Chp 54 : without you
Destiny sometimes play some realy funny games with us , like it does with Yash and Aarti , for 12 years Aarti loved Yash and he has no idea about her existence , and now its the other way around while Yash is bleeding love , Aarti is having a new beginning with no idea of Yash's existence
Flashbacks
Aarti's family took her after a few days to the center that the her doctors advice her to stay in
Aarti " Mom , dod do i have to stay here , most of people that i meet cannot remember there names, and i can so why can't i back with you home "
Sobha " Dear you still cannot remember a lot of things also after your complex surgery here is the perfect place the spend your convalescence "
Aarti smile and say " you know when you told me i have amnesia
i thought that i had a car accident like on movies but brain tumor is realy unique thing to cause amnesia "
Vidhi smile and say " Don't worry we gonna visit you on 2 weeks but we will call you every day "
Aarti " Ok "
Mr Dubey " Soon we will take you home "
The nurse then come to take Aarti to her room, she hug her family then went with her sayingr " Hi so did my roommate remember her name ? if she doesn't i can give her one "
The nurse laugh then keep chating with Aarti on her way to the room
Meanwhile on the waiting room Sobha look at Mr Dubey and say " Dear are we making the wright decision ?"
Vdhi also look at her father and say " Yes dad going back to india and doing a funeral for Aarti is ..."
Mr Dubey then say with a firm tone to make them stop talking " I will do enything to make sure that Yash is away from my daughter,even lying about her dead now lets go we have a plane to catch "
On the next day on the palace the family was having breakfast on silence, they were just playing with there food when Prateek's phone rang he take it and talk for few minutes then come and say " Aman call me to inform me that Aarti's family are back and Aarti's funeral is today should i inform Yash "
G3 " I hope this will make him go out of his room, since he hear about Aarti's dead , he is there refuse to meet talk to enyone "
Pari " Losing her is affect him so much , i mean even me i still couldn't believe it i mean she was just ... " tears start to fall from Pari's eyes , G3 too start crying then Suraj say " Please calm down " while Suraj was consoling them
Prateek went to Yash's room , he knock to door , but no answer then he say " Yash today is Aarti's funeral her family are ... " the door then open and Prateek was shocked Yash was looking a comlet mess, he then say " Today ? "
Prateek " yes , i think you lose the track of time , it has been more than a week since .." he stop talking and add after a moment of silence " Just go take a shower and get ready , i will wait for you on the main living room "
Prateek and the rest on the family were wearing white and waiting for Yash , he come after a while , wearing white too , he look all lost , then G3 hug him and say " Lets go dear "
When they reach Aarti's home , her family was putting a perfect act , a lot of people were there, Aman and Sunita head to Yash when they saw him
Aman " Hi Yash " Sunita just hug him and start to cry again , Aamn look at her and say " Dear please you are crying for days "
But Yash didn't react at all, his eyes were looking to a hug pic of Aarti that was hanging there with flower around it, she was laughing on it he keep looking at it for a while , till he hear Vidhi saying " It the perfect pic for her, she always smile and jock , can you bilieve that her smile and laugh full all her pics "
Yash look at Vidhi tears were on her eyes , they were tears of guilt, ooking at Yash all devastating, just make her guilt grew, Sobha too go him , looking to him just cause her pain, his eyes were empty from life , he was like a half dead person, not aware of what is happening around him of caring , Sobha say " Did you cry son ? that will help you to feel better "
Yash say with a cold tone " Where are we going to start the ceremony of Cremations ? i want to ..."
Before could say more Mr Dubey come and say " We already perform it that an take care of her ash "
Yash then become angry and say with rage " How can you do that without me ? its my duty and im her husband , you have no right to ..."
