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Hey guys this post is purely to share my sentiments and feelings..which have been running through me this last week gone. This week has been the most beautiful week ever in a long time for me..the joy i have felt, the happiness, the tears and the relief ..it has definitely been a roller coaster ride with highs and lows in every moment. I have not felt this way in so long and yet again it feels as though someone has pumped life right back into me in this week..and that someone is none other than RajeevAamna..
RajeevAamna were my first love..i joined this forum back in 2004 yet have loved them since 2003. I used to be part of the yahoo groups before i joined IF and used to follow them there, the first episode i coincidentally catched of Kahin To Hoga was the day pyush had the accident and since then i watched every show with RajeevAamna in it..the more i read about them the more intrigued i was..i not only fell in love with them as an onscreen couple but there offscreen chemistry was equally striking...there was something about them that bound me to them..the relationship they shared both onscreen and offscreen was so pure and beautiful that I could not help myself getting pulled in further..eventually during one of my searches on RajeevAamna, i cane across this wonderful place at IF where i joined the KTH forum, that forum back in 2004 was the most happening, the most special and the most loving forum in the whole of IF. The people there were not just members..they were all like a family, i wont say small because it was a big family including the site admins and creators, they were all jodi fans, even Vijay bhaiyya was and he would visit the forum regularly. IF was not as big back then but was still extremely special..
We all loved and enjoyed KTH and spent so many fun moments together. Then came the dreaded news of Rajeev leaving, that changed everything..every single thing and we were all devastated...we were so against the idea but it was meant to happen and it did..we ccried we suffered yet our love for them didnt lessen for a single second...infact we loved them more. They say you only realise what you had when you lose it..and this phrase is something we have all experienced as RA fans, some were here at the time to express it and some probably didnt even know about IF. People of all ages loved them be it kids, adults the elderly teenagers..RajeevAamna left a mark in every heart...we then had Sunn Ley Na to keep us going yet after 31 episodes even that came to an end and it was difficult..but the media kept RA in mind and we got lucky..we would get an article atleast every week..things began to happen...they moved on..yet there friendship..there relationship was as strong as ever,..infact it got stronger and stronger...we enjoyed many interviews of them and events thanks to all the awards ceremonies and saas bahu sazish..a special thank you to the SBS team..they have been with us throughout it all and have made many efforts to bring them back together for us...and then again we waited...one day we found out that RajeevAamna maybe doing a new show called 'Hum Do Humare Nau'..i cant explain how much we celebrated this news..and how happy we were..a pilot had been shot for it and that drove us all crazy..but again destiny had something else in store..it didnt go ahead and we were left heartbroken..we tried and tried to get this show rolling but it didnt happen..and we continued waiting...slowly as they started movies we got to hear less of them...we would wait and wait..and then came Aamir's release..and the special screening that Rajeev held for Aamna made us all so happy...we were so happy and excited...who knew at that moment of time..this would be the last we are seeing of them...
I wont go through the last 5 years in any more detail because it will only hurt me...id rather those 5 years remain unspoken of..yet one thing i can say is that i have never felt so broken in my life..and the last 2 of those 5 years i spent trying to move away...and trying to forget about them...but it was never possible...the more i tried...the more i missed them..remembered them..there moments..it hurt me like hell but i still loved talking about them to someone..anyone..i just needed to mention them...it would easen me and pinch me at the same time...but life had to move on...i tried so hard to forget what had happened...and to some extent...i stopped caring...well i thought i had...until last Thursday...Thursday 17th January 2013. This day should be written in history for bringing so much joy to us...i cant explain how i felt...i heard the news and thought no way..it cant be true..just another rumour...but when i read an article in which rajeev had confirmed this news...i didnt know what to feel...shock was what i felt first...and then excitement...then it was just pure bliss and happiness..i still couldnt believe it..till i saw the SBS promo...when i heard Rajeev singing thoda sa pyar in that moment...with Aamna beside him...that was it..i lost it all completely...i cried...like i hadnt done for so long, i let out so much on that day and felt much lighter than i had in the last 5 years...over the last 5 years...i was carrying some kind of burden and pain which i could never express in these last 5 years...but then that day i cried a lot...and i didnt stop myself..because i needed to do it...yet at the same time..i was celebrating...they were surely tears of pain...which soon turned into tears of happiness...and when i saw them in SBS on saturday...it was like the old days had returned..those past moments had come back for us...the clips and snaps and the articles and videos flooding in..in this last week have been amazing...and what else has been amazing is..the number of members...and RA fans..coming back from all over..
I have met some new, amazing friends in this last week, ive lost count and it feels so great to have you all here..so thank you so much...i know i dont need to thank you all..you all came for RA..but i realised that every heart which beats for RA..is very precious...all RAians i have ever come across are so wonderful, so kind at heart..so crazy and so amazing...that it doesnt feel like i know you guys for a week..it feels like i know you all for years...RA fans are spread all over the place...and it just shows what a legendary pair they are...there return has created such an uproar that its been so wonderfully overwhelming...and this would not have been possible without the 2 most special people we all love...RajeevAamna...so heres just to say how very much we love you...and thank you..thank you sooo much..for coming back for us fans..for letting us relive the Sujal Kashish moments again...and for giving us the most wonderful gift one ever could give...you truly are the most precious gems ever..and i still love you as much as i did 10 years ago..infact even more...with every day gone by...ive never stopped loving you both..and no matter where you are right now in life...for me you will always be my RajeevAamna...the naughty, cute, adorable, caring, loving, beautiful and the most amazingg human beings ever..what you shared was and is beautiful and is still in our hearts and minds...and will always be...your relationship was so pure and so beautiful that it left a mark in every heart...you taught us the true meaning of love and friendship...you stood by each other through thick and thin...and what you did has taught us all a lesson...and it is something we follow up in our lives..to love all...and enjoy every little moment...like it is something big..and till date...we are doing just that...love you RajeevAamna...thank you once again...you will always reside in the hearts of your fans..here's wishing that we see and experience many many more moments of your togetherness..and here is a wish to see you in lots and lots of projects together...hope your next come back is going to be less than a 5 years wait...and for now...we will enjoy and relive and appreciate every little second of your togetherness through HJNH. Thank you to the producers of HJNH for making this possible, we love you a lot for giving us this moment...and thank you to all the HJNH forum members..who have been so kind to us...letting us share all our joy on your forum...we felt very welcomed..thank you once again for everything...😳
Ok this turned out more of an essay i know that..but i needed to pen my sentiments down..and not to forget...these are my last 10 years with RA in one post😆😆😆😆
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
