OS on Gauri's current life... chapter 2 on pg 4 - Page 3

Originally posted by: Kurup

Interesting start...ur presenation is goood...continue furtehr and please write a bit longer update...yeh toh aisa huaa kiii page khula aur story khatam...so a bit longer plz...i relally loved ur style of writing...

I know the start was short but I typed it immediately after i came back from my anniversary dinner 😆...n second reaosn was i wanted to create the 'cliff hanger effect' like the CV's do 😆

Nice begining ,i like the way you narrated her feelings,her story so nicely.One gets emotional reading her troubled childhood ,great going ,waiting for next.

Chapter 2...Mind's Mirror

Jagat..😡.it all started by this name don't you think? False name...false man..false identity...
at least the little jagdish whom she had briefly met over her childhood marriage disaster was a better person...at least he was honest enough at that age to retaliate, to say 'no' to marry again. He had a conscience then, but why not now? Why not when it was me? Why always me? The bitter one, the second choice, the discarded one? Why me? Kyun? 😭

Tears started rolling down the beautiful face..tears that were kept at bay since a long long time. This woman indeed had been strong over the past few weeks...She stared at her own image in the mirror, The beautiful face, soft long dark hair that gently touched till her waist, the glowing complexion, the lovely dark eyes, the lovely curves on her body and an attractive persona.. She had it all...The charm, the intelligence, the passion, the attitude and a promising career... she was the youngest and one of the most promising Surgeons in her hospital, probably Maybe the most promising in her entire batch of fresh MS graduates in Mumbai!!!! The world seemed to be at her feet but then why did she feel that she lived way beneath this world in hell? Why after 'acquiring' everything she felt she has nothing left? 😭

Is it because maybe she did wrong to that other woman Anandi? Was the reason why she is left alone was because of the cycle of karma that her dadisa always taught her? "The one who does wrong to others, always has to face the same in the end" dadisa always said so...But even dadisa did so much wrong to her mother by taunting her, trying to belittle her and trying to get daddy married to other woman...hah hypocrites all of them...🤢 She was right about them all the time - the villagers, ignorant, illiterate , emotional fools. They always stayed in their own ponds the ugly toads, never aspired to see the rest of the world, to improve their mind sets...She was better off without them.. As far as anandi was concerned, why should she take the blame of doing 'wrong' to her? it was jagat's fault all his fault..what did she do? just marry the man she was blindly in love with, accepting and loving a man so much..that too after knowing he was married already.. So wasn't her love higher and better than anandi's? who kept pining and grieving for a person who had nothing to do with her anymore? It was anandi who never let go, never moved on... So why should she take all the blame ? No that was indeed not her fault... Anandi's woes were the fault of the unruly and vain villagers, her parents who got her married as a child..Oh how she hated child marriages and all the other customs thrust by the ignorant villagers...She really hated the villages and the villagers from the core of her heart..😡

But then why she always tried to impress them? tried to show off her abilities to them/ tried to prove herself in front of them? Her abilities and achievements were already recognized and appreciated by the highest ranking doctors of her hospital... she did not needed appreciation from the foolish villagers...but then what was it that she wanted?

Love... maybe love and respect are the things that she was craving from them..but why from them? Maybe because they never gave her those two things...Maybe gaining their respect somehow became her goal...Her natural tendency of achieving everything under the sun made her run behind all this...She was always the other woman in their eyes..She always wanted them to change their mind-set about her and try to look at her from a different perspective.. she tried a lot but their eyes were blindfolded by anandi's character...they never saw beyond anandi..She never thought that anandi was bad, just that anandi somehow felt a bit strange to her, a bit unreal...in this world of cut throat competition for survival, how can one lady be so unnaturally nice and selfless? she always thought that there was more to anandi, the real anandi than what she showed to everyone..there were more dimensions to this lady than anyone else could see and only she could see those things and to some extent her mommy.. but how will they the ignorant, illiterate villagers see through anandi's sweet talks and innocent face? The villagers and the haveli people always sucked up to these emotional talks and fake care given to them by anandi..that's why these people never come out of these emotional barricades...these fools never learn to move on..

But she knows the importance of moving on in life and that's exactly what she has decided to do…Her mother kept crying non stop and praying to god to give 'sadh buddhi' to jagat and make him change his mind about her laadoo. Mother kept thinking what will happen to her ladoo?, she will stay alone forever, no one would marry her now, (now that it is confirmed she is pregnant again with jagat's child).. and a lady without a husband is nothing in this world.. Today as well her mom has gone with her dad to some temple, to pray . Mom had been doing this praying and temple visits and fasting ever since jagat had left them..She never tried to stop her as she thought if that what gives her mother peace of mind then let her do it...