Mr Dubey look at him with anger too and say " You are her Ex husband , and we have all the rights , we were the ones who support her her whole life, we were the ones with her before the surgery remember after you kick her out , because of you she spend her last day crying and with pain on her heart , you have no right to ask for enything, you have 2 chances with her and you mess it on both times "
Yash just look at her father and all his rage just fade then he get out from there , while his family , Aman and Sunita were trying to stop him , he then get on his car and order the driver to go to the palace , Yash was feeling a huge pain on his heart, not only because of losing her but also because of guilt since he never wait to hear her side of the story , he keep cursing himself for that all that time, and he could cry he just couldn't , when he reach home he head to the bedroom , there he take the pic that Sunita give to him, he keep looking at it for a moment then scream " Why didn't you tell me that you are the outsider ? why didn't you tell me that you are sick ? why ? why ? " he then thrw the pic on the floor on anger , after a moment he look at the glass on the flooor and the broken frame, and he went to fix it again but then he find something a letter, it was hidden behing the pic , he take the paper
and start read it
" Hi Yash , if you are reading this that mean 3 things first , im dead , and second you know about it ,third after the first stage of grief the Denial , you are now on the second stage Anger , you probably threw the pic asking question that start by " Why " , and thats is a good signe , i will not ask you to be fine and happy now , you have all the right to be sad and get angry at me , i lie and hide facts from you and im realy sorry about it , i just wanna say don't feel guilty , im realy lucky that i meet you , thanks to you i find love , being with you make me realy happy , our time together was the best on my life , i have no regrets about you , you are the best person i have ever meet , thank you for everything , but i have one finla reguest to you, please after you have your "five stages of grief" please try to be happy again and have a good life , my soul will not rest on pieace if my dead destroy you , please happiness is a choice so make it , i want you to smile everytime you remember me, just live and enjoy life for your family , for yourself and for me , if you cannot find a reason to do so , do it simply because i can't and you can ,so please move on soon
I love you Yash "
When Yash comlet to reading , tears were falling from his eyes , he then start crying like he never does on his entire life ,after he stop crying he keep read the letter again and again , during to whole night , and after few days of depression, his family was shocked when he come the join them for breakfast , he still cold on his talk , but he was there and that make everyone happy, and he start the discus work with Prateek
On his car on his way to work he take his phone and start to listening to the voicemeal that Aarti left for him once " Hi Yash , are you having good time there ?, i know that you are busy working but don't forget to have a good time too, try to enjoy the view and take a toor on the cities that you visit, when you will have a free time , eat well and sleep well, and pay attention to the weather , i put an umbrella on your bags just on case , don't you dare stand on the rain again, i will be busy with family the whole day so i will not be abale to call or answer your calls, please take care of your self and have a nice day " Yash smile at the end of it , the car then stop and he went to his company
At lunch time he went to one of the restaurant that he have lunch on it once with Aarti, after he order he take his phone again and start to read one of Aarti's MSG to him and remember some good time
Yash's flashback
Yash was on an meeting when he get that MSG , so he ingnore it , after he signe the deal, and went out he read it while heading to another meeting , he smile and answer it
At the evening when he comeback home , Aarti was acting with him so cold , she just say a cold " Hi " to him , he was surprise usuly she keep talking even on the dinner table, she talk and laugh to everyone exept him , at there room she was seting on the sofa and watching TV without looking or talking at him , Yash who was trying to work on his desk, finaly get up set next to her on the sofa and say " Aarti whats wrong with you taday ? "
Aarti look at him and say " Im angry at you "
Yash " Why ? as far as i remember i didn't do enything wrong "
Aarti " Realy ? " Aarti get up and say " Just think about it "
But when she turn to go, Yash hold her hand and pul her to him and she end up seting on his lap and say on his bossy tone " Just tell me whats the matter ? "
Aarti look at him and say " I will tell you if you ask me nicer ,using the magic word"
Yash " What you want me to plead to tell me why you are angry ?"
Aarti " Not pleasing just say " Please " "
Yash " No just spell it out " Aarti just keep look at him without saying a word then he say " Ok , please Aarti tell me why are you angry at me ? happy "
Aarti then say with anger " Today i send a long MSG to you , and you answer me 40 minutes later with ' K ' , what the hell is 'K' ? seriouly are you asking to be punched "
