inshi ss: sang hu tere *updated part6 pg 12* - Page 8

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chapter 6

Rishi pov

I woke up hearing some noises…it was laughter and cheering…I wonder wats there to cheer up….i saw time it was almost evening…I had slept whole day….i still had pain in my head but ignoring it I went to the source of noises…I saw vidit came back and was jumping nd hugging indira, I guess she said about her pregnancy…indira I say she now getting on my nerves…why don't she understand it kills me even to think tht the baby is slowly killing her….did she even realize wat will happen to me how will I take care of the baby…I want baby but I want indira too…..selfish or not but indira comes before baby…if saving indira's life is to sacrifice my unborn baby thn I m ready…it hurts thinking this but any happiness with out indira is nothing meant to me…..i have to convince her…but the promise I gave her…indira is just so difficult to handle…..my chain of thoughts were broken when I saw vidit bhaiya come running to me nd jumped to give me bone crushing hug…..

"I am going to be uncle rishi…uncle !!!! I m so happy bro" he hugged me again…I could see his eyes shining with happiness even avantika too had same glint of happiness in her eyes I wish I cud to have but thn I saw indira blankly staring at me, I just gave her a cold glare….releasing me from hug vidit bhaiya dragged me near indira nd kept my arms on her waist pushing me onto her making me grip her waist tightly….

"so newly discovered parents how u both are feeling….i guess you both wud be in cloud nine na….my sweet lil sis is going to be momma nd this naughty man daddy….."he giggled kissing indira's forehead followed by mini punch on my arm….this need to be stop, they cannot celebrate wen indira is dying…I stared coldly towards indira then removed my hand from her waist and was about to go from there wen vidit stopped me I guess he noticed my rude behavior towards indira….

"wats wrong….why are u behaving with indira so coldly…today in morning too I noticed you but tht you must be tired but now???? You are not happy tht she is pregnant…I mean you don't want this child" feeling of irritation and frustration started building inside me…..my hand turned in fist anger rushing in my blood wanting me to scream shout throwing all my frustration

"rishi…say wat happened…everything right between you two??? See every relation has some sour moments its just you need to handle very carefully and everything will be solved….rishi listen to me" avantika pulled me back…now her voice was showing frustration

"wats wrong with you rishi…why so cold behavior towards indira…or wat vidit is saying is true u don't want baby but u loved children so wats problem…u urself used to make so many plans about your baby now wat happened…look at indira she needs your care and here you are behaving so awkwardly with her…speak up rishi don't stay numb!!!! " avantika shaked my arm…I saw indira…hurt in her eyes….i laughed sarcastically in my mind….my behavior hurts her and wat about me gosh looking at her my frustration reached its peak…….

" will u guys be quite please……" I looked at indira and went near her

"stop indira!!!…stop being so hurt as if you care….stop acting hurt as if you are only one here hurting" as soon as I uttered these words I regretted it….i saw her wet eyes…tears flowing down…I just hate seeing indira in tears and I hate myself making her cry but I cannot help

"wat do you mean rishi…stop being so rude rishi !!!!" a shocked avantika faced me…I looked at vidit anger all over his face….protecting brother was coming out….i lost my control and blurted out everything

"yes I donot want this child…I DON'T WANT THIS CHILD !!!!! if this means that I am rude then I accept it happily if this mean I am hurting indira then will do it thousand times IF THIS MEAN THT I WILL HAVE MY WIFE BY MY SIDE FOR EVER THEN YES I DON'T WANT THIS BABY…." I burst into tears…as much as I hate being in tears infront of everyone tht much i cry I cannot help myself…. "indira is dying…having this baby means I will loose indira forever….her body is not so strong to give the birth to a child and if does she will loose her life…I don't want to loose her…..indira is my priority…..on one will take her place even this baby…my baby" trembling I sat down….holding my head and crying….thinking of something like tht stabs me infinite times….feeling of knowing I will loose indira just kills me 1000 times….i freaking love her more than anything…more than my baby

I raised my head…saw avantika nd vidit in tears but not of happiness….i right now smashed their happiness into pieces….indira was standing taking support of a chair near by….her silent cry turned into sobs…avantika moved towards indira and next thing I know was she slapped indira….my eyes widened in shock….avantika was in anger giving her a death look…..

"indira !!!! " avantika cud only utter her name before collapsing on chair and cried out loud…..vidit he was motionless as if every emotions were ripped out from his body…he was too shock to respond to anything….indira went towards avantika kneeling down…….

"di please listen to me…please di….i m sorry….please" she said wiping her nd avantika's tears

"you are going to abort this baby tht too tomorrow" my head snapped up listening this and indira's eyes widened due to shock….

"no di please I want this baby please…I want for you all…for rishi….i don't want to separate my baby from me….di please try to understand" she immediately stood up and went to vidit bhaiya

"bhaiya please di ko samjhao na mujhe yeh baby chahiye….yeh baby meri jaan hai….mein nahi karsakti yeh baby ko apne se dur please bahiya di ko samjhao…"

"avantika is right indira…do whatever she says" vidit bhaiya said with a stern face….i know that this was not the time but I somewhat felt happy, now I know that atleast vidit bhaiya and avantika will do whatever to save indira…to make her abort the baby….

Indira moved backwards in tears….i badly wanted her to take in my arms and make everything disappear making everything like before….

"I wont abort this baby….i wont separate my baby from me….THIS IS MY BABY….suna aap logone I WONT ABORT AND THIS IS MY LAST DECISION !!!!" before I cud move forward she ran in room and locked herself….we all three stood there digesting wat happened right now

luv

sam😃

Originally posted by: girl_rocks

thank you

Originally posted by: -Paulomi-

You are so so late.You know how badly I was waiting for ur FF😭😭

nice one yaar👏👏

I knew Indira wont