Hi guys . Usually I write very short posts due to lack of time and computer problem. But this is going to be very long.
When I had first started watching d3, I was in love with swayam that is in November 2011 when he was giving attitude to Sharon. Then I went back and saw all his scenes as the sharon's lover boy, rey's friend and kria's friend too. My love and respect for him increased day by day. When I saw his initial scenes how he used to get insulted by Sharon and how she slapped him on stage, etc etc the list goes on. I, all the time thought only about his family how they might be how they may be treating him. I always thought that Swayam must be having a wonderful family. His parents especially his father must be so supportive of him. When he had mentioned to Sharon that he knows all kinds of dances ( before their first tango dance) I thought Wow his family has helped him to learn so many dance forms. When he said to Neha that "jaise hum wasie humara dance " I said wow he is so super confident . His parents must have taught him this. When he told Sharon about his Grandmom in the boat ride scene. I thought he must be her laadla. Like everyone even I thought initially that he is from a middle class background, So when I came to know that he is rich I was also shocked. I thought his parents must have given him freedom to do whatever he wants or likes that is why he is gave so many expensive things to Sharon as gifts. When he said in RDX party that his mom says he looks handsome in sherwani I thought how cute!!!!!
When he was roaming around the streets of Mumbai in the tanhayee sequence, I thought Sharon is so stupid, Swayam must be the laadla of his house and here ''''' He must be getting so much love from his grandmom mother and father. I thought he must be the rajkumar of his family. Everyone must be so proud of him. When after the Shivma party kiss fiasco, He went to commit suicide I was really sad from him. When he did not, I thought he must have thought about his family, when he decided to leave st louise and go to another city I thought that his family must be very supportive and understanding.
When in Goa he said that "pyar ka mtla mujhe Sharon se milne ke baad hi pata chala" I was a little surprised but did not take that dialogue seriously because I thought that he is talking about ishq wala love. When Taani came and he was shown talking to his grandmom and was feeling not comfortable I thought may be his grandmom is strict, way too strict and its just generation gap.
But now when he told rey about his relation with his father, I was surprised but then also I never imagined that mr shikhawat used to insult his son like on daily basis. I thought its just a rift a small rift happening at times, like you know what happens between father and son opr parents and children. But now when he has entered and been rude to Swayam like 24*7 I am really super shocked because he doesn't realize his son's worth. He does not know his importance.
In short, I personally always thought that Swayam has no problems in his life. He has everything he wants, the only challenge in his life is Sharon who doesnt realize his importance. I thought that whenever he used to go his house in jodhpur he must be getting the treatment of a royal pronce and everyone else his cousins etc must be soo jealous of him and his qualities. But here its not like that. I thought that his parents must be loving him so much and that love he is showering all around him to Sharon, to his friends, that's why he is so stable and calm and patient. But here it is totally opposite. Swayam never got the love he deserved but still when he fell in love with Sharon he portrayed the true meaning of love, he became the epitome of love, the inspiration for everybody around him. His friends respect him so much especially Rey you can sense and feel that rey has immense respect for Swayam same as Swayam has for Rey. Both compliment each other a lot. Lastly I would like to say that Swayam whom his parents even could not understand so well, he himself understands everyone around him. Be it Sharon Rey or even Kria.
Love you Swayam may you always be like this as you are and hats off to shantanu for playing swayam so well that we can connect to him and feel his love and pain 👏
Love ujala 😊