Yash look at her then start laughing , Aarti then say " Never mind " and she try to get up but Yash pull her again to him and say " Im sorry , im realy sorry , but i was on a meeting "
Aarti "Its was lunch time"
Yash " O yes i Cancel my lunch to be on the meeting"
Aarti " You did what ? o my god Yash lunch is very important "
Yash " Its ok i have it later "
Aarti " Having lunch on time is much important , thats why you didn't have a proper dinner , you had a late lunch ok all this will end from now on you are not allowed to have work or enything else on lunch time ,"
Yash "Is this an order ? "
Aarti " yes, i order you Mr Yash Sindhia to have lunch at time from now on "
Yash look at her and say after a while " Only if you agree to have with me "
Aarti " You mean everyday "
Yash " Yes everyday "
Aarti " Deal " and she give him her hand to shake hands, Yash look at her hand say " Deal " and kiss her with a crazy passion, as soon as there lips touch the crazy desire wake up again on them , Aarti put her hands around his neck while kissing him back with the same passion
Yash then end his flashback when the waiter come and start putting the plates, after lunch Yash have barfi as dessert , smiling thinking about all the" Barfi time " that he had with Aarti
On the evening while comming from work , he was looking at the car window then he notice a place he then order the driver to stop , he get out from the car and head to there
Afer a while when he reach the palace his family was waiting all worry at the living room when he enter
G3 rush to him and say " Are you dear ? "
Yash look at her surprised and Prateek say " We were worry since , you get late , after i come home and i didn't find you i get worry since i saw you leaving work before me "
Pari " Where were you Yash baya ? "
Yash smile and say " Sorry to make all worry at my way home , i decide to have a tattoo "
Prateek " A tettoo ? "
Yash then show it to them saying " On my left hand on the Veins that lead to the heart "
Pari " It iss writing " Aarti ""
G3 " You make a tattoo with Aarti's name "
Pari " Thas so sweet "
Yash then say " Lets go to have dinner "
His family were a little relive to see him again working, eating and talking , after dinner he went to his room , he enter look at the walls and say " The walls are empty , i think i need to fill it "
He then went to his dressing room take a photo album ther smile, he then start looking at the pics there , it was full of his pic with Aarti during all 3 months together , Aarti was the one who keep it , but she left it the day she left he keep looking at it and smile
Every pic remind him of someting, then he look at whole page full of pics and start laughing and say " I remember this day "
Yash's falshback
Its was a sunday when he wake up, he was shocked since Aarti wasn't on bed with him, she wasn't on the bathroom too , he stand on the middle of the room angry and say " Why desn't she listen to me ? i ask her not the leave the bed befre i wake up "
Then the door open and he hear Aarti saying " Good morning Yash"
He turn willing to scolt her but when he look at her , he was shoched then start laughing
Aarti go close to him and say " Why are you laughing ? "
Yash say trying to control his laugh " You dress is weird, you look like , like ..."
Aarti say " Alice in Wonderland ,right ? "
Yash look at her confuse and she add " After i saw the movie on 3D , i decide to buy a dress like the one Alice was wearing, of course the dress change many time during the movie but i choose the first one , you know the one that ..."
Yash " Aarti , Aarti could you tell me the rest of the story of the dress later now i want to know why are wearing in it ? "
Aarti " Because we are going to a picnic "
Yash " A picnic ? why ? "
Aarti " I just wake up this morning , realize that the weather is perfect for a picnic, dodn't worry i prepare everything , i went many time on picnic with my family and friends , im realy good at preparing for picnic they all tell me that , so please Yash go and change your clothes "
Yash " You want us to go on a picnic and you will be wearing that dress "
Aarti smile and say " Yes "
Yash " No way "
Aarti then give him her puss in boots look Yash say after a while " Stop looking at like that " But Aarti keep her look then he say " Can you atlest change the dress "
Aarti with a cute tone " No , i love it "
Yash " Ok i will go and change "
Aarti jump from happiness and say " Hurry up i will wait for you next to the car " and Yash just went saying " Every time i thought you cannot get eny crazier you prove me wrong "
After a while when Yash had his shower and change his clothes he went to the parking , Aarti was waiting for him talking to the driver , he was showing her some pics on his phone " Wow your kids are realy cute , "
The driver " I know , my boy is 4 years old and my little daughter will complet a years next week "
Aarti " So cute happy birthday to her "
The driver " Thanks "
Yash just come and say " You realy enjoy chating with people "
Aarti smile and say " Yes i do "
Then Yash notice what she was holding and say " Is that a Basket ? "
Aarti " O yes, we are going on picnic so we need a basket to put all the ..."
