Kushi was in the airport… she was waiting for Laksh…. He had called her up to tell her his arrival at Delhi… he sounded excited… she saw him coming out and waved to get his attention… Laksh came towards her and instantly hugged her… he wanted to share this with Kush… he knew that she would not be happy with all this but he had too… Kush was very important to him. He took her to a caf and told her everything he did in the past 2 months… he saw her listening to him…. She never made a sound or tried to stop him… this really surprised him a lot… he was expecting her to punch his face for doing such a heinous act but nothing came his way….
Kushi was shocked to listen to all this… she had done something similar too…. All for the love of Muskan… but what happened was something different… what ever she had planned, she never shared it with Laksh… she knew he would never agree… but she was surprised her brother did something similar… only difference was he had and was able to disclose this and she would never be able to do so…. She came out of her thoughts when Laksh called her…
What do you think? He asked her…
Hmmm….ok she said. Kushi dint listen anything to what he said after the story… she was too busy in her thoughts….
Ok now chall… we are going to her house...saying he paid the bill and pulled Kushi towards the car…. Kushi dint know where they were going. She just sat in the car not knowing she was gonna see the guy who she dint want to see at all……
Arnav got out of the room still numb… he dint know what power that girl held on him that had broken him so much… his mind kept on playing what he read. He climbed on to his car and decided to leave home… but he dint know where home was…the place she wasn't there was not home for him…. he stopped the car and turned around to go back to the hotel…. He went to reception and asked for the same room.
Sir that room was just emptied… we have cleaning to do…. Pls there is another room available offered the receptionist…
I want that room… don't clean it…. just give me the darn key he yelled
What is the matter Richa asked the manager who came out cos of the noise
Sir, he wants room no 607 sir…. But it was just vacated and not yet cleaned…. She said a bit tensed…
Sir you see……. Started the manager but was stopped by Arnav….. Look I want that room…. Just name the price and it is yours…. Don't you damn clean anything of the room…? He growled…. He was irritated…
Ok sir…. Said the manager giving the card to Arnav…. Rich people and their mood he mumbled as he saw Arnav take the card and run up to the room….
Arnav reached the room and it was same as he had left it… the bed cover was still crush and pillows were still on the floor… he moved towards the bed removing his shirt and then his pant…. He took the robe she was wearing last night and wore it… it still had her fragrance…. He hugged it closer to himself and lay on the bed… he felt closer to her in this room…. He felt some what in peace… just then the phone rang and it was the manager asking him the no. of days he'd be staying in that room, Arnav said forever and slammed the phone down…..
Kushi and Laksh were welcomed by nani and mami…
Bitwa kesen ana hova? Asked nani smiling at Laksh and Kushi…
Wo….. hum…. Stammered Kushi as she was scared… she dint want the Raizadas to call her Muskan in front of Laksh…
Me Anjali se shadi karna chahta hun said Laksh not wanting to beat around the bush….. Nani and mami's eye widened with shock…. Par bitwa this proposal had to be bought in by ur parents right? Asked nani again eyeing Laksh with a bit of hesitation…she dint want this relationship without the concent of his parents or elders…
I know nani but I wanted to know what you feel and also talk to Anjali abt this in private… if you don't mind said Laksh…
Hmmm sure bitwa….just wait saying she picked the phone and called Anjali to come down…..
Kushi's heart was thudding… she dint want to see Arnav today…. Actually, she never wanted to see him again in her life… just then she saw Anjali run down the stairs… but her eyes were still on the top floor waiting for some one… this was not missed by Nani…. Bitiya Arnav is not here…. He might be coming in later she said smiling at Kushi…
Kushi just smiled awkwardly…. Before she could say anything Laksh got up and requested to speak to Anjali alone…. He took her to the lawn and sat down on the chair…. Anjali was blushing and her eyes were looking down… Laksh drank down this sight… he missed her so very much… he wanted to live the moment before he tells her everything…..
