SS: Bewafa THE END pg62 - Page 18

Originally posted by: adeeba21

chap 3-first date!! beautiful memories which could always be cherrished!

"Dressed in a slick black pant suit, fabric dark enough to find its place in a coffin" just tell me u wrote that highlighted one to describe the intensity of black colour. am i correct.

yes, though it suits the situation well, it was meant to describe the color, or was it😆

madhu's dad is a physician, liked how he told how much he cares for her.

Rishab getting lost in thoughts again.

i liked this line a lot.

" A child? Madhu...I feel numb. Joyous and numb. Guilty and numb. Beastly and numb. Disgusted and numb. I am now responsible for the destruction of three lives; an unborn one included. I do not deserve happiness"

thank you. Girls share a deep relationship with their fathers. It is inevitable.

rishab is repenting a lot, how can i hate him.

don't worry i will not ask "what madhu will do now?" she is not that week that she can't take care of her child.

the question is not if she can but, if she will. does she want to do it all alone?

Originally posted by: precious-pie

Madhu dad is cool n protective too... Firstly he didnt cm up his words n now to add his anxiety madhu is pregnent
now what????

Originally posted by: yappingduck

i am very sceptical while reading infidelity stories, coz that leaves me completely depressed...i feel like beating the pulp out of him...bloody he has got everything going for him and still he had to betray her...the woman who loved him so much has despite being betrayed cares for him...and now she is pregnant...does he deserve a second chance, in my opinion no, coz i am a very much uptight when the issue of infidelity pops up...

First of all, this reaction of yours is one I have seen many times over in this FF comment section. And I am surprised every time over the amount of emotion that surfaces. There is almost a soul sister club here, no one likes RK & no one wants redemption.

coz people who cheat on their spouse dont feel guilt because they have been disloyal, but coz they have been caught cheating...

my logic exactly.

probably i am being hasty in drawing conclusions...but the very thought of this makes my blood boil

Say what you feel, I can take it. In fact, I don't know where the story is headed, I dont plan my writing so, I will know with you what the future holds. Although, I do share much of your viewpoint😊, my morality is safely tucked away in a treasure box when I write. I see the story for what it is, not my phenomenal experience thereof.

Originally posted by: iiDona

Originally posted by: yappingduck

inspite of being very conservative in my thinking the question of infidelity crops up, i have read stuff which delve on this theme to get myself familiarised with the mindset of people who cheat, but everytime i react the same way... and especially when a man cheats, it hurts, coz a woman trusts him with her everything and she def does not deserve to be treated like this...its equivalent to battering someone phsically, though u r destroying her emotionally and psychologically making her feel inadequate

Two days after I get out the hospital, her number flashes on my phone. My heart threatens popping out my chest. She is finally ready to talk.

"How long?" Her voice is sharp, an arrow pointed right at my heart. "How long had this been going on?"

"One time, that night".

"Why?"

"I failed this marriage. Everything was going well and I can not handle calm".

Her command does not drop, her tone more persistent than ever.

"I met her during a movie shoot earlier that day. She invited herself over for wine. I thought you would be home".

"Defences, lies to cover up your limitations. You welcomed another woman into our bedroom in my absence".

"Yes. I knew you wouldn't be home. She was persistent", Madhu's anger was sky high and my inhibitions were holding back the truth. I try very hard to speak up, "I was inconsiderate".

"Understatement of the century".

"I was…."

"Demonic"

"That. I lost all self-control. I acted upon my primal urges".

"If I so much as dance with a male partner, you do not speak to me for days. I quit what I loved so I could be closer to you. Now, I spend my days in regret and self-loathing. Thank you, I learned to hate myself from being with you. I didn't know I was capable of such an achievement".

"Madhubala, you are the mother of my child".

"I am aware of the consequences of my naivety".

"Not naivety, love".

"What right do you have to call it that?"

"I… I was scared. I was terrified of starting a family so soon. I thought I would end up like a soccer dad with a beer gut and no roles in films".

"So, you took the easy way out. Congratulations, now you do not get to be dad at all. Not with my child".

"You going to take the baby away? Madhu please don't do this".

"I am not keeping it. The abortion is in two hours. I am headed there as we speak".

Why did she call me? Why tell me? What am I supposed to do that I fail to comprehend?

"Please Madhubala".

"Give me one good reason not to do it. I called you to convince me to turn that car around and go home. Make me stop RK".

Her urgency is dictating my actions. There is still time and hope. I can save our family.

"I will take the blame that is rightfully mine. I will suffer in loneliness. I will never see the baby if that is what you wish but please, don't. Our child should not have to pay for my sins".

"I have but one question left for you. Were you ever going to tell me".

I pause for a brief moment and with all that my mouth had words for I say, "no".

Her car comes to a screeching halt and then, there is silence.