Chahat AR ff

Well this is my 1st attempt and m scaread till death..m not a very good writer like you all but i pen down whatever comes to my mind..so here we go...this ff is basically about how lack of communication and misunderstanding can devastate every thing...ITS AN AR ff and the story revolves around life of Armaan Mallik, Riddhima Modi,Siddhant modi,Atul joshi,Anjali Gupta,Muskaan Chaddha,nikkita malhotra and Rahul garewal after a lea of 5yrz..how their life changed,how they got separated and the reunion..

Part 1

sec. pass...minutes pass...hours pass...and years pass...but why dont memories pass away..??

An old lady is sitting in her bedroom...looks pale...n sick...with a photograph..
Lady: kyu bhagwaan. kyu kar rahe ho aisa mere saath! y in this last stage of my life i cant see my son happy again? y have you given this much of pain to him.? what has he done.? for what are you punishing him.! M very angry with you..jab tumhare paas aungi to har ek ka jawab mangungi...She cries and cries...Uska bachpan...humari wajah se kharab hogaya...and jab use wo pyaar wo sahara mila...kyu cheen liya tune usse... !!!!



A HANDSOME YOUNG HUNK OF NEAR ABT 26 YRZ ENTERS...
Boy: maa...r u ok?
Lady: How beta...how will i be ok when i know my son is dying every day in past 4 yrs..
Boy:fir wai baat maa...maine kaha na...mai theek hun...look m smiling..he stretches his forceful smile!
Lady:Meri baankho mein dekh kar bolna ARMAAN...
Armaan: Maa...mai sach mein theek hun...pls aap apna khayal rakho...apko pata hai na aapke liye stress theek nahi hai...Trust me im a DOC.!( he winked at her )
Ananya: Bada aya i m a DOC. khud to apna ilaaj kar nahi sakta...aur kehta hai i m a doc.!
SUDDENLY the clock struck 12.!
Armaan:maa main jau.?
An:kaha ja raha hai itni raat mein?
Armaan:apne kamare mein maa...aur kaha( ke kissed his mother on her forehead and walked away from there..)
He walks towards a door in his room which used to be locked. He opens it...and...
Armaan: HAPPY 25th BDAY BASKET..he said to one her big photographs which were hanged among with many others in the room...
THE ROOM WAS FULL OF MEMORIES THAT HE AND HIS BASKET SPENT TOGETHER...Every moment was captured in a picture. His eyes was telling his hearts pain.
Armaan:(talking to one the same photo ) Main tumhare bina aaj bhi adhura hun riddhima..tum mujhe chod ke chali gayi...aur ek baar bhi nahi socha ki tumhare bina kaise jeeyunga main?
( Some one has said true LOVE IS LIKE FALLING DOWN.IN THE END...YOU ARE LEFT HURT..YOU GET ENTANGLED WITHIN MEMORIES AND FIND NO WAY OF COMING OUT FROM IT...)
Armaan: With his cracked voice: I miss you basket... :'( I...I..love you..
Armaan couldnt take it any more and sat down on his knees crying hard.
Armaan: Kyu Riddhima...kyu chali gayi tum... NAI ATA JEENA MUJHE TUMHARE BINA...please mujhe ye sikhado...His tears were making their continuous way down his eyes..he stood up took his guitar sat on his couch and started to sing...
GUYZ WHILE READING THE LYRICS...DO IMAGINE ARMAAN SINGING IT..Uh will definately get the feel of the story..)
bejaan dil ko
tere ishq ne zinda kiya
phir tere ishq ne hi
is dil ko tabah kiya

tadap tadap ke is dil se aah nikalti rahi
mujko saza di pyar ki, aisa kya gunah kiya
to lut gaye, haan lut gaye
to lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mei.n --

ajab hai ishq yara
pal do pal ki khushiya.n
gham ke khazaane mei.n lutey hai
phir militi hai tanhaiyaa.n
kabhi ansoo, kabhi aahei.n
kabhi shikway, kabhi naalei.n
tera chehra nazar aaye