Kushi and Laksh came back to Lucknow. Laksh was very happy…. Anjali not only understood him but also forgave him and accepted to marry him…. The only thing which hurt him was her tears which welled up in her beautiful eyes when he told her every thing… but all his doubts and insecurities disappeared when she had hugged him and accepted his proposal…. Laksh had called up his mamu and mama and informed all this… they had decided to visit the Raizadas in a weeks time…
Kushi was happy for her brother… but was lost somewhere may be in that room where her soul resides she thought… she smiled sadly at her predicament… she felt like running and hugging Arnav and confessing her love to him a hundred times but she knew this was not possible… just then she was disturbed by a hug.. she turned around to see a smiling Muskan….
How are you musky… she asked as she saw her smile after 9 months…. How she had missed this smile… for this smile she could sacrifice hundreds of Arnavs
Good kush… how are you? She asked as she pecked Kushi's cheek
Hmmm… good… did you take your medications musky….
Oh come on… even Angad keeps on asking all this always… I'm fine yaar… now tell me how is Arnav? He loves me right? He rememberes me right? She asked…. Kushi could see the restlessness dawn in her eyes… the craziness the way she took his name in enthusiasm bought shivers down her spine… she remembered the doctors advice on keeping her in a stable environment… she was not to be told things she dint want to listen… she might go back to denial phase again…she was coming out of her depression and kushi dint want to hamper her progress…..moreover Arnav did remember her and he loved Muskan only not Kushi… according to him Kushi doesn't exist at all…. Her love was only one sided… nothing else… she smiled at Muskan
Yes you were right…. He loves you and had to leave you cos of something important… he dint know were to find you as you were away in Mumbai for the last 9 months….
I told you so… he would never leave me… its all cos of you and that Angad…. Stupid people... you kept me away from my love she said a bit annoyed…. They heard the elders calling and so the sisters left…..
It was after a month of the meeting and the elders decided that Laksh and Anjali would get engaged in Lucknow itself…. The Raizada clan came down to their house…… the engagement was planned out nicely…. Arnav was very happy…. The minute he heard abt Anjali's Laksh's engagement, he knew he'd be seeing Muskan…. And now if he saw her…. There is no way she was leaving her… she was his for ever if she liked it or not….. He had decided all this… he knew they would reach Lucknow tomorrow as the engagement was in 3 days he couldn't wait…… he had waited for the past one month and now dint know how this one night would pass…. He called the hotel and informed them of his vacating the room…. He wouldn't need it anymore … he smirked at his thought…..
The Gupta house and the Kumar house were bursting with activities…. Muskan was very happy… she would see Arnav again today… she couldn't curtail her enthusiasm and Kushi knew abt all this…. She was much tensed… she dint know what to do? All her plan will go down the drain if Arnav saw her and Muskan together…. She was so worried that she missed out a white SUV park outside her house…. She was shocked when she felt herself being pulled, and she slammed into a hard but warm chest… she knew who it was…. Arnav she whispered….
Arnav smiled as he heard her say out his name even before she looked up… he had made his mind to talk to her before the engagement… and finding her stand in the lawn all by herself was the icing in the cake… he had jogged towards her but found her lost but now he was happy or to say his heart was at peace to know she still remembered him… Muskan…. How dare you leave me that day with that stupid message… he growled….he waited for her to say something but it never came….. She stood still frozen... he shook her to get some response…. Muskan…. How could you leave me after such a passionate night? He asked her again… but his voice had more of pain than anger…
Kushi came back to her senses… she was suddenly very scared…. She dint want Muskan to hear all this… she very well knew if she did this would affect her…. She jerked his hands from her shoulder and ran into the house….
Arnav was pissed off… he needed answers and he was gonna get it…. he ran behind her. All this was seen by Muskan who had come to the lawn to call Kushi... but she was shocked to see Arnav holding Kushi so close…. She had run into the room after hearing Arnav…. She dint want to hear more… she couldn't believe that her sister would cheat on her…. All these thoughts swam in her brain, as she hit the bed and closed her eyes…..
Kushi entered into her room…. She was so tensed… what would she say to Arnav… she never expected him to come to this house today…. She was thinking of many things when she noticed Muskan lying on the bed….
Musky are you alright? She asked in concern…..
As though you care… Muskan replied in a cold voice as she got up…. Her eyes were wide open and anger flashed though them…..
