ke chah ki mautaaz kab se ban gyi'. Bachpan se maine apne dil ki sari baat sabse pehle dii ko batayi' apne sari achievements dii ko bataye phir aj aisa kya badal gya'. Subah se sirf unka khayal kyu aa rha hai' sirf unse baat karne ki chah kyu hai mere dil me' sirf unse mai apni khushi kyu batna chahti hu' yha tak ki dii tak ka bhi khayal nhi aya' kya wo mere liye dii se bhi badke hai babaj' nhi nhi aisa nhi ho sakta'. Smay hi kitna hua mujhe unse mile hue.. sirf kuch mahine aur diii mere liye sabse jaruri hai' par phi raj jo hua wo kyat ha'.

2 din hi hue hai unse mile hue, sirf 2 din aur dii se baat giye hue kuch hafte ho gye' par phir bhi mera dil sirf unse baat kyu karn achahta hai babaji' aj unke call na uthane pe itna gussa aa gya mujhe' ye to galat hai n' mere ye jasbat shin hi'. Mai ye mehsus karne ka haq nhi rakhti' bilkul nhi'.

Hai Dil Ko Teri Justju
Par Mein Tujhe Na Pa Sakun

She closed her eyes as she remembered the weekend they spent together' their bike ride, that lunch, and that fall' how he saved her, his eyes that look' maan unki ankhe sidhe mere man ko chu rhi ho' ye to bilkul filmo jaisa tha par phir bhi sach tha'. Par mai aisa kyu soch rhi hu'. Nhi wo sirf mujhe bacha rhe the' aur phir shayad mai kuch jyada soch rhi hu' hai na shayad'

Ha pichle kuch mahine me sirf whi to the jo mere sath the, sari bate maine sirf unko batayi shayd isiliye mai ye baat bhi sirf unhe batana chahti thi,,, shayd ye sirf meri adat thi' aur unhe bata na pane ke karan mujhe gussa aa gya'

Main Hoon Shab Tu Subah
Dono Jud Ke Juda
Main Hoon Lab Tu Dua
Dono Jud Ke Juda

Babaji maaf karna' mujhe pata hai ye galat hai' paap hai par apko to pata hai na ki maine jaan bujh ken hi socha'. Jaan bujh ke kuch nhi kiya' shayad ye sirf mere dimaag ke jyada chalne ke karan ho rha hai aur is pari ke romantic bato ke karan' aur mujhe pata hai mai samay ke saath wapas thik line pea a jaungi' par babaji unhe ye baat mat pata chalne dena' is bechaini ke bare me unhe mat batana' warna wo kya sochenge mere bare me' please babaji"

[[what is happening babaji, what type of change, what type of restlessness it is'the girl whose whole world was limited to her chichi, her sister her family, how can that girl be dependent on the demands of some other person' since childhood I have shared my every feelings with dii firstly, my all achievements were firstly shown to dii, then what had changed today'why I am only thinking about him today, why I just want to talk to hm today' why I want to tell my happiness only to him' when I don't even told that to dii' why had he became important for me even more than dii.. is he really more important for me than diii' no n it can't be possible' after all its isn't long we know each other' just few months and I know dii since always' and she is more important for me always'. Then what happened today' what would that mean'

I had met him just two days back and it had been weeks since I talked to dii' then why my heart just want to talk to him babaji' why I am so angry whne he didn't picked the call' that's wrong na babaji' my feelings aren't right'. I don't have a right to feel that...

She closed her eyes as she remembered the weekend they spent together' their bike ride, that lunch, and that fall' how he saved her, his eyes that look' it seems his gaze was touching my thoughts' it was so similar to films still it was truth' but then why I am thinking like this' no no he was just saving me.. and possibly I am thinking too much.. just too much

[and it was he only who was with me in lats few months' it was him whom I told my every thought maybe that's why today too I am restless to tell him first'. Maybe it had became my habbit now' and possibly that's why I felt anger when I couldn't tell him

babaji please forgive me'. I know its all wrong' its sin but you know na I didn't thought about all that knowingly' I didn't do anything intentionally' shayd its just the result of my excessive thought process and ha because of that romantic talks of pari too' and I know with time I will come back on track' bt babaji please don't let him know about this' don't tell him about this restlessness' otherwise what he will think about me' please babaji]

she closed her eyes as she paid homage to her babaji. She knew it was just a momentarily feeling, that restlessness wasn't anything but her anger, that's all and phir everything would be back to normal.