tera chehra nazar aaye
mujhe din ke ujalo mei.n
teri yaadein tadpaye

teri yaadein tadpaye
raato ke andhero mei.n
tera chehra nazar aaye

machal machal ke is dil se aah nikalti rahi
mujhko saza di pyar ki, aisa kya gunah kiya
to lut gaye, haan lut gaye
to lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mei.n

agar miley khuda to
poochoonga khudaya
jism mujhe de ke mitti ka
sheshay sa dil kyoo banaya
aur us pe diya fitrat
ke woh karta hai mohabbat
wah re wah teri kudrat

wah re wah teri kudrat
us pe de diya kismat
kabhi hai milan, kabhi furqat

kabhi hai milan, kabhi furqat
hai yahi kya woh mohabbat
wah re wah teri kudrat

sisak sisak ki is dil se aah nikalti rahi
mujhko saza di pyar ki, aisa kya gunah kiya
to lut gaye, haan lut gaye
to lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mei.n

tadap tadap ke is dil se aah nikalti rahi
mujhko saza di pyar ki, aisa kya gunah kiya
to lut gaye, haan lut gaye
to lut gaye hum teri mohabbat mein.
His pain was now killing him..He didnt even realize his mom was standing beside him..She patted her son who was drowned in his own feelings by keeping her hand on his shoulder..He got scared! As he was 'The ARMAAN MALLIK'...he didnt want to show his pain,his tears to any one...and specially to his mom who was in 3rd stage of cancer. He silently wiped away his tears and turned...
Armaan: mom...aap kab aaye?
Ananya:jab tu ro raha tha..
Armaan: Are maa ro...ro nahi raha tha...gana gaa raha tha..dekho guitar bhi hai..He was trying hard to gulp his lump so that ananya doesnt see it.
She strikes his hairs and put her hands on his cheeks...
Ananya:Apne aap ko saza kyu de raha hai armaan. I m your mother. Tu mujhse apne aasun nahi chupa sakta bachhe..
Armaan knew he was failing to resist himself anymore..he wrapped his hands around his mother's waist...and hugged her as tightly as he could...and surrendered himself and his emotioins infront of his mom...
Armaan(ccrying): mai kya karu maa...jitna koshish karta hun usko bhulne ki...utna uske aur kareeb ajata hun...Mai nahi jee para raha uske bina maa...main nai jee sakta is dard ke saath...mom..aap meri har problem solve kardete the na...please mujhe is dard se bahar nikalo..bahot ghutan hoti hai maa...Mujhe un yaado se bahar nikaaldo maa please...please...
Although ananya knew about Armaan's mental state from past 4 years...she was thunderstrucked to see his son in such miserable condition. After all she was a mother and was feeling miserable and helpless when armaan was crying so hard...
Ananya: shhh...bas Armaan...its ok...bas thoda waqt do...khud ko bhi aur halat ko bhi...you know what Time is the best healer of every wound.. sab theek hojaye..and mera Armaan to bahot strong hai na..to wo aise kaise toot sakta hai?
She got worried when Armaan stopped responding to her...
Ananya: Beta...??( She slightly uplifted Armaan's face and found that her baby slept...she saw him sleeping on her embrace with his wet eyes..
Ananya felt as if she's gonna watch armaan like this for forever...he looked no less than a newly born child who sleeps stress free in his mother's lap. Her all motherly love was overflowing from her heart and tears started trickling down her eyes..
Ananya: Jo Armaan humesha sabki problems chutkiyo mein solve kardeta tha aaj khud ko nahi sambhal pa raha...Kab tak Apni yaado mein khud ko dard dete rahoge armaan...tu to mera strong hamesha muskurata hua beta tha na...aaj teri smile kaha chali gayi hai... tears were continuously coming down from her eyes...
She decided to not to move from there as it may awake armaan...she was scared to wake him up because she was aware of his every night nightmares...she has listened how armaan starts screaming at night in his sleeps and eventually wakes up...
suddenly armaan started to cough...
Ananya: armaan...(again stroking his hairs)
Armaan:hmmm...( still in sleep )
Ananya:ek min. uth beta paani lekar ati hun..( she tried to loosen up his grip but failed...armaan had hugged her so tightly as if he was too scared to loose her..)
Ananya was left with no other option than to wake him up. He was coughing badly,though in sleep...
Armaan:maa...kaha jaa rahi ho...
Ananya: Armaan...paani laarahi hun...tujhe bahot khasi arahi hai...
Armaan: Maa...ek baat bolu...
Ananya:haan bol beta...
Armaan: Aj mere saath so jao please...( again a small tear trickled down his left eye )
Ananya wanted to be strong infront of him and controlled her own tears while wiping away armaan's.
Ananya: theek hai..she smiled at him...
After drinking water..they both lied on Armaan's bed...
Armaan unknowingly or may be knowingly went closer to his mom...hugged her again down her waist and slept.
Ananya was left speechless at his innocence... and just smiled..

Great start

Smera

Nidhi

AwesomE.!

Just Awesome!

Rahul

Next morning when ananya woke up..she found armaan still sleeping. She decided not to disturb him and let him sleep as today was his off from the hospital.She went downstairs and started to prepare the breakfast in the hope that may be armaan would eat it 2day. Since he had left India...he became very reckless with his health. It appeared as if he wanted to get rid of himself indirectly.
Triing Triing...!!
Ananya-Hello...whose this?

Caller- Aunty Armaan hai..??
Ananya- Kon...?
Caller- Atul...
Ananya- Haan beta hai..par so raha hai...kal raat...act. kal raat...bht...
Atul- I know aunty kal rat wo upset hoga...aaj ridzi ka b'day hai..isliye maine aaj subha uth te hi usko call kiya...wo theek hai na..
Ananya- Atul...ek baat puchu?
Atul- haan aunty ofcrs...
Ananya- Sach bataoge?
Atul-Haan anty...
Ananya- Atul...jis halat mein maine kal armaan ko dekha...i mean...i know wo bahot toot chuka hai par kal jo maine dekha...wo...wo. armaan bilkul alag tha..tum to jaante ho na Armaan mujhse aur billy se utna close nahi tha ya shayad ab bhi nahi hai...par kal usne apne dil ki baat mujhse share ki...Armaan kabhi apne aap ko dusro k samne show nahi karta...kal apni feelings contrloe nahi kar paya...Atul…Armaan ki aisi halat kabse hai? Tumlog to keh rahe the wo thoda norlaise hua hai?
Atul-Aunty fir aur kya karte. Usne mana kiya tha apko kuch bhi batane k lie. Usko dar tha ki aap stress mein ajayengi.Armaan muskurana bhul chukka hai aunty. Sach kahu to uski aisi halat mujhse bhi dekhi nahi jati.Pichle chaaar saal se antidepressant le raha hai…workaholic hogaya hai. Itna kaam itna kaam karta hai… aaj bhi Ridzi ki har yaad ko sambhal ke rakha hai. Bahar jane ko keheta hun to bahar nahi chalta. Baat karna prefer nahi karta…socialize nahi karta….aur…
Ananya- Aur kya atul? Kya Armaan koi galat rasta to nahi…
Atul- Aunty…wo act….
Ananya- Atul…mera janna bahot zaruri hai….Is tarah Armaan apni zindagi barnad nahi kar sakta…
Atul-Hum bhi to yahi chahte hai aunty…4 saal hogaye hai is baat ko…par aaj bhi Armaan us andhere se bahar nahi aya hai…
Armaan calls ananya from inside…
Armaan- Maaa……..
Ananya- Shayad Armaan uth gaya…Atul…aaj tum aur Rahul ghar ajao…..HAAAN ARMAAN….KYA HUA….
Ananya goes to his room and is shocked….

Ananya- Armaan….Armaan…kya hua tumhe…??? Armaan….!!!!!!!
SHE FOUND ARMAAN LYING ON THE FLOOR UNCOUTIOUSLY…SHE RUSHES TOWARDS HIM AND TOUCHES HIS FOREHEAD…
Ananya- Oh no..ise to bahot tez fever hai…Armaan…please aankhe kholo….I think mujhe atul ko bula lena chahiye….
SHE CALLS ATUL..
Atul- Aunty…kya hua…??
Ananya- Atul wo…Atul wo….Armaan….!! ( she started crying..)
Atul- Armaan kya aunty…kya hua use…???
Ananya- Atul….Armaan ko bahot tez fever hai aur wo behosh hogaya hai…please ghar ajao…mujhe bahot ghabdahat horahi hai….( she continues crying…)
Atul- Aunty please aap royie nahi…m on my way….please aunty…Sambhaliye apne aap ko…
10 min. Later….
Atul and Rahul reached armaan's house…and being doctors…they examined him…
Atul- Aunty….please…please uske samne royiga mat…hume uske samne ek healthy atmosphere create karna hai…
Ananya-( with a petrifying face ) Par use hua kya hai….
Rahul- Aunty ho theek hojayega…par abhi use sabse zyada humari zarurat hai…hume uska sahara banna hai…uski takat…hum ab weak nahi pad sakte…
Ananya- Par use hua kya hau RAHUL….mai kuch puch rahi ho…( She said loudly..)
Atul- Aunty..kal Armaan ne kya…( he stopped as he couldn't continue because of a lump in his throat.)
Rahul-Atul…( he kept his hand on his shoulder.).haan…aunty..kya kal Armaan ne dinner kya tha?
Ananya- nahi…( she said after wiping off her tears…)
Rahul- Ye ladka…Aunty isne pichle 3 dino se kuch nahi khaya hai….isliye iska BP bahot low hogaya hai….and viral fever bhi hua hai….
Atul- Is duniya mein kahi kho gaya hai humara Armaan…
Armaan suddenly came in between…
Rahul- Are tu uth ke kyu aya….Teri tabiyat bilkul theek nahi hai….tu is bistar se hilega bhi nahi…
Arman said with a endearing smile- Mai theek hun ab…RAoool!
Atul- Bas kar Amaan..bahot hogaya…Kab tak aese rahega? Kyu apni zindagi kharab kar raha hai? Aur kiske liye? Tujhe samajh nahi ara…teri body tera saath nahi derahi hai…??? Humara Armaan kaha hai…???
Armaan- ( Frustrated ) TUM LOGO KA ARMAAN MAR CHUKA HAI…BAHOT PEHELE USNE DUM TOD DIYA THA…( in background… hmmm hmmm hmmm hmm…hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm…hmmm.hmmm….hmmm…hmmm..hmmm….dil mill gayye… !

Form

NAME OF D DONOR:DR. SIDDHANT MODI
NAME OF D RECEIVER:DR. SHASHANK GUPTA
DONATING ORGAN:KIDNEY
AGE:24
RELATION:SON IN LAW
HOSPITAL:SANJEEVANI
Sudnly riddhima came rushing 2 d icu..
Riddhima:sid tum pagal ho gaye ho kya?tum aesa nai karoge samjhe?hum papa ke lie dusra donor dhundlenge..par tm nai..
Sid-riddhima..sir ko meri zarurat hai or is waqt mai piche nai hat sakta..pls mujhe jane do...shubhankar sir chaliye