Musky…. W..wha…what happed… asked Kushi dreading the worst…
You happened… she yelled back… you what did you do???? She spat venomously as she shook with rage
Musky please tell me…. I don't understand….
Oh you don't understand is it??? I'll tell you… she said coming near Kushi…. I'm your sister Muskan… you understand? She yelled patting her chest as thought introducing her….. You are Kushi… my sister… she said poking her finger on her forehead…. And the guy you were so passionately involved last time was Arnav… she spate again…. My Arnav… your sister's love… now did you understand she yelled… Kushi was shocked…. Not for Muskan knowing the truth, but at Muskan's state…. Her hair was dishelmed, her duppata was thrown and her suit was so crushed… her eyes were wild and seeing this, Kushi knew Muskan was gonna have one of her attacks…. This scared her…. Listen musky let me explain… she started….
I want to know Kushi…. Do you love him thundered Muskan….
Musky this is not important…. Prayed Kushi…
Tell me damit… I wanna know….
Musky… I….
Just tell me….
I do musky…. But not more that you she added….
SHUT UP…. SHUT THE HELL UP yelled Muskan…
You conniving little b***h… how couldn't I recognize you…. You…. She screamed….
Out…. I want you out of my life… stay away from my Arnav….. She said
He is mine and will remain mine…. I have given myself to him…she whispered to herself
You f**ked him dint you? She asked sadistically to kushi…
Musky… you don't get it… listen to me… she pleaded….
Its Muskan… she yelled…. Never call me by that name again… I hate you… just stay away from my life… she yelled as she left the room leaving a broken Kushi behind…..
Muskan came out of the room… she was very angry… she dint know what to do… she was stopped by Angad who gave her a very disapproving look…. He looked very hurt…. She had never seen that look on his face…. Angad was the guy with whom she stayed all this 9 months… he had taken care of her so very much… he had always been supportive and understanding… if she dint have Arnav, she would have defo fallen for him…. But today after so many years, Angad had given her this look…. She saw him leave the place without even talking or asking her anything…. Before she could go behind him, she was pulled by Arnav into another place...
Don't leave me and go Muskan, he pleaded holding her close to him… Muskan felt happy… she was a bit uncomfortable but she dint care abt it…. this was Arnav the guy with whom she lost her virginity… the guy who she loved she told her self…. I'm sorry…. For what ever I did…. Just don't leave me… he then bent down on his knees, held her hand and said…. Marry me Muskan, and I promise you to love you for eternity….
Muskan was in cloud 9…. She had waited for this for so many days… but she did feel something missing…. She just brushed it out and accepted his proposal….. he got up and kissed her on her forehead…. Jaan I love you saying he hugged her…. Muskan never opened her mouth… she hugged him back and smirked at the person standing near the door and looking at them… she closed her eyes happy on her victory…..
Kushi had followed Muskan to explain…. But as she was to enter the room, she was shocked at the sight in front of her…. Arnav was hugging Muskan and confessing his love…. She closed her eyes unable to see anymore… she fled the room as standing in that place was impossible for her….. Kushi reached her room and slumped down on the bed… she knew that this was the end of the line…..she had to leave if she wanted Muskan and Arnav to live happily…. Laksh would understand… thinking she packed her bags… she wrote a letter saying she was called back immediately and had to leave…. Saying she left the house…. While going out, she saw Muskan and Arnav laughing…. It seems Arnav had asked her dad Muskan's hand in marriage and the whole house was happy…. She smiled as she hid herself behind the front door… Musky hum hamare zindagi ki Khushi tumhe de rahe hai aur apneliye thodisi Muskan lejarahe hai… thinking, she caressed her stomach slightly…. She left the house and got an auto and left…. She had called lavanya asking her to stay in her house for today…. she closed her eyes as she remembered how 4 days before she had found out she was pregnant….. yes… it was nearly 45 days and she had not got her periods… 45 days before meeting Arnav…. 45days of her being happy… 45 days of being Kushi….. She was not kushi anymore… she was some girl who had lost her soul and life… she was a living corpse, and would now live for her child….
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