Madnoo
Mashukoo
Dilbaro
Madnoo Re

It was one when he finally closed the files. Tomorrow bank have to meet for some important collaboration and he was to recheck the files once again. It was hell tiring, but finally it ended. He was about to go to sleep when his eyes fell on his cell phone. He removed the silent mode and then his eyes fell on the miss call from geet.

"geet ke 3 miss calls, wo bhi itne raat ko' khi koi problem' nhi nhi aisa kuch nhi hai, let me call back." Then he looked at the time, it was one, " nhi nhi it's too late, kal call karlunga, but fir usne itni raat me call kyu kara, khji kuch important bhi to ho sakta ahi na' ha abhi call ka leta hu' if she picks up that's ok otherwise kal morning karunga' hmm"

"[three miss calls from geet, and that too this late at night' khi koi problem' no no its nothing like that' let me call her" Then he looked at the time, it was one, "no no its too late, I will call tomorrow' but then why she called this late'. It may be some important thing too' let me try once' if she picks up then its ok otherwise I will call again in morning"]

Hai Dil Ko Teri Aarzoo
Par Mein Tujhe Na Pa Sakun

Hai Dil Ko Teri Justju
Par Mein Tujhe Na Pa Sakun

He dialed geet's cell. Geet was still restlessly rolling in bed, her mind and heart busy contemplating why she is so restless. She felt her cell's vibration and seeing it's maan's call, she picked it up in the single ring, forgetting everything about her internal fight, her turmoil, she just blasted, " kha the aap, itni baar maine call kia aapko aur aap hai ki koi kadar hi nhi hai' pata hai mai kitni pareshan ho rhi thi.. par nhi ap to aram se so rhe honge' meri kise kya fikar.. huh' jaiye mujhe aapse ab baat hi nhi karni" and before he could even say hello, the call was cut again.

"where were you, I had tried so many time and you didn't even care' do you even know how much worried I was' but no you must be sleeping peacefully' who cares for me even huh'. Go I don't want to talk to you]

Maan was shocked for once hearing her nonstop complain, her anger quiet visible in her voice and that restlessness in her voice which he could feel behind her anger. He was amazed hearing her complain so much and then her anger' probably the first time he witnessed that.

Main Hoon Shab Tu Subah
Dono Jud Ke Juda
Main Hoon Lab Tu Dua
Dono Jud Ke Juda

Madnoo
Mashukoo
Dilbaro
Madnoo Re

He redialed and expected she won't be picking it up, but was surprised when it was picked up again that too before first ring could complete even. "geet" he said but she didn't replied. She stood up and went to the window in the room looking outside at the bright glowing moon and those twinkling stars.

'naraz ho' he said when he didn't heard her reply for a minute. "she still didn't said anything, just kept looking outside at the moon as her heart enjoyed the sweet calmness that coursed through her spine hearing his voice. She was really desperate to hear him, she realized that.

Kai Khawaab Dil Tujhko Le Kar Sajaye
Per Khauf Yeh Bhi Kahin Per Sataye
Gar Yeh Bhi Tutee To Phir Hoga Kya Re
Mujhe Raas Aati Hai Khushiyan Kahan Re

Kyun Dil Ko Dukhana Bewajah Madno Re
Kyun Dil Ko Dukhana Bewajah
Phir Aansu Bahana Ek Dafa
Phir Aansu Bahana Ek Dafa

"mera cell silent pet ha aur I was working isliye nhi dekha geet, warna I would have picked up in the first ring itself" she didn't even realized when a smile formed on her lips hearing his explanation. "sachi geet, I hadn't seen your call' aur phir itna gussa bhi ata hai meri geet ko mujhe to pata hi nhi tha, itni narazgi kyuki maine call nhi uthaya"

my cell was on silent and I was working so didn't saw your calls, otherwise would have picked them in the first ring itself" she didn't even realized when a smile formed on her lips hearing his explanation. "sadhi geet, I hadn't seen your call' and I didn't knew my geet could be this angry too, this much anger just because I didn't picked your call"]