As far as she was concerned, she had decided to move one in life, to go further in her career, earn money, buy the biggest house in Mumbai (even bigger than the stupid old fashioned badi haveli) have many cars, as she loved driving..it really de- stressed her and gave her a positive high..She had decided she was going to conquer the world on her own , without anyone's support because she had it in her!! She knew she was far better than anandi in achieving her goals. She had already proved that she was even much better than Jagat who by now would be living a comfortable life in the badi haveli sitting on the lap of his dadisa by the day and sleeping on his bed comfortably by the night with the spineless anandi who by now would have accepted him by open arms.. If it would had been gauri, she would never take back such a filthy man. Never ever.. after all that jagat did to her, he still wanted to keep her as his mistress she thought …Because a couple of days back Laal Singh had called her to tell about jagat being unwell and admitted to the hospital..hah!! Jagat the spinless git trying to use laal singh to get connected to her again. That's what jagat wanted didn't he? A lovely wife at village and an amazing 'mistress' at Mumbai!! 'Mistress..that was what he had made her..mistress..😡 all her efforts of trying to become a 'wife' were left futile..not because she did wrong but because she wanted to be a wife of the Wrong man..The slimy , lazy git who never knew what hard work was all about..

But why is she thinking of him? No Gauri, you have decided to move on, you had already started off well by burning all jagat's clothes and things..Then why thinking about him now? It has been decided that you will eradicate everything related to Jagat from your life..and everything means everything!!! And she meant what she thought…This was the day she had marked on her calendar ..to get 'it' done!!!! She happily sent away her parents to visit a shrine and temple for a week long pilgrimage, of course for her parents it was to pray to god to get jagat back in their daughter's life… and for her it was to get 'it' done!! Later she could pass it off to her mother that the earlier reports were wrong and that she was not expecting jagat's child.. She knew this plan would work and her mother would believe it as gauri herself is a Doctor…She would be free to carry on her own life and not be bothered by Jagat ever again..today was the last day she would ever have any kind of ties with him….She quickly wiped off her tears, set her face proper and took her purse and went off to call for a rickshaw..

She reached the hospital on time for the appointment. She was apprehensive about what she was going to do…The nurse called her name… The doctor said he needs to first do an ultrasound scan one last time to make sure this abortion would not affect her body and organs…

The doctor applied the Ultrasound Gel on her stomach and moved the equipment on her stomach feeling her uterus and checking the readings on his computer screen. She knew all this already, it was the usual ultrasound procedure . Finally after a few minutes of readings, The doctor said ok nothing is the matter everything is fine. We can proceed to get it done…..no future health complications are foreseen for her after 'they' are aborted. .(Ok good thought Gauri).. However, first he wanted her to sign the usual abortion related disclaimer and forms before giving her a local anaesthesia … Hang on…did he say 'they'?? That means…could it be??? No ….It can't be…

She was confused, alarmed and anxious all at once…She asked the doctor to clarify…The doctor said " Indeed it is a 'they'…at this stage of pregnancy…. I can't see much details but can clearly confirm that there are two heart beats…." You are expecting twins…..

Gauri was plain shocked…. Her Dadisa's words started ringing in her head.. "If you do wrong to others…you will get the same".. And here she was about to do wrong to her own unborn babies…

But they are not babies until they are born…Gauri thought…her medical studies had taught her that already..- that they are called fetuses..not babies..but another set of words of her college professor (who had taught her this subject during her early MBBS )started ringing in her head "Well as a doctor I would call them fetuses but as a human being they are and will always be babies for me…tiny little rays of life, of hope, of happiness."…Her mind was engulfed in thoughts while her hand lingered on the abortion papers to be signed…..

very nice os .yes gauri can live without jagya but she should not forget she become doctor due to help of bhairon money.if bhairon has not help gauri to become doctor then what will her life after jagya left her.

Originally posted by: surabhi01

very nice os .yes gauri can live without jagya but she should not forget she become doctor due to help of bhairon money.if bhairon has not help gauri to become doctor then what will her life after jagya left her.

Surabhi thanks . I agree but I had to start from where the Cv's left her story and also want to keep the original character portrayed by the CV's intact as 'Gauri' is their original character and one has to weave ones story around the same lines without damaging the original character...as in suddenly I cant turn a red colour into blue ...or gauri into anandi😉...lets see how it turns out further...😃

Twins? That is a nice twist. 😆 😆

nice update...i dont want Gauri to abort her babies...hope she doesn't and gives them birth and a nice future. It doesn't matter if she is back with Jagat or someone else comes in her life.