Broken Hearted
Once someone breaks your heart once...your heart never becomes whole again.
Your heart will always have the scars and bandages from all the places it broke.
Once someone breaks your trust once...you'll never completely trust again.
Every person who walks into your life will be doubted by you.
Once someone makes a mockery out of your love once...you'll be scared to love again.
Every time you get another chance, you'll feel as though it'll end the same way. You'll avoid love and attachment in an attempt to avoid all the pain and hurt you received the first time.
Heartbreak feels like a knife is constantly stabbing you in the heart.
Heartbreak causes a pain that never fully goes away.
Moving on becomes one of the most difficult things to do...especially if you truly loved someone with all your heart, in which case it becomes impossible.
Life seems like it's not worth it.
Nothing seems worth it.
Sometimes to get rid of the emotional pain, physical pain seems like a good option.
In some cases you sit there like a statue, crying day in, day out.
Then eventually you run out of tears and completely empty yourself of all emotions, all feelings.
You turn yourself to stone on the inside.
You change.
There's always a reason why someone may not believe in love and relationships anymore. That reason is heartbreak.
That's a pain that no one deserves to experience in his or her lifetime. A pain that is like torture...like a curse.
A pain that changes someone forever. Changes them enough for them to never be able to go back to who they were before the heartbreak.
In some cases, that pain finds a way to suppress itself behind a fake smile.
It finds a way to suppress itself behind fake happiness.
You may know someone, probably the happiest person you know, but you never know what goes on in his or her mind. They may seem like the happiest person alive...but on the inside, something might be troubling them...they may be the unhappiest person alive.
In all reality...you never know what a person is feeling until you step into his or her mind.
You never know.
Especially if the individual has had their heart broken.
Madhu. She may turn out to seem like a strong girl, a girl who's going to make it big as an actress to get back at RK. Willing to face him everyday in the film industry. She'll seem like the strongest girl alive. But unless you've experienced heartbreak yourself...you'll never really know what she's really feeling. They say you only find true love once...when she found hers, she lost it. So, having to face the love of her life in the film industry will be the most difficult thing for her to do.
I know, RK's not evil, but Madhu doesn't know that.
Anyways, if there are no plans for Madhu to enter the film industry, and something big and unexpected happens within the next two weeks, I'd really like to see Madhu come out of the pain of her broken heart slowly. It'd be great to see the CVs portray heartbreak correctly.
I'd like to add...RK better have a very good and valid reason behind doing this...because breaking her heart is definitely going to destroy her emotionally. And fixing an emotionally destroyed person...well, RK should know how that is! Since Madhu took months to fix him...
P.S. Heartbreak can be something different for everyone who experiences. Everyone has their own thoughts on it. So if anyone can, or wants to, explain how you think Madhu is feeling after everything that happened today and will happen on Monday, then feel free to do so below!
For everyone who didn't like this post...I do apologize!