Yash " Ok , ok lets go "
She look at the driver and say " So do you know the place that tell you about ? "
The driver " Of course mam , i went there many time with my family for picnic "
Aarti smile and say " So please take us there "
She get on car and Yash too, when they reach there, Yash was suprise, it was a beautiful place next to a lake , the place was full of people mostly families , people where seting talking , kids were playing and some of them were fishing
Aarti smile and say " You like it ? "
Yash " Yeh , not bad "
Then she say " Look a perfect spot lets go " she then take his hand and head to the place , not caring about the people who will looking at her unique dress
After she prepare the plce with Yash help and sit she say " Its perfect spot next to the lakelet "
Yash " Yes , its a good spot "
Aarti then take a camera from her purse and say " I want to take a pic , please Yash could you ? "
Yash " Sure i will take one of you on your picnic outfit "
Aarti smile while Yash took the pic , then she say " I will take one of you "
Yash " No need " but Aarti take the carema and say " Yash say chees "
After that she ask some passager to take one of her with Yash , when she finaly take a lot of pics with Yash
she say " Im hungry lets have lunch "
Yash " Finaly "
Again they enjoy lunch , then the view , Aarti just keep looking at the lake , the people seting there, especially
the kids who were playing , Aarti and Yash has a good laughs and long chat that day , on the sunset time less
people were there, Aarti then ask Yash to take a small tour before going back home
When they were walk next to the lake,enjoying the view , Aarti stop smile take a grit from the floor and threw it into
the water, she laugh and say " Did you see ? my grit went realy far "
Yash " not that far "
Aarti look at him and say " Can you do better pitch ? "
Aarti give him a grit and say " Lets see "
He smile and say " Come on Aarti its childish , throwing grit is realy for kids "
Aarti " You are just scary you know you cannot beat me on it "
Yash take to grit and threw it then say " See , mine reach far from the one you threw it"
Aarti " No it did not , ok another round "
They keep throwing gritfor a while laughing and about it like kids till they realize that its night time
and they are alone on that place, they then went take there picnic stuff and went home still discussing
who win , after they have dinner they head to there room
When they reach there room Aarti say " Ok you won but next time i will "
Yash " We will see "
Aarti then look at Yash and say " Did you have fun ? "
Yash " Yes , i have to admit picnic is not as boring as i thought "
Aarti " Just " Not boring " ? "
Yash " Ok its realy a fun things to do "
Aarti smile and say " So you enjoy it ? "
Yash " Yes "
Aarti " What if next week we go for fishing ? "
Yash think for a moment and say " Ok , but please don't wear this dress "
Aarti smile then she hug and say "ok , we gonna realy enjoy fishing "
Yash " I know "
Aarti then break the hug she was going but Yash stop her , pinned her to the wall
and start to kiss her , Aarti again get lost on pleasure and kiss him back, after a long dance
that there lips do with crazy passion he start kissing her neck , pulling her to him, pating to her waist
Aarti then remove his shirt ,then she throw it on the floor, Yash smile feeling her touch on his bare chest
But he was about take of her dress Aarti say " Stop "
Yash stop kissing her and say " stop what ? "
Aarti look at him " You always rip my clothes i love this dress , i will take it off myself "
Yash smile and say " I will do it for you , slowly " he then put his hand on her back and satrt to unzip it
slowly , he was smile look at her eyes , and his breath were falling at her skin , Aarti heart was beating like crazy
and the heat was falling her body then she say " Damn the dress just rip it "
Yash laugh take it of her fast then pick her and put her on the bed,she lie down , and Yash was on top of her he
say " Aren't you sad about the dress ?i think i rip it "
Aarti " I can fix it " he laugh then start kissing her , and they both went to there heaving again
Yash just open his eyes , from those memories and find himself on his room holding the photo album
he look at the clock and say " Its time to sleep "
After he take a shower and change his clothes he lie on bed , read Aarti's letter again smile put it on the dest next
to his bed and say " Goog night Aarti "
The sme time next day Yash was standing on the middle of the room looking at the walls , this time
it weren't empty , all the walls were fill with Aarti's pics , and some of him with her , finaly the room was less torturing
Time pass Yash keep rememring Aarti everyday , when he wake up he open the window just like Aarti use to do ,
he enjoy looking at the pics, on his way the work , he listening to her voicemeal, time to time he rewatch the video that he
make of her , and when he feel dreary , he read her letter again and again, he keep the ring on his hand telling eny woman who
try to flirt with him " Im married " , he spend all the time apart from Aarti , living on there memories together and remembering her
As for Aarti she start drwing again , and somehow remember that she make publications just by watching at those on TV , after her
month on the center the doctors inform her family that there is a hope that Aarti have some of memories back if has stimuli like going
to the same places that she went before , meeting people that she use to know and more stuff like that, then her parents decide to make
her stay on US , they even convince her to work there, due to her reputation it was easy for her to find a job on one of the best companies
on pub , she was living with her sister and her family, Aarti enjoy her work , make new friends, make a strong bond with her niece and nephew
Her parents back india but keep visiting them time to time , Aarti was happy but a weird feeling that something is missing keep hunting her
no matter what she does , she keep feeling that she has forgot something very important
so on that time apart Yash was surviving with the past mamories while Aarti was starting a new future with a fake ones
Destiny realy play games with this 2 since soon it will give them a third beginning
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