"hmm" she replied loving that sweet voice of his, sometimes letting go feels so better than controlling yourself. And they were so lost that he actually claimed her his and she even acknowledged the sentence with her hmm. "ab maaf bhi kar do, aur chalo batao itni raat ko kyu jag rhi ti, it's 1, don't you have to go to school tomorrow"

[atleast forgive me now and tell me why you are awake this late' don't you have school tomorrow]

Main Hoon Shab Tu Subah
Dono Jud Ke Juda
Main Hoon Lab Tu Dua
Dono Jud Ke Juda

Madnoo
Mashukoo
Dilbaro
Madnoo Re

"mujhe apse baat karna tha, iskiye neend nhi ayi" she said, and actually told him her heart's turmoil, not even remembering the wish she demanded just few minutes back from her babaji.

His breathes hitched as he heart her confession, it felt so new, so lovely mano khuda ki rehmat mil gyi ho, koi anchahi chah puri ho gyi ho aur us bhagwan se ki gyi dua Kabul ho gyi ho. "mere karan neend nhi ayi??" he asked as he moved to the balcony attached in his room and felt the cold mid night air.

Tu Hi To Har Bandha Hai
LAmhoo Ki In Zanjeeron Main
Tu Hi To Har Dum Raha Hai
Khawabo Ki Har Tabeeron Mein
Tu Hi To Har Din Dikha Hai
Dundhli Ya Ujali Tasveeron Mei

"mujhe apko apna result batana tha, I scored the highest in class and pata hai the teachers were so happy, they praised me in front of whole class. And pata hai aj hum logo ne kitna maza kia'" and she kept on going on not even stopping for a breath too, while he kept listening to her, as he looked at the moon that was in his full glory today, illuminating the dark sky with his subtle light.

Teri Hi To Hai Khushoo
Mujhe Mein Haan Madno Re
Teri Hi To Hai Khushoo
Mujhe Mein Haan

Abb Tu Hi To Harsu Har Jagah
Abb Tu Hi To Harsu Har Jagah

And somewhere his heart realized the similarity too, a hope a light was seen today in his dark life too, probably a light flicker is enough to show the way. "aap sun rhe ho na" she said when he didn't replied anything after few minutes. "hmm" he said as he sat down on the rocking chair placed in the balcony, supporting his back on the bed rest, stretching his legs on the table in front.

Geet too sat on the bed in slanting position as she told him everything and anything, even the things which weren't needed too, but she just wanted to say them.

Beh Chus Shab Che Subah,
Meelith Doshvay Juda
Beh Chus Lab Che Dua,
Meelith Doshvay Juda...
Madno...
Madnoo
Mashukoo
Dilbaro
Madnoo Re

He was so lost that he didn't even realized when she slept rambling leaving the call on. It was the zooming air that made him realized that she had slept and he cut the call with a smile.

Was that the same geet who left this house few months back, the one who refused to spent his money, refused to acknowledge him in her life, didn't even talked anything unless it is necessary. And then he remembered how she cut the call' itni bechain, itna haq tha uski awaz me aj, aisa kya badal gya hum dono ke beech, aisa kya ho gya jo wo mere itne kareeb lagne lagi aj' aisa kya ho gya' he was so lost and didn't even realized when he too slept in open, with her in his thoughts.

Haan Tera Saaaya To Mein Hoon
Par Sang Tere Na Reh Sakhun
Haan Iss Safar Mein To Mein Hoon
Par Sang Tere Na Ruk Sakun


Main Hoon Shab Tu Subah
Dono Jud Ke Juda
Main Hoon Lab Tu Dua
Dono Jud Ke Juda

Madnoo
Mashukoo
Dilbaro
Madnoo Re



Mahiya Ve
Mahiya Ve
Mahiya Ve

Please please do tell me how this one was' it was probably the first confrontation of geet with herself and her feelings for maan'

Do comment and like if you feel I have justified it.

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lovely part
Geet wanted to inform about her result to maan 1st
Maan being busy and phone on silent so he did not pick the phn
Geet getting restless after taking to her sis and also because she was not able to talk to maan
Geet blasting on maan both feeling the change in geet
All in alll looovelyyy update