Part 1
College terrace
Taani was sitting alone, deep in thought. Rey had just called her to inform her that he wouldn't be able to make their date tonight as he was busy with rehearsals and preparations for their first professional job. She understood where he was coming from, she really did, after all dance was his passion and he was working on making his career in that, however, this did make her start thinking about her own priorities in life.
Taani POV
Maybe I am just over thinking it. I mean I am happy right, of course I am. I have what I've always wanted; the person who I love the most also loves me back. Rey loves me, which is what I've always wanted from life, and now, now that I have the love of my life in my life, why do I still feel like something is missing. Whenever I see Bhai, Rey, everyone talk about their passion for dance, when I see their passion for dance, I can't help but feel incomplete myself, I mean is there anything that I feel so passionately about. What do I want to do with my life, I've never even thought about it. Growing up I've always heard that the main thing in a girl's life is to grow up and then one day get married, and then to handle her household, but what if I want more in my life. For the first time I want something from my life, maybe marriage isn't the only goal. I agree shaadi zindagi ka hisa hota hai, bahot zaroori hisa hota hai, par hai toh hisa hi na? For once I want to do something for myself, mujhe toh yaad bhi nahin maine apne liye last kya kiya tha? Apne aap ko priority kab di thi? St.louis mein admission liya Rey ke liye, dance seekhna chaha Rey ke liye, 6th dancer bani bhai ke liye, shivam ke saath fake relationship Rey ke liye, GS bani gang ki help karne ke liye, tune apne aap ke liye last kya kiya tha Taani? But yeh saari cheesein maine apne aap ke liye bhi toh ki, Rey, bhai, sabko khushi dene ke liye ki, woh sab khush toh main khush. Haan sab ko khushi deke khush rehna achi baat hai, par sirf apne liye kuch karna, apne khud ke sapne poore karna, woh bhi toh zaroori hai. But kya hain mere sapne, main karna kya chahti hoon? Main jaanti hoon ke main apni life ke saath kuch toh karna chahti hoon, ek career banana chahti hoon, but exactly kya, mujhe pata nahin, mera life mein passion kya hai? Heyy krishnaji, mujhe toh kuch samaj nahin aaraha, aap hi meri help kijiye, meri life mein yeh incompleteness main kaise poori karoon?
Edited by miss_neha - 12 years ago
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Bigg Boss 19