OT lights turnd off & dr. shubhankar and dr. keerti came out wid 'not so very satisfied luks'
Anjy:sir dad theek to hai na? unhe hosh kabtak ayega?pls boliye na sir.wo kitni der unconscious raenge?pls batayena(& she cntinued widout ending)
shbhnkar:relax dr. anjali..sir theej hai..bas thodi der mei hosh ajaega..par...
Riddhima and anjy got so overwhelmed wid happiness dat the didnt hear der suspicious 'but'
dr. keerti:riddhima...
riddhima:jee mam(wid a stress free smile)
dr. keerti:riddhima...wo sid...
sudnly she recollected wot hpnd few hrs b4 got terribly scard
riddhima:mam sid kaisa hai?
dr. keerti:act. surgery k waqt sid ka bht blood loss hogaya hai aur..,
bt b4 keerti cud finish,riddhima rushd 2 icu2 whr sid was lyingunconscious wid hoards of machines ovr hs body whch wer helping 2 breathe.riddhima was dumbstruck with the scene
riddhima:mam sid anemic hai...itna bld loss se...(she stpd)
dr. keerti:chinta mat kariye..humne bld chadha dia hai n he is out of danger nw.
A nurse came 2 icu-
nurse:dr. keerti,dr shashank ko hosh agaya hai & wo dr. riddhima n dr. anjali ko bula rahe hai.
ICU-anjy:dad,ab kaise hai ap?din bhar kam kam..apni bilkul chinta nai hai na apko?ap q bhul jate hai apki dono betiyo ka wajood sirf apse hai.agar apko kuch hoja
ta to?nw no mre wrk.Dr shashank is on leave 4 a mnth!& dats final..huh!
shashank:(smilingly)dr. anjali ap shayad bhul rahe ho mai apka senior hun aur ap mujhe order nai desakti! :)
riddhima:dr. shashank,ye 1 doc. nai 1 beti ka order hai.papa ab ap sirf aram karenge ok?waise apne hume bulaya?
shashank:han beta.wo act. mujhe tmse bat karni hai..
anjy:if u guys want i cn excuse u people!
shashank:nai!ye bat mai apni dono betiyo k 7 karna chahta hun..kyunki riddhima ko..sbse ache se uski bdi behen hi janti hai..
anjy lukd up 2 riddhima..
angy:aesi kya bat hai dad?
shashank:riddhima..kya ap mujhpe bharosa karti hai?
riddhima:han papa..par aj ap achanak...
shashank:meri bat suno beta..mai janta hun..apne ateet se bahar ana tmhare liye bht mushkil hai..lekin waqt kisi k lie nai rukta..zindagi mei aese kuch pal,aese kuch log aur unse judi kuch yado ko bhulaya nai jata..par apni lyf ko wai samet lena..ye to sai nai hai na..pita hun tmhara..janta hu..is shadi se khush nai ho..par sid bht achha ladka hai riddhima...
armaan aur sid k beech comparison to nai karunga..kyunki armaan ka tmhare liye pyar dekha hai maine..wo mere lie bete jaisa hai..& uske 1 decision se mere dil me respct aur badh gayi hai..lekin bachhe sid aur tm ek pavitra bandhan mei bndh chuke ho..& usne tmhe purmd man se apna liya hai..beta tmhari shadi ko 8mahine hochuke hai..ye jante hue b ki tm aj bhi armaan ko apne dil se nikal nai payi ho..usne 1 bar b koi shikayat nai ki..he's tryin 2 giv hs best 2 ths marriage..pati hone ka,damad hone ka..har farz nibha raha hai..janti ho aj mai zinda q hun?
Anjy:(in astonishment)apka matlb sid ne hi..
shashank:han beta..ye jante hue ki isse uski jan ko khatra hai..usne apni 1 kidney mujhe donate kardi..i guess riddhima ye bat janti hai..
riddhima:(nodding hr head +vly)papa mai koshish kar rai hun..mai armaan ko..(stps and then cntnues)armaan ko bhulne ki bht koshish kar rai hun..
Anjy:ridzi ARMAAN KO BHULNA AUR SID KO MAUKA DENA DO ALAG BATE HAI.Tm khud socho..sid ka humse kya rishta tha..kuch bhi to nai..hai na..
par fir bhi sirf dad ke liye usne tmse shadi tak karli..sb kuch jante hue bhi tmhe apnaya..tmse pyar kgpga..he's ur husband ridzi..par aj tak tmpar haq jatane ki koshish nai ki..aur aj fir..humare parivar k lie he took his lyf 4 granted..sid ki lyf wum hav been much btr..bt he chose ths life..wo bht achha insan hai..
riddhima:(nw in tears)mai janti hun di..(bt she cudnt cntnue as her voice choked)
shashank:riddhima beta..mai apko armaan ko bhulne ke lie majboor nai karskt..kyunki mai janta hun ye bht mushkil hai..par sid ki khushiyo ka gala ghotne ka haq na mere pas hai na tmhare..riddhima..aj tmhe mujhse ek wada karna hoga..


shashank:beta tm apni shadi ko 1 or mauka dogi..ab tm kisi ki patni ho,1 parivar ki bahu ho..tmhe in rishto ko samajhna hoga..aur tm is shadi ko marte dam tal nibhaogi..kya tm mere liye itna karsakti ho...
riddhima:janti hun papa..jane anjane mei ap sbko bht hurt kia hai..aur sid ko sbse zyada..usne jo kia wo shayad koi karne ki himmat nai karta..& mai ye b janti hun ki apne past ki wajah se apna prznt khatam kar rahi hun..mujhe chod ke jane ka faisla armaan ka tha..use humare pyar par vishwas nai tha..par aj uske bina age bdhne ka faisla mai leti hun..papa armaan mere atit ka wo hissa hai jise mai chahke b alag nai karsakti..agar ye ek sch hai ki mai shadishuda hun.to is bat ko b jhutlaya nai ja sakta ki mai aj b usse pyar karti hun..lekin agar sid apni zimmedaria nibha sakta hai to is baar mai b piche nai hatungi..i promise u papa sid ki khushiya ab meri responsibility hai..
Anjy:ridzy m proud of u..meri choti behen bht strng hai..& i knw wo is prmise ko b pura karegi.
(Shashank quietly lukd at hs 2 angels)
no 1 in thr deadliest dream cn ever imagine dat 1 of dem is adopted...
(Anjy broke d chain of thoughts running in shashank's mind):dad u must b proud of her na?
shashank:NO!
Riddhima:kyu papa?(anjy 2 lukd perplexed)
Shashank:sirf riddhima nai..m proud of my both daughters. :) & kyunki aj bht senti bate ho chuki hai..ek khushkhbr dun?
anjy:kya dad
shashank:aj 8 bje 4 new doc. join kar rae hai..
riddhima:to?har din koi na koi join karta hai..wots so gud abt it?
shashan:patience bacho patience!doc. ka nam nai janna chahoge?
Nw both the sisters held their breathe..they knew sumthng fishy was cumin arnd!
anjy:kisne join kia hai?
sudnly a hub of people came 2 d icu!
People:Humne join kia hai dr.anjali(dey said in chorus)allow us to introduce r slves..
girl1:hey m muskaan!
girl2:hi m nikkita
boy1:hello ladies.m atul!
boy2:hey grls..m rahul!nam to sunahoga!(he winkd)
gang:HUME APSE MILKE BHT KHUSHI HUI!(dey said again in chorus!and strtd laughing)
Riddhima and anjali's shock went beyon imagination!
2gethr:TMLOG YAHAAtul:kya baat hai dr. anjali and dr. riddhima!ap to hume pehchan gaye!!
Anjy:Oh shut up atul!guyz wot a pleasant surprise!
Rahul:lo bhai..sari duniya idhar se udhar hogayi par anjy ka"SHUT UP ATUL "(He imitated her)nai gaya!
All started laughing again and anjy frowned!
Atul:aj fir se jan mei jan ayi!pure 1saal bad apne parivar se mila hun...bs sirf Arm..(he realisd wot he was abt 2 say and prfrd 2 b quiet)
for a moment all eyes shutdwn..and nikki broke the silence
nikki:ridzi..tumhara shadi karne ka decision sai tha ya nai ye hum nai jante..han thoda bura laga kyunki agar tm humsabki jaan ho to armaan humara dil..lekin itna wada karte hai ki tmhare har faisle mei hum tmhara sath denge..
Ridzi and Anjy's happiness had no limits..friendshp was in the air...GOSH..Hw much they needed their friends..the gang prfrd staying silent cus sum emotions silence is the bst language spoken!They stood up and aftr 1whole long year they had their group hug!(DIL JAHA DOST WAHA..AESA MANZAR..AUR KAHA...)
kisine sahi kaha hai FRIENDSHP IS THE ONLY SHIP WHCH NEVER SINKS..NO MATTER HOW MUCH ROUGH WAVES TRY 2 DROWN IT!
*flashback ends*