RK,
I'm dying to resist you
But trying to breathe
I must not be near you
If I want to leave
Your eyes like warnings
Your hands like signs
one says stay away
the other stay the night
Your body like a puzzle
Your mind like a game
one says let go
the other says wait
Your surroundings move me
just the right way
Your voice surrounds me
like an echo but no fate
With every moment I go insane.
Look in my eyes, end this pain.
Say the things that need to be said.
Please don't hurt me, hold me instead.
I love you, please understand
I'll never love like this again
Maybe it's the pain you caused
Maybe it's the faith I've lost
Maybe it's just your favourite song
That makes me cry when you are gone
I tried to lift my head up high
I tried to get you out of my mind
I tried not to question why
The pain inside I tried to deny
It had been not long
But of your feelings I'm still unclear
You had been there when I'm in fear
You had been there and hold me near
You told me that you'll always be here
And you wiped away my tears
now I wish you can hear
Alone at night I will pray
Alone at night in bed I lay
Even though it means for me to wait
I will follow the path set by fate
Every sacrifices I will make
For you and I, both our sake